Quick-wearing scumbag

Xiao Jinghuai Chapter /

From a very young age, I knew that my life would probably be like this.

The dark experience in my childhood made me feel a little hopeless about this world.

The nanny in the palace told me that I am the prince, the Prince Jing who is under one person and above ten thousand people, but I know that in the eyes of those slaves, I am just a tool used by the mother and concubine to fight for favor, and the one who only has the title of prince delicate puppet.

I can't play happily like an ordinary child, and even all my thoughts and actions are strictly arranged by others, and I don't have the slightest right to choose independently.

As long as the emperor likes it, I must do it without the slightest deviation.

As time went on, my heart became more and more depressed.

"Why do I have to be such a person?" I thought, feeling very unwilling in my heart, no one knows how painful it is to be a puppet with thinking, but I can only wander in such pain, looking for Less than redemption.

Until that day, I was finally approved by my father and got a chance to leave the palace.

Then, for the first time, I found my sunshine.

That is an extremely delicate child, different from those of us who have been fighting openly and secretly in the palace for a long time, and have long been in the dark. He has a pair of transparent eyes and a round little face, which looks like a beautiful doll .

The moment I saw him, I had the urge to take him home and take care of him for the first time, but I knew I couldn't, that would only hurt him.

So I suppressed the excitement in my heart, carefully tested, and became friends with him.

From his mouth, I learned that his name is "Yu Haochen" and he is a closed disciple of a genius doctor. He came out this time to see the world.

Then I told him that my name is Xiao Jinghuai and I am Prince Jing.

He didn't seem to know how great an official Prince Jing was, but he blinked his bright eyes ignorantly, looked at me, and seemed to be asking me what Prince Jing was.

I laughed, then poked his soft cheeks with my fingers, watched him stare at me with a pair of moist eyes, and looked at me pitifully, my heart became softer.

This person is mine and only mine.

I thought about it, then took his hand, and did an act that I will be extremely grateful for in the future ------- I gave him my inheritance jade pendant.

"Xiao Chenchen grows up, will you be my daughter-in-law?" I smiled, with anticipation in my eyes.

However, he was still a child, he didn't seem to understand what I meant, he just looked at me and let me hang the jade pendant on him.

"From now on, I'll spoil you, okay, I'll give you whatever you want." I patted his head, saw him nodding in confusion, and felt happier in my heart.

This is the only time in decades that I have laughed out loud.

Nice, I thought.

It's a pity that I can't leave the palace for too long, so I can only return to the palace before sunset unwillingly.

When we were parting, I stroked his head and told him again not to lose the jade pendant, and then I left that place reluctantly.

In the following days, for the first time, I had the idea of ​​wanting to get out of control and become the top ten thousand people.

This idea is very dangerous, very crazy, and even if you don't pay attention, you will never turn back.

But I have to bet, not only for myself, but also for when I meet him again in the future, I can justly give him a name.

Buying off the relationship, poisoning in silence, finally, under my secret arrangements, soon, the old emperor became seriously ill, and the mother and concubine died in the assassination planned by me ten years ago.

Except for a few neutral factions in the entire court, the rest have become my subordinates. With a million soldiers in my hands, I have become the regent king with one man under one man and over ten thousand men.

As for the old emperor, I didn't intend to let him go so happily, so I imprisoned him in a dilapidated palace, and used his name to search for that child who belonged to me alone since he was a child.

Then, after searching several times, I finally got what seemed to be him.

The subordinates said that there was a very famous free clinic outside the city, and there was a doctor with excellent medical skills.

In order to see him earlier, I hurried to the free clinic overnight.

Then, I saw him, that young man who had no resemblance to his appearance when he was a child, but was surprisingly beautiful.

Almost at a glance, I knew it was him, he was back.

Not as nourishing as I had imagined. For some reason, I actually felt that he looked a little weak at this time, as if he was overwhelmed.

That's right, after all, with so many patients, no matter how skilled the doctor is, he will inevitably be exhausted. If that's the case, then help him.

I thought so, and sneaked into the line, thinking about his expression when he saw me.

The little boy grabbing the medicine next to him seemed a little worried about him, and didn't know what to say to him, but he shook his head stubbornly and continued to ask the doctor.

Soon, I was lined up for consultation. I greedily looked at his cheek, and listened to his faintly asking my name in my ear.

I felt a little bit lost in my heart, but then I understood, after all, after all this time, I don't look the same as when I was a child. He doesn't know me, but it should be.

"Xiao Jinghuai." I replied, but I still saw his faint expression, as if he didn't think of anything because of this name.

"Your body is very healthy." He said so.

How could I not know about my physical problems, so I came here just to get closer to him.

Looking at his frown that seems to be because of me, I feel a little distressed in my heart.

I began to be soft and soft, wanting him to be close to me. This is a feeling I have never had before, but it is so real at this moment.

I'm sure, I like this person, maybe not between men and women, but I want to pamper him.

Pretending to be pitiful, I called him by the name I used to call him when I was a child. Looking at his slightly sullen face, I felt a little funny in my heart. Even before I met him again, the name I spurned countless times seemed incomparable. pleasing to the ear.

Great, I thought, he is still as clean and thorough as he was when he was a child.

He seemed very disapproving of my arrival, and asked my purpose in a bad tone.

"My goal is you~Little Chenchen~"

As I said this, I felt a little nervous, and wanted to see his reaction, but he didn't seem to believe my words, but stubbornly believed that I came here with a purpose that was not pure.

I hesitated for a moment, but finally changed my mind.

I know that the old emperor is his own uncle, but this uncle doesn't seem to have a good relationship with him, but what does that matter?

With the same blood, even if he refuses, I still have a way to keep him, as long as I beg a lot, with his character, he will definitely soften his heart.

Sure enough, in the end he let go.

It's a pity that it's not because of the uncle who I beat to death, but another man named "Su Langhua".

In fact, I saw it when he was entangled with that man before, but the strange feeling in my heart prevented me from rushing over to interfere, but just watched quietly without making a sound.

"What's so good about such a scumbag?" As I thought this way, I also felt a strong sense of disgust towards Su Langhua, who I had never met before.

So I pestered him, but unexpectedly found that man's face was pale.

It was the first time that I felt that I was too sensitive. After all, such a person, let alone his status as a genius doctor, just his duty as a doctor made it impossible for him to ignore his body so much.

However, I still guessed wrong. Seeing him lying in my arms, I felt suddenly sad for some reason.

So I took my own initiative and brought him back to my bedroom, and arranged for the man named Su Langhua to be brought back as well.

Listening to him murmuring in a low voice from time to time when he was in a coma, although I couldn't hear what he said, but I felt that he was really cute at this time for no reason.

Thinking of Su Langhua who made him worry about him, I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, but this man has already been labeled as me, so Su Langhua who came out of nowhere must be dealt with properly.

So I went out, arranged for my men, and set up a bureau.

When he returned to the palace again, he had already woken up, but it was that person who asked him when he woke up.

I am a little bit unwilling, but I don't know why.I can only tease him for no reason, watching his face change because of my words.

That man was really unruly, I thought, seeing Su Langhua rushing in from the door without knowing the so-called, I felt extremely disgusted in my heart.

Such a person is not worthy of Xiao Chenchen.

So after he left, I threatened him with Su Langhua and asked him to sleep with me for three months.

To be honest, I don't know why I made this request, but I still said it out of my heart. Looking at his face that changed color for a moment, I don't know why, and I feel a little empty.

Later, Su Langhua came to me and begged me to marry Miaomiao to him, and I agreed without hesitation, in order to break Xiao Chenchen's thoughts.

Although I don't know why I would do this, but I really obey my heart.

Obedience to the heart, this is what he told me, I thought, and the fragment of being with him after an hour flashed in my mind, and I felt a little emotional.

Later, for some reason, I looked at his sad face and felt a little angry in my heart. So, in the place where I dare not go in again, I kissed him fiercely, but at the next moment, I lost consciousness.

When I woke up again, what I saw was his body like a rag doll. I panicked and called the imperial physician, even threatening the imperial physician as never before. If he can't cure him, he will be killed and buried with him.

So, I learned that there is poison in his body.

Is it true that doctors do not heal themselves?I don't know, but no, I don't want him dead.

After that, for him, I went to the tomb left by my mother and concubine for the first time, and found the Tianshan snow lotus that I never wanted to touch in my life, but I had to touch it because of him.

That was the beginning of my lifetime of misery, but it was another person's hope of living.

This snow lotus is a taboo. According to legend, anyone who gets it will lose his most precious thing.

I don't care, don't want to care, so be it, I thought, as long as he gets better, nothing will matter.

Later, he begged me for that person, promised to sleep with me, and was willing to obey me.

It should be something that makes people happy, but it makes people angry for no reason.

So, I asked him, in that heartbreaking place, I asked him soberly for the first time.

That broken voice, that painful moan, has now become my nightmare, haunting me every day.

After waking up, I finally understood what I wanted, but that person didn't have me at all in his heart. In order to avoid the unreasonable emotions in my heart, I chose to hide.

Just spying in the dark, or relying on the reports of his subordinates to learn about him.

Seeing that he only had that man in his eyes, I felt more and more unwilling, so I set up a trick and brought him to the Hundred Flowers Banquet so that he could see the true face of that man.

Then, for the sake of that man, he treated a woman whom he probably resented so much in his heart.

But it doesn't matter, because I heard what he said, "Liangqing" is a good word, isn't it?

Later, in order to make him responsible for me, I lied to him, and he forced me to have sex with me.

I originally thought that some means would need to be imposed, but I didn't expect that he actually promised to be responsible to me.

The mood at that moment, I really couldn't tell whether it was joy or sadness, maybe it was both, I thought.

Later, in order to completely cure the poison on his body, I went far away from the imperial city to search for medicinal herbs that can cure all poisons.

It's a pity that before he found it, he got the news that Su Langhua had usurped the throne.

In order to get him back, I chose to rebel.

When I saw him again, he was in that man's room, his eyes were empty, as if he couldn't see anything, which made people sad for no reason.

I want to take him away and marry him, and he agreed, but the price is that I need to find an unknown place, and he doesn't want others to know.

I agreed, although I still feel uncomfortable, but at least this person is my own, isn't it?

Then, Su Langhua came and made a big wedding.

He blocked one for me, but still said "nothing" lightly, and then fell into a coma.

After that, reinforcements came, how could I let him, put myself in such a situation?So as early as the moment Su Langhua came, I sent out a distress signal. As long as the reinforcements came, nothing would be a problem.

It's a pity that it was still a step late, and he was still injured.

After returning, he was in a coma for two and a half days, and no matter what method he used, he couldn't wake up.

Later, the imperial physician told me that the day he wakes up is the day he will leave.

Later, he woke up, but there was not much time left. I thought, if he had been sleeping, would he not have left me? Even though it was painful, at least he was still alive.

Unfortunately, he was still awake.

I offered to take him out to have a look, and he agreed, so we sat under that tree and watched the scenery until dusk.

That was the first time he didn't refuse my approach, but obediently let me wrap my arms around his waist and hug him.

As dusk came, I knew that it was time to end all of this.

He also seemed to know something, and there was only peace in his eyes, "Jinghuai, I want to see pear blossoms..."

This is the first time I heard you call me so, but it is at this last time.

"Okay, I'll take you to see Pear Blossom..." I heard myself say so.

And then... nothing more and then...

he's gone......

I didn't speak or move, I just hugged him as before, watching the gradually darkening sky.

There was a drop of wetness on the face.

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