This situation

You have a lover, and you have been officially together for more than two months, so it can be said that you are not as good as glue.But from a certain day, you don't know why, your lover is alienating you.First, the standard of intimacy was lowered, and then the frequency of meeting was reduced. You felt inappropriate, and guessed whether the person had changed his mind, but the person contacted you again. The caring feeling did not decrease by half, and when he looked at you, his eyes remained affectionate. Although you always suspect that there is something more-yes, more complicated things are not less.You want to get close to the other party, but the other party hesitates, wants to resist but finds it hard to resist, and when you find out the other party's resistance, you can't bear to force others to make things difficult for you.You try to ask the other person what happened, but the other person can't tell you why.He hesitated to speak, it was difficult to speak.

You are full of entanglements and have nowhere to complain. If you mention it to someone you know well, others will say that the most likely reason is that the other party has moved on or extinguished the fire of love, and he can’t bear to hurt you, so he has not been able to tell the truth for a long time. .

You want to believe such an explanation, but you don't believe it, let alone believe it.There is always a voice in your heart saying, this is not like this, this is not like this, Congwen is not such a person.

Just as he couldn't tell why Fang Congwen fell in love with him, Guan Ning couldn't tell why Fang Congwen suddenly became like this.The person who was deeply in love, but no longer love in a blink of an eye?Is this possible?There was no lightning strike that day, and no aliens attacked Earth.Yes, that day.After that difficult day, everything seemed to change.

Guan Ning couldn't see anything on her face, and her roommate only knew that she spent less time staying out.Gao Yunhua teased her when he was joking, asking her if she had passed the honeymoon period, and suddenly found that the other party was not suitable for her.Chen Qingqing and Gu Ran seemed to see some clues, but neither made a sound.

After the morning class, Gu Ran was waiting for Guan Ning in the cafeteria.At noon, there were people coming and going in the cafeteria, pushing and shoving. She watched Guan Ning pass through the crowd from a distance, with rare anxiety and impatience on her face.Suddenly, a reckless boy bumped into her with a dinner plate. With a bang, the plate fell to the ground, and a large plate of curry splashed all over Guan Ning's clothes.Because the jacket was open, a lot of yellow curry was splashed on the light green clothes inside.The boy hurriedly said sorry.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, is it useful? Look at my clothes, my clothes!" Guan Ning clenched his fists and looked at his clothes, which were bought for her by Congwen.Tears tossed and turned in the eyes, but did not fall for a long time.She kicked the dinner plate on the ground hard, making a harsh sound.

The reckless boy wanted to get angry, but looking at the weak girl in front of him who was in a mess, tearful and angry, he couldn't say a word of complaint, so he had to apologize repeatedly.Gu Ran walked over and took out a tissue, but Guan Ning avoided it. She took off her coat, turned her head and left.

Gu Ran ignored the reckless boy and chased after him.

By the sink, Guan Ning vigorously rubbed the clothes that would never be clean, muttering, "I can't wash it clean, I can't wash it clean anymore", tears streaming down my face.She didn't want to cry, she didn't want to cry at all, and crying meant confirming her guess.She didn't want to prove it, she didn't want to show weakness.It's just that the tears couldn't be stopped no matter what, and the depression accumulated for several days poured out with the tears.

Gu Ran stopped her nervous rubbing, and said in a harmonious voice: "Find a dry cleaner, I can clean it. It's cold outside, let's go back to the dormitory and change clothes, okay?" On Ning, Gu Ran took Guan Ning's cold hand and brought her back to the dormitory.After taking clean clothes for her to change into, she also put two dirty clothes into the bag. "We'll go find a dry cleaner later."

Guan Ning just sobbed, crying very sadly.Gu Ran touched her head and hugged her. "No matter how much you think, it's just what you think. It's better to ask her exactly what she thinks." She has always felt that if you want to break up, break up, at least make it clear, if you don't love, you don't love, if you fall in love with others, you fall in love with others , no big deal.But like now, if you don't say anything, what's the point of making people guess? "Where is the phone, are you calling or should I?"

Before deciding who would make the call, Fang Congwen called.

Gu Ran directly pressed the connect button, and said hello, with a menacing tone, which seemed to be a crime.

The other side immediately sensed something was wrong, and immediately asked: "What's wrong with Ningning?"

Gu Ran said coldly: "Thanks to you. I'm sad..." Before she could complain, Guan Ning snatched the phone.

"Congwen?" With a weeping voice, you can tell it immediately.

Fang Congwen sighed on the other end of the phone, "Guan Ning, let's talk. I'll pick you up after class today."

Not in the mood to go to class, but Congwen didn't want her to skip class, so Guan Ning sniffed and agreed.After hanging up the phone, Guan Ning must have expected what Fang Congwen would say, but Guan Ning became stronger. "Sister, let's go to eat and go to the dry cleaners."

That afternoon, Guan Ning sat obediently in the classroom, pricked up her ears, and tried to listen carefully, but no matter how hard she tried, her mind was wandering on the planets that were light-years away.Congwen wants to break up with her.She was terrified, sad, and anxious like a bunch of prickly pears.However, there was nothing she could do.

After class, Fang Congwen didn't take Guan Ning home. She found a quiet coffee shop near the school. She suggested that the two of them have dinner. Guan Ning said that she couldn't eat.The two sat down, Guan Ning did not speak, she quietly waited for Fang Congwen's sentencing, waiting for her infatuated lips to utter the cruelest words in the world.Once, ah, no, but a few days ago, she heard her say the sweetest love words in the world, and she sent her to heaven with her lips.

Fang Congwen looked exhausted, looking at Guan Ning who had been resting up and down quietly with despair, his heart was like a knife.It was not easy for her to end the relationship.In her nearly 40 years of life, although there have been several beautiful past events, she has never loved anyone, anyone, like Ai Guanning.It can even be said that she has only experienced the emotion of love in Guan Ning.Right now, she is also in love with her, with all her heart.She refused Guan Ning's request to meet because she was completely irresistible to this young girl, with her good eyes and good smell.Her every movement, every smile, every voice will arouse her infinite desire for love.But no matter how much she loved the girl, the fact that she bore her tormented her every moment.Every heartbeat, every sprout of passion// desire felt like a knife had been punctured in her heart.

She could only say to her with difficulty, "I'm sorry."

"I don't want to hear sorry, and you didn't apologize to me, I just want to know why."

After thinking about countless reasons, I couldn't bear to tell this serious girl, whether it was the truth or a lie. "Please don't ask, there is no reason."

"But I want to know, Congwen, why. You can't make me unclear. Is there any reason in this world? Everything has a cause and effect. How can there be no reason."

After struggling for a long time, Fang Congwen felt that if she didn't say anything, she might not be able to hold on any longer. She heard herself say, "Take it as not being in love."

"Oh, so. I think so too." A cruel smile flashed across Guan Ning's face.A love is nothing but a dream.Even though she was still puzzled, she could see Fang Congwen's pain.What was the reason that made her suffer so much but she did not hesitate to hide it. "If I have nothing else to say, I'll leave first. I still have homework to do." After walking out of the coffee shop, Guan Ning didn't go back to school directly. She stood in the small alley next to the coffee shop, with a thousand roars in her heart. In the end, it could only turn into whimpering.

After a while, Fang Congwen came out of the coffee shop with a gloomy expression, as if he had aged several years all of a sudden.She made a phone call and talked to the other party before driving away.At the same time, Guan Ning stopped a taxi and followed.

Fang Congwen's car route is not the route home, follow along, Guan Ning has a hunch that he will see the truth.With Congwen's professional attitude, I would not meet work-related people in such a state.Congwen is a loner, there is no such so-called best friend, and naturally there is no one to complain about.For these years, Fang Congwen has been living alone like this, thinking of this, Guan Ning feels distressed.

Fang Congwen's car was parked in the underground garage of the mall, which the two had visited before.Guan Ning paid the taxi fare, took the escalator upstairs, and figured out where Cong Wenhui would make an appointment with him.From where she stood, the direct elevator and escalator were all within sight.It's mealtime now, and it's most reasonable to make an appointment at a certain restaurant.In this shopping mall, there are only a handful of shops that Fang Congwen is interested in. Fortunately, Congwen has a clear attitude towards these shops, and she will never try any shops she doesn't like.Guan Ning didn't think that the person she was dating would force Fang Congwen to go to a restaurant where she couldn't move her chopsticks, so she set her sights on a Chinese restaurant.She hid in the crowd leading to the bathroom passage, carefully keeping others from noticing her, and always vigilantly watching the door of the store.According to the speed at which Fang Congwen parked and went upstairs, he would appear there in a while.

Sure enough, after Fang Congwen took the direct elevator upstairs, he had a few conversations with the waiter and entered the store.

The person who made the appointment appears to have arrived.

I don't know who invented the transparent glass to replace the wall. Guan Ning is sincerely grateful. Because of this glass, she can clearly see who Fang Congwen is meeting.

Can barely breathe.

Guan Ning was so sure that he knew that person, even in ashes.

That person is none other than her good mother - Yun Jin.

So, there is a possibility that the mother found out about her relationship with Congwen, made an appointment with Congwen privately, and asked her to break up with him?Because of age, gender, this obvious bullshit reason?

From the bottom of his heart, Guan Ning didn't think that this was something his mother would do. Similarly, Fang Congwen would not give up on her easily because of her mother's various rhetoric.

So what is it for?