[Bungo Stray Dogs BG] Blue Hitomi

Chuya's reassuring words just now were uttered, maybe the girl's mind and decision will be different.These fleeting and subtle misses made Chuya feel deeply powerless and painful every time he recalled this seemingly ordinary and beautiful night in the future.

Episode 13.

Taking advantage of the moment when this sentence was not noticed by Zhong Ye, Qingtong naturally changed the topic to other places.As if to cover up her thoughts, she asked Zhong Ye another question that she had cared about for a long time: "Speaking of which, Mr. Zhong Ye, is the investigation on Huang Ba's vomiting going well?"

"Did you even know?" Zhong Ye was obviously very surprised that Qingtong knew about it.

"After all, it was because of this incident that you were misunderstood by your former companion..." Qingtong didn't show any emotional fluctuations, but simply stated the facts she knew, "...I knew it at the time."

As if the secret that he had tried his best to hide had already been seen, Zhong also felt a little uncomfortable, he avoided Qingtong's direction and remained silent on this issue.

The blind Qingtong seemed to be unaware of Chuuya's reaction, and continued on his own, "The horrible wild god, the black flame, the explosion that destroys everything—I've seen Huangba vomit before."

This understated sentence exploded in Nakaya's mind like a thunderbolt, causing his pupils to shrink suddenly, and he showed an expression of extreme shock for a moment.He grabbed Qingtong's arm and asked in a panic: "How did you see it?!"

"Hmm..." I don't know if it was affected by Chuya's ability, or just hurt by Chuya's wrist strength, Qingtong held the hand that was grabbed by Chuya, and let out a low cry of pain.

Zhong Ye immediately let go of her hand nervously and said, "Sorry."

This time it was Qingtong's turn to pause for a moment, as if hesitating whether to tell the truth.

But this kind of performance made Zhong Ye calm down a little bit, contacting the few information he knew about Qingtong when he was young, he gradually had some vague guesses: "Did you live in..."

"Yes, I personally experienced that disaster, and I am the only survivor in my family." Hearing Zhong Ye's keen guess, Qingtong no longer shy away from it, and spoke frankly about her past.Since she raised this question just now, Chuya's overly strong reaction has almost confirmed her previous thoughts, "Sure enough, Zhongye-kun and Huangbatu have a very close relationship, right?"

"Your family..." Chuuya's worst guess was confirmed, and his voice fell in an instant.The information that Qingtong possesses has gone deep into such details, and there is no need to hide anything anymore.He has been trying to face his true identity calmly, trying to see himself as an existence like ordinary human beings. At this time, he also wants to admit like a person who faces his own original sin, "Yes, it is me."

"It's not so much about you, but rather about the beast residing in your body, or the source of your strength?"

"I don't know the details..." He didn't continue to discuss these in depth, what he cared about was Qingtong's frank confession about her childhood changes.

"If you are still worried about the explosion eight years ago, Mr. Zhongye..." In fact, what Qingtong said was just to confirm her previous guess, and to learn more about the mysterious origins of the people around her .Regarding the fact that Zhong Ye might be the cause of her homelessness, she had already digested this fact alone, and now she doesn't really care about Zhong Ye's final answer.So at this time, as a former victim, she comforted in a slightly lighter tone than Zhongye, "I don't care anymore, and you don't have to worry about it anymore—after all, It's not your fault, it's more appropriate to say it was an accident, isn't it?"

Hearing this, Zhong also looked in Qingtong's direction with some shock and doubt, carefully observing her expression.He had thought countless times that Qingtong might hate and loathe him, whether it was his ability to hurt and threaten her all the time, his forced decision to betray the sheep and turn to the port mafia, or causing her family to be destroyed and displaced of his awakening.But at this moment, on Qingtong's face, he didn't even see the anger and hatred she showed in the sheep's little black house that day, only the relieved and transparent expression reflected her profile in summer. Soft and warm colors emerge under the evening lights of the festival.

"Actually, during the darkest days of my childhood, I met someone who meant a lot to me. Maybe it's because of her that I became what I am now." Jaejoong hasn't thought about it yet When it was time to answer, Qingtong had naturally picked up her own words, and she asked Nakaya softly, "Nakaya-kun, do you know Chamiko?"

"It seems that Jun Yan mentioned that he was the first leader of the youth armed organization that established Yang, right?"

"That's right, when I was living in a slum and was hunted down to a desperate situation because I offended the GSS, it was Sister Samiko who rescued me, pulled me out of the abyss of despair, and gave me the warmth of my family again." As if recalling the past that was too far away, even Qingtong's voice became a little unreal, "It's not just me, Chiwa, Xiaoye, Xiangxue, Siren, A Tong... Everyone was rescued by Sister Chamiko Yes. For us at that time, my sister was the one who supported us..."

"But this kind of happiness only spent a very short time, and the sky collapsed..."

"My sister is someone who can give everything for us, so after Ah Tong was captured, she was killed in order to save him."

The first leader of the sheep, the woman who established a safe haven for these sunless children, died before she joined the sheep herself.In fact, this fact has already been known in the past. It is only after hearing Qingtong's narration that I really understand that the person who lives in memories and legends is for Qingtong and the children who have experienced her era. , What kind of an irreplaceable existence.

What happened to those names that Qingtong mentioned just now, and those her original companions, Zhong also failed to ask this question.Most of those who were active in the organization after Chuya joined Yang seemed to have never experienced the Samiko era.After all, the difficulty of surviving in the underground world of Yokohama, even Zhong himself has a deep experience, so it is conceivable how alarming the loss rate of sheep will be.

"I can't hate Ah Tong, because hating him is like denying my sister's actions. My sister has always told us to live like a real family, so I decided to be like my sister and protect her instead of her." Sheep, guard our home..."

"Sounds ridiculous now, doesn't it?" Qingtong chuckled self-deprecatingly, "Now the sheep have been completely destroyed by my stupidity. Not only did I fail to fulfill my promise to my sister, but I also made myself like this ..."

This sentence has gradually broken down in the end, and Qing Tong, who had been calm and self-sufficient until just now, finally could no longer restrain the complicated thoughts buried in her heart at this moment.Her empty eyes could no longer shed tears, she could only cover her face with her hands in vain, and almost tried her best to suppress the powerlessness and regret in a low whimper.

"Qingtong, don't be like this..." Zhong has never heard Qingtong narrate her past like this, and seeing her almost collapsed at this moment, she was at a loss for a while, and didn't know how to comfort her.

However, Qingtong just shook her head to indicate that she was fine, but her thin shoulders that were still trembling slightly revealed her fragility and helplessness at the moment.Even though relying on others can make her feel better at this time, she chooses to hide her weakness as much as possible, and only hopes to show her strong, calm and calm posture in front of others. Such stubborn persistence inevitably makes people feel distressed.But at this moment, Zhong Ye could only obey her wishes and stand silently by her side.

Episode 14.

When Qingtong hadn't calmed down from her emotions, the originally unbearably suppressed atmosphere between the two was broken by a sudden change.

"Come here...ah! It hurts!" With a childish cry of pain resounding beside the two of them, Qingtong was bumped head-on by a small figure that sprang out from the stall next to her, and she couldn't help but staggered. Step back a few steps.At the same time, Nakaya almost instinctively reacted first, he turned half a step sideways to block Qingtong's body, quickly grabbed Qingtong's arm, and managed to stabilize her figure.

It's just that people who bump into them are not so lucky.The child was only four or five years old, and before the excitement and joy had faded from his young face, he fell to the ground due to the powerful force of the impact, and even dropped the apple candy that he only had time to taste. It fell, was trampled mercilessly by the crowd, and rolled away into the distance.

The child holding his head and sitting on the ground aggrievedly frowned, as if he was frightened by the situation in front of him.Until he heard a panicked female voice not far away calling his name, and a woman dressed as a mother struggled to push through the crowd and rushed towards him. legs burst into tears.

Suddenly being touched by the child's soft hand, Qingtong finally calmed down from the mood just now.It's just that even she herself is only a 14-year-old girl, and she really doesn't have much experience in dealing with children.She looked around in a daze, a little bewildered.