Blame him for being too cute [Quick Transmigration]

After getting off the high-speed train, Xu Xi followed the crowd and made a phone call with Song Jiayou when he was almost at the exit.

"I saw you." Without waiting for Xu Xi to react, he said on the phone, "Look up and look in the direction of two o'clock."

Xu Xi subconsciously looked over, and Song Jiayou was wearing a black down jacket, smiling and waving at him.Xu Xi walked over at a faster speed, Song Jiayou took his suitcase with one hand, and gave him a half hug with the other hand.Xu Xi froze for half a second, and pushed him away without a trace: "Didn't you say you don't need to pick him up? It's not like I can't find the way."

"That won't work," Song Jiayou said, "I want to see you as soon as possible."

Xu Xi was speechless, and walked out with him in silence.Song Jiayou waited for a while but didn't get his reply, so he tilted his head and glanced at him: "What's wrong?"

"……nothing."

Song Jiayou stopped and stared at him seriously: "Did I make you angry?"

Xu Xi pulled him to the corner of the passage to avoid being bumped by the crowded pedestrians: "Don't think too much, it's nothing."

"I don't want to think about it." For the first time, Song Jiayou showed a bitter expression on his face, "But recently, I often can't get through to you when I call you, and you always don't reply when I send you messages..."

"Brother, I'm very scared..." Song Jiayou looked at him with pleading eyes, "Tell me what I did wrong, but don't ignore me, okay? I'm really scared..."

Fear of time going back to two years ago, fear of a person who treats him so well is a self-deceiving dream he stole in two years.

Xu Xi looked at him.It is so lively here, the people who pick up the station stand on tiptoes and look forward to it, and the people who leave the station run to their loved ones with joy, and the expressions on everyone's faces are so vivid.

Only Song Jiayou's expression was lonely, filled with grievances, and even a little bit of fear, which he carefully pressed deep in his eyes.Such loneliness and helplessness seem to draw an incompatible boundary with the noisy world around.

Xu Xi suddenly felt distressed.This is his younger brother who has been loving him for nearly two years, and he is an important relative in this world.From being weak and weak at the beginning, this person has grown into a confident, dazzling, and excellent person day by day.But at this moment, he seemed to see Song Jiayou when they first met again.

Fear, restlessness, dread, hesitation.

And all of this was caused by his deliberate indifference.

"You're right." It's the way I'm dealing with the problem that's wrong.Xu Xi silently added a sentence in her heart.Although he doesn't know how this child "got astray", and he can't think of how to "correct" the other party at the moment, but it really shouldn't be for him to use this attitude to hurt the other party.

Taking the initiative to pat Song Jiayou's head, Xu Xi's tone softened: "Go home first, okay? I'm hungry."

When Song Jiayou heard this, he couldn't care less about inquiring about his thoughts, so he hurriedly took a taxi and went home.

This is Xu Xi's second winter vacation in this world.When I was a celebrity, I was too busy at work, and I rarely had leisure time during vacations. It’s not like now, when I have nothing to do, I read books, watch movies, and go shopping with my family. It’s very pleasant.

Except for Song Jiayou who made him feel bad.

While thinking about the solution, Xu Xi observed quietly every day.However, Song Jiayou's performance was normal, he arranged study and entertainment time reasonably, and occasionally helped with housework. Although he still liked to cling to him, it was all normal communication and he never made any outrageous actions.

After a long time, Xu Xi couldn't help but began to wonder whether everything that night was his hallucination.

Until that night before going to bed, when Xu Xi was playing with her mobile phone on the bed, there was a knock on the door.

Song Jiayou pushed the door open and came in, hugging the pillow in his hand, "I accidentally spilled coffee on the bed just now, the quilt and sheets are all wet, can I sleep with you all night?"

--finally come.

Xu Xi's mind was buzzing for an instant, but it didn't show on his face, and he asked naturally, "Why are you so careless?"

"One hand went to the desk to pick up the book, but the other hand didn't control the angle properly, and the cup was crooked." Song Jiayou said, "I will never drink in bed again."

"Come up." Xu Xi had no choice but to say, "The spare quilt is in the cabinet, take it yourself."

Song Jiayou immediately threw the pillow on the bed, took the quilt and spread the quilt, and quickly got in for fear that Xu Xi would regret it, only showing two eyes, looking at Xu Xi blinking.Xu Xi was amused by him, and felt a little more relaxed, put the phone aside, turned off the lights and was about to go to sleep.

However, she was still not at ease in the end, Xu Xi didn't feel a little drowsy until half an hour later.At this moment, the quilt beside him moved, Song Jiayou gently lifted the quilt, and moved closer to him: "Li Yan."

Like a small needle stuck in a nerve, Xu Xi woke up instantly.He didn't open his eyes, but tried to maintain a steady breathing, as if he had fallen asleep.

After waiting for a while, Xu Xi felt a hand gently touch her forehead.Gentle strength, with a sense of care and nostalgia, lightly touches from the bridge of the nose all the way down, and will soon fall to his lips.

Xu Xi raised her hand and grabbed Song Jiayou's wrist which was moving down.

A few seconds later, a low laugh came from the darkness: "I knew you were not asleep."

The light in the bedroom was turned on, and Xu Xi let go of Song Jiayou's hand, but saw that the other party's face was calm, without the slightest embarrassment or tension of being caught. Thinking back to what he said just now, Xu Xi slowly frowned: "...you What's the meaning?"

"I'm tired of staring at me every day, right?" Song Jiayou said, "So I took the initiative to come to the showdown—every mistake, it's just what you think, I like you."

Unexpectedly, before he took any measures, Song Jiayou would reveal this secret so frankly in such a bachelor's way. Xu Xi couldn't keep up with the other party's rhythm for a while, and was stunned.

"I didn't want to let you know so soon, but last time I went to see you, I couldn't help it, and you found out." Song Jiayou smiled wryly, "There is no point in hiding it, so I just say it, and," he paused, Said bluntly, "I can't hold it anymore."

Xu Xi took a deep breath, and slowly said the words that had been organized in his mind for several days: "Jiayou, I know, you lacked love when you were young, and my attitude towards you at the beginning...was also very bad, so later I want to double compensate you, and I always give you what I want... So, maybe it's my excessive attention and closeness to you, which makes you feel a little misunderstanding about me. At your age, you are emotionally ambiguous and Confusion is normal, and it will be fine after a while."

"Don't fool me with your plausible theories." Song Jiayou laughed, "I am not confused for a while, nor have I misunderstood my feelings. I like you, which is what I could love you a year ago. Definite fact."

Seeing Song Jiayou's resolute attitude, not as simple as persuasive, Xu Xi decided to be soft and not to be firm: "Well, I will leave my words here. No matter what you think, this is impossible. I am male."

Song Jiayou: "You always like men."

Xu Xi: "..."

He is indeed born with this orientation, but he has never told anyone, why can Song Jiayou be so sure?

"Don't worry, you haven't exposed anything," Song Jiayou said, seeing what Xu Xi was thinking at a glance, "If you ask me why I can be sure, maybe this is the legendary gay radar reaction?"

Since the showdown, not only did Song Jiayou not show any embarrassment, but he took every step of the way, and his attitude was naturally calm. In contrast, Xu Xi seemed to have become the one who had done something wrong and was interrogated.He couldn't help the anxiety in his heart, and he couldn't control the anger in his tone: "So what? Can I still get together with my brother!?"

Song Jiayou calmly pointed out a fact: "We don't have any blood relationship. And now we don't even have legal brotherhood."

"That's impossible!" Xu Xi said coldly, "Song Jiayou, you are so reckless, have you ever thought about what others will think of you? Have you thought about how your parents feel? Have you thought about the future? You are already an adult, Be responsible for yourself, not just do what you want!"

These were the harshest words Xu Xi had ever said to Song Jiayou after time travelling.

Song Jiayou was silent.Just when Xu Xi thought he flinched a little, the other party said, "I thought about it."

"what?"

"I have seriously considered all the issues you mentioned." Song Jiayou raised his eyes, his tone was not loud, but every word was like gold and stone, with decisive force, "I don't care about other people's eyes, they and me I have nothing to do with my life. I thought about my parents. Although I am sorry for them, I will be a filial son for the rest of my life. I can satisfy them in every aspect except marriage. I also thought that in the future, only with you , I will have what I want in the future."

"I like you. I want to be with the person I really like and live the life I want. This is what I am responsible for myself."

Xu Xi was speechless for a while.Song Jiayou seemed to have considered it seriously, and it was thoughtful and reasonable, so that he couldn't find any loopholes and reasons to refute it.

"Okay, you have your reasons, I respect your ideas," Xu Xi could only make a bad decision, "but I always have the right to refuse, I can't accept it."

"I know," Song Jiayou nodded understandingly, and then gave him a bright smile, "That's why I will chase you."

Xu Xi: "..."

"You taught me," Song Jiayou helped him recall, "You said you should go after someone you like boldly, and you said that I am so good, no one will reject me."

"I didn't fucking teach you to fuck me!" Xu Xi made a big hole step by step, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen. At this moment, he finally couldn't hold back and exploded, "Don't even think about it, this is impossible no matter what!"

Without waiting for Song Jiayou to say anything, Xu Xi roughly pointed a finger at the door: "I don't think you came here to sleep, now hold your quilt and get out."

Song Jiayou seemed to know where his bottom line was. Anyway, he had spoken tonight and expressed his attitude, so he didn't continue to step on the thunder, just rolled up his bed and left.