[Football] Anti-system
Chapter 100 Heartbeat
Abu was a little moved.
That's Manchester United, the Manchester United with the most fans in the world.
Before buying Chelsea, he also thought of buying Manchester United, which was once the first choice of Russian oligarchs.It's just that he was also rejected, like Murdoch.
Manchester United's fans and management are very repulsive to foreign financial giants.
Instead, it was tricked by an American businessman like Glazer who played tricks.
Now the Glazer family is gritting their teeth and refuses to sell Manchester United, but if it is the well-known e-commerce tycoon in the UK, they may be able to rely on the power of fans and management again, and through some commercially. The mallet forced Glazer's shot.
None of them have any interest in football.
Whether he, Williamham Westin or buying clubs have other uses.
He bought Chelsea and he didn't want the club to make money, he just wanted to express his opinion to the Kremlin.
And Williamham's desire for Chelsea now obviously does not mean that Chelsea will make money. In the eyes of the old Westin, a club that can be built for less than five or six billion pounds is like a birthday present for his son.
What's more, this game probably made William Ham Westin angry.
I'm afraid he thinks that if this was his son's club, the head coach would not be so bold to put Skorpi on the right side which he is not good at, nor would he dare to let Skorpi continue to play after injury.
On the surface, the businessman from Northern Ireland still maintains peace with him, but in fact, he has scolded him hundreds of times in his heart.
Probably it was just to make this deal with him, and after the deal was over, he would put on a pair of clothes: You, an Eastern European, should get out of here, and don't appear in front of me again.
Besides, Abu was not so excited.
He prefers Chelsea's location in London to the most popular club in the world.
Living in West London, I have nothing to borrow a plane for the prince to play, and I have nothing to throw a party and invite some dukes to come, so that I can fill in more security for myself and my family.
In addition, although Manchester United won the Premier League championship, Chelsea is the one that has won two championships in three years.
And on the road to the Champions League, they have gone further than Manchester United, and they are only one penalty away from the champion.
Although it was a pity that he lost a friend in this way, the help of the stubborn old Westin, who was always unwilling to accept the canonization of the King of England, came to an end.It's not that he made the money with the old Westin, he just needed him to help him make contacts at the beginning.
What's more, if you lose, you lose. The reason why you lost to Milan this time is entirely because Mourinho didn't let Shevchenko play, and stubbornly used the injured Skopi.
Abramovich couldn't help but sigh in his heart, without Mourinho, he would not know how long he would have maintained a friendly relationship with Williamham, and Scorpius is indeed an excellent young man, very suitable for Anna.It's a pity that with this incident, it is absolutely impossible for the two of them to reconcile beautifully.
Abu shook his head, and said tactfully, "We can talk later, let me think about it first."
Besides, Williamham Westin is completely an empty-handed white wolf, he has not yet acquired the ownership of Manchester United.
Old Westin hung up the phone and snorted coldly.
Just like Abramovich's conjecture, he really hates the Portuguese named Mourinho very much now.
But he even suspected that there was his authorization from Abramovich behind it. If it weren't for this damn Russian, who would dare to use his son like this?
Just don't kick it and forget it, so as not to be aggrieved.
An idea involuntarily popped up in the mind of this old gentleman who was often ranked among the top [-] on the world's richest list.
Why don't you think about it and persuade Scorpius yourself, or just transfer to Manchester United?
Once he bought Manchester United and let Scorpius transfer there, wouldn't he just want to play as he wanted?
Besides, isn't Scorpius still familiar with Beckham?Wasn't he originally a Manchester United player?
That guy should have a good relationship with many Manchester United players now, right?Scorpius went and was taken care of.In addition, Scorpius' grandparents also live in Manchester, which is more or less reassuring than living in London.
Neither he nor Oriana lived in London often, and it was always uneasy for a child to live alone.
As he said that, he called his assistant, and wanted her to negotiate with the Glazer family for him.
Immediately afterwards, another assistant was called in, and he planned to start helping his son buy real estate in Manchester.
After the game, the media gave the ratings of each player of the two teams.
It's just that different media have different ratings.
But most of the media gave Dida the highest score, followed by the Milan players.
The ratings of Chelsea players are not low, but they are still a lot inferior.
Mourinho snorted softly, opened the taxi door and got out of the car, and threw all the large stacks of newspapers into the trash can.
After finishing all this, he straightened his windbreaker without a single wrinkle, and stepped into the hospital.
But as soon as he entered the gate, he thought for a moment, and went out to buy some fruits and bouquets in a 24-hour convenience store not far away, and carefully selected a few small snacks.Then he walked into the hospital with his things.
After the press conference, he received a call from Terry.
is good news.
Scorpius' bones were fine, and X-rays showed no fractures or cracks, and the injuries were not particularly serious.Note that if you don't do strenuous activity for a week, there will be no problem at all.
Mourinho couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief in his heart.
In this case, they still have a chance next season.
No... In fact, it should be, Scorpius still has a chance next season.Mourinho smiled bitterly. He didn't know if Abramovich would give him another chance, because they were so close to the quadruple crown.
He pushed open the door of the ward with a big bag and a small bag, and was not surprised to see Lampard and Terry sitting on the bed, and the other sitting on a chair whispering something to Scorpius.
Oh, and there was an English heartthrob who couldn't be ignored standing by the window.
The other Chelsea team members were not there. After all, it was almost twelve o'clock. After sending Scorpius to the hospital, they all went back to the hotel to rest.
I heard from Terry that Ferguson also came.
However, the old Scottish man turned around and left when he saw Beckham standing at the payment point to pay.
Hearing the sound of the door being pushed, all four of them raised their heads.
Scorpius seems to be in much better condition. His face was pale and bloodless on the court before, but his cheeks were abnormally red.At least the blush has faded now, and there is a circle of gauze on the forehead, and the blond hair is all neatly combed behind the head, and even a little bit of new ginger hair that grows quickly on the forehead is exposed.
Looking obedient and clever, the purple eyes blinked at him innocently.
The injured right ankle was also tightly wrapped, just to prevent him from moving around by himself.
He looked as if he had been caught and scolded by Lampard and Terry, and he was aggrieved and tried to ask him for help.
Mourinho couldn't help smiling in his heart, and put the snacks on the bedside, where there was only a large bag of pocky sticks of various flavors.
Then put the fruit on it, and finally put the flowers on the ground.
"Boss..." Scorpius looked at him eagerly: "I have something to tell you."
Mourinho raised his eyebrows and looked at Terry, Lampard, and Beckham who were sitting around and did not intend to retreat.
He directly opened his mouth to chase people away: "It's getting late, and you've all been tired all day. Go back to the hotel and rest. You have to go back to London early tomorrow morning."
Terry and Lampard looked at each other and stood up.
Beckham by the window couldn't help touching the tip of his nose, and nodded towards Scorpius: "Then I'll catch up with them, and I'll be back later."
Scorpius' assistant was not there, and the heartthrob could only work as a nurse bitterly, helping him pay for the check-up, and being responsible for accompanying the bed.
Scorpius nodded towards him, and said casually: "Bring a McDonald's when I come back, I'm so hungry."
Beckham glared at him: "Doesn't your manager know that he only eats bananas here?"
Mourinho waved his hand and motioned for Scorpius to leave.
Anyway, young players can't eat a few times a year, and it's not a problem to eat a few pieces of fried chicken after the big game.
With the closing of the door, the noisy room just now became quiet and even the sound of cloth rubbing could be clearly heard.
Mourinho sat down on the chair and looked at the young player calmly: "Thanks for your hard work, you performed very well today...It's just that Chelsea lacked some luck."
Scorpius sat up straight and shook his head: "It's my fault. That goal could have been scored. If I hadn't tried my best in overtime, or followed your orders when I made a substitution, Chelsea would definitely have failed. Already won."
Just as Mourinho was about to say something to refute him, he was interrupted by Scorpius again: "Boss, but this has passed, and even if I say something now, it will not be able to make up for my fault."
He was still as calm as when he first met him, and what he said was all people don't like to hear.
The Northern Ireland teenager said: "I just want to know, boss, can you continue to stay at Chelsea next season?"
Mourinho raised his eyebrows and took a rare choke.
He was silent.
Because he really didn't know it in his heart.
Scorpius understood, he sighed: "This is my fault, I will find a way to make it up. Boss, I will try my best to persuade Mr. Abramovich, if there is really no way..." Mulini Ao looked at him in silence for a long time, then raised his hand and knocked him on the head: "Who do you think you are? From the beginning, I wanted to ask, what is your relationship with Abu? Are you the son-in-law of the Russians?"
Scorpius hissed in pain, and raised his hand to rub his head.
But Mourinho held his hand. The hand of the Northern Ireland teenager was still cold, probably because he had not recovered from the fever.
His mind was probably in a daze and he didn't know what he was talking about.
Scorpius looked up at him and shook his head: "My... father and Mr. Abramovich have some business intersections, so it may be feasible. If it doesn't work, I can discuss buying Chelsea for you and Abramovich."
Although it may be difficult, but he does have such capital, he has enough money to buy Chelsea.Just maybe ask your father for a little help.
Will Abu sell it?
Mourinho thinks that Abramovich will not. Chelsea is like the rose of the little prince to Abramovich.
Chelsea may not have mattered originally, but Abramovich has put so much more into it and it's not the same now.
Mourinho couldn't help but raised his hand and rubbed Skopi's soft blond hair: "No need, if Abramovich wants to drive me away, he will regret it one day. At the Blue Bridge, the special thing is Me, every player at Chelsea not him. He will know."
This is his pride, he doesn't need his disciples to pay a high price for him, he can prove himself.
In addition, he looked at the little golden retriever sitting on the bed: "It wasn't your fault from the beginning, you don't need to find a way to make it up, it's not your responsibility. Including you said that you insisted on kicking the ball A penalty kick..." Mourinho took a deep breath, of course he understood why he didn't understand why the young player said that.
He wants to take full responsibility for the team's failure and prevent the fans from blaming Mourinho for the decision to let him play, which seems to be Chelsea's biggest failure in the game, after the game, lest the fans force him to leave.
Scorpius lowered his eyes. "I just thought I should have scored that goal."
He should have scored that goal, he should have won.
If he hadn't won, he should have died as punishment for his failure.But he didn't, so he has to bear other, wrong responsibility.
So he couldn't understand why everyone kept saying it wasn't his fault.
That was obviously his fault. He stood on the court and was expected to win.
And he didn't win, so that's his fault.
He doesn't even know when Mourinho left.
A phone ringing suddenly interrupted his thoughts.
Something weird always happened today, and it still does.
He looked at the fully armed Xiao Luo standing in front of the ward door in surprise, and almost didn't recognize who it was.
Scorpius looked him up and down, and couldn't help laughing: "God, have you finally found that your curly hair is the most handsome when it is not pomade?"
This sentence made the veins on Cristiano's forehead start to throb instantly. He almost slammed the door and left. He even thought that the newspaper on the Champions League final that he bought in the car reported the final score wrongly.
Good thing he mentally hypnotized himself and started again, Scorpius's totally, totally unlaughable, damn not funny joke.
He stared at Scorpius trying to detect a trace of sadness in his face.
Only to find that his smile was perfect.
Simply flawless.
But those eyes seemed lifeless, hiding something.
Then he remembered why he rushed from Manchester to Athens impulsively, for an opponent who strictly speaking had only met four times and spent less than 24 hours with him.
Cristiano threw the sunglasses aside, snorted to express his disdain, but stepped forward two steps closer to the bed, raised his arms and gave Scorpius a hug.
Such an action was indeed unexpected by Scorpius.
He was caught off guard and embraced, and the tip of his nose was the breath of another person.
Then he remembered suddenly.
The last time there was no failure to kill the mission, why did that happen?
Because expectations collided.
Is it this time too?Expectations collided?
But winning this game should be everyone's expectation of him.
Why can the weight of people in the system be so high?It's so high that he can just change the conditions by saying "It doesn't matter if you can't win."
Scorpius didn't understand.
He also didn't understand why the Portuguese turned his head sideways to avoid looking at him.
His ears and neck were pink, but he was the one who was unwilling to let go of his arms.
He had no idea why this Manchester United player, and he, who should have had no one, had traveled from Manchester to Athens on the night of the final.
I don't even understand why he raised his hand and pressed his head on his shoulder: "Cry, I care about your sadness, so cry."
He couldn't help but smile in his heart, thinking that Cristiano is really a child, even a little cute.
He didn't need such lame comfort.
Then he heard him say, "I know how bad it feels to lose, and I know how you want to win."
In fact, he didn't understand why he came by himself. When he came back to his senses, he had already called Scorpius.
Perhaps it was because their mood was the same, and he also hated failure.
Or maybe it was because the words that remained in his mind kept driving him to do something.
Or maybe it's because he thinks he can't let a person ask for help, even if he doesn't know whether it's his hallucination or if he really said it to him.
Or maybe there are some small feelings taking root in his heart, which makes him unable to face such a scene and do nothing.
So here he is.
So he said, "I care what you think."
Scorpius couldn't help shaking his body.
He hugged Cristiano's waist tightly.
Does anyone care what he thinks?
nobody.
No one ever cared what he thought when they practically forced him to live up to their expectations.
What's more, he is just a tool for them to fulfill their wishes.
He lowered his head and buried his eyelids deeply into Cristiano's shoulder socket.
He didn't understand why, but the tears flowed out so simply that they soon soaked his clothes.
"…I am really scared."
afraid of failure.
I was afraid that he would die so simply in the end.
In the sixth round of penalty kicks, his whole body was shaking with fear.
It's like being in a stairwell that's brewing with all the darkness in the universe, afraid to go on like this forever.
Darkness, cold, loneliness, pain, hunger... "It's my fault, it's all my fault..." He made everyone's hopes come to nothing.
Cristiano drew back to look at him, then moved closer to kiss his eyes like he did last time.
"It's okay to be wrong, it's okay, the important thing is that you can learn from your mistakes. You can win next time, you can be better, and mistakes are not a big deal."
Those slender, thick and curly eyelashes were stained with fine water, which shone like diamonds under the light.
Her purple eyes were full of mist, and she lowered her head and sobbed softly.
That made him lower his head involuntarily, patting his back with one hand while trying to comfort him, while kissing his eyes lightly, kissing away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
Then he heard his own heartbeat, like a drum beating, like a big bang in the universe, deafening.
The author has something to say: a hundred chapters, let me give you an explanation.
Scorpius' parents are actually incompetent, and they both have some typical "I'm all for your good feeling".The reason why the mother did the above-mentioned thing was because she subconsciously didn’t feel that it would do any harm to the child, and it was taken for granted that the child would help her career.
She let him enter the entertainment circle and let him play football. Scorpius had a high starting point. She hoped that Scorpius could achieve higher achievements than herself and Elizabeth Taylor, whom she had always been jealous of.The mother is indeed sick, not in the sense of being washed, but it is indeed related to the loss of her first daughter, which has dealt a great blow to her spirit.And at that time, Dad didn't become a qualified husband, didn't stay by her side and didn't resist that difficult time with her.
And Scorpius is also more extreme.
His persona is actually an "adult", an adult who carries everyone's expectations forward but cannot complain, resist, or cry.
Many little angels have guessed, yes, it is because of the schizophrenia caused by the experience when they were young. (A first-level symptom of Schneider’s schizophrenia, a thought that does not belong to him suddenly appears in his mind, but in fact it is his compulsion to himself.) The failed obliteration mentioned above is not obliteration, it’s just the stairwell, but like that Punishment is infinitely close to death for a child, before he is exposed to the concept of death.So when he came across the word death, he subconsciously brought it directly into the experience.And why is the system embodied in the form of a system?Because it was said earlier that the old Westin was in the electronic business, and this was something Scorpius could touch.
Expecting such things is not a bad thing, but what is terrible is excessive expectations.
Many people have been pushed by various "expectations" to a track that doesn't belong to them at all, and when they look back later, they can't find the shadow of themselves at all, but they just vaguely feel that they shouldn't be like this.
Scorpius is a special case. It can only be said that he has lived under the flashlight since he was a child and has to bear everyone's expectations.He can't even make mistakes, and once he makes a mistake, he has to take responsibility and be punished.
So Luo, in my eyes, Luo is a person who is afraid of failure but not afraid of failure.He doesn't allow himself to lose, but it doesn't feel like Scorpius, who will be crushed once he fails, he can lose, he will learn from failure, and he will work hard to become a better person step by step .He has something that Scorpius doesn't and can bring some light to him.
"Our whole life is to get rid of other people's expectations and find our true self." -Wu Yishi's "Silent Confession" encouragement.
That's Manchester United, the Manchester United with the most fans in the world.
Before buying Chelsea, he also thought of buying Manchester United, which was once the first choice of Russian oligarchs.It's just that he was also rejected, like Murdoch.
Manchester United's fans and management are very repulsive to foreign financial giants.
Instead, it was tricked by an American businessman like Glazer who played tricks.
Now the Glazer family is gritting their teeth and refuses to sell Manchester United, but if it is the well-known e-commerce tycoon in the UK, they may be able to rely on the power of fans and management again, and through some commercially. The mallet forced Glazer's shot.
None of them have any interest in football.
Whether he, Williamham Westin or buying clubs have other uses.
He bought Chelsea and he didn't want the club to make money, he just wanted to express his opinion to the Kremlin.
And Williamham's desire for Chelsea now obviously does not mean that Chelsea will make money. In the eyes of the old Westin, a club that can be built for less than five or six billion pounds is like a birthday present for his son.
What's more, this game probably made William Ham Westin angry.
I'm afraid he thinks that if this was his son's club, the head coach would not be so bold to put Skorpi on the right side which he is not good at, nor would he dare to let Skorpi continue to play after injury.
On the surface, the businessman from Northern Ireland still maintains peace with him, but in fact, he has scolded him hundreds of times in his heart.
Probably it was just to make this deal with him, and after the deal was over, he would put on a pair of clothes: You, an Eastern European, should get out of here, and don't appear in front of me again.
Besides, Abu was not so excited.
He prefers Chelsea's location in London to the most popular club in the world.
Living in West London, I have nothing to borrow a plane for the prince to play, and I have nothing to throw a party and invite some dukes to come, so that I can fill in more security for myself and my family.
In addition, although Manchester United won the Premier League championship, Chelsea is the one that has won two championships in three years.
And on the road to the Champions League, they have gone further than Manchester United, and they are only one penalty away from the champion.
Although it was a pity that he lost a friend in this way, the help of the stubborn old Westin, who was always unwilling to accept the canonization of the King of England, came to an end.It's not that he made the money with the old Westin, he just needed him to help him make contacts at the beginning.
What's more, if you lose, you lose. The reason why you lost to Milan this time is entirely because Mourinho didn't let Shevchenko play, and stubbornly used the injured Skopi.
Abramovich couldn't help but sigh in his heart, without Mourinho, he would not know how long he would have maintained a friendly relationship with Williamham, and Scorpius is indeed an excellent young man, very suitable for Anna.It's a pity that with this incident, it is absolutely impossible for the two of them to reconcile beautifully.
Abu shook his head, and said tactfully, "We can talk later, let me think about it first."
Besides, Williamham Westin is completely an empty-handed white wolf, he has not yet acquired the ownership of Manchester United.
Old Westin hung up the phone and snorted coldly.
Just like Abramovich's conjecture, he really hates the Portuguese named Mourinho very much now.
But he even suspected that there was his authorization from Abramovich behind it. If it weren't for this damn Russian, who would dare to use his son like this?
Just don't kick it and forget it, so as not to be aggrieved.
An idea involuntarily popped up in the mind of this old gentleman who was often ranked among the top [-] on the world's richest list.
Why don't you think about it and persuade Scorpius yourself, or just transfer to Manchester United?
Once he bought Manchester United and let Scorpius transfer there, wouldn't he just want to play as he wanted?
Besides, isn't Scorpius still familiar with Beckham?Wasn't he originally a Manchester United player?
That guy should have a good relationship with many Manchester United players now, right?Scorpius went and was taken care of.In addition, Scorpius' grandparents also live in Manchester, which is more or less reassuring than living in London.
Neither he nor Oriana lived in London often, and it was always uneasy for a child to live alone.
As he said that, he called his assistant, and wanted her to negotiate with the Glazer family for him.
Immediately afterwards, another assistant was called in, and he planned to start helping his son buy real estate in Manchester.
After the game, the media gave the ratings of each player of the two teams.
It's just that different media have different ratings.
But most of the media gave Dida the highest score, followed by the Milan players.
The ratings of Chelsea players are not low, but they are still a lot inferior.
Mourinho snorted softly, opened the taxi door and got out of the car, and threw all the large stacks of newspapers into the trash can.
After finishing all this, he straightened his windbreaker without a single wrinkle, and stepped into the hospital.
But as soon as he entered the gate, he thought for a moment, and went out to buy some fruits and bouquets in a 24-hour convenience store not far away, and carefully selected a few small snacks.Then he walked into the hospital with his things.
After the press conference, he received a call from Terry.
is good news.
Scorpius' bones were fine, and X-rays showed no fractures or cracks, and the injuries were not particularly serious.Note that if you don't do strenuous activity for a week, there will be no problem at all.
Mourinho couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief in his heart.
In this case, they still have a chance next season.
No... In fact, it should be, Scorpius still has a chance next season.Mourinho smiled bitterly. He didn't know if Abramovich would give him another chance, because they were so close to the quadruple crown.
He pushed open the door of the ward with a big bag and a small bag, and was not surprised to see Lampard and Terry sitting on the bed, and the other sitting on a chair whispering something to Scorpius.
Oh, and there was an English heartthrob who couldn't be ignored standing by the window.
The other Chelsea team members were not there. After all, it was almost twelve o'clock. After sending Scorpius to the hospital, they all went back to the hotel to rest.
I heard from Terry that Ferguson also came.
However, the old Scottish man turned around and left when he saw Beckham standing at the payment point to pay.
Hearing the sound of the door being pushed, all four of them raised their heads.
Scorpius seems to be in much better condition. His face was pale and bloodless on the court before, but his cheeks were abnormally red.At least the blush has faded now, and there is a circle of gauze on the forehead, and the blond hair is all neatly combed behind the head, and even a little bit of new ginger hair that grows quickly on the forehead is exposed.
Looking obedient and clever, the purple eyes blinked at him innocently.
The injured right ankle was also tightly wrapped, just to prevent him from moving around by himself.
He looked as if he had been caught and scolded by Lampard and Terry, and he was aggrieved and tried to ask him for help.
Mourinho couldn't help smiling in his heart, and put the snacks on the bedside, where there was only a large bag of pocky sticks of various flavors.
Then put the fruit on it, and finally put the flowers on the ground.
"Boss..." Scorpius looked at him eagerly: "I have something to tell you."
Mourinho raised his eyebrows and looked at Terry, Lampard, and Beckham who were sitting around and did not intend to retreat.
He directly opened his mouth to chase people away: "It's getting late, and you've all been tired all day. Go back to the hotel and rest. You have to go back to London early tomorrow morning."
Terry and Lampard looked at each other and stood up.
Beckham by the window couldn't help touching the tip of his nose, and nodded towards Scorpius: "Then I'll catch up with them, and I'll be back later."
Scorpius' assistant was not there, and the heartthrob could only work as a nurse bitterly, helping him pay for the check-up, and being responsible for accompanying the bed.
Scorpius nodded towards him, and said casually: "Bring a McDonald's when I come back, I'm so hungry."
Beckham glared at him: "Doesn't your manager know that he only eats bananas here?"
Mourinho waved his hand and motioned for Scorpius to leave.
Anyway, young players can't eat a few times a year, and it's not a problem to eat a few pieces of fried chicken after the big game.
With the closing of the door, the noisy room just now became quiet and even the sound of cloth rubbing could be clearly heard.
Mourinho sat down on the chair and looked at the young player calmly: "Thanks for your hard work, you performed very well today...It's just that Chelsea lacked some luck."
Scorpius sat up straight and shook his head: "It's my fault. That goal could have been scored. If I hadn't tried my best in overtime, or followed your orders when I made a substitution, Chelsea would definitely have failed. Already won."
Just as Mourinho was about to say something to refute him, he was interrupted by Scorpius again: "Boss, but this has passed, and even if I say something now, it will not be able to make up for my fault."
He was still as calm as when he first met him, and what he said was all people don't like to hear.
The Northern Ireland teenager said: "I just want to know, boss, can you continue to stay at Chelsea next season?"
Mourinho raised his eyebrows and took a rare choke.
He was silent.
Because he really didn't know it in his heart.
Scorpius understood, he sighed: "This is my fault, I will find a way to make it up. Boss, I will try my best to persuade Mr. Abramovich, if there is really no way..." Mulini Ao looked at him in silence for a long time, then raised his hand and knocked him on the head: "Who do you think you are? From the beginning, I wanted to ask, what is your relationship with Abu? Are you the son-in-law of the Russians?"
Scorpius hissed in pain, and raised his hand to rub his head.
But Mourinho held his hand. The hand of the Northern Ireland teenager was still cold, probably because he had not recovered from the fever.
His mind was probably in a daze and he didn't know what he was talking about.
Scorpius looked up at him and shook his head: "My... father and Mr. Abramovich have some business intersections, so it may be feasible. If it doesn't work, I can discuss buying Chelsea for you and Abramovich."
Although it may be difficult, but he does have such capital, he has enough money to buy Chelsea.Just maybe ask your father for a little help.
Will Abu sell it?
Mourinho thinks that Abramovich will not. Chelsea is like the rose of the little prince to Abramovich.
Chelsea may not have mattered originally, but Abramovich has put so much more into it and it's not the same now.
Mourinho couldn't help but raised his hand and rubbed Skopi's soft blond hair: "No need, if Abramovich wants to drive me away, he will regret it one day. At the Blue Bridge, the special thing is Me, every player at Chelsea not him. He will know."
This is his pride, he doesn't need his disciples to pay a high price for him, he can prove himself.
In addition, he looked at the little golden retriever sitting on the bed: "It wasn't your fault from the beginning, you don't need to find a way to make it up, it's not your responsibility. Including you said that you insisted on kicking the ball A penalty kick..." Mourinho took a deep breath, of course he understood why he didn't understand why the young player said that.
He wants to take full responsibility for the team's failure and prevent the fans from blaming Mourinho for the decision to let him play, which seems to be Chelsea's biggest failure in the game, after the game, lest the fans force him to leave.
Scorpius lowered his eyes. "I just thought I should have scored that goal."
He should have scored that goal, he should have won.
If he hadn't won, he should have died as punishment for his failure.But he didn't, so he has to bear other, wrong responsibility.
So he couldn't understand why everyone kept saying it wasn't his fault.
That was obviously his fault. He stood on the court and was expected to win.
And he didn't win, so that's his fault.
He doesn't even know when Mourinho left.
A phone ringing suddenly interrupted his thoughts.
Something weird always happened today, and it still does.
He looked at the fully armed Xiao Luo standing in front of the ward door in surprise, and almost didn't recognize who it was.
Scorpius looked him up and down, and couldn't help laughing: "God, have you finally found that your curly hair is the most handsome when it is not pomade?"
This sentence made the veins on Cristiano's forehead start to throb instantly. He almost slammed the door and left. He even thought that the newspaper on the Champions League final that he bought in the car reported the final score wrongly.
Good thing he mentally hypnotized himself and started again, Scorpius's totally, totally unlaughable, damn not funny joke.
He stared at Scorpius trying to detect a trace of sadness in his face.
Only to find that his smile was perfect.
Simply flawless.
But those eyes seemed lifeless, hiding something.
Then he remembered why he rushed from Manchester to Athens impulsively, for an opponent who strictly speaking had only met four times and spent less than 24 hours with him.
Cristiano threw the sunglasses aside, snorted to express his disdain, but stepped forward two steps closer to the bed, raised his arms and gave Scorpius a hug.
Such an action was indeed unexpected by Scorpius.
He was caught off guard and embraced, and the tip of his nose was the breath of another person.
Then he remembered suddenly.
The last time there was no failure to kill the mission, why did that happen?
Because expectations collided.
Is it this time too?Expectations collided?
But winning this game should be everyone's expectation of him.
Why can the weight of people in the system be so high?It's so high that he can just change the conditions by saying "It doesn't matter if you can't win."
Scorpius didn't understand.
He also didn't understand why the Portuguese turned his head sideways to avoid looking at him.
His ears and neck were pink, but he was the one who was unwilling to let go of his arms.
He had no idea why this Manchester United player, and he, who should have had no one, had traveled from Manchester to Athens on the night of the final.
I don't even understand why he raised his hand and pressed his head on his shoulder: "Cry, I care about your sadness, so cry."
He couldn't help but smile in his heart, thinking that Cristiano is really a child, even a little cute.
He didn't need such lame comfort.
Then he heard him say, "I know how bad it feels to lose, and I know how you want to win."
In fact, he didn't understand why he came by himself. When he came back to his senses, he had already called Scorpius.
Perhaps it was because their mood was the same, and he also hated failure.
Or maybe it was because the words that remained in his mind kept driving him to do something.
Or maybe it's because he thinks he can't let a person ask for help, even if he doesn't know whether it's his hallucination or if he really said it to him.
Or maybe there are some small feelings taking root in his heart, which makes him unable to face such a scene and do nothing.
So here he is.
So he said, "I care what you think."
Scorpius couldn't help shaking his body.
He hugged Cristiano's waist tightly.
Does anyone care what he thinks?
nobody.
No one ever cared what he thought when they practically forced him to live up to their expectations.
What's more, he is just a tool for them to fulfill their wishes.
He lowered his head and buried his eyelids deeply into Cristiano's shoulder socket.
He didn't understand why, but the tears flowed out so simply that they soon soaked his clothes.
"…I am really scared."
afraid of failure.
I was afraid that he would die so simply in the end.
In the sixth round of penalty kicks, his whole body was shaking with fear.
It's like being in a stairwell that's brewing with all the darkness in the universe, afraid to go on like this forever.
Darkness, cold, loneliness, pain, hunger... "It's my fault, it's all my fault..." He made everyone's hopes come to nothing.
Cristiano drew back to look at him, then moved closer to kiss his eyes like he did last time.
"It's okay to be wrong, it's okay, the important thing is that you can learn from your mistakes. You can win next time, you can be better, and mistakes are not a big deal."
Those slender, thick and curly eyelashes were stained with fine water, which shone like diamonds under the light.
Her purple eyes were full of mist, and she lowered her head and sobbed softly.
That made him lower his head involuntarily, patting his back with one hand while trying to comfort him, while kissing his eyes lightly, kissing away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
Then he heard his own heartbeat, like a drum beating, like a big bang in the universe, deafening.
The author has something to say: a hundred chapters, let me give you an explanation.
Scorpius' parents are actually incompetent, and they both have some typical "I'm all for your good feeling".The reason why the mother did the above-mentioned thing was because she subconsciously didn’t feel that it would do any harm to the child, and it was taken for granted that the child would help her career.
She let him enter the entertainment circle and let him play football. Scorpius had a high starting point. She hoped that Scorpius could achieve higher achievements than herself and Elizabeth Taylor, whom she had always been jealous of.The mother is indeed sick, not in the sense of being washed, but it is indeed related to the loss of her first daughter, which has dealt a great blow to her spirit.And at that time, Dad didn't become a qualified husband, didn't stay by her side and didn't resist that difficult time with her.
And Scorpius is also more extreme.
His persona is actually an "adult", an adult who carries everyone's expectations forward but cannot complain, resist, or cry.
Many little angels have guessed, yes, it is because of the schizophrenia caused by the experience when they were young. (A first-level symptom of Schneider’s schizophrenia, a thought that does not belong to him suddenly appears in his mind, but in fact it is his compulsion to himself.) The failed obliteration mentioned above is not obliteration, it’s just the stairwell, but like that Punishment is infinitely close to death for a child, before he is exposed to the concept of death.So when he came across the word death, he subconsciously brought it directly into the experience.And why is the system embodied in the form of a system?Because it was said earlier that the old Westin was in the electronic business, and this was something Scorpius could touch.
Expecting such things is not a bad thing, but what is terrible is excessive expectations.
Many people have been pushed by various "expectations" to a track that doesn't belong to them at all, and when they look back later, they can't find the shadow of themselves at all, but they just vaguely feel that they shouldn't be like this.
Scorpius is a special case. It can only be said that he has lived under the flashlight since he was a child and has to bear everyone's expectations.He can't even make mistakes, and once he makes a mistake, he has to take responsibility and be punished.
So Luo, in my eyes, Luo is a person who is afraid of failure but not afraid of failure.He doesn't allow himself to lose, but it doesn't feel like Scorpius, who will be crushed once he fails, he can lose, he will learn from failure, and he will work hard to become a better person step by step .He has something that Scorpius doesn't and can bring some light to him.
"Our whole life is to get rid of other people's expectations and find our true self." -Wu Yishi's "Silent Confession" encouragement.
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