Religious Faith

Li Jinze dragged Ah Wen out, attracting many people to watch along the way.

Ah Wen symbolically wanted to break away from Li Jinze's hand, but Li Jinze held it tighter.

After leaving the hospital, Ah Wen didn't leave, he asked, "Ahem...Damn, you haven't said where you're taking me."

"It's almost time to finish eating now, so naturally we are going to eat."

"But I'm not your Chengcheng."

"Then I'll take care of you, and say hello for me when you go back."

"..."

Li Jinze took Ah Wen to a shopping center far away, first bought frozen raw fins, then bought some accessories, and then went to buy carp.He carried all the things with one hand, and used the other hand to hold Ah Wen.

Ah Wen kept his head down, just now he raised his head and took a sneak peek at Li Jinze.He seemed to be in a good mood, probably still thinking about something, with a smile on his lips.

Ah Wen said, "I seem to have dreamed about you."

"What did we do in the dream?"

"I dreamed that you looked at me, just like now. But your eyes are not as gentle as now."

The smile in Li Jinze's eyes became softer: "Then I keep looking at you like this, okay?"

Ah Wen pursed his lips: "You seem to be very kind to me."

Li Jinze dragged Ah Wen slowly through the fruit and vegetable area, and asked, "Shall we make another soup?" He said to himself, "Just kelp soup, I don't know if Ah Wen still likes it."

"I like it." Ah Wen asked, "But how do you know that I like to drink this?"

"I know a lot."

"Okay, okay." Ah Wen scratched his hair.

"Are you living by yourself now?"

"No."

"Do you have a shared partner?"

"He... didn't share the rent with me."

Li Jinze waited for him to finish, Ah Wen continued: "This man saved me. I can't leave him yet."

"save?"

"Well, you know that Hongdu was seized for a while, and I was also arrested at that time, but he saved me."

Hongdu New Mansion...It turns out that Jiang Cheng used to work there.Li Jinze's heart twitched in pain, but he still said softly, "Then are you okay now?"

"never mind."

"Is he nice to you?"

"It's okay, it's pretty good." Ah Wen said again: "Actually, I live almost the same as myself, and he doesn't come back often."

After shopping, Li Jinze took him to a residential area, and Ah Wen asked curiously, "Where are we going?"

"go home."

Li Jinze walked to the door of the house, took out the key and opened the door.He once called the landlord to ask about the situation of the house, and the landlord said puzzledly, "Haven't you been renting this house? You have been renting it for ten years." Now Li Jinze is coming back for the first time.The house is very clean, it doesn't look like it hasn't been lived in for a long time.

"Sit whatever you want. You stay by yourself for a while, and I'll cook."

"Can you help me?"

"Need not."

Li Jinze went to the kitchen with his things, and Ah Wen sat on the sofa in the living room and looked around.He saw a violin hanging on the wall. The body of the violin had been glued and the strings were connected.There was a bookcase where the piano was hung, and through the glass he saw the trophies and certificates inside.

Li Jinze was in the kitchen, his eyes were red.He endured all the way, in fact, he is not that strong.When he knew that Jiang Cheng had forgotten him, he also felt anxious for a while.He wanted to ask several times: "Why don't you remember me?" But when the words came to his lips, he could only swallow them.He just held his hand along the way, but he didn't know that he liked him.

The faucet was turned up suddenly, Li Jinze dropped the fish in his hand, tried his best to suppress the choking, but the more he held back, the more tears came.

Ah Wen left the kitchen door silently. He wanted to ask Li Jinze if he could take a look at the piano, but he seemed to have heard Li Jinze crying, so he didn't go in to bother him.

Chengcheng, you see how happy you are.Someone still remembers you and feels sorry for you.Ah Wen thought.

Arwen himself was bored, so he lay down on the sofa and slept for a while.In a daze, he smelled a scent of rice.After serving the last soup, Li Jinze patted Ah Wen softly and said, "Get up."

Ah Wen rubbed his eyes and got up, looking at the dishes on the table, he was stunned for a moment.

"Did you do it all?"

"Yes."

"Thanks for your hard work."

Li Jinze took off his apron indifferently and said, "Go and wash your hands first, and then come to eat."

The layout of the house is very simple and the area is not large.The heat of the dishes was steaming upwards, and the smell of fish and meat overflowed the whole room.When Ah Wen came out, he saw that Li Jinze was already sitting at the table serving him soup. His movements were beautiful, and the off-white shirt was not dazzling under the light of the living room light. line of sight.

Seeing Ah Wen come out, Li Jinze nodded to him and said, "What are you doing in a daze? Come here."

Ah Wen walked to the table and sat down, looked at the dishes, and said with emotion: "This is the feeling of home~"

"Try it."

The appearance of Li Jinze's dishes is average, not as refined as those in restaurants, but the taste is very good.Ah Wen has been eating outside meals and instant noodles for the past few years, and his tongue has long been numb. Now that he eats this delicious food, he almost bites his tongue off.

"This is home-cooked food!" Ah Wen took a sip of the soup, and then praised: "This kelp soup is so fresh! I haven't had it for a long time!"

Li Jinze just looked at him with a soft smile.

"Your soup is very good. I like to drink soup, and I don't like to eat the vegetables in the soup."

Li Jinze saw that Ah Wen's soup was finished, so he naturally filled another bowl for him, and asked casually, "Why do you like it so much and haven't had it for a long time?"

"Let me tell you," Ah Wen put down and stuffed vegetables in his mouth and said, "The ones outside are all Korean seaweed soup, and they are all cooked in miso soup, not boiled with salt. I am very tired of miso soup. the taste of."

"So that's how it is." Li Jinze was currently picking the thorns from the belly of the fish for Ah Wen, and when he was done, he took the swim bladder and fish roe with him.

Ah Wen felt very strange in his heart, the dishes cooked by this man were all his favorite dishes.It's really strange, how did he know so clearly? "You can eat too." Ah Wen said, "I really like the dishes you cook, so I'll do it myself."

"I have more important things to do than eat."

"what's up?"

——Look at you for a while.Li Jinze just smiled and didn't say what was in his heart.

After eating, Ah Wen lay dead, and Li Jinze cleaned up the table.In fact, Ah Wen wanted to help, but Li Jinze just glanced at him, and he came to lie down dizzy.He looked at the ceiling, his heart bursting with happiness.

"Are you going back?" Li Jinze asked him after finishing his work.

"It's time to go back." In fact, Mr. Zeng is going on a business trip for a few days, so it's fine for him to stay here for a while, but he's a little embarrassed.

But Li Jinze saw through his heart: "It doesn't seem to be urgent, you can stay for a while."

"Ah..." Ah Wen scratched his head, he felt that this was exactly the same person as Mr. Zeng, his politeness or lies could not be hidden in their eyes.However, he still prefers the feeling of being in contact with this person. For some reason, he just feels very at ease.He couldn't say that Mr. Zeng treated him badly, after all, he was rescued by Mr. Zeng, but... Being with Mr. Zeng was very tiring.

"In that case, how about we go for a walk?"

"Where?"

……

Li Jinze took Ah Wen to Shichahai.

He dragged Ah Wen to the place where Jiang Cheng threw coins to make a wish.That day Jiang Cheng smiled with crooked eyes and bright black eyes, extremely pure.He watched Jiang Cheng close his eyes reverently and throw the coin into the water.He suddenly had a sore nose, as if it happened yesterday.

Why didn't I treat him better that day?

When Ah Wen came here, it seemed like something was about to break through in his heart.He looked at his heart in disbelief, as if something was about to rush out, but what exactly was it!Shichahai, Li Jinze, and himself seemed to be missing everything, but something was wrong.

Li Jinze looked at Ah Wen and asked with a smile, "Do you have any wishes?"

"no."

"Really not?"

"...Maybe it's useless." Ah Wen rarely smiled: "It's simply too difficult to realize."

"Then tell me."

Ah Wen turned and leaned against the guardrail, looked at the sky and night and said: "I want to go back to many years ago, I think I must not be like this at that time, I will not be so bad all my life, don't be like this. You may not I know, in fact, my own memory these years is always fragmented. I will have some strange dreams and do things that I don’t know. I have done many bad things in the past few years. I’m afraid no one can Forgive me. You may not believe it when you say it, but the delicious food of yours made me cry. I always feel that the food should taste that way. Am I being too hypocritical?"

"No."

"Thank you. Sometimes I don't know who I am, and I don't dare to think about it. Maybe my life is like this. In fact, it's not bad compared to before. At least my body can only face a normal body. I’m dead. I’m just occasionally worried about what I’ll do in the future. It’s impossible for him to want me forever. In fact, I’m quite envious of Chengcheng. You see, he’s stupid and stupid, he can’t do anything, but he still has you. "

"..."

"What about you? What do you wish for?"

"My wish..." Li Jinze thought for a while, and said, "My wish can be realized. Before I say my wish, let me tell you something else."

"You said."

"I used to be a teacher, but I fell in love with my students. Then we eloped and came to Beijing. At that time, I had some troubles at work, but I didn't want him to know, but those things were really annoying. , so my attitude towards him was not very good. I was still very young at the time, and I hadn’t experienced any storms. I thought that with my own efforts, I could make my family’s life better. At that time, the two of us seemed to have nothing stable except our relationship. I sometimes forgot that he was a child, he didn’t know that work would be stressful, and unspoken rules could make a person mentally broken. In fact, he treated me Very good, he is very sensible, but I ignored him too much. In fact, I could tell him what is right and what is wrong with a good temper, but I didn't. I chose to use violence to control violence. Until he met I didn't realize how serious the problem was until I met some bad people. But at that time he couldn't listen to what I had to say."

"Actually, I don't blame you. You just understand now, but you still didn't understand at the beginning, or you can also say that he didn't understand you."

"I don't know if it's destiny. Always moves the world in a very subtle way of cause and effect."

"If you could choose your life again, would you still choose to be with him?"

"I will still choose to love him, but I won't be with him anymore."

"But if you don't go to him, how do you know if he will go to you?"

Li Jinze smiled: "But time can't go back."

"yes……"

"The future is too far away, the past can't be repeated, so we have to live the present. Right?"

"Yes." Ah Wen smiled happily: "I didn't expect you to know more things in the years you slept than I did in the years outside."

"After knowing the pain that the loved one has endured, the lover's suffering will not be too bad. You see, this place is the place we have been together at the beginning, and those things that happened seem to be just yesterday."

"Actually, I always have a different feeling when I come here," Ah Wen said.

Li Jinze immediately looked at Ah Wen, Ah Wen said: "But I don't know why this happened, don't think too much."

"...No." Li Jinze turned his head.

"By the way, what is your wish?"

"Hope to see you tomorrow."

The author has something to say: I also have a wish. I hope that diving people like Nimeng love to come out and make a fuss. Now comments do not need to be registered (～￣▽￣)～

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