Religious Faith

He may think that it is not a good thing to spoil me so much, so he let me go home and go home, and he will help me with tutoring when he goes home after evening self-study.Mainly math and geography.

"I don't want to study geography." I am still interested in mathematics, but he has given up on English.But this geography is... embarrassing.

"You still want to be looked down upon by the geography teacher?"

"...I don't want to, but don't you think it's strange for an English teacher to make up these for students?"

"I'm from the French department, and English is my second foreign language."

"..."

"But I have passed the eighth grade in English and I also have a teacher qualification certificate, so there is no problem." He clasped the table with his index finger knuckles and said, "Hurry up."

"Then can you leave after teaching the third year?" I begged a little.

"what happened?"

"Wherever you go in the future, I will fill in my volunteers. You go to teach, and I go to school. We are in the same city, so we can be together again."

He said, "Okay."

He said, "I'm not going."

I'm not smart, I'm not much of a learner, I'm just not born for learning.He didn't give up, saying that I was just lazy, for example, I still have a little talent in mathematics.If you can learn mathematics well, it means that your IQ is no problem.

"I don't like this." I pushed the exercise book away.

He leaned on the back of the chair, crossed his legs and looked at me lightly.

"Li Jinze, I don't like this." I said, "I only like you."

"Well, you still say that you are not smart? This sentence can not only make me happy, but also avoid studying." He hugged me who rushed towards me, and fondled my hair.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and rubbed my chin against his neck to act coquettishly.

He said: "Forget it, if you don't want to learn, don't learn."

"Miss Li, you are the best!"

He pushed me off him: "Don't call me teacher at this time, shame on me."

"Oh...husband!"

I saw a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, but he was still serious and calm.

"What are we doing now?" I asked him.

He looked out the window and asked, "The weather looks good today, do you want to go out for a walk?"

In fact, the air in this small city has always been good, without smog.Later, when I went to Beijing, I almost choked on my lung disease.It's just that the winter here is colder and colder. I really don't know whether there is good or bad.

"go!"

He wrapped me up like a bear, I protested, but he frowned and said, "I don't think you're ugly."

Me: "...Then you go out by yourself." I disagreed to go out ugly.

"really?"

"Seriously!!"

He nodded, then turned around and opened the door, ready to go out.

He just left? !I rushed over and hugged his waist: "Don't go..."

He stopped and said, "Let's go."

"Don't leave me like this in the future."

"If you want to follow me, I won't."

"I'll never let you go even if I'm a ghost."

He smiled and asked, "How long do you want to hug like this?"

In the dilapidated corridor, the iron door painted blue-gray is half open, and various small advertisements can be seen everywhere on the wall of the building.

A man stood at the junction between the inside and the outside of the door, with his left hand holding the door handle and his right hand in his jacket pocket.

Another man hugged him from behind, pressing his face against his back.

After many years, I am also very moved when I think about it. At the beginning, I said "don't go, don't leave me behind", and then "take me away".

That is one person's land, two people's dry wood and fire; one person's hard struggle, two people's confidence.

All stories start from this room in this building, and leave it to go to the next journey.

I think, maybe from the sky, this building made of mixed stones may have some copper-green moss.Then the line of sight gets farther and farther away, and it will slowly become a point, which will eventually be buried by the world.

……

I said, "Forever."

There is a big river behind the building where we live. In winter, the surface of the river will freeze, and some people have turned it into an ice park.It is said to be an ice park, but in fact there are many games played on the ice.One of the most important ones is to use ice to form a very high slope, and then walk to the highest point on the existing wooden slope next to it, and slide down from it on discarded tires, which can rush far away, commonly known as sledges.There is also a horse sledge, a dog sledge.As the name suggests, let the horse or dog pull the sledge on the ice.Some people sweep out a runway, which is a very narrow oval shape, about 100 meters in a circle, and then get a few horses, and tourists ride horses to settle accounts.In addition, there are ice skate rentals and snow bumper cars.

Only the tire sledge is very cheap, and you can play for five yuan for as long as you want.In fact, the price was set at five yuan an hour, but there were too many people playing, and so many faces were turned at one time, it was strange for him to remember.The rest may be more expensive, a small circle of ten yuan and 20 yuan.Of course, the price may have to go up now.

Only I play, he doesn't play, he just stands by and looks at me.Every time I look at him he is always looking at me.

Played a lot of things, but only played a few times before changing to the next goal.I lost interest in them all until I saw a horse.So I pulled his sleeve and ran to the place where the horse was riding.

I learned from TV dramas where the horse's belly was clamped, and the horse started to run after the reins were out of the hand of the horseman.I was very excited, as if I had become a hero.After running a lap, the boss was about to stop the horse, Li Jinze shook his head, and after talking to him, the boss left me alone, and only the guy was left counting laps.

At that time, we were not short of money, especially since he was already a teacher in the establishment. The consumption level in that city was not high, and his salary was not low there, and he didn't have to ask his family for money.

Anyway, after running many laps, I called his name: "Li Jinze!!!" I was full of excitement.

A circle, a circle passed his face, he always looked at me, standing quietly by the side of the road, his eyes were calm.

Every time I look at him, I can meet his eyes.

I said: "Li Jinze!!!!"

The horse was frightened and ran faster.

There is no tenderness of the so-called years in his eyes, and there is no deep love in the corners of his eyes and brows described by literati, which is so thick that it flows in a thousand ways.

Only as calm as water, what you see is only the surface of the water, not the sand in the depths.

But I know that he is always there, even though he doesn't say it.

I unconditionally believe that he has always been there, and I have asked myself countless times, what should I do if everyone disagrees?

There was only one thought in my mind, and that was, elope.

At that time, I secretly swore that no matter whether the future is poverty or being drowned by spittle stars, I will be with him.

Die and die together.

……

Li Jinze passed by me and glanced at what I wrote.

—and die together.

He said, "Strong."

I picked up a pear and pressed it on his mouth: "No way?"

"Okay." He nodded, and then handed the bitten pear to my mouth: "It tastes good, eat it to reduce your fire."

"Mr. Li, you don't have to work today?"

"I'm ready to go out now, and I shouldn't be able to come back until evening. You can cook your own meals."

"Okay."

Now he is working as a translator in a translation company. Because of his high professional ability, he is very popular and he is very busy every day.Today, there is a Sino-French joint venture business, and he was hired by the Frenchman as an interpreter.

His translation style is trustworthy, fast, highly credible, and his spoken English is good, so his salary will be higher than others.Although he is very busy, but one good thing is that he has weekends.

……

Enough is enough, even though it is three or nine days and the wind is as piercing as a knife, my face is still hot.

When I got off the horse, I was a little unsteady when I walked. Li Jinze supported me with one arm, and we walked slowly on the river.

"What else do you want to play?" he asked.

I said, "See if there is any candied haws here, I want to eat it."

Later, in Beijing, I saw the so-called authentic old Beijing Qianmen candied haws. It was quite expensive, but it was very beautiful.I bought one, but it was not as delicious as I expected.Maybe it's because it's summer, or maybe it's because...

Our high school only had a half-day off on Sunday afternoon. We had played outside for a long time, and there was also a sunset in the sky at this time.

The sun is a cool tone, and the color is very light, but it halos the feeling of Norse mythology.There is a reddish glow in the sky, like an angel's crown in her hair, long and thin.

I said: "Look, the Northern Lights!" Even though it doesn't seem to be the Northern Lights.

He looked up and said, "Well, it's beautiful."

We walked against the light, and the shadow was stretched and slender.The farther we go, the less people are visited. When I look back, the ice park is far away from us. It is completely in harmony with us and two worlds.

I looked up, toward the sunset.The setting sun is also sunshine. On that day, I thought that my life would be bright if I turned to the light; and after two years, I dismissed it with a smile, so what about the sunshine?It is actually the sunset.

After many years, I suddenly realized.The setting sun not only symbolizes defeat, it also symbolizes that the next day, the sun will rise slowly, illuminating the earth, and all things will be radiant.

After walking for a few more minutes, we found the steps leading to the river dam by the river, and at the entrance of the steps was an old man selling candied haws.At that time, there were not many varieties, that is, hawthorn and black dates.Hawthorn is divided into two types: round and flat.The round ones are the hawthorns that were not broken when the core was picked, and they were strung together with whole hawthorns. The flat ones were crushed when the hawthorns were broken when the cores were picked, and then poured with the sugar juice boiled in the ice tower to stick them.

The candied haws were stuck on the straw, and the old man was wearing a military overcoat and a big felt hat, with his hands tucked into his sleeves in the cold.Candied haws are very cheap, one yuan a bunch, and the portion is also sufficient.The burnt yellow and crystal sugar has a slight waxy luster.

"Which one would you like to eat?" he asked me.

"Round ones." I asked him, "Do you eat them?"

He shook his head.

It didn't seem like he was very interested in this kind of stuff.

"I want two round ones!"

The old man's hands were big and rough. He used newspapers torn into small squares as cushions, and gave me two.Although he used newspaper to wrap the bottom of the bamboo stick, the sugar still stuck to my gloves.

To eat this kind of thing, all you want is a feeling.It's cold and windy in winter outside, and the candied haws are frozen hard.I bit it fiercely, but still didn't bite it off, leaving only a row of deep tooth marks on it, and the rock sugar on the tooth marks was white.

"It's too hard, you can take it home and eat it." He frowned.

I bit it again, and finally bit it off next time, but the rock sugar stuck in my mouth sorely.The hawthorn was sour and hard. I felt like I was holding a thorny ice skate in my mouth, but I couldn't swallow it or spit it out.

In the end, I chewed it anyway, but my teeth were cold and sour, and the sourness was sour.

The wind was so fierce that I choked on the cold wind.

I said, "Brother, my mouth hurts...do you see if it's punctured inside?"

He didn't loosen his brows: "Open your mouth and let me see."

"what……"

He glanced at it: "It's okay, it will grow after a night of sleep. Don't eat like this next time."

"Oh! Got it!" I handed the candied haws to his mouth: "You have a bite too."

"Not coming."

"Can we share weal and woe!"

"I will not eat."

"Oh, Li Jinze!"

"..." He walked in front, and I followed behind him.Whenever I put a handful of candied haws in front of him, he turned his face away and didn't give him any face.

Originally, I wanted him to have a taste, but then I didn't want to force him anymore, I just wanted to tease him, but ended up teasing him all the way to the door.

The author has something to say: Regarding the question of "non-English majors cannot take the special eighth exam", in principle it is not allowed, but if your college allows it, or if the GET4GET6 scores are very good, there will be exceptions.