Religious Faith

After we finished eating at the restaurant, we rushed to the place agreed with Ah Xiang, only to find that we were half an hour earlier than the agreed time when we arrived.

QZ bar is a bar opened by a friend on my street, it is also very chaotic, there are fights every day, people who take drugs and gossip.The bar has an underground warehouse, which is very independent and quiet. The most important thing is that the place is big enough and safe enough.

I sat on a chair by the wall of the underground warehouse and kept smoking, one after another.The others were very knowledgeable and did not speak, and waited quietly with me, without even turning on the lights.

The smoke couldn't disperse in this confined space, it was choking and irritating to the eyes. Finally, someone couldn't bear it anymore and was about to turn on the ventilation fan for ventilation, but at this moment, the door of the warehouse opened suddenly, followed by Ah Xiang's voice: "Fuck! What are you doing, Aaron! I'm choking to death...Huh? Why don't you turn on the light?"

When she was speaking, the fifth person was quietly approaching her. As soon as she finished speaking, the fifth person rushed forward and pulled everyone behind her in.

The lights turned on and I slowly raised my head.

There are three people in front of me, two men and one woman, the woman is A Xiang, and the men are two of the three strange men who appeared in the warehouse compound that day.They were all held tightly by the fifth person, unable to move.

"You are..." Ah Xiang was a little timid.

I looked into her eyes for a long time, and asked softly, "Is there anyone else?"

"……who……"

"Axiang, you really don't recognize me?" I took a breath of the cigarette, and then let it out slowly.

"You... I don't recognize you."

I smiled, and then slowly approached her, condescending, and naturally pressed the cigarette butt on her left eye.

Suddenly there was a scream, which was endless!She yelled, "What the fuck are you!! You let me go!! You son of a bitch!!"

The little brother next to me took off a sock and blocked her mouth. I bent down to look at her, and my eyes were level with hers.I said: "If you can not be punished if you hurt someone, just forget that there is still a blood debt that has not been paid, and you can easily forget who you have hurt, even if he is in front of you, you will not recognize him... Then you say, What's the use of this eye? It's better to be blind." I said softly again: "Ah Xiang, use that eye to take a good look at me again, to see who I am?"

I smiled like spring water, and the people around me shivered.Ah Xiang tried to look at me with her good eye open, but her eyes became blood red due to the pain.She blinked hard to get rid of the tears on her eyes, trying to see my face clearly... It's helpless, isn't it?

After a while, her eyes suddenly opened wide, and a voice of "um...um!" came out of her nose, yes, she recognized me.

I turned and walked towards the two men, and they begged me for mercy.

……

At first, I was like this too, but...

I patted the face of one of them. He was the one who asked me to borrow money when I was in the warehouse.

I smiled at him with great interest, and said, "Do you have any money? Lend me some money."

He shook his head in fear, and said, "No...no...I didn't...Brother, brother! I was wrong! Let me go! Please..."

I shook my head and said: "The game shouldn't be played like this. I still remember what you did back then, including it is still not over. Maybe... I should return it to you, you can try it too."

"No, no!"

I laughed and laughed for a long time before I recovered. You said no?How can this work!

"Which hand hit me at the beginning?" I pretended to think about it: "After I ran out of the warehouse and you surrounded me, I remember you asking me why I didn't run?" I punched him in the face On: "That's it, right? Remember?"

"Brother, brother! I was wrong! Grandpa, ancestor!!"

"Which hand is it?" I continued to ask.

He kept begging for mercy and ignored my words.

I had a headache and said, "If you don't tell me, then I can do whatever I want." I stretched out my hand, and a younger brother handed me a knife. I observed his hand and said, "The right hand needs to write and eat...then The right hand is ready." I pointed to the two people beside me and said, "Come here, hold his right hand for me."

The two hesitated and dared not go forward.The fifth child couldn't bear it any longer, and said, "Brother, you can't kill without nodding your head..."

I looked at them quietly, Lao Wuyi gritted his teeth, waved his hand, and said to them: "... why don't you go soon?!"

What a joke, since they are all good men and women, why did you hand me the knife just now?

The man kept begging for mercy, and I ignored him.I compared him with Tesuji, and then cut down with the knife.There was a burst of wailing, I looked back at him, smiled, and said, "I'm sorry... I don't seem to have scratched deeply." I scratched the wound a few times before I gave up. At this time, his face was already pale and painful sweating a lot.

I walked up to the next person and said, "It's your turn."

He was terrified, his eyes flickered, and he kept saying, "Forgive me..."

This man... Li Jinze's arm was broken by him.

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, took out the swing stick they gave me before, and slammed it hard on his arm.

"what!!!!!!!!!"

The scream was deafening, and I smashed it again without hesitation. I asked him, "Does it hurt? But why did you shout? He didn't make a sound..."

Li Jinze...

I closed my eyes, and slammed on the broken part again...

He fainted from the pain.

Today, I asked Dianli to take a day off, so I have plenty of time, so don't be in a hurry.

The next second, Lao Wu's phone rang, and after saying a few words, he told me: "Brother, Lao Dao and the others are awake."

"Bring it here, just to let them get together, but there is another person..." I asked Ah Xiang: "What's the name of that person?"

"...Ah Yuan..." She twitched because of the pain in her eyes.

I turned out her cell phone and asked her, "What is a note?"

"It's Ah Yuan..."

I found that person's phone number, and then sent him a text message: "The basement of the QZ bar, I got a good batch of goods, come quickly! If you don't come, I will play with Lao Dao and the others."

Not long after the message was sent, there was a reply: "Hide it for me, I'll be right there."

Almost on foot, Lao Dao and they came with the man.

The three of them, Lao Dao, were tied up and rolled up naked with sheets. They drove a van, so they didn't attract attention.

After the bed sheet was lifted, a younger brother burst out laughing and said, "How small! Hahaha!" There were also mocking voices from around, and Lao Dao's face flushed impatiently.

It seems that everyone is here.

The fifth child said, "Brother, let's go out to get some air, we won't go far, just call us if you have anything to do."

"Thank you Fifth Brother."

"Hey, you're welcome, it should be."

After they went out, I looked at the seven people who were tightly tied up.

"It's great...the crowd is all here..." I smiled slightly, and suddenly felt a little sad again.

I said, "No hurry, let's come one by one..."

I sat back on the chair and said to them: "You know what? During this time, I have been disgusting..."

"The person I like hasn't woken up, he doesn't look at me anymore, and he won't answer when I talk to him... His bones are broken all over his body, and it hurts so much, but he can't tell... He's in the hospital The cost is always so high, there are endless checkups, injections, medicines, and surgeries every day... But if he doesn’t spend the money, he will die.”

"During that time, I was very poor. I only ate steamed buns soaked in water and pickled mustard every day. When I looked at the trash can, my eyes turned blue. I even went there in the middle of the night and shaved rotten leaves to eat."

"I have also practiced lockpicking. I see that everyone wants to grab their bags. I need money so much..."

"Because of lack of money, I borrowed usurious loans, but I didn't understand how terrible it was, and I couldn't afford it at all. I suffered retaliation from them. The lightest one was smashing the glass in my living room. It was winter , such a big air vent, I just stay in the bedroom, close the door, wearing a down jacket wrapped in a quilt, it’s terribly cold, and the thermometer shows only a few degrees. During the Chinese New Year, other people’s homes hung red lanterns, only my window It is still pasted with newspapers, and when the wind blows, the newspapers will make noise, but the wind will not stop."

"I was very scared at that time, because the sound was so similar to the plot of a ghost movie. At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, the female ghost in red appeared, and there was always the wind whistling and rustling around, so I would have nightmares at night. But then I wasn’t afraid anymore, I comforted myself, don’t be afraid, everyone is a ghost, she is a dead ghost, and I am a poor ghost.”

"It's Chinese New Year. I cooked a pot of dumplings. Although it fell to the ground and got a little dust and hair on it, I still ate it. It's really delicious, the kind that can make people die of happiness. Eat, do you understand?"

"I was chased for several streets. I didn't dare to turn back. I could only keep running. Finally, I was blocked by them. They beat me up and warned that if I didn't pay any more money, they would chop off my hands. , dig up my organs and sell them, and sell his after selling mine..."

"Later, I couldn't help it. I went out and sold it. I have to do it with people I don't like every day. I want to hug a handful of fat meat, talk to them, and say, call them dear little mouse, little sweetheart... …Do you know how perverted they are? Their saliva, their water will force me to drink, they like to slap me, scold my parents with the worst words, and like to stuff anything under me. I have been stuffed with bananas, cucumbers, grapes, strawberries, champagne bottles, chopsticks, wine glasses... everything else is fine, but the thorns of fresh cucumbers are always inside, and they are very deep. I have to go to the hospital every time to take them out. The doctor looked at me with contempt, and when I took it out, it was already full of scars. I had to smile at them, and I had to make them feel good. Why is that? Because I want money! Do you know? The tall man comes here to play, he has a wife and children, but he likes to wear women's clothes here, pretending to be a woman. He wants me to serve him, he says he hides money in his socks, and wants me to use his mouth to put his socks on Take it off, the money in the sock is my tip. This is what the guest says, and he has some rights in his hands, so I have to listen to it. The socks are very smelly, but I have to kneel down and bite them with my teeth for him to take them off ...Yes, I saw the money, it was caught between his toes...how much do you guess??" I said to myself: "...20 yuan...hahahahaha!!!"

"I admit that I was wrong. I shouldn't talk back to him, I shouldn't break his heart... But this is a matter between the two of us, and this will not be a reason for you to hurt him."

It was as if I was telling other people's stories, and they listened with horror.

I rubbed my sore eyes, and said, "Xiaolong, I must deal with you first while I still have the strength. Not for anything else, just because of your stick. He hasn't woken up yet."

Xiaolong’s eyes were terrified, how much I wanted to be like him, shouting: "My grandson is here!", and then hit him on the head with a stick, how interesting and easy these words are... But, I do less than.I don't know why, my heart is too sad, I want to cry so much, but I tell myself more than once every night, I have to smile to see them suffer, to see their life is worse than death, but I...

I miss Li Jinze, I miss him especially, I want to ask him if he doesn't want me anymore?Why haven't you woke up to look at me for four months?

I slammed the stick on Xiaolong's head, and the scene reappeared, the sound of two time-space sticks hitting the skull overlapped, it was outside the warehouse, I seemed to see Li Jinze kneeling in front of me, his eyes wide open... …

Xiaolong fell, Li Jinze fell...

I lost my mind, walked to Lao Dao and Ah Fen, and said, "You two have done it, right?"

"..." Lao Dao looked at me in fear and didn't answer.I slapped him on the face, causing my palms to burn, and I shouted: "Are you deaf?!"

Ah Fen burst into tears with a "wow".

I kicked her and said, "What right do you have to cry? I feel disgusted when I see you, I wish I could peel off your skin and put salt on your body, goug out your eyes and nose, and let you die." "

There was a burst of crying and howling in the room, and I was upset by the noise, so I yelled: "Shut up the fuck!"

They didn't dare to speak out any more, and looked at me timidly.

If you come out to play around, you will have to pay it back sooner or later.This sentence really makes sense.

I kicked Ah Fen's leg, and she passed out immediately. I gently broke her broken leg again, and her eyes suddenly opened wide.Another scene appeared in front of my eyes, I curled up in his arms, Ah Fen broke his broken leg with a smile, he opened his eyes suddenly, and then slowly closed them...

Suddenly, my heart hurt so badly, so sore and sore, it was so painful that I couldn't breathe.

Lao Dao said something that made me laugh instead of angry. He said, "Jiang Cheng, don't do this! Your brother doesn't want to see you like this either!"

I was speechless for a while, and asked: "How can you be such a shameless person? Do you think you deserve to mention his name?" I smiled wryly and shook my head again: "He won't care about me like this, thanks to you , he can’t see it anymore, at least not now.”

I picked up the stool and slammed it on Lao Dao's leg. How much I wanted to be like him, and said excitedly: "My body is still good, and I still have a lot of strength! I broke such a hard bone with one kick!" But I swallowed the words again, I can't do it...

His naked lower body was exposed, now I feel sick when I see this kind of thing, I stomped it to pieces, the scream of Lao Dao made cold sweat on my back.I pretended nothing happened, then pulled Axiang by her hair and dragged her over.I pressed her head next to the pile of rotten meat, and I said, "Eat it." I wanted Ah Fen to eat it, but unfortunately she fainted.

Ah Xiang cried and shook her head, begging me to let her go.I sneered and said: "Don't dream, if you were willing to let me go, why did you have this ending today?"

You were doing it to satisfy your tyrannical nature, while I was doing it for revenge.Revenge is a thing, or do not do it, or do it absolutely.And I don't mean anything else, I just want revenge.

She still refused to eat it, so I said to her earnestly: "You have to eat it. I eat this thing every day, from living people, from animals..."

She vomited at the words.

"Is it disgusting?" I asked.

She shook her head, her face was covered with blood stains mixed with tears and dust, she was very embarrassed and ferocious.

"It's not disgusting, just eat it."

She still refused to move her mouth. I was annoyed, so I grabbed a piece of meat and stuffed it into her mouth.Dark, with a few black hairs, rotten flesh mixed with blood.

I also felt faintly sick in my stomach, but even so, I wanted to watch her finish eating.

Under my persecution and force-feeding, she ate all those things, and then she vomited, and I vomited too.

After I vomited, I came back and forced her to eat what she vomited. She begged me for mercy: "Jiang Cheng, please let me go... Please!"

I didn't say a word, I grabbed her head and pressed it to the vomit...

Well, there's one last one left.

I asked him, "What have you done?"

The big-armed man burst into tears, and he said, "I didn't do anything, please let me go..."

I chuckled and asked him, "Do you think I'll believe it?"

"I beg you, I will kneel down and kowtow to you, please let me go!"

I sighed and said, "A man has gold under his knees, but in my eyes, his knees are worthless."

"Then, what do you want..."

I smiled and said, "Do it with them."

In fact, in this situation, almost no man can be hard, especially the people under his crotch are all in that ghostly way-the whole body is covered with blood, ash, and sweat, the hair is disheveled, the eyes are absent-minded, and the lips are full of blood. Dry and torn, it's no different from a raped corpse.

I sat on a bar chair with my hands on my lap and my head leaning against the wall, quietly watching him do it to them.

His lower body is very soft, and he sent it to the acupuncture point with trembling hands. He looked at me from time to time, his eyes full of fear.

I just watched him quietly.

For a moment, it seemed that I had returned to my childhood, and I could sit so quietly, staring at one thing in a daze.

If it weren't for the dirty hands, the exhaustion of the whole body, and the scene in front of me, I would really think that I was back when I was a child.

I suddenly felt a little tired, both physically and mentally.I used to feel that I grew up overnight, but the nutrients I accumulated were not enough for my growth, so I have been living in overload, I may not become a towering tree, grow countless fairy fruits, I am very It may grow into a black forest, full of poisonous miasma and swamps, and others will get lost or even die when they enter.

I've gone bad, haven't I?I don't deserve to be liked by others, do I?But I am like this, I am going to live like this, except that he can wake up and live a good life, the rest is not important to me.In fact, I am also a human being. This way of revenge, I admit, is a bit exaggerated objectively.But who of you can say that there will be no selfishness in the revenge?Who couldn't vent more?This is human nature, dark and true human nature.And I'm in this kind of place every day, you can't ask me to be like a blank sheet of paper like before, or ask me to repay evil with kindness and be generous.that's not me.

I am very tired, I want to go home, I think of the Kobe posters in my room, I want my mother to wash me and hang them on the balcony, there are scented clothes, I want to eat the dishes made by my mother, and I want to eat the rice steamed by my father. It's been a long time since I had a meal that tasted like home... I also think, the lanterns that Dad hung.

But I didn't dare to think about it. I blamed these things for being worthless. I was afraid that I would give up and I wouldn't be able to persist.

This year, I forgot my 19th birthday, and it took me a long time to remember it.I hurriedly said: "Happy birthday." Then I got dressed and went out to get ready for work.

I'm 19 years old...

Already 19 years old? ?

It turned out that I was only 19 years old...

The filth on the hands has dried up, and the shape of the hands is somewhat fixed.

I suddenly remembered that I wanted to laugh and watch them cry, I was trying to smile!But why are you crying?Aren't you happy to have revenge?Seeing them slumped on the ground like dogs, I tortured them to shed several layers of skin, yes... I should be happy...

But even so what is the use?

My Jinze...he still hasn't woken up...

I burst into sobs, crying until I fell off my chair.I curled up into a shrimp and cried until my stomach cramped.

I miss my Jin Ze, I just want him to hug me, I am still a child, I am still a child in front of him, but when will he wake up!

I was out of breath from crying, and I howled to them with a crying voice: "You give him back to me, give him back to me alive!!!"

The author has something to say: "Chapter 37" is divided into two chapters and one chapter, so it will be updated tomorrow.

Then tomorrow the long-lost teacher Li can appear →_→