Religious Faith

Heizi stayed with me for a while, then I sent him home to sleep.

After lying down all afternoon, I tried to get up and walk, only to feel dizzy and weak in my steps.

I told myself that it shouldn't be a big deal, just stick to it tonight.

Before going to Hongdu New Mansion, I took a taxi to the hospital where Li Jinze was working to see him.

I walked to his bedside and said softly, "Jinze, I'm so tired..."

I smiled slightly at him and said: "I made a lot of money yesterday, I..." I blinked and said, "...I made a lot of money..."

"You don't blame me, do you? You said you never blamed me."

"The weather is not good at all today. I feel that my eyes can't see very clearly. It seems that I will not only wear a mask but also sunglasses when I go out in the future."

"Spring is here, but Beijing is still very cold. Do you think our house is colder than Beijing?"

"I want to eat candied haws, but I always forget to buy..."

"Everyday...will get better, right?" I caressed his face and said, "Jinze, don't blame me... In fact, I will always be a good boy in your heart, right? Jinze Jinze, you Get well soon, I hope you can wake up tomorrow!"

I put a kiss on his forehead and murmured: "I love you..."

The nurse has long been used to it, but when I turned around, I saw the nurse looking at me in surprise, so I ignored her and left.

Every time I face him, I feel conflicted in my heart, no, Jin Ze’s sincerity shouldn’t be like this... I looked out of the car window, my fingers and my kiss that just touched him, actually no longer belong to him .They don't deserve to touch him anymore, no more...

I closed my eyes and sighed softly.

It's okay tonight, I swallowed a pill before doing it, but I'm not in the mood, I'm not in a good state, I always have to be distracted, but fortunately I pull myself back every time.

When I got off work, my legs were already weak and I was in a daze. Heizi helped me to walk home. He said, "If I don't care about you anymore, I'll be a bastard!"

I said in a daze, "Mr. Wang... please forgive me..."

"President Wang..." He asked, "How much do you owe him? Are you trying so hard to pay it back?"

In my state, it was useless for him to ask anything. In the end, he took me to his house, and then I took a nap, and my mind cleared up in the afternoon.

He threw the mirror to me and said, "Look at what the hell you look like."

I took a look in the mirror and saw that my face was pale, my lips were bloodless, my eyes were puffy, and eye bags and eye circles were obvious.The hair is messy, withered and yellow, like a ghost.

"Don't do it today."

"Well..." I fell back on the bed, indeed, I can't die yet.

"How much do you owe people?" He asked me while eating melon seeds.

"25."

"How long will it be?"

"Within two months... There is still more than one month left, and I am still short of 15, so it should be fine."

"Who did you borrow it from?"

"Song Qinggua."

"Damn it!" He frowned and said, "Why do you want to ask him to borrow it? He has a good reputation! Everyone else is profiting from it, but he likes to blackmail people!"

"No way, borrowing is borrowing." Thinking of the loan, I covered my head with a quilt: "Forget it, I'll sleep for a while, call me when it's time for work..."

"Who will choose you like you!"

"The mountain people have their own tricks..."

When the time came, Heizi woke me up. In fact, he wanted to see what tricks I had.

I took him to a stylist and asked the stylist to dye my hair a flaxen color, and then gave me a touch-up of makeup, which looked very much like a young literary boy in a Japanese movie.Heizi smiled at me, then dragged me back to his house, locked the door behind him, and said, "Hehe, calm down!"

I:"……"

That night I simply recuperated at home, and the next day my body recovered better, and I went to work again.

For the rest of the month, I frantically amassed money and accumulated contacts, and it was a smash hit at that time.Li Ge said, you don't have to pick up male guests, if you don't want to pick up, you can leave right away.Many people will choose not to pick up, but I do, no matter men or women, as long as there is more money.

During that time, I felt that I had become another person. In order to have more customers and more money, I studied techniques and developed new tricks in my spare time, such as "Jade Shaker", "Gentlemen's Gap", etc. ", the customers who tried it felt very exciting and felt good.Since I am the only one who can play these tricks well, they only choose me.Because of the high technical content, excitement, coolness, and the elegant name, they simply gave me the nickname "Mr. Wen".I can serve many people at once and drive them into surrender, and I can serve one person with many people, but I am never the one who is bullied and ostracized.

I slowly walked farther and farther on this road, and I was completely different from the one who was facing Li Jinze.Sometimes I think, we are really two people, Li Jinze's sincerity is not like Ah Wen's...

I became a hot male publicist, and the atmosphere in the young men's boxes has changed a lot. They no longer dare to bully me, and I don't bother to play with them.Heizi is still my friend, and we continue our friendship in an extremely abnormal way in the eyes of ordinary people.We would go shopping together, work together, and even work as partners in order to meet the needs of customers.But private life does not interfere with each other.Sometimes he would tell me gossip about a customer, and I would share with him the new techniques I developed.

In the past two months, I have met many customers with different needs, and most of them are abnormal. I vomited a few times before, and then I gradually got used to it.I got a lot of gifts from men and women, I made a lot of money, and most importantly, I got to know people on both paths.

Two months later, I returned all the money to Song Qinggua, and he tore up the contract in front of me.

I don't know if the contract is invalid if it is torn up, and I don't know if he has left behind.It's just that I'm not afraid of him no matter what, because I'm no longer the same Jiang Cheng as before.

The debt was paid off, and I felt a lot more relaxed. When I arrived at the hospital, I gently held his hand and said, "Jinze, I paid off the debt, and all the money we earn from now on will be our own." !"

"Jinze, how long are you going to sleep? Look at your sleep, your skin is pretty good..."

"Jinze, I probably drank too much alcohol, my stomach hurts, I want to drink millet porridge..." My nose was a little sore: "When we were in city B before, you cooked for me. I really want to do it too, but I'm lazy, and I haven't even cleaned rice yet..."

"Jinze... Can you hear me? If you can, no matter what you do, let me know, okay?"

He was still lying there quietly, I laughed at myself, how could this be a TV series, a miracle will happen in the next second...

I said: "The operation is about to happen, I hope you can wake up immediately! I love you, I will love you forever..."

A few days later, Li Jinze was pushed back into the operating room, and I sat quietly on the chair outside the operating room and watched the group chat records.I have joined a few acupuncture groups, but I have never walked through them once.In the past, it was because I was still a little uncomfortable with this job, so I was not so enthusiastic about it, but now I don't need it.

So I just watched them chat quietly.

The group is very chaotic, chatting about everything, gossip, gossip, contacting business, and discussing the technology of colleagues-especially those who are famous.Brother Xian is the top brand of Hongdu Xinfu, every time there will be a young master who will express his ambition to him, saying that he wants to be a person like him, and then there are more famous people like "Brother Rong", "Brother Yong", and "Brother Hua" , and then there are rising stars, such as me.I've seen them mention my name a few times.For example, the first time, the content is probably like this:

A: "The one named Ah Wen, have you heard of it?"

B: "I've heard that it's been quite popular recently."

C: "Who is it?"

A: "The last time a guest asked me to play 'Jade Shaker', I had never heard of it. I found out later that it was invented by a duck named Ah Wen in Hongdu."

D: "I tried 'Jade Shaker', it's quite cool, but that person didn't do it well!"

C: "Is it really that cool? Wait for me to try it! But what does Ah Wen look like?"

F: "I have a friend in Hongdu. I heard that he is in his 30s and looks pretty ugly, but he just lives well."

A: "Don't talk nonsense, he doesn't seem to be in his twenties, he looks like a celebrity."

……

Every time they chat, I watch like this, watching quietly.

After 10 minutes, I received a text message with only eight words: Someone found Mai Mai Bar

"Understood." I replied, then put away the phone and walked out the door.

As for the result of the operation... I lowered my eyes, but I had already thought about it in my heart.

The author has something to say: The update was originally scheduled for 22:00, but it was pushed out in advance...