Religious Faith

When I woke up the next day, I still had a headache. It was already seven o'clock, and Li Jinze had already gone to work.The place where we live is far away from his company, and he has to go to the subway early to go to work.This made me feel once again that Li Jinze was living like a high school head teacher.

He put some money on the table and left a note asking me to go out and get something to eat, but not too far.

Because the distance was too far, he ordered lunch with his colleagues at the company instead of eating with me.It was eight o'clock in the evening when he came home. He gave me a small box, and I took it and saw that it was a mobile phone.

"What did you do today?" He turned on the computer, ready to work part-time.

"I didn't do anything... went out for a walk. You don't need to take a break? Have you eaten yet?"

"I've eaten." He said, "You save my phone number."

"Oh..." I chatted with him: "How was the company today?"

"all the best."

I believe this. After all, Li Jinze is good-looking, so the first impression is good.

I also knew that there was nothing I could do to help him, so I just lay on the bed obediently.As if he suddenly remembered something, he took out a few books from his bag and gave them to me: "Don't be idle, read it when you have time."

From now on, he will find time to go to the bookstore every now and then to buy books for me to read.

Thanks to these books, I have the capital to pretend later... Ha ha.I have learned to say: "I prefer books written by Japanese, because they are delicate and rigorous, and they are deeply touching." I have learned to say: "I prefer Haruki Murakami to Keigo Higashino, and I prefer forest-like delicacy. ’ I learned to say, “Actually, I like the rain in London better.” I learned to say, “I prefer coffee because it’s smoother to the touch...but I prefer drinking with you because…”

……

I suddenly remembered that my fingers had penetrated into each fat and soft body...the room lights were messed up, the sound of men and women playing...the face under the body had an expression of enjoyment.I closed my eyes, and I was smiling so captivatingly, and there were bursts of orgasm sounds coming from under me...! ! !

I hurriedly threw away the computer, ran to the bathroom and threw up by the sink. My stomach was empty, and after vomiting for a long time, it was just a pile of acid water.He is still in the company and has not come back. I sat on the cold and smooth tiles, digging the ground with my fingers vigorously until I got rid of the "slippery" feeling on my fingertips.

"What beautiful hands." The fat woman kissed the middle finger and ring finger of my right hand. I only had short nails on those two fingers, and my fingers were still wet at this time.She asked, "Have you ever learned the piano?"

I said no.

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Thoughts back to 2011.Our life has become more regular. He works every day to make money and support his family.And I just make rice worms, as long as I can make myself full, read a book or go out for a walk every day.Anyway, Beijing is so big, I can take the bus whenever I have nothing to do, from south to north, and look at Beijing through the window.He usually gives me a lot of pocket money, and sometimes I will go to a scenic spot to buy a ticket to take some photos for him.In fact, I prefer to go out with him, but he is too busy and I am embarrassed to call him, even if he has time, I want him to sleep for a while.We only did it once a month, and it was for me.Mainly because he was too tired, and the crazy work had drained all his mind and energy.The only time when he felt warm was when he occasionally raised his head from the computer, looked at me with his red eyes, and then continued to work with a satisfied smile.

Regarding my parents, they called him, and I watched him from the side, afraid that he would hand it over to me.He rubbed my back for reassurance, and he didn't budge.I was very worried and asked him: "Will you go to jail for abducting minors?"

"No, because you are fourteen years old."

Then my parents came over from S City, and he was stupefied with the aura that one man should be the one man who is in charge of the other man.In addition, if I refused to go with them, it would not be easy for them to cry, make trouble, and hang themselves. I made up my mind, and they refused to recognize me in a fit of anger.

It was shocking and brutal, and we were all exhausted.

I said: "Li Jinze, from now on we will officially depend on each other. Your parents don't want you anymore, and my parents don't want me anymore. We are like grasshoppers tied to a rope, and you can't get rid of them even if you want to." gone."

He was a little helpless after hearing this.

Of course, if he is dissatisfied with the present...it should be our current residence and things about me.Of course, the latter one pinches the former one.Because I left with him, he has never read books. He always feels guilty and wants to make up for what I lost as much as possible.Even though I told him that I don't like studying, he still thinks that I shouldn't be taught crookedly.Every night we could hear the sound of playing mahjong, playing cards, and having sex on both sides of the room, which made him particularly crazy.He had the idea of ​​finding a house on the first day we moved in, so we moved in the second month after he tried his best to inquire.The new home is not far from his company. It is a residential building. Although the decoration is a bit old, the environment is very good, at least much better than the previous one.

Although the environment is good, the rent is also expensive, which is almost one-third of his company's salary.He has always taught me not to worry too much about money, because he feels that I have lost a lot more than others, so he has to make up for me in other places, at least in terms of thought and temperament.If you are too calculating about money, you will appear stingy in every gesture.

We didn't have much luggage, so we moved here easily. When we faced this house, we all had a sense of belonging.That weekend afternoon, Li Jinze didn't work, but took me shopping, and we finally turned this house into a home.

On the same day, he said: "Happy birthday, Chengcheng."

He opened the bedroom door, and a bunch of hydrogen balloons floated out of the house.White, purple, pink, and ribbons.It was a surprise because I didn't know when he prepared it!No wonder he didn't let me in before, saying it was because he was afraid that I would dirty the bedroom...

birthday, I'm an adult.For the coming-of-age ceremony, I had a cake, a belt, and Li Jinze...and our home.

I jumped on his back, he turned around the room with my back on his back, and I shouted: "Li Jinze, I love you so much!!! I think we are the happiest people in this world!!! Say it! Husband Fu What are you asking for!!" I fiercely kissed him several times.

He smiled, and I said, "Say you love me!!!"

"Jet'aime. Jet'aimeparcequec'estimpossibledenepast'aimer."

"I don't understand!!!"

"I love you..." He put me down, looked at me affectionately and said, "Because I have to love you."

He knelt down on one knee and kissed the back of my hand with deep eyes.He asked, "Can you dance with me?" At that moment he was more like a prince than a teacher.I never knew that Li Jinze would have this kind of temperament. His eyes are full of the romance and sex appeal of the legendary French man, shining like obsidian; his bones are the delicacy and arrogance of the Chinese man.

"I do not know……"

His voice was deep and sweet: "Agree, or refuse."

"Agree, agree, I agree!"

He stood up, put his arm around my waist, and interlocked my fingers with the other hand.He has a magical ability to turn plains into auditoriums and houses into castles.He dances very well, but I have never touched such elegant things, and my steps are much clumsy.Slowing down to take care of me, he said, "Eyesonme."

I look away from our toes and look at him.He lowered his eyes, kissed me gently, and teased my teeth with the tip of his tongue. I was always defenseless against him and let him penetrate.His kiss was warm and affectionate, his lips and teeth were lingering, and his happiness was suffocating.

He whispered: "Honey, I'm sorry...I'm too busy to ignore you during this time..."

The bed in the bedroom was covered with rose petals, and the room was full of fragrance.I lay on the bed and grabbed a handful of petals and swung them into the air, watching them fall and swirl one after another.Later, we entangled repeatedly, and Wushan was cloudy and rainy, and the water was melting.Some petals stick to our body, his body is tinged with rosy fragrance, and he keeps stimulating my desire, my brain, and my body.My bursts of joyful cocks also stimulated his nerves at the same time, making him feel pain and joy.

"Take it easy, it hurts!" I gasped and said again: "Li Jinze, I love you so much...Really! Li Jinze..."

I am willing, willing to be with him, I don't regret it, I never regret it.Li Jinze, Li Jinze...

He is my god, my faith, my everything.Everything I have exists because of attachment to him, and my world is crazy because of him.For others, this is only a name, but for me, this is the prehistoric world I am overthrowing.

"Chengcheng..." He said, "I love you."

Suddenly I want to say something, spring is good, people are good.

With a fiery and green age, there was only pure fanaticism in the eyes at that time.I was still immersed in the dream of flying with him, I don't know what life is, what oil and salt are.I originally eloped with him because of the strong love and impulse of the 17-year-old, so I will live like a dream.And I will wake up one day, be hit with a stick by that thing called reality, and run around with the undissolved bag on my head.

A few days later, he asked me: "What do you want to learn?"

"what?"

"You can learn anything."

At that time, I heard a piece of music called "Secret Garden", which was played by violin and piano, and it was very nice.Because the violin sound is more distinct, so I only pay attention to it.

He said, "Okay."

When he came back from get off work the next day, he brought a piano case.I froze for a moment, then opened the box, and saw a matte coffee-colored violin lying inside, and smelled a burst of woody fragrance.