Coincidentally, I am also bent

Lin Xiaxuan read this letter over and over ten times. It wrote about his experience of liking boys since junior high school, and then about him and Xiao Jing.

Lynch writes about the little details -- (note: the following is not all)

【Xiao Jing wouldn't let me eat the barbecue on the roadside. Once he had to make a fuss to buy it, but Xiao Jing ate a lot. In fact, I realized later that it wasn't that he liked it, he just didn't want me to eat too much. 】

[I taught him to cook that day, I wonder if he was too nervous and threw the bowl into the pot, isn't it cute. 】

[For a while, I quarreled with him, I like to deliberately stimulate him like a neurotic, forcing him to drink outside late at night. 】

【Actually, thinking about it, I think I'm quite an asshole. I've never done anything for him.I really wanted to do something to impress him, but he didn't seem to need my help from beginning to end. 】

【His father knew about our affairs and didn't object too much, but there was a request that Xiao Jing must be admitted to A University, and I must at least be admitted to V University. 】

[I forgot to mention that he has very good grades. Isn't it the monthly exam for the third year of high school this time, he is the first in age. 706 points.In fact, my grades were also brought up by him. 】

[I want to study hard now so that I can be admitted to a university, but what I want to take is C University, although it is more difficult than V University, but C University and A University are in the same city. 】

【His father said that people like us must be better than others in order to prove ourselves. 】

[I didn't think about standing at the same height as him, I just didn't want to take a dawdling university and drag him down. 】

[Is it too hypocritical? After writing it, I want to slap myself twice.The language is inherently poor, and we have to pretend to be literary here. 】

[I used to always feel that I might be finished.I don't like girls, and no guy is as different as I am. 】

【But by such a coincidence, I could run into Xiao Jing.Although when we met, I really felt that this person was simply sick. 】

[This is really rare.A "different kind" who likes men can meet a "different kind" who happens to like him. 】

[It must be because I did a lot of good things in my previous life that I can repay them in this life. 】

[Oh, of course, it also allows me to have such a good mother. 】

[This piece of paper is actually a specially transcribed piece of paper after writing on many pieces of paper. 】

[Sometimes I cry while writing, damn it. 】

[I originally wrote several sheets, but it was too long-winded, so I scratched and changed them, and finally squeezed them all into one sheet of paper. 】

【Mom, if you really want me to separate from him, I think I will die. 】

[I didn't mean to threaten, really not at all. 】

【I like him.really like it.Like to want to marry him.I want to be with him forever. 】