Spirit

"She likes you?" Qiao Qianyu finally couldn't help asking what was in her heart.

Lin Fenglu shook her head: "The person in her heart is not me."

"You like her?" Qiao Qianyu was rarely serious.That road is not easy, especially for Lin Fenglu.

Lin Fenglu shook his head.

Although Qiao Qianyu was outspoken, she was not stupid. Lin Fenglu's unintentional concern for Xiao Tianya was beyond the scope of a friend.

"Are you sure? You are too close to her. You have never had physical contact with people like that before." Thinking of Lin Fenglu holding Xiao Tianya all the time, Qiao Qianyu felt uncomfortable for a while. , the most intimate gesture is just a hug that breaks up at the touch of a button, but she treats Xiao Tianya...

Seeing the same reactions from everyone as Qiao Qianyu, Lin Feng showed his face calmly, but his heart was full of alarms. He had never noticed it before, but now that Qiao Qianyu mentioned it, she realized that she was special to Xiao Tianya.

She is proud and arrogant, and she has not eaten much in Xiao Tianya's food all her life, but not only is she not annoyed with her, but she is used to it, and her concern for her is far beyond the scope of friends.

Thinking of what Liu Qingyi said to herself before, Lin Fenglu broke out in cold sweat. She couldn't let her feelings go, otherwise she would really hurt herself like Xiao Tianya said, and the family would not allow her to walk on that path.

After giving everyone a reassuring smile, Lin Fenglu felt extremely heavy in her heart, and finally decided to keep a distance from Xiao Tianya, otherwise Lin Fenglu didn't know it would develop to that point if it continued like this.

"Okay, let's all leave. I'll go and see Tianya, Brother Tianhai, can you let S take care of her, Tianya doesn't even have a friend in this city." Lin Fenglu's voice was a little weak.

Seeing Xiao Tianya on the hospital bed, Lin Fenglu's eyes became a little complicated: "S, Tianya is in your care..."

"Well, I will, won't you accompany her?"

"Well, I have something else to do, so I won't accompany her." Lin Fenglu's voice was a little cold.

S sensitively sensed Lin Fenglu's abnormality. During the trip to Yunnan, Lin Fenglu was almost helpless with Xiao Tianya, but now he suddenly entrusted her to him.The attitude towards Xiao Tianya is obviously more alienated.

However, this is not within the scope of his own research. Looking at Xiao Tianya lying on the hospital bed, S feels emotionally, this man really has a bad life. He just came out of the hospital a few days ago, and now he is lying in bed again.

The next day, Xiao Tianya opened his eyes in a daze, and what he saw was a blur of white. After a long delay, his sluggish brain began to work for a day.There was another figure beside the bed.

The familiar feeling, the familiar environment, everything made Xiao Tianya feel as if he had returned to a few months ago.But the brain tells itself in due time that it is already four months away.

His eyes gradually focused, and he realized that the figure was not Lin Fenglu.

Xiao Tianya sighed: There are still changes...

There was a slight discomfort in my heart, maybe the body's memory had gotten used to Lin Fenglu's care.

"S?" Xiao Tianya asked.

"Well, are you awake?" The person beside the bed was awakened by Xiao Tianya's voice.

"what time is it?"

"It's twelve o'clock, your stomach hurts, you should not eat for the next two days, and you can't eat spicy food for a period of time." S relayed the doctor's order to Xiao Tianya.

"you are a doctor?"

"No, I'm a bodyguard."

"But your medical skills are very good. If it wasn't for your operation last time, I would not have survived. I have not had time to say thank you to you." After Xiao Tianya said these words, he felt a little strenuous, as if all his strength had been imprisoned. , can't be used at all.

"Just don't blame me." S's words made Xiao Tianya's eyes darken.

S seemed to see through Xiao Tianya, and said leisurely: "When we were looking for you, we passed by a small town in Shangri-La. I heard someone describe you like this: Only the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain can purify your soul. I was very angry at that time. Your life can be so irresponsible in her mouth. But when I saw you on the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain for the first time, I also had the same thought. I have seen many dying people, and also killed I've met many people, but this is the first time I've seen someone full of lifeless energy like you. I didn't intend to save you, because the probability of saving you is too small, and you are determined to die, just this body It’s just that the physiological function of your body has not been completely cut off. It was Miss Lin’s persistence that made me choose to save you. Although you seem to have stepped out of the shadows now, I still feel that your heart is stagnant.”

She didn't know what gave her the courage to end herself with such a tragic and decisive method.

S stared at Xiao Tianya and asked, "Can you tell me what made you choose to survive?"

Xiao Tianya closed his eyes, and his face became a little numb. If Lin Feng was there, he would think that she had returned to the state of a month ago.

"Because if I die, someone will live in guilt, so I can't die, at least I can't take the initiative to seek death. People always have responsibilities to bear when they live, and I am no exception. Since death is impossible, I have to be a living person. That's all there is to do..."

"That's all?"

"That's all!"

"are you happy?"

"Does it matter?"

Xiao Tianya's answer made S sigh uncontrollably, perhaps it was the best choice to let her sleep forever in the snow-capped mountains that day, at least it would not be so painful. S still can't forget Xiao Tianya's calm appearance, but collapsed to the extreme.

Now she is not much better, three months did not cure her, but only gave her time to put on the disguise again, no wonder Lin Fenglu could not detect her abnormality after being with her for nearly a year.

The disguise was too successful, but if the pain was not relieved, sooner or later it would crush this person again.

……

Three days later, under the envious gaze of everyone, Xiao Tianya walked towards Lin Fenglu's office with lazy steps.

It can't be blamed for everyone's jealousy. I don't know how many people are thinking about the position of Lin Fenglu's assistant, but this god is lucky. He only worked for one day and took three days off.

During this period, Lin Fangtian, Lin's popular idol, approached Xiao Tianya by name more than once. That intimate address made everyone feel the difference between Lin Fangtian and her.

To be able to win the favor of the two future successors of the Lin family at the same time must be a person with all-hands and eyes.But the person in front of him didn't look like anyone.

Putting a cup of 'Xiao's Homemade' coffee on Lin Fenglu's table, Lin Fenglu looked up at Xiao Tianya in surprise.

I saw that her face was pale, and her brows showed weakness and exhaustion that could not be concealed.

Suppressing the worries in my heart, I said coldly, "Are you discharged from the hospital?"

"En." Xiao Tianya flipped through the arrangement of Lin Fenglu that Angel had written down in the past few days, and gave a casual grace.

"Let me take half a month's leave, you can go back!" Lin Fenglu's cold voice caught Xiao Tianya's attention, and he looked up at her inquiringly.

Seeing that Xiao Tianya didn't listen to his own words at all, Lin Fenglu was a little annoyed, and said in a deep voice: "Xiao Tianya, please remember that you are my assistant now, please pay attention to your identity."

Xiao Tianya's gaze towards Lin Fenglu became deep and deep, and finally returned to insipidity. His originally loose aura gradually subsided, and he stood aside respectfully.

Lin Fenglu saw the changes in Xiao Tianya's eyes, and there were bursts of dull soreness in his heart, but on the surface, he said calmly: "Give you half a month's leave, if you don't listen to me in the future, I will consider changing to an assistant." .”

"Yes!" Xiao Tianya's voice was a bit bitter.

"Wait!" Lin Fenglu suddenly called Xiao Tianya, with inexplicable affection flashing in her beautiful eyes: "About what happened that day, I would like to say sorry to you on behalf of my friends. They didn't mean anything to you, they just defended me. The mood is too strong, and the methods are a bit extreme."

Xiao Tianya nodded faintly, his voice was weak: "It's okay..."

"Afeng, what's the matter?" Lin Fangtian noticed the abnormal atmosphere as soon as he entered the door.Seeing Tianya standing on the side, his eyes lit up immediately, and he greeted him enthusiastically: "Tianya is back? Why have you been here for the past few days? You have been asking for leave all the time. Are you not used to it? Do you want to change jobs? Do you want to go to business?" Department, didn’t you also do this before, and I happen to be there too, so we can help each other out.”

Lin Fenglu frowned slightly, apparently Lin Fangtian's attitude towards Xiao Tianya displeased her.

Lin Fangtian is now the director of the business department, while Lin Fenglu is only a nominal manager in the market research and development department.

Xiao Tianya bowed respectfully to Lin Fangtian, his posture was so perfect that Lin Fenglu couldn't find any flaws.

"Thanks to the wrong love, but now Tianya is currently serving as the assistant to President Lin, and there is no plan to change it for the time being." Xiao Tianya politely rejected Lin Fangtian's kindness.

"Just now I heard that Ah Feng is going to let you take half a month's leave. What's wrong? You don't feel well?" Lin Fangtian obviously also saw the sickness in Xiao Tianya's eyebrows.

"Well, I have been exposed to some unclean things recently, so the yin qi has been too strong recently, leading to mental weakness, so Mr. Lin sympathized with me and gave me half a month to go to the temple to pray for blessings and eliminate disasters." Xiao Tianya was serious replied.

But all the people present were savages, so they didn't know what Xiao Tianya meant. Obviously, the unclean thing in her mouth was referring to Lin Fangtian.

Xiao Tianya's answer made Lin Fangtian speechless for a while, seeing his deflated appearance, Lin Fenglu felt secretly refreshed.

"Boss Lin calls me for something, I'll go down first." Xiao Tianya said respectfully to Lin Fenglu.

"You go back now!" Lin Fenglu's voice was a little cold, "Otherwise you will never use it."

She glanced at Lin Fenglu faintly, which made her heart throb.

"Okay!" There was no trace of nostalgia between turning around.

Angel saw the loneliness in Xiao Tianya's eyes, and asked cautiously: "Mr. Xiao, what's the matter between you and Mr. Lin?"

Angel also noticed the abnormality between the two. Originally, the relationship between them was like a twin star, neither close nor far away, close and distant.But now the relationship between them is like a mirage. Although they can see each other, they are illusory.

"Hehe..." Xiao Tianya smiled slightly, feeling a bit of sadness in his heart.She knew that Lin Fenglu was keeping a distance from her.

"It's nothing." Apparently Xiao Tianya didn't have the habit of explaining to others, "President Lin gave me half a month's leave, I want to go out for a walk."

Angel was distracted by Xiao Tianya's words: "Where are you going?"

Angel felt a little uneasy about Xiao Tianya's actions.She said the same thing a few months ago. After returning, Angel clearly felt the difference in Xiao Tianya - obviously the experience during that period was not pleasant.

"America!" Xiao Tianya's answer was straightforward, obviously prepared.

Seeing Xiao Tianya's expression, Angel knew that going to America was obviously not as simple as relaxing as she said.The hanging heart also let go.

"Need my help?"

"Well, you studied in the United States, and you have friends there. I need a guide." Xiao Tianya said bluntly.

"Okay, I will arrange it, is there anything else I need to do?"

"Hmm..." Xiao Tianya thought for a while and said his plan, and made arrangements one by one.

After arranging everything, Xiao Tianya quickly left Lin's headquarters.When Lin Fenglu saw the figure going away from upstairs, her heart was filled with bitterness.She didn't know if her actions would cause harm to Xiao Tianya, she seemed strong, but she was actually extremely fragile.A heart full of trauma can no longer withstand any blows.

The author has something to say: the long road to writing is far less simple than I imagined!