how to love fast

"What are you doing here?"

What else can I do, of course I am here to save you!

季云初在心里不悦道，这个时候最重要的是逃命！

But in front of Gu Ming, he didn't speak, and his face was quite pale, not much better than Gu Ming's.

Gu Ming seemed to sense that someone was approaching them, so he turned his head and took a look, grabbed his hand, and said sharply, "Go quickly."

Gu Ming is injured like this, obviously he can't drive anymore, and it's his first time to drive on the road, not to mention his driver's license. pedestrians and vehicles, but in this emergency, I don't care so much.

Gu Ming covered the wound on his abdomen, took out his mobile phone and dialed the number. After a few words, he turned his head and looked at him, his voice filled with uncontrollable anger: "Who the hell made you come?"

At this time, Ji Yunchu was very calm, and said coldly: "No one asked me to come."

他的脸色苍白，额头上布满冷汗，然而神情却已经平静下来。

顾铭似乎愣了一下，看着他的眼神复杂起来。

He didn't even turn his head. In fact, he didn't have any other energy to disperse at this time. As long as he didn't pay attention, the car would lose control in his hands.

Ji Yunchu suddenly understood.

This is the story that Gu Ming told him before the two met the killer.

Ji Yunchu is now, amidst the past events he told, he has become the 17-year-old boy who drove alone to save Gu Ming when he was in critical condition.

When he was listening to it at the time, he could feel how dangerous it was when it happened. Now that he is on the scene, the feeling of danger is even stronger. Gu Ming's injuries are very serious, and he can survive until now without passing out. Obviously All by his will.

这个时候的顾铭，跟他一直在一起的那个男人是同一个人，却似乎有什么地方，又是不一样的。

The man looked at the boy with anger in his eyes. It was obvious that he didn't want the boy to save him, but in that anger, there was an indescribable distress and tension.

He was afraid that something would happen to the boy, and he was afraid that he would be injured because of himself.

If he had known earlier, he would never have been allowed to do such a dangerous thing.

That was the young man he loved dearly, how could he have the heart to watch him in danger?What's more, this danger was brought to him by him.

When Ji Yunchu heard his suppressed panting, he also suddenly became nervous and frightened.

"You can't die... If you die, I'll drive the car into the lake!"

The young man's voice could faintly hear suppressed crying. Even though he tried his best to suppress the emotions of anxiety, panic, tension and worry, he couldn't help it after seeing the man's ashen face. He didn't want him to die, otherwise he wouldn't. What danger would you risk to save him!

顾铭这时候已经有些意识不清了，但是听到少年的话，他的眼中瞬间闪过一抹极深的情绪，嘶哑着声音开口：“我不会死。”

The boy paused and said, "Of course you won't die! You said that you will protect me for the rest of your life!"

The man smiled wryly.

Of course he remembered the promise he made, and this sentence has always been deeply engraved in his heart.

Gu Ming has lived to this day, and it is not when he is sincere to people, but this promise is the only one that he really puts first in his heart all the time, and it will not change because of any situation.

This strong desire to protect also represents a strong desire to possess. No second person knows this secret emotion, and no one will know it.

Everyone said that Gu Ming was cruel and merciless, never giving room to others, even when facing relatives, some even said that he would never know what it was like to love someone.

With such a tough and ruthless personality like Gu Ming, he always wants to get what he wants and what he likes by any means, but who would have thought that there would be such a person that made him fall in love with him so madly, But he never even wanted to touch him with a finger.

All she wants to do is protect him, love him, and watch him live a happy life, and she can pay any price for it.

But now, he was the one who brought immeasurable danger to the boy.

He didn't see it when he was driving, but Ji Yunchu felt Gu Ming's fiery eyes looking at him.

At this moment, a truck drove towards us at the intersection ahead!

Ji Yunchu's pupils shrank suddenly.

At this time, it is useless to step on the brakes, and there is no time to dodge!

The imminence of dying made his whole body tremble.

His eyes suddenly went dark, and then there was a loud crash in his ears.

He felt his hand being tightly held by the man beside him, and his heart, which was tense because of fear, suddenly relaxed.

If it is really dead and they are together, then there is nothing to be afraid of.

But slowly, Ji Yunchu felt a great pain enveloped him again.

No, it shouldn't be like this.

He clearly overlooked something very important.

这个时候，他不应该死！

Ji Yunchu was terrified immediately, because he couldn't feel anything anymore, and at some point the man's hand that was holding him tightly disappeared...

“顾铭……顾铭……顾铭！”

Ji Yunchu sat up abruptly, dripping with cold sweat, his face was pale, his chest heaved violently, and he was gasping for breath.

"never mind."

耳边传来男人温柔的声音，季云初这才发现，他的手还被顾铭紧紧握在手里。

他呆呆地回过头，满是水雾的眼睛一眨不眨的看着他，那水雾越积越多，终于凝成泪水滚落下来。

"Gu Ming..." His voice was trembling and hoarse.

Gu Ming whispered: "I am here."

Gu Ming held him in his arms, and Ji Yunchu buried his head in his chest, tears still streaming out.

He was still cold all over, and he still couldn't recover at all.

That scene was so real, he could almost clearly feel the moment when he hit the car, the huge impact, the tearing pain, and even the beating heart that suddenly stopped... When he woke up again, He could barely escape from the nightmare.

He didn't feel the long-lost warmth until he pressed against the man's warm chest.

At that moment, he really hurried that he was already dead, and his whole soul was pulled by a mysterious force, as if he was about to fall into hell.

After a long time, Ji Yunchu said in a hoarse voice: "I feel like I have died once."

He didn't look up, so he didn't see Gu Ming's expression when he heard this sentence, but he felt the arm that was holding him tremble for a moment.

"It's okay." Gu Ming held his shoulders, lowered his head and kissed his forehead, and said in a low voice, "You are still alive and well, Xiao Chuan and I are by your side, you can feel it."

He held Ji Yunchu's hand and placed it on his chest, "Look, your heart is still beating, it was just a nightmare just now."

Ji Yunchu looked down at his chest.

His heart was still beating vigorously, and his body gradually warmed up.

He knew that he was still alive, but what happened just now was too real, it was amazingly real.

Was that really something he had been through?

Or was it just because of listening to Gu Ming's words that he substituted himself into this incident and fell into a nightmare?

然而，他现在不还身在游戏之中吗？

What is reality and what is a dream, Ji Yunchu couldn't tell for a while.

Perhaps, all of this, all his experiences, is just a long dream, and he is still in this dream, not waking up.

If this is the case, he would rather never wake up.

Because the person he loves is right in front of his eyes, and his child is in the room not far from him. As Gu Ming said, he can feel that they are all by his side.

For him, nothing is more important than this.

"Okay, don't think about it, it's all over."

Ji Yunchu nodded.

然而他明白，虽然噩梦已经过去，但是他已经很难从里面真正的脱离出来了。

After calming down for a while, Ji Yunchu said, "I want to visit Xiaochuan."

Gu Ming nodded, "Go."

季云初刚一走下床就感觉腿发软，一不小心往一边倒了下去，随后就被男人眼疾手快的从身后扶住了。

"Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Ji Yunchu sat back on the bed and breathed a sigh of relief.

Gu Ming poured him a glass of water and handed it to him, then took his coat and put it on him.

Ji Yunchu drank a cup, sat on the bed for a while, but still felt dizzy.

顾铭道：“我去把小川抱过来，在这边睡。”

Ji Yunchu shook his head and said, "No, don't wake him up."

After all, he still went to Gu Xiaochuan's room, without looking at Xiaochuan, he still couldn't really feel at ease.

Gu Xiaochuan held a little bear in his arms, lying on his side, sleeping peacefully.

That little bear was exactly the one that Gu Xiaochuan said was Ji Yunchu, and the other two, one representing him and the other representing Gu Ming, sat side by side on his bedside.

Ji Yunchu looked at Little Bear, and then at Gu Xiaochuan's cute little face, the corners of his lips curled up slightly.

Gu Xiaochuan seemed to be dreaming too, but it was obviously a sweet dream, his mouth moved and he let out a small giggle, with a little saliva dripping from the corner of his mouth.

Ji Yunchu couldn't help muffled laughter, and reached out to wipe the corner of his mouth.

Gu Xiaochuan pouted again, and tightened his hand holding the little bear.

Ji Yunchu saw his small mouth moving, as if he was talking, and bent over to listen, only to hear him say: "Dad, come back soon."

刹那间，季云初就感觉到心里有什么化开了。

He sat on the side of the bed, bent over and kissed Gu Xiaochuan's forehead, and said softly, "Dad won't leave you, Dad won't leave you."