how to love fast

Ji Yunchu hadn't met Qi Feng for three days. Qi Feng's people protected him very well, and even Qin Wei's people couldn't get closer. Qi Feng was deep and introverted, much better than his father Qi Qian. He was also very cautious when it came to things, Ji Yunchu was not worried about what Qin Wei would find out.

On the other hand, Yan Jue called him every night for the past few days, and every time he beat Ji Yunchu to sleepy, Yan Jue would only say good night. Once Ji Yunchu was too sleepy and fell asleep, and woke up the next day holding The phone is still on.

Yan Jue's patience with him was far beyond his expectations.

Ji Yunchu was also very helpless about this, he didn't want to get too involved with anyone anymore, because the deeper the involvement, the more unbearable it would be for them to disappear one by one. He thought he was not a fragile person, but What happened to Bai Xiao really hurt him.

That night, Ji Yunchu put the phone far away, ignored Yan Jue's call, and went to bed early.

In the middle of the night, he felt something was wrong when he was in a daze, and he was startled when he opened his eyes. A tall figure stood beside his bed, looking down at him.

Ji Yunchu was so frightened that he almost cried out, "Who?"

"Don't be afraid, it's me."

"Are you awake?" The man's deep voice was as charming as the timbre of a cello in the dark.

Yan Jue?

Ji Yunchu was stunned for a moment.

As Yan Jue, it is not difficult to buy people from the Qi family, but Ji Yunchu was startled when he came in so quietly.

"Brother Yan?" Ji Yunchu heaved a sigh of relief.

He could feel that the breath around him was harmless and very gentle, just like the man next to him when he woke up every night in the past, which made him feel at ease and nostalgic.

Maybe Bai Xiao will never know that the boy around him never dared to sleep deeply at night, and would often wake up several times in the middle of the night, because he was too afraid of him disappearing, so every minute and every second with him was very special. cherish.

In the darkness, the young man's clear eyes were as bright as the stars, but there was an indescribable sadness shining inside, Yan Jue felt his heart tremble suddenly, and there was a strong throbbing in an instant.

On weekdays, Ji Yunchu could perfectly hide all his emotions, but at this moment, there were only the two of them in the room in the dead of night, Ji Yunchu suddenly couldn't restrain himself.

"Scared you?" Yan Jue sat on the edge of the bed and reached out to stroke his forehead, but his fingertips inadvertently touched the corners of his eyes. The wet touch made his fingertips feel like they were scalded.

What did he remember?Why does it look so sad?

Yan Jue had the urge to hug the boy into his arms, but before he reached out, the boy suddenly struggled to sit up and leaned his head lightly on his shoulder.

Yan Jue was stunned for a moment, the boy's sudden action made his heart beat irregularly, and the sudden heat spread all the way to his face.

This feeling was like the long-lost treasure suddenly returned to his arms, and it seemed that he had suddenly found a true love to pursue. When he hugged the boy, he was even careful not to hurt him.

The soft touch in his hand made the man's heart tremble slightly, but at this moment Yan Jue could only suppress the inexplicable desire in his heart, because he could feel that what the young man needs at this moment is comfort, he is like a man who has lost everything and has no sense of security. Child, even if someone stretches out his hands to him, he will throw himself into his arms to seek warmth.

But he will never let go, this is the unique gift God gave him, and he will not allow anyone to snatch him away.

Ji Yunchu didn't speak all the time, because he was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would be unable to restrain himself from saying something that he might regret. The embrace of a man made him both nostalgic and greedy, and he even had the idea of ​​staying in this moment forever.

However, this man is not Bai Xiao, he is not Bai Xiao, he is Yan Jue, a completely different existence from Bai Xiao.

He will never know who the person in his heart is attached to.

Ji Yunchu felt that he was despicable, knowing all this, but still greedy for the familiarity and warmth that Yan Jue brought him, it was unfair to both Yan Jue and Bai Xiao.

Yan Jue could feel his depression, and even his slight trembling. This home will always bring him only pain and hurt, and he will not feel a little bit of warmth and happiness here.

Yan Jue was both helpless and distressed. He stroked the boy's soft hair, and his thin lips were lightly printed on the top of his hair. "Whenever you want to leave, just tell me. I will take you away at any time."

...Why do they even say the same thing?

Ji Yunchu's eyes flickered, and he sighed silently in his heart.

……

The people around Qi Ruoyun will report Qi Ruoyun's situation to Qi Feng every day. In the past, it was only once, but now it is several times a day, because Qi Feng finds that he is worried about his younger brother all the time, worrying whether he is being bullied or not, whether his health will be healthy or not. out of the situation...

"Eldest Young Master, just now Young Master Yun asked you when you would be back. Also, he ate very little for breakfast and lunch."

Qi Feng's face froze for a moment, and he strode to his room. The boy was sitting on the bed in a daze, but when he saw his brother, his eyes lit up immediately, and then a mist appeared in his eyes, as if he was about to die in the next second. Tears came down, "Brother..."

Hearing him call "brother", Qi Feng's heart almost melted, he walked over and hugged the boy cautiously into his arms, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, Xiao Yun, I'm sorry, brother is late."

"It doesn't matter, as long as my brother comes back." There were tears in the boy's eyes, but a satisfied smile appeared on the corner of his lips, "I thought... my brother didn't want me anymore."

Qi Feng's arm holding him froze for a moment, and after a moment of silence, he said in a deep voice: "No, brother will never want you again."

"really?"

"Huh?" Qi Feng lowered his head and pressed a kiss on the young man's smooth forehead, "Brother swears to you."

How indifferent he was back then, and how guilty he is now, what Ji Yunchu wants is this kind of guilt. Of course, he can also make the mother and daughter feel worse than death, but that doesn't fit Qi Ruoyun's identity setting. Playing to die is the greatest joy of this game, and from the moment he became Qi Ruoyun, Qi Ruoyun was no longer a victim.

Only by letting Qin Wei's mother and daughter truly understand what despair is, can the real Qi Ruoyun be freed.

Qin Wei finally realized that something was wrong with her around these few days. She is a very smart woman, otherwise she would not have stayed by Qi Qian's side for so long with her status as a courtesan. Her daughter is still immersed in the sweet love with Han Wenhao. In the movie, Qin Wei had already noticed the things around her, but when she realized that it was Qi Feng who was investigating the events of the year, it was already too late.

"Master Qin, Mrs. Qin invited you to have lunch, and she said that there will be another lady at the table, so you should behave well then."

Qin Wei thought that she was already the mistress of the Qi family, and although Qi Feng was not her own, she was also his mother in name, so she naturally wanted to help him worry about his marriage, and also took this opportunity to talk about Qi Feng's tone.

Qi Feng has never taken this woman seriously. In his heart, even Ruoyun's mother, Yun Qianruo, is more qualified than her to be the mistress of the Qi family. It's just because of his father's face that he has ignored her all these years. She, but now after he learned from those people what Qin Wei did to Qi Ruoyun back then, he only had strong disgust and anger towards this woman.

Although it was Qi Yue who pushed Ruoyun down the stairs, how young was Qi Yue back then?If it wasn't for her mother's indulgence, how could Qi Yue do such an excessive thing, and what Qin Wei did to Ruoyun back then could already be called abuse.

Although Yun Qianruo passed away back then, Qi Ruoyun was the serious young master of the Qi family, and even the servants didn't take this little master seriously. After all, was it because of Qin Wei's tricks behind her back?

Qi Feng wanted to refuse directly, but after a pause, he changed his words: "Tell her, I will go to the banquet as promised."

"Yes."

Qin Wei was very satisfied when she heard that he agreed to go to the banquet. The daughter she had carefully selected was a perfect match for Qi Feng in terms of appearance and family background. If Qi Feng married this girl, it meant that he obeyed her as a mother. Arrangement, that would be great.

But Qin Wei didn't expect that the girl would change her mind midway and didn't come as promised. She entered the hotel dressed as a lady, but was hit by a thunderbolt.

"Mrs. Qin, my lady said that since you are not the mother of the young master of the Qi family, you are not qualified to invite her to meet the young master. My lady is looking forward to meeting the young master, but this time I can only regret it."

Qin Wei's face turned red for a while, as if she had been slapped severely.

That's right, these words are tantamount to slapping her in the face in public, because everyone knows that although Qin Wei is the current mistress of the Qi family in name, she is born as a courtesan and cannot really marry into the Qi family. She stayed by her side only because she gave birth to a daughter for Qi Qian, plus her means, so strictly speaking, she is no different from those mistresses who were adopted. Her identity is a little out of reach.