how to love fast

The young man's choked up voice was full of anxiety and fear, his beautiful dark eyes were full of tears, like a small animal that was about to be discarded, looking panicky and fragile.

"So what if they don't want you?" Bai Xiao said calmly, his warm breath almost touching his ears when he spoke: "Even if they are willing to support you for the rest of your life, sooner or later you will have to leave them and set up your own family, it is impossible to rely on them for the rest of your life. "

The boy looked at him with eyes full of tears, "But even if I grow up and don't need them anymore, I still hope that they are real parents. I love them."

Bai Xiao took a breath, and he suddenly realized that not everyone like him does not need family affection. What he saw in front of him was just a child who needed protection and love. He would never be like himself. The pain of betrayal and leaving home, the heart is as hard as a rock, and no one can hurt it.

A boy is like a flower bud that has been raised in a greenhouse since he was a child. He needs to be carefully cared for and cared for. Even a little wind and rain can completely destroy him.

Bai Xiao stretched out his hand and pulled the boy into his arms almost forcefully. He never comforted others, and never felt unspeakable love and pity in his heart like at this moment. Apart from bursts of sharp distress, he has no other desires in his heart at this moment .

This was simply impossible for the former Bai Xiao.

"Even if they don't want you, you are still from the Bai family."

Ji Yunchu's tearful eyes flickered, and he buried his head deeply in the man's generous and warm chest.

Such a strong and terrifying man, if he showed a gentle expression, it should be chilling. Even Ji Yunchu was surprised that he actually saw a trace of love in this man's eyes.

And at that moment, his heart unexpectedly throbbed like never before.

This has never happened before, so he didn't say a word after that, Bai Xiao originally asked him to stay, but Ji Yunchu still insisted on going home, because every time he came home late, Bai Mu would keep the door open for him, He didn't want his mother to worry.

However, it turned out that his idea was unnecessary, because at this time, Bai Mu had completely fallen into the joy and excitement of regaining what was lost. Just this afternoon, she met her real son Li Shengze, oh no, she should change his name to Bai Shengze now. .

Father Bai was still sitting on the sofa. When Ji Yunchu came back and saw the smell of alcohol all over his body, father Bai's original worry was replaced by anger, "It's so late, I don't know how to call back when I go out crazy , why don't you just not come back?"

Although it was an angry word, it was nothing to listen to on weekdays, but it was hard for Bai Jinxuan who had begun to doubt his own identity to accept it.

Ji Yunchu lowered his head, blushing and suppressing tears, "I'm sorry, Dad."

"Jinxuan was brought out by me. I just took him to have a meal. I didn't expect it to be so late when I came back. Uncle, don't blame him."

Seeing the man walking behind the young man, Father Bai stood up from the sofa in fright, his face became stiff. At this time, the servant also went back to rest. When he entered the door, no one told him that Bai Xiao had come with him.

Although on the surface it is an uncle-nephew relationship, except for the two years when Bai Xiao was first brought here, Bai Hao rarely saw Bai Xiao's face after that, let alone that he and Jinxuan had such a good relationship.

"...So it's like this, this kid didn't tell his parents." Bai Hao quickly apologized, "I'm fine, but my mother is worried until now."

Ji Yunchu glanced at the closed door on the second floor, with a guilty and sad look on his face, but he was sneering in his heart. I am afraid that Mother Bai's thoughts are not on his 'son' at all.

Bai Xiao ignored Bai Hao, and reached out to stroke the young man's hair, "Go back to sleep early, I will take a leave of absence from school for you tomorrow, and come to my place for dinner when you wake up." Bai Xiao is always used to orders, so he also Before he could answer, he was about to leave, but he didn't expect that the young man grabbed his hand as soon as he turned around.

"Cousin..."

Bai Xiao turned his head, and when he met the young man's uneasy eyes, his eyes softened. It seemed that he had already begun to feel uneasy about this family, but his cousin, whom he hadn't had much contact with, became the only person he could rely on at the moment.

A strong desire suddenly rose in Bai Xiao's heart, wanting to hug him, take him away, and make him completely his own.

But not now.

One day, this young man will realize that this family no longer has his place, and the relatives he thought will abandon him. At that time, he will willingly trust him, rely on him, and completely become his own.

That's what Bai Xiao really wanted.

Seeing the young man's watery eyes full of reluctance, Bai Xiao laughed lowly, reached out and patted his face with an almost gentle expression, "Be obedient, I'll send someone to pick you up tomorrow."

Bai Hao on the side looked at the two, his heart fluctuated. In the past, he also wanted Jinxuan to get in touch with his cousin more, because one day Bai Xiao would return to his family, and he would probably become a member of the Bai family. one master.

Although it is a branch of the Bai family, this family has stretched for hundreds of years, with many branches and strict hierarchy. It has been passed down from generation to generation. It is estimated that their family will not even be able to enter the family tree of the Bai family, even if Bai Hao is now more senior than Bai Xiao on the surface. Gao, there is only deep fear and awe for Bai Xiao.

Bai Hao couldn't bear Bai Xiao's "uncle" just now.

After Bai Xiao left, Bai Hao looked at the boy with a complicated expression, and wanted to ask him how he got in touch with Bai Xiao, but he didn't ask any more because of his bad face.

The hangover Ji Yunchu got up very early the next day, and Bai Hao was a little surprised to see him when he went downstairs.

"Dad, let's have breakfast."

Without letting the servant do anything, Ji Yunchu poured tea for Bai Hao himself.

"Jinxuan, sit down, Dad has something to tell you."

This is ready for a showdown.

Ji Yunchu glanced thoughtfully at the door on the second floor. Qian Jingru hasn't come down yet, so she doesn't know how to face her 'son', right?

He smiled slightly, "It just so happens that I also have something to say to my father."