Self-confidence

When I got home at night, because I was too tired, I fell asleep as soon as I lay on the bed, and I forgot to eat.

In my sleep, a white-haired and white-bearded grandfather gave me a piece of sugar-fried chestnuts, with a look of hating iron and steel: "My little baby, why did grandpa make you a man? It was to make you Chasing male gods! You're good, it's a waste of grandpa's painstaking efforts to pick up girls, alas..." The old grandpa said as he stroked his three-foot-long white beard.

"Grandpa, hello, which family's grandpa are you from?"

Another note of sugar-fried chestnuts: "You little baby, is it time to care about which family grandpa is? Let me tell you, when you wake up, I will adjust your time to the time when you just became a man." Time. If you don’t grasp the opportunity if you don’t grasp it, give me a good chance to chase after the male god!”

"Grandpa, do you support homosexuality?"

"It's not because the boy my lovely granddaughter likes is gay. In order to make my lovely granddaughter realize her wish, the gay grandpa doesn't mind. As long as the granddaughter is happy."

"Grandpa~~~QAQ"

Another note of sugar-fried chestnuts.

"Sleep well, get enough energy to chase after the male god, do you hear me?!"

"Yes, Grandpa!"

When my grandfather was leaving, I vaguely heard him say: "This kid, An Heng, who obviously likes Song Yan but doesn't say anything, is really hurting my lovely granddaughter, oh no, grandson, oh..."

After waking up, I washed up groggy and went downstairs.

"Son, wake up, let's have breakfast!"

"Well......"

"Go slowly!"

"Well......"

When I arrived at school, the girls all looked at me infatuatedly, blushing from time to time.When get out of class was over, someone said that someone was looking for me outside the door.

The girl who came to confess my love to me on the first day I became a boy is here again.

Similarly, the male god just passed by.

I turned my head and looked at the male god with a confused face.I feel that my level of confusion now is no less than that of Aze after 10 hours of Go.However, in such a confused situation, I actually saw the male god blushing? ! !And then sneak a glance at me? ! !Damn, the male god must have a crush on me! !I suddenly woke up and stood in front of the male god, whichever way the male god went, I would block him.

"Hey, what are you doing? Don't block An'an's way!"

Han Yicheng was still so arrogant.

"I blocked my house, An'an, what happened?"

"you!!!"

Seeing Han Yicheng's distraught look, I stood in front of the little girl with a smirk: "Sorry, I have someone I like."

"Can you tell me who it is?"

"I'm in the next class."

"Can you tell me the name...?"

"Lin Anan."

"...Is there a girl named Lin Anan in the next class...?"

"No. But there is a boy named Lin Anan, hahahaha."

That girl seems to have been tricked by me, and she is very unhappy.However, she didn't understand that I meant Gai, but understood that I just said a name to prevaricate her because I didn't like her.

"I will not give up!"

"..."

For a long time, I felt the back of my head was cold.Turning around, Comrade Lin Anan was looking at me with a complicated face.I smirked "hehehe", and strode back to the class.

Today, Lin Anan's little follower did not follow him, I am very happy.Han Yicheng wasn't there either, so I was happier.However. . . . . .What the hell is that little girl! ! !Why did he pester Lin Anheng and not leave! ! !Bai, who just confessed to me in the morning, is going to transfer his feelings now! ! !

I leaned closer, pretending to be passing by and eavesdropping.

"You are Lin An'an? Why did Song Yan use you as a shield?"

"..."

"You are talking!"

"..."

It feels like things are starting to go in a bad direction after restarting.

I stepped forward and grabbed Lin's shoulders: "We are brothers, of course I like him, who else can I like if I don't like him, like you?"

The little girl blushed and ran away angrily.

Lin An'an's face immediately darkened, and I put down my hands knowingly.

"You say you like me because we are brothers?"

"...or else?"

Student Lin suddenly became super indifferent and walked away with a displeased face.

Because it’s a fresh start, so I dare not take the initiative to confess to the male god like before, for fear of being dumped, so I can only pretend that I am a straight man. Alas, being a man is really hard, being a man is really hard, especially being a guy who is obviously gay It's really hard to pretend to be a straight man.

When I got home, I lay on the bed, looking like I couldn't sleep at night, and secretly texted the male god: "Are you there?"

Because of his good looks and his well-connected contacts, he randomly asked someone for the phone number of the male god.But now the male god probably doesn't know me very well, and probably doesn't have my mobile phone number. . .Bar. . .

"what?"

Why do you have my mobile phone number, do you have a crush on me! ! !

"You... know who I am?"

"Song Yan."

"..."

"You don't think it's a waste of money to send only six full stops?"

"I don't mind."

Then there is no more then.

I woke up in the middle of the night suffocated by peeing, went to the toilet, and saw a new message: "Why do you have my mobile phone number?" The time was 00:05.

Now at 3:00, although it has been three hours, even if I return him and he can't see it, I still piously, ah bah, sincerely replied a message: "Why do you have my mobile phone number?"

After 5 seconds, the phone lights up.I looked at it with a confused face.Who is it so late and still haven't slept.

"You think I stay up all night waiting for you to ask me back?"

Damn, I haven't slept yet, and my typing speed is still so fast.

"We are brothers, shouldn't I have your cell phone number?"

The phone screen went completely dark.There is no more information.So sleepy, broken sleep.

The next day.

between classes.

Lin An'an passed our class with two dark circles under her eyes, looking like she didn't get enough sleep.

Ah, did you really stay up until three o'clock?Just to wait for a message from me?It's touching.But obviously

Don't like me, why do you do this to this extent?

Although I still feel moved when I see Lin Anan now, and I will be disappointed if I don't see him, but he is so indifferent, and after coming down again and again, I am also disheartened.Although my grandfather asked me to start again, I have no desire to start pursuing male gods again.

Let it be, alas.

So depressed, I feel like I'm going to get depression.Want to forget, but can't forget.Every time I decide to give up, it rekindles the fire of hope in me.Want to cry but can't cry.