reborn lover

As night falls, the city's neon lights are bright, as bright as day. There is no day or night here, and it will always be so bustling and noisy.

After Anyi got into the car, he followed the traffic flow, drove the car all the way out of the city center, and drove out in the direction of the suburbs. Watching the cars coming and going outside, his hands numbly turned the steering wheel. He suddenly didn't know what he was doing. Think of where to go, and where else to go.

He has been living alone for so many years, and the man in front of him is by his side, but the distance between the two of them has always been so far away. No matter how hard he tried to catch him, he couldn't catch that man.

And now, the little relationship between him and that person is gone.

"Is there nothing left?" He smiled and asked himself.

The answer is already in my heart.

In fact, there is nothing, so many years of hard work and dedication, can't get that person to look at him more, even if he has a little affection for him, it can make him ecstatic, but there is nothing.

As the car was driving, he felt water dripping from the back of his hand. He touched his face and realized that he was crying.

His eyes were blurred with tears, and his vision in front of him looked a little blurry.

At this moment, when the sadness welled up in his heart, his uncontrollable tears blurred. He who never shed tears, but at this moment he couldn't control his cowardice.

The hand holding the steering wheel trembled, the direction of the front of the car was tilted, and there was a "beep" sound from behind, which woke him up all of a sudden. Anyi stabilized the front of the car, reached out and wiped his face fiercely. The tears on his face were as if they had never appeared before, and his expression did not change in any way.

With one foot on the accelerator, the car flew out. As the speed increased, the depression in people's hearts became less heavy.

After leaving the urban area, the traffic outside was not so heavy and the roads were spacious. Anyi accelerated all the way to the suburban hills.

From the rearview mirror, I saw two cars following him. I don't know when these two cars have followed him. At this moment, they clearly followed him, and the corners of his mouth curled up. He turned up and showed a smile.

After being spotted following them, the drivers at the back followed the car in front generously.

Several cars were speeding on the mountain roads, and the drivers seemed to be highly skilled, and they could still drive at such a speed on such a winding road in the mountains.

But this kind of one-way street can only pass one car. When two cars meet, you must be very careful to pass, otherwise the car behind has already passed the one in front and intercepted the person.

"Ba ba ba..." When the front corner light was on, the car in front honked three times in a row.

Anyi didn't know what he thought at the time, but he would never have the chance to recall his choice at that time. At the moment when the two cars collided, he didn't brake. Before it was too late, the two cars collided with each other and made a loud "bang".

Immediately afterwards, there was another loud bang, and the cars outside were bounced away by the force of the impact, one inward and one outward, and the outward car smashed through the guardrail, flew out, and fell down. in the valley.

The moment he fell, Anyi didn't feel fear in his heart, but a feeling of relief.

The past flashed before my eyes.

He remembered his parents gone...

Thinking of the days when I was alone for so many years...

Reminds me of the first time I saw that man...

"Hi senior, I'm Anyi."

"I'm Cui Huanyue."

The first meeting was just a meeting, but he would never forget the smile on that man's face for the rest of his life.

In the end, it was fixed on the last kiss, the man stood where he was, and he turned and left.

The man who closed his eyes had a tear falling from the corner of his eye, everything is over, let it be like this.

"Damn, what's going on?" The two cars behind stopped one after another, and someone got out of the car. This happened so quickly that all of them had no time to react, and saw the car they were chasing fall down the valley .

The two sides of the mountain are cliffs, and there is a rushing river below. If you fall from such a high distance, you can imagine the result.

"Call the boss," someone yelled.

Some people hurried over to look at the car in front. The car hit the mountain, and the people inside were already unconscious. The man quickly opened the door and pulled the people out.

Not long after, police cars and ambulances sounded at night, and a group of cars drove up the mountain.

Below the valley is a rushing river with cliffs on both sides. The chance of salvage the car to save people is very slim. Everyone knows that even if the car is fished up, the people inside will have no chance of surviving.

In this way, it was done in the middle of the night, until it was almost dawn, and after trying several methods, the rescuers used a crane to pick up the deformed car that had fallen into the river.

But at the moment when the car was picked up, everyone was silent.

The China Beijing News in the morning reported a traffic accident. Two cars collided. One car overturned from the mountain and fell into the river. The car was salvaged. The person in the car was dead. People who drive out can drive carefully to avoid such traffic accidents."

Cui Huanyu got up in the morning to brush his teeth and wash his face. When he was shaving accidentally, the blade cut his chin, and the blood flowed out at that moment. jumped.

The phone at home rang and he was startled.

Few people know this number, and the people who can make this call are all people who are close to him. Cui Huanyu knew that it was important to call him when he called so early in the morning.

Picking up the phone, Cui Huanyu heard the words on the other end of the phone, and the phone in his hand fell to the ground. At this moment, his mind was blank, without any response.

unbelievable……

And when Cui Huanyu realized, he had already taken the keys of the house, went downstairs in a hurry, and got into the car. He didn't even know what he was doing, and he drove instinctively.

At this time in the morning, there were not many cars on the road. He reached the highest speed along the way, ran through a red light all the way, and the car stopped outside the funeral parlor. At that moment, Cui Huanyu did not have the courage to go further. I went inside.

After a long while, he got out of the car numbly and walked in numbly.

There were still policemen inside. When Cui Huanyu entered, someone saw him and greeted him, obviously they knew him, and the other party said, "Mr. Cui, please forgive me, Mr. An has left, he His body was laid there."

When the car was picked up, the person had already died in it, and the body was sent to the funeral home after a while.

Anyi is from the An family, and An's family is only a small family in Zhongjing City. His parents died early, so he has been alone all these years. It is not easy.

He hadn't had any contact with those people in his family for so many years, and now that he died, no one came to collect his body.

Maybe Anyi himself didn't expect that when he died, it was the man he had loved for so many years but couldn't get that who came to collect his body. Maybe after he knew it, he would rest in peace underground.

Cui Huanyu stood in front of the body covered with a white cloth. He covered his eyes with his hands, but he didn't have the courage to lift the white cloth.

The person who stood alive in front of him yesterday is dead now, Cui Huanyu still remembers what this person said to him, and it is still in his ears.

"Ayu, I will not be by your side in the future, you have to pay attention to your health, don't go out to drink alone at night, don't drive after drinking, remember safety first... eat when you should eat, money can never be earned After all, the body is still important."

Finally, the person asked him a question.

"Have you ever loved me? Even if you have a little heartbeat, a little liking?"

Cui Huanyu put down his hands covering his eyes, his eyes were red, he took a step forward, reached out to hold a corner of the white cloth, slowly opened it, glanced at it, and then silently let go.

He stood there for a long time.

This person who has been by his side for so many years finally left. This person's love for him, every bit of him, is still vivid at this moment, but this person will never say that he loves him again, nor will he will never appear in his life again.

"Have I ever loved you?" Cui Huanyu murmured.

In fact, he already had an answer deep in his heart, and only he knew the answer. Even this person who had passed away was probably still guessing in his heart at the moment before he died, whether that person loved him or not.

It's just that the answer is no longer important.

Anyi's funeral was simple. The people who came to the funeral were all his partners with whom he had a cooperative relationship before his death. There were quite a few people who came, but there was not a single friend of his, no one who mourned for him.

That man had been standing in front of the grave that day for a long time before turning around and leaving.