reborn lover

The sun was shining brightly in May, the wind outside was blowing the leaves on the branches, and the sun was shining into the house. The old lady lying on the hospital bed looked at the sunshine outside the window and said to herself, "I don't know Are the flowers in the yard blooming? I remember that they were all blooming at this time in previous years."

There are a few rose trees planted in the yard of the house, which will bloom at this time in May. At this time of the year, as soon as the flowers bloom, you can smell the fragrance of flowers when you walk out of the house, and the old man starts to miss home.

But at this time, Chen Xiumei was bedridden.

"Well, the flowers in the yard should be blooming." Jun Liang replied softly.

He was tidying up the flowers and plants at home, and he didn't know if they were still alive after being outside for such a long time without anyone looking at them. Thinking of him, he sighed in his heart, "When you get well, let's go back together have a look."

"Okay." Chen Xiumei nodded.

When Xi Le heard her mother's words, she felt a little sad. She glanced at her father who was sitting by the bed with her mother, walked over to hold her mother's hand, and called out, "Mom, do you want to go home?"

"I want to go home. I have been away from home for too long, so I want to go home." Chen Xiumei smiled, but she also knew that she might not be able to go home now. "The older you get, the more you love home. Come out It’s been too long, I want to go back and have a look.”

When a person has reached this point, he also knows that his days are numbered.

The two people in the room felt sad when they heard this, so they could only stay by the patient's side and say some comforting words.

After the doctor came to check in the afternoon, Xi Le went out together. He Tong asked the nurse to go first, and he stayed, knowing that the boy who came out with him had something to say to him.

"He Tong, my mother wants to go home. I wonder if I can send her back." Xi Le thought that he had nothing to insist on now. He thought that if his mother wanted to go home before leaving, he would still send her Take it home.

He Tong frowned upon hearing his words.

"Xiao Le, it's not that you are not allowed to take someone away. At this time, patients may have accidents on the road at any time, but if they stay in the hospital, at least we can deal with any situation in time." Therefore, He Tong does not suggest Take the patient out at this time.

"Well, I see." Xi Le nodded, his face pale.

Later, he went out and bought a pot of roses in full bloom. He put it in the corner of the ward, and his mother could see it when she turned her head while lying on the bed.

It's been a long time since Xi Le arrived, and he still remembers the smile on his mother's face when she saw the flowers. Whenever he thinks about it later, it makes him feel sad.

At night, when the mother was talking in her sleep, he stayed by the bed and listened to her calling the child's name. The person that everyone deliberately didn't mention, he knew that person was always in the mother's heart and never forgot.

Xi Le felt very guilty. He looked at his mother and wanted to tell her: Mom, I'm here.

This sentence was in his mouth, but he never said it.

When the mother was sent to the emergency room again, when the doctor came out, he said to them with a guilty face, "I'm sorry, we have tried our best."

Xi Le was supporting his father at the time, and he felt his father's body go limp at once. If he hadn't supported him, his father might have fallen to the ground, and then he heard his father say to the doctor, "Thank you, I'm sorry to trouble you."

"Go and accompany the patient." He Tong couldn't bear it, he glanced at the old and the young, and left.

At this time, the patient has been sent to the ward.

They all know that at this moment, the time left for the patient is running out, one day, two days, or three days...

But they also know that if the doctors and nurses in the hospital hadn't been watching the patient, the patient might have already left at the time of a certain attack, and it has been delayed until now because of everyone's efforts.

This night, Xi Le stayed in the ward and never left.

When Su Qian came back at night, he met He Tong who was waiting for him there, and said to him, "The patient may be dying. Xi Le has been guarding in the ward, not eating or drinking. You should find a way to let him eat." Get something."

On the way, He Tong briefly told Su Qian about the current situation.

"Yeah." He listened and nodded, then strode towards the ward.

When he opened the door and went in, the old man standing beside him looked at him. Su Qian nodded to the old man, then bent down to pick up the boy who was lying on the bed, maybe he was asleep. As soon as his hand touched the boy, the boy woke up, as if he had been frightened by something.

"Hey, don't make noise, it will disturb the patient to rest." As soon as he said this, the young man in his arms really quieted down, and Su Qian walked out with him in his arms.

As soon as he went out, the person in his arms yelled, "Su Qian, let me down, I want to go in."

"Go eat something first, and then take a rest." Su Qian coaxed the person in his arms softly, seeing his red and swollen eyes, and his heart also felt uncomfortable. Seeing it relatively lightly, all he cared about was the young man in his arms.

If this person is good, he is also good; if this person is not good, he also feels bad.

Xi Le is not willing to leave the ward at all now, and no one can persuade him. If Su Qian hadn't come back at this moment, everyone would have stayed in the ward all night.

"I don't want it." Xi Le protested.

But his protest was completely ineffective.

Su Qian hugged the man and went downstairs to the restaurant, regardless of whether the man in his arms was willing or not, he held him in his arms. He could feel the weight of the boy in his arms getting lighter day by day, but at this moment , he has nothing to do.

Taking him to the dining hall, he took a few mouthfuls of a bowl of wonton Xile, but he didn't want to eat any more. Su Qian stared at the red-eyed young man, but couldn't do anything to him, so he could only take the bowl, bow his head and eat the rest. I ate everything.

At night, he carried him back to bed to rest, and didn't even take a bath. Su Qian hugged him in his arms so that he wouldn't run away.

When Su Qian woke up in the morning, the boy on the bed woke up as well. His eyes were open as if he hadn't slept all night. There were red threads in his eyes. He slapped his hands up and had no choice but to put them down. He said angrily, "Xi Le, who are you having trouble with!"

The boy being questioned did not speak.

Su Qian took a deep breath, relaxed again, and endured it.

He dragged the man down to the dining hall, watched him take a few mouthfuls of food, and then sent him to the door of the ward. Su Qian was suffocated, but could only hold back, and when he left, he took the young man in his arms. , put a kiss on his forehead, "Baby, you have to be obedient to know, go in, I'll be back early at night."

Xi Le looked at the man and nodded.

Su Qian watched the young man enter the ward, feeling a little worried, so he left anyway.

At noon that day, the patient woke up after a day's sleep. The doctor came to check on him, and then left silently.

Xi Le saw that his mother was much better after waking up, and told him that she was hungry and ate two big bowls of porridge. Father secretly wiped tears aside, he didn't know what to say.

"Mom, do you want more?" After Xi Le fed two bowls of porridge, she didn't really want to feed her mother any more, fearing that she would wake up after sleeping for so long and eating so much all at once would be bad for her health.

But his mother's spirit has improved so much all of a sudden, and he understands it in his heart.

"Don't eat, I'm full." Chen Xiumei still had a faint smile on her face. This kind of smile was just like her when she was a girl. She looked at her red-eyed husband who was sitting beside her. A man who has passed through decades.

When a person reaches this point, he actually has a very light view of life and death, but there are still some things in his heart that he cannot let go of.

Xi Le cleaned up the bowl on the bedside, and took it to the small table by the door to put it on.

"Ah Liang, you have to live a good life by yourself in the future. Don't feel sorry for me. You have to live well by yourself. I can rest assured when I leave." Chen Xiumei looked at her husband next to her and said.

"If you get better, we have to live together." Jun Liang looked at his white-haired wife, and realized that time is not forgiving, and a lifetime is another in the blink of an eye.

Xi Le and his father stayed in the ward all the time, listening to their mother nagging and explaining some things to them. They both knew in their hearts that the moment of parting was coming. Didn't say anything.

"Xiao Le, take good care of your dad instead of mom." What Chen Xiumei is most worried about is her husband, she can only entrust her old husband to this child, "I will be able to see Ah Qing after I leave. When you see him, say sorry to him, let him forgive me, a mother, for doing so many mistakes in the past..."

Xi Le listened to her mother's words, and the tears in her eyes fell down uncontrollably.

When his mother's voice became smaller and smaller, his face was already covered with tears. He knelt by his mother's bed, held her hand, and shouted, "Mom, mom, don't go, I am the king. Qing, mother, I am your child..."

"I'm here, I beg you not to go, mom, I'm Junqing, I'm your child, I'm sorry, mom, I'm sorry... I just want to say sorry, you didn't forgive me... I was wrong, everything I'm not right..."

His mother gave him a distracted look, and Xi Le stared blankly at his mother, and then saw the hand in his hand hang down feebly, and he burst into tears.