reborn lover

Xi Shu looked at the child in front of her with tears in her eyes. She covered her mouth, her body trembled slightly, and she asked in a hoarse voice: "Xiao Le, do you hate me? Hate that I never took care of you in the past, ever loved you?"

She never loved this child, and never cared whether the child was doing well or not. Even when things happened to this child in the past, she just came back to solve everything with money and then returned to her work.

She felt that she gave birth to this child and was still willing to raise this child, which is the best effort she can do, a gift to the child, and the only way to do this is to give money, give money, and nothing else.

Until now, she had a child in her womb once, and when she received Jiang Jin's love and subtle care, she began to reflect on everything she did in the past, whether it was right or wrong, whether it was possible or not ...

This kind of happiness came so suddenly, she was afraid that it would turn into a bubble all of a sudden.

Xi Le lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking. He suddenly smiled, but the smile was very ironic. He said: "What is there to complain about? What is there to hate? The past is the past. It's gone, isn't it?"

The woman's son, the boy, had already died.

What right does he have to stand here and complain about this woman, or hate this woman?What's more, what's the point of saying this now?

Xi Le raised his head, and his eyes fell on Xi Shu's lower abdomen. He stared there and knew that there was a child in this woman's abdomen. This boy also came out of the woman's belly.

It's just that after the woman gave birth to the child, she didn't care about it anymore.

He sighed in his heart, and said in a flat tone: "I heard that your health is not very good, and the child is only a few months old."

"Well, it's been more than three months. Do you want to come to my wedding? I've been looking for you, but I can't find you. Xiao Le, would you like to come to my wedding?" Xi Shu looked eagerly Looking at the young man in front of him, there was pleading in his eyes.

What she said is true. She has been looking for this child since the last accident, and later sent someone to look for him in his dormitory, but she has never found him.

Later, everything was calm. Because of the environmental problems at that time, she also left here to work abroad, avoiding the attention of the domestic media, and did not come back here for a while.

Even her engagement at that time was rushed and chaotic. At that time, she called the boy and wanted to invite him over, but she couldn't find him.

As soon as the engagement ended, she flew abroad.

She left here for a while, and he came back here to raise him after she became pregnant. She didn't see the child again until now, and she didn't know how Jiang Jin found him.

"Take good care of your body, pay attention to rest, give birth to the child well, and remember...remember to love the child in your belly more." Xi Le didn't answer his words, maybe because of his words, the woman looked at him The expression on her face seemed to be about to cry, he felt a little blocked, he looked away, and didn't look at her.

"Also, I wish you happiness!"

The last sentence was the only thing he could say to Xi Shu.

This was the only thing he could say to Xi Shu instead of the dead boy, and he thought that if the boy was still alive, he would say the same to Xi Shu.

Whether it's resentment or hatred, it's all over.

Even to strangers, he should send a blessing. What's more, this woman may not have loved him in the past, but just hated him too much. Xi Le hopes that this woman will have the ability to love her after having a child. She can also be happy when she is married to a man and a family.

It may not be easy for a single woman in the entertainment industry to hide a child for so many years.

Xi Shu's shoulders trembled slightly, because of the child's words, tears fell from her eyes one by one.

The guilt of being a mother, the remorse for the past, and the sadness swallowed her all at once.

"I'm leaving, goodbye." Xi Le took a step back, turned around and wanted to leave.

"Don't go, Xiao Le, don't go, forgive mom, forgive mom, okay?" Xi Shu almost rushed over and hugged him, she cried and begged the child's forgiveness, the child would never want to Call her a mother, but also unwilling to forgive her.

Xi Le was afraid that this woman would fall, so when she rushed over, she could only hold him firmly in her arms, let the woman who grabbed him cry, and then begged for his forgiveness, he didn't know what to say for a while What.

"Mom knows it's wrong, Xiaole, mom knows it's wrong, she hasn't loved you, cared about you, or taken care of you for so many years... Let mom take care of you in the future, mom is willing to make up for all the love she has had for you in the past Come back, love you well..."

She grabbed the child in front of her like she was grabbing a piece of driftwood, hoping to get even a little redemption.

Xi Le looked at the woman in his arms. He was already taller than this woman. After so many years, how could he care about him or not?

What's more, he is not the son of this woman.

That boy is no longer there, and what lives in this boy's body is only the soul of a dead old man.

The woman hugged him and kept crying. He froze for a while, then reached out and patted her on the back, and said a little bluntly: "Don't cry, you still have a baby in your belly, it's not good for the baby, don't you Cried……"

Pregnant women are emotionally sensitive and easily agitated. Xi Shu has always been caught in the self-blame of the past. She has had a bad life since she became pregnant. Once this emotion is released, it is difficult to control it all at once.

Suddenly, the door was pushed open.

Jiang Jin, who had been waiting outside the door, was a little worried. He had been standing here since the boy entered the bedroom. Suddenly, for some reason, he felt a little anxious, so he pushed the door open and heard the crying inside. Just strode in.

As soon as Jiang Jin entered, he saw the crying wife lying in the boy's arms. He quickly picked him up, picked him up and walked to the bed. "Shu'er, my beautiful wife, why are you crying like this?"

"Don't cry, okay, the baby will cry with the mother in the womb, you will make the baby a crybaby before it's born, please stop, it won't be pretty for a while..."

The man coaxed the woman in his arms in a low voice and tenderly, and patted the woman's back rhythmically. The woman kept crying in his arms, as if this man was her whole world.

Xi Le stood where he was and didn't go over. He looked at the person on the bed. After a while, he took a few steps back, turned around and walked out silently. He also closed the door gently, leaving room for the Two people inside.

He thought that with Jiang Jin's care, that woman would live well.

As far as Xi Shu is concerned, his existence in her life is just a not-so-good past. After a woman has her own child, husband, and happy family, they will not have much intersection.

"Hi, I'm leaving first. When Mr. Jiang comes down, you can tell him." Xi Le said.

"Master, why don't you stay at home, Mr. has reserved a room for you to stay at home." The housekeeper knew that the Mr. upstairs hadn't come down, so he should stay with his wife in the bedroom, and he didn't know if Mrs. What happened.

He was a little curious about this young man who looked like his wife, but he managed his curiosity well.

For them, the hostess of the house is a star beauty, a beautiful existence, she is a hostess with a good temper and a gentle personality, except that she likes to stay in the room, and Not hard to serve.

"No, I'm leaving first, remember to tell him." Xi Le did not accept Jiang Jin's kindness to him.

He has nothing to do with this family, just like he didn't have any relationship with Xi Shu in the past, and he won't have any in the future.

After he finished speaking, he went out.

It's getting late now, and it's a suburb here. It's a long way to go out, and you may not encounter a car.

The housekeeper saw the young man going out, so he hurriedly followed him: "Master, wait a minute, I'll let the car take you away, you can't get a taxi here."

Since the person wanted to leave, he could only let the car take him away.

"Okay, thank you." Xi Le didn't refuse either.

The car arrived at the door very quickly. Xi Le got into the car and reported an address to the driver. The driver said "OK" and the car drove away.

Xi Le felt a little tired, he relaxed his body and nestled in the back, the car drove away, farther and farther away, leaving the place that had nothing to do with him, and the place that did not leave much trace in his life woman.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he thought of Xi Shu. In his mind, there was a pale boy looking at the crying woman from a distance, as if he was looking at a stranger.

PS: When I write this, my bones are a little sad, let me be quiet, I just want to be quiet.

Bones felt a little sympathetic to Xi Shu, but felt that when Xi Le left, he must have been very sad. If the young man hadn't died, he could only give Xi Shu so much.