reborn lover

The biological clock woke up on time in the morning, but he was not in good spirits after sleeping all night. His head was so heavy that he didn't even have the strength to open his eyes. He groaned in discomfort, rubbed his face against the pillow, and lay on the bed. up.

Stretching out his hand to touch his neck, sweating, he realized that his whole body was soaked and covered in cold sweat.

After a long time, he realized that he had a fever. He felt cold and hot, and his whole body was burning hot. It seemed that the fever was not mild. He was so weak that he didn't even have the energy to get up and go out to see a doctor. Xi Le Open your eyes and look at the ceiling.

There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, full of sadness.

If he had looked at himself in the mirror now, he would have found himself deathly pale.

It's just that he doesn't look in the mirror this time, and he knows how bad his situation is.

I think it was because I went out for a run yesterday morning and got windy and sweated. After a whole day of work, my body couldn't take it anymore.

This time I want to find someone to take me to see a doctor, but I can’t find anyone. It’s not the same if I live again, and it’s even worse than before I died. There is not enough money for an injection in the hospital to see a patient.

He suddenly felt that whether it was his previous life or this life, it was actually just a joke.

No relatives, no friends, the person I have loved for more than ten years still does not belong to me in the end, the former self used everything to exchange for that person, betrayed relatives, and after so many years of hard work, there is still nothing, nothing.

No matter how pitiful he was in his previous life, he could still be said to be so poor that he only had money left, but in this life, he was really so poor that he didn't even have any money.

Xi Le is just a pitiful person. Compared with his previous life, this little boy has no courage to face him. And he was reborn in this boy's body to replace this boy. survive.

In fact, they are all people who don't want to live!

For people like them, this life is just a walk in the world, suffering from the warmth and coldness of the world, and leaving this world with all the sorrow and misery.

However, he is not dead, he is alive again!

He couldn't help smiling wryly, and murmured, "If you're dead, you're dead. How come you're still alive? What if you give it another chance? The results are still the same. People are still the same people, and their lives are still the same. In the end The result has not changed."

With his head retracted into the quilt, he thought it would be fine to fall asleep like this.

At the moment when he closed his eyes, for some reason, the appearance of Xi Le before death, the despairing appearance of a young man before death, the sea of ​​flames that engulfed him, and the man he dreamed of at night flashed through his mind. those past...