reborn lover

When a person uses such specific language to describe a person, the feelings are often very clear without any other impurities. Xi Le admits that he likes and appreciates this person, but that's all.

Shi Lei is still young now, he still doesn't understand, when he thinks about the past between himself and this young man after many years, he can slowly understand the past.

"Since you like me, why can't you like me? Is it because I'm not good enough?" Shi Lei asked.

Hearing his words, the feeling of being praised in his heart was good, but the only thing he couldn't figure out was that he had been chasing this man for so long, other than explicitly rejecting him, he just dodged.

Xi Le laughed as soon as he heard this. In his memory, someone once asked him such a question. Simple and persistent, this kind of feeling made him feel very good. The past is very long now when he thinks about it.

"It's not because you're not good enough, you're very good, Shi Lei is really, you are a very good person. But feelings can't be forced. If you don't have this kind of feeling, you don't have it. You can never force it...Love... Right, your feelings, the things you want from me, I may never be able to give you."

There was a faint smile on the corner of Xi Le's mouth, when he sat down calmly to talk about feelings, he could actually understand Shi Lei's feelings, but understanding and acceptance are the same thing.

"And I'm not suitable for you, really, Shi Lei, people like me are not suitable to be with you, you can find someone better, more suitable for you."

A person like him who gave all his love to others in his previous life, and is still entangled with men in this life, a person who carries the past and is stuck in the quagmire of this life, is not suitable to be with this kind of young boy .

He used to be a role model for others, and he really wouldn't delay others. If he made a bad guide, it would hurt people's life.

"I hope we can be good friends, Shi Lei, I really want to be friends with you, but other... feelings, I'm afraid I can't accept it." Xi Le was silent for a while, and finally said this.

This kind of words are cruel and direct, and don't give others any leeway, but the way he looks at you is extremely sincere, and you can feel that he really likes you, and that kind of feeling is very pure.

"I understand." Shi Lei didn't have any expression on his face, but he could see that he was feeling uncomfortable, he nodded after listening to Xi Le's words, and he understood something for the sake of it.

This kind of tactful refusal did not make him angry at all, but it is a lie to say that he is not sad...

Hearing the sound of the whistle over there, he knew that he was going to go to the training, stood up, his eyes looked at Xi Le seriously, and told him, "I will not give up on you, Xi Le, I hope you will turn your head one day You can see me here waiting for you."

After saying this, he turned and left.

Xi Le sat on the ground without moving, thinking about Shi Lei's last words, stretched out his hand to rub his forehead, and felt his head start to hurt.

He knew this kind of feeling when he was young, that kind of liking for people is liking. He also had this kind of heart, this kind of feeling, and gave all of this kind of feeling to that man. In that life, he gave it all the man.

In the end there was no going back...

It is because I have experienced that kind of past that I hope that my friends can walk on a good path of their own in these youthful years, so that the days to come will be easier.

In fact, it wasn't just him who worked hard, that man also lived very hard in those days...

When he re-examined the past, he found that his heart had also changed. He didn't blindly feel that it was unfair to him. After all, these things belonged to both parties, and sometimes he had to look at the problem from the perspective of the other party.

But what's the use of saying that now!

Xi Le's heart was full of irritability, and he couldn't figure it out or explain it.

For him, being able to live every day well now is the greatest happiness. No one knows what will happen in the next second. The future of a person is still too long, and he will not be able to live in the future when he thinks about it.

For a moment he thought of the man who asked him if he would like to live with him, and he smiled.

When Shi Lei walked out, he saw Cui Huanyue standing outside the corner. He stood there with his head down. He didn't know how long he stood here and how much he heard.

At this moment when the two met, they glanced at each other, and he wanted to move on without making a sound.

For Shi Lei, this is his own private matter, he never thought about hiding it from anyone or telling anyone, it's all his own business.

The corners of Cui Huanyue's mouth could not be restrained raised, but this smile was uglier than crying, he couldn't even tell what mood he was in, it felt like a big joke, but he met him.

A good brother confesses to a friend?

And looking at this situation, I don't know how early the relationship between the two people is, and thinking of the existence of these things that he doesn't know every time we play together, he feels like laughing.

My brother who has been playing with since I was a child turned out to be gay?Like or his friend?The classmates in their class? ...

With a silent sneer, he followed Shi Lei's pace and left.

When the coach assembled the team again, he told them about the problems that occurred during training, and then about their opponents in the next game, and asked them to pay attention to something. After saying this, he blew a whistle, " Training begins."

People from the two teams started playing basketball. Shi Lei took the ball from the very beginning, and when he wanted to change hands to his teammates, Cui Huanyue snatched the ball and bumped him hard with his arm.

"Foul!" The thugs...

The ball is returned to the opponent and the next round begins.

And in every round of training after that, Cui Huanyue was always willing to foul for various reasons, and every time he was with Shi Lei, it was difficult to make people think that he didn't do it on purpose. It was inevitable that Cui Huanyue was covered with blame.

They can still accept Cui Huanyue playing the young master's temper. Like now, if you don't want to compete and quit the game, what is it like!But no one dared to say this sentence.

The coach can naturally see clearly the problems that others can see.

The coach walking on the training ground observed everyone carefully, and when he saw Cui Huanyue make a mistake again, he blew a whistle, "Cui Huanyue, what's the matter with you, you make mistakes frequently, if this happens on the field You lost at the beginning, you rested and came on as substitutes."

Cui Huanyue cursed and walked down.

He took a bottle of water and walked out directly, his face didn't look very good, it could be seen that he was not in a good mood.

"Ayue, are you unacceptable?" Shi Lei found an excuse to come out, and as soon as he went out, he saw a person standing on the lawn. He walked over and asked directly as soon as he opened his mouth.

He thought that this person must have listened a lot standing there, otherwise his current attitude would not have become so bad.

Cui Huanyue turned his head and looked at Shi Lei with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "How do you want me to accept that you are gay, or that you are with Xi Le? Right under my nose! I usually wonder why You also like to stick to Xi Le so much, now I finally understand why!"

"Whether I'm gay, or whether I'm with Xi Le, does this affect our brotherhood for so many years?" Shi Lei became angry when he heard this.

He couldn't figure out what kind of temper this was because of his concealment?Or because of his sexuality?

"Don't call me brother!" Cui Huanyue yelled as soon as he heard this.

"Cui Huanyue, why are you losing your temper, ah! Did I take care of you when you were with a woman? After you fucked up with a woman on my bed, didn't I obediently clean up the bed by myself? , so what if I just like men? Or is it because I like Xi Le that you are so excited right now?" Shi Lei couldn't help arguing with him.

"This is totally two different things! Two different things, okay! I never knew that my good brother and good friend were together..." What Cui Huanyue dislikes the most is being concealed, he is hidden in the valley like a fool ,do not know anything.

But he may have forgotten one thing, Xi Le never accepted Shi Lei from the beginning to the end, Shi Lei was only unrequited love at first, secret love, and then his confession and pursuit, never accepted by Xi Le.

Just ask, how can I confess such feelings to my brother!

What's more, for Shi Lei, feelings are always his own private affairs, he doesn't meddle in other people's private affairs, and he doesn't like others meddling in his feelings.

"Do you know how disgusting you are to me, Shi Lei, is this how you treat your brothers? Have you never thought about how brothers feel?" Cui Huanyue's feelings are still very pure, his lover cannon He has a lot of friends, or formal girlfriends, but for him, these brothers have always been the most important.

And now it feels like being betrayed!

Seeing the vexatious person, Shi Lei wanted to roll his eyes, the words got worse and worse in the end, the two broke up unhappy, and neither of them bowed their heads.