reborn lover

On the night of that man's birthday, Xi Le didn't know how he got here. His mind throbbed with pain. Countless people and pictures swirled in his mind, and finally they all turned into the back of the man leaving.

On the way back, he kept his eyes closed and leaned on the seat tiredly. He didn't say a word to Shi Lei who sent him back until he got off the car.

I don't want to talk, I don't want to hear, I don't want to see, I don't want to care about...

Shi Lei watched the stooped man leave, unable to speak a word.

Along the way, he kept thinking about what Xi Le said to him, and countless words were stuck in his heart. At the end, when he saw his tired look, he couldn't say a word.

Xi Le who went upstairs didn't know that the car downstairs that brought him back didn't leave until dawn.

Xi Le never thought about it in his whole life until he died. He will still be alive after death. He has no chance to think about these people after his death. No matter how they live, it has nothing to do with him.If a person is so dead that he can no longer see the things behind him, these people really have nothing to do with him.

However, he did not die, and came back to life with another identity.

He participated in both his life and after his death.

In and out of the play, he is the clown in the play and the audience outside the play.

He thought about treating himself as a passer-by, seeing these people who are still living well after his death, these people he loved and hated, he wanted to treat himself as if he had nothing to do with them, but unfortunately, fate As if making fun of him, he went around and met these people again.

These people lived well after his death, only he, the dead man, died, but these people still lived well, all of them were better than him, only he lost his life foolishly .

He is not reconciled, he resents, why is he...

Xi Le didn't even take a shower when he went back. He took off his shoes and fell asleep on the bed. He felt very tired, as if all the strength in his body had been drained, and he couldn't find any strength to hold on.

As soon as I closed my eyes, I started dreaming. When the man in the dream was still a student, his appearance was outstanding, and he attracted people's attention wherever he went.He was pestering an ordinary-looking man on the school road, and the man dodged him a little, trying to avoid him.

He looked at it for a while before he remembered who this ordinary-looking man was.

He couldn't hear what the man was saying to that ordinary man along the way. He just stood at the end of the road and looked at the two people who were walking farther and farther away.

In the dream, he was always in that school, no matter where he went, he saw those two people, and then followed them, standing behind them, watching them go farther and farther until he could no longer see them.

When waking up at night, Xi Le opened his eyes and looked at the roof, his heart was throbbing, and he was so suffocated that he couldn't breathe.

This night was another sleepless night.

"Shitou, why did you leave so early last night? Did you take Xi Le away with you?" When Cui Huanyue went to class in the morning, he saw Shi Lei who was already sitting here, and left with a yawn In the past, he reached out and patted his shoulder and asked.

Last night, he made a fuss, went to bed too late, and was kicked out of bed by his father early in the morning to go to school. When he came, he slept in the car for a while, but he still felt very sleepy.

"I went back from the hall last night, and I didn't see you all." Cui Huanyue curled his lips and sat next to Shi Lei, still complaining, "You didn't tell me when you left, and you still called me Don’t pick up, did the two of you do bad things behind my back?”

He talked on the phone and found that Shi Lei who was sitting was still motionless, showing no reaction at all.

"Hey, Shi Lei, what's the matter with you?" He stretched out his hand in front of Shi Lei and shook it.

"Don't do it!" Shi Lei anxiously removed the hand that was waving in front of him, but his eyes were fixed on the door all the time.

"Hmph, I'm so sleepy, I don't bother to talk to you." Cui Huanyue was very sleepy for a while, so he didn't want to quarrel with this person. As soon as he put his arm on the table, he fell asleep immediately, and he didn't care about it. people.

While sleeping, he was thinking about meeting Xi Le today, and he wanted to ask him why he left without saying hello. It was so embarrassing. Every time he went to his house, he would sneak away. !

But on this day, Xi Le didn't go to class, and didn't even answer the phone. The phone was full of missed calls, and then the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of power.

Cui Huanyue, who called Xi Le, muttered, accusing him, "I don't answer the phone! Turn off the phone!"

Shi Lei waited for him for a whole day, and he didn't see anyone until after class in the afternoon. He originally wanted to go to him, but when this thought flashed by, he realized that he didn't know what kind of identity he used to go to him .

Once you speak plainly, you can’t pretend that nothing happened. What you say and what you do, you have to be responsible for your actions, and some words may really not be said, but once said, people will It is difficult to return to the state of the past.

It wasn't until several days later that Xi Le went back to school, but when he went back to class, Shi Lei hadn't gone to school.

As a matter of fact, Shi Lei and Xi Le were absent, and Cui Huanyue also skipped class with his people.

Chukyo University does not check attendance. You can come to class if you like it, or you can not come to class if you don’t like it. The only thing that is checked here is the test score. It uses a difficult assessment to test your academic achievements for a semester.

So those who like to skip classes should skip classes as a matter of course, and those who want to attend classes should come to class well, and the professors in class are all eloquently imparting his knowledge.

I don't know why, Xi Le was a little reluctant to come to school at first, he didn't want to see those classmates in the class, he was completely in a state of evasion in his heart, he even thought about whether to transfer directly to another school or change his major, but this As soon as the thought passed, he stopped thinking about it.

After he came to class and didn't see Shi Lei, his mood immediately relaxed.

People use forgetfulness to escape reality. At that moment, when you don't want to face those people, but when you meet again after a while, everything is as usual.

Half a month later, Cui Huanyue and his party came back from playing in the African savannah. All of them were as black as charcoal, and even Cui Ershao, who had fair skin, was tanned with only one set of teeth left. It's white.

But the worst thing should be the fat man who was dragged away. His fat body was lost a lot, and his round body like a white and tender pig suddenly became out of shape. He was dark and thin. up.

"Little Lele, look at my brother's tanned and healthy skin, envy him, next time I go to Africa to bask in the sun, I will definitely take you with me, look at your milky white arms like a white chicken, maybe it will become an iron wall after tanning. As soon as Cui Huanyue came back to school, when he entered the classroom, he saw Xi Le sitting in the corner and rushed towards him.

The students in the class were surprised to see a ball of black charcoal rolling in, and absolutely dare not imagine that this is their Second Young Master Cui!

Shi Lei's skin was originally tanned, but it didn't change much after being exposed to the sun. They followed Cui Huanyue into the classroom, and some students who knew that they had gone out to play came over and asked questions one after another. What fun do they have over there.

"Get out!" Xi Le stretched out his hand and wanted to push away the brat who was holding him, but he was held too firmly and couldn't break free.

As soon as Cui Huanyue heard "Get out", he refused to let go, and even looked like he was in mourning, with great sadness, "You actually told people to get out!"

"Cui Huanyue, you are still young, and you don't even look at how disgusting you are as a monkey, so let go of Xi Le." Shi Lei stretched out his big hand, and pulled the toad-like Cui Ershao away, and then sat down In the position next to Xi Le.

"It's like a monkey, Shitou, you're looking for a fight, right? Dude, I'm so handsome, sunny and healthy. If you don't know how to appreciate it, it's fine, and you're still slandering my image in front of Xiao Lele." Getting angry, he insisted on asking Shi Lei to figure it out.

He is half a head shorter than Shi Lei, and his body shape is also a circle smaller. He is completely no match for the opponent. When he is so energetic, Shi Lei looks at him with a half-smile, "Are you sure you really want to fight?" ?”

Breaking fingers, creak creak.

"Heh heh heh... I won't fight you..." Cui Huanyue is a hero who doesn't suffer from immediate losses.

Xi Le listened to Cui Huanyue beside him chattering about where he went to play, and what interesting things he played, so he knew where he had disappeared during these days.

When he looked at Shi Lei, he lost the initial resistance in his heart.

After Shi Lei disappeared for a while and came back, Xi Le found that he was looking at him as usual, his attitude towards him was no different from before, and playing with Young Master Cui was like a big boy.

It seems that going out for a while is not a bad thing for them!

After experiencing some things, people will always grow slowly. Even if there is no change in appearance, his heart will become more and more mature. What he experienced when he was young will only affect you in the future. is a kind of wealth.