reborn lover

"What's wrong with you, Xiao Le?" Cui Huanyue squeezed Shi Lei away, sat on his seat, looked at Xi Le's face seriously, and really found that his face was not very good, "Is it uncomfortable? Go to the upstairs room to rest?"

If Cui Huanyue didn't believe that Xi Le was uncomfortable at the beginning, then he really believed it now. This person usually doesn't drink no matter what the trouble is, but this time he snatched it up and drank it as soon as he opened his mouth. .

It's rare that this brat is also careful...

Shi Lei's eyes looked deeply at Xi Le, as if seeing the depths of his heart, making it impossible to hide.

"No...it's okay, I'm going to the bathroom." Xi Le stretched out his hand and pushed the person in front of him away, stood up in a panic, and walked straight away.

Cui Huanyue looked at his back as he ran away in a panic, feeling a little strange, and wanted to ask what was wrong with him.When he wanted to follow up, a servant came to him just now, saying that his father asked him to go to the front hall to say hello to the elders, so he had to go out obediently.

Cui Huanyue who went out didn't notice that Shi Lei followed Xi Le away.

Xi Le went into the toilet and closed the door, his mind was blank for a while.

With his back against the door, he stood there with his head bowed, feeling chills in his heart, his hands and feet trembling uncontrollably.

For him, what happened last night was still difficult to digest and accept for a while, or in other words, after a lifetime, he would not be able to digest these things and accept these facts.

When the facts that he knew in his previous life were in front of him, it was as if someone was cutting his heart with a knife, it was so painful and unacceptable.

The fact is so cruel, it is up to him to accept it or not, no matter in the previous life or in this life, those people can live their lives as they should, and they still live so well.On the contrary, he died miserably for these people in his previous life, and he still can't get out of the shadow of these people in this life.

The words that the woman said before she died are still vivid in his memory. Seeing that woman is living so well now, he is unwilling to resent him. In his previous life, it was that woman who killed him. Is it true that no one knows? He died because of that woman. in your hand?What about Cui Huanyu, do you know?

And what about after he died?The man he had loved for more than ten years lived peacefully with that woman, but it seemed that his death was a joke.

"Hehe... Jun Qing, maybe you are just a joke..." The smile on the corner of Xi Le's mouth was so pale, "You have loved Cui Huanyu for so many years, this is the biggest joke, do you know that this That's the biggest joke...haha...he's still with that woman, his wife is successful, he has everything."

"Should I still thank your wife for sending me to Huangquan Road, thank her for letting me see the fact clearly, the fact that you never loved me, the fact that I have been a joke for so many years..."

Thinking of the man holding the child, his heart throbbed with pain and he closed his eyes tightly. He couldn't help himself to think, "You have everything, and I even gave away my life. you."

If he hadn't lived again, he wouldn't have known that he had made such a big joke. He didn't know if it was because after his death, the man finally felt relieved. The man who had haunted him for so many years was finally dead, and he could finally be freed. .

I'm afraid that those who have anything to do with him wish he could die soon...

It's just that you don't know that the person you want to kill is alive again after death...

Cui Huanyu, you are the big winner in life.

The dead Jun Qing was a joke all his life.

Looking up at himself in the mirror, his face was as pale as a ghost, Xi Le held the door with his hands, and then walked towards the faucet, turned on the water from the faucet, lowered his head and poured it on his face, washing it over and over again .

He wanted to calm himself down, but his heart seemed to be on fire, getting hotter and hotter.

Xi Le didn't know that the door of the toilet had already been pushed open. The man standing at the door looked at him, frowned, closed the door with his backhand, pressed the button of the door lock, and walked towards him step by step. Walked there and stopped at an arm's length behind him.

"Xi Le, that's enough, don't wash it anymore." Shi Lei stretched out his hand and pulled out the man who was repeatedly splashing water to wash his face with his head lowered, and turned his body forcefully. He kept his head down.

"What the hell are you doing!" he growled.

Shi Lei looked at the person in front of him who bowed his head and said nothing, his forehead was already wet with sweat, and the water was dripping down his face.

His chest was heaving up and down, he knew that he was very angry because of this person, he could see his reaction tonight, if he said that this person had nothing to do with Cui Huanyu, he wouldn't believe it if he was killed.

On the left is the paper tube. He took out a few pieces of paper, pinched the boy's chin, and forced him to lift it up. He stared closely at Xi Le's eyes. Those dark eyes were bloodshot and glowing red.

"Xi Le, do you want to explain to me your relationship with Cui Huanyu? Don't tell me you don't know each other. I don't believe it." Shi Lei gently wiped the water on the face of the young man in front of him, mouth Li clearly questioned his relationship with the man word for word.

When he didn't understand his feelings for the boy in front of him, he only felt that they were more like-minded and had a better relationship. There was nothing other than classmates and friends.

Until one day, he found that his feelings for this young man had deteriorated. At that time, he had panicked and feared, carefully concealing his feelings, afraid of being known by the person in front of him, and also afraid of being known by others.

However, he can't help himself wanting to see this person, want to talk to him more, whether he wants to sit and chat together, or just simply attend class together, he is eager to get in touch with him more, and maintain this kind of relationship with him. The relationship between classmates and friends is more like a bosom friend.

However, he began to resent other people being too close to him and having too good a relationship with him.

But now, when he knew that this person had a relationship with Cui Huanyu that he didn't want, his heart was full of jealousy and anger!

"Xi Le, you like Cui Huanyu!" Shi Lei stared into the young man's eyes, revealing the fact.

"That's why you can't move your eyes away after you see him. As long as Cui Huanyu sits there, you can only look at him for as long as you do. Do you know that when you look at the child in his arms, the eyes in your eyes Full of resentment, resentment, resentment."

"No..." Xi Le patted his hands away from his face, and took a step back. When his body leaned against the sink, he had no way out. He stared at Shi Lei in front of him, breathing shortly and rapidly in his chest, "No, I didn't, I didn't like him, no, no..."

He kept shaking his head, he didn't like that man, he didn't love that man, the feelings for him in his previous life had already been cut off after his death, he wouldn't like that man anymore, he wouldn't have anything to do with him again It's half entangled.

"If there is no reason why your reaction is so big, huh? Why are you hiding in the toilet and crying? Xi Le, is it so difficult for you to admit this fact?" Shi Lei approached the person who had no way out step by step, using his body Pressed on the sink, he kept asking him.

"No, I didn't..." There was only panic on Xi Le's face, his eyes were blurred, his mind was blank and he didn't have the ability to think at all, he just kept repeating this sentence in his heart.

I am convincing others, and I am also convincing myself, telling myself that there will be no, and it is impossible.

Shi Lei looked at the young man in front of him, feeling a little distressed in his heart, looked at him with complicated eyes, stretched out his hands to hold his face, and fixed his shaking head, "Xi Le, look into my eyes, don't panic, look Follow me."

"If you don't like it, you don't like it. It doesn't matter if you like Cui Huanyu or not. You'd better not like him. Since you say you don't like him, then treat it as you don't like it." Because of the next sentence he wanted to say, his heart thumped. Jumping faster.

Finally, he finally said, "Don't like Brother Cui, he's married and has a wife and child. Xi Le, I like you, do you like me?"

He knew that the boy in front of him did not reject liking for the same sex, and even liked men. This discovery was like seeing the light for him. His feelings have always been carefully concealed, not daring to let him find out.

But one day he found out that he likes men. To him, it was just a secret joy. He knew that he finally had a chance.

"Shi Lei, what are you talking about?" Xi Le's mouth opened, and his eyes stared blankly at Shi Lei in front of him.

He didn't digest his last sentence, his mind went blank, he didn't know what the other party was talking about, but he seemed to understand what he was saying.