reborn lover

Xi Le just stood in the room and didn't go out. He heard the footsteps outside, and the sound of the door lock falling gently in his ears. He knew that the man had left, and he felt resentment for that man in his heart. , at this moment it is so uncomfortable.

After a while, there was the sound of a car starting downstairs. He raised his head and looked at the ceiling, not letting the tears fall from his eyes.

Once a person starts to care about that person, your feelings for him cannot be denied. Whether you admit it or not, your feelings for him have already come true.

Xi Le knew that his feelings for that man had changed at some point. When he started to face him, his feelings for the man had become more and more intense.

When people don't love, they say that the heart belongs to you. When you start to fall in love with that person, your heart already belongs to that person.

"Su Qian, I don't like you walking away quietly, but I found that I can't face you walking away from me like this..." When Xi Le lowered his head, a pale smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"I found that my courage is not as good as I imagined. I have always been a timid person. It is really difficult to send you away like this every time. You should go quietly in the future. I feel uncomfortable for a few days It's all right...Su Qian...you come back, come back quickly, I'll wait for you here...you have to come back well."

Xi Le squatted down, hugged herself tightly, and closed her wet eyes.

People are always so uncomfortable about parting, especially at the moment when you rely on that person and have feelings for him, you have to endure short time with him, long-term separation, and face time and time again that this person cannot be with you The facts around you send him away from you again and again.

Xi Le knew that he did not have the courage to face it...

He's scared, he's scared...

He had waited for that person for so long in his previous life and couldn't wait for him to come back. Parting was hard for him, but waiting for him was a nightmare that he couldn't get out of for a long time.

He didn't want to wait any longer, but he had to face the separation and accept the waiting.

In one's life, there are always so many unsatisfactory things. You always have to accept, grow, and become stronger and stronger. Only when you can accept those facts will your life be better, and obviously , no matter whether it was in the previous life or in this life, Xi Le's work here was not perfect.

It's just that the person in this life is always different from the person in the previous life.

And his heart has changed, he is no longer the person he used to be.

So what about his future?What will happen to him?Will it be different...

He woke up before dawn every day, and the result of getting up too early was that his brain was throbbing all the time, and his body aches made him feel very uncomfortable, but Xi Le didn't feel sleepy at all, and kept sitting on the head of the bed, Staring blankly at the ground.

He didn't know how long he sat there, until the moment the sun rose and the sunlight hit the bedroom, he didn't move.

Turning his head and looking outside, it was already dawn.

On the day they parted, the sky was clear and the sun was shining brightly. The scenery outside the window was beautiful and full of vitality. The sound of children playing downstairs could be heard faintly.

Xi Le has been groggy all day long, got up and made himself something to eat, and didn't have any extra thoughts to do anything else, lying on the sofa in the living room in a daze, and then fell asleep, Had a nightmare and woke up.

When he woke up, it was already dark and his stomach was growling. He covered his eyes and lay on the sofa. After such a long sleep, his body didn't feel so uncomfortable, and he was much better.

I got up and threw a noodle into the pot to cook, cracked an egg, and had a simple meal. There were fresh fruits on the cabinet. When I saw the fruit, Xi Le reached out and took an apple, washed it, and put it in his mouth. inside.

The apple in his mouth was sweet. He still remembered the situation when he went to the supermarket to buy vegetables with the man. The man was holding his hand and walking in the place where people came and went, but in a blink of an eye, the man was no longer with him. by my side.

Xi Le knew that he had to learn to adapt to the fact that that man was not by his side, and he still had to live life by himself, no matter whether that man was by his side or not, or whether he could always be with him in the future, and he was more urgent than anyone else I hope that I can start to learn to grow and be strong enough to face anything in my life bravely.

A person's character often casts a person's destiny.

After eating an apple, he went to take a hot bath, went into the room and turned on the computer to check the emails, and replied to the customers if he needed to. There was no work to be done for the time being, so he was going to rest early.

The alarm clock of the mobile phone rang in the morning. This is another school week and a new beginning. Life begins when you open your eyes every day.

When I went to school, the students who had been playing around for two days all came back. Everyone's spirits were sluggish, and the weekend syndrome occurred.

"Xi Le, good morning." Shi Lei saw Xi Le entering the classroom with a book in his arms, raised his head from his phone, and said to him with a smile.

There are a few people sleeping on the table at this moment, Gui Rong is next door to Cui Huanyue, and there are a few familiar classmates who often say hello, it can be seen that they are crazy about playing together again on weekends, otherwise they will be energetic for a while. Not that bad.

"Morning." Xi Le walked in to take the place left for him, saw the paused game on Shi Lei's phone interface, took another look, and saw that the people around him were sleeping, and didn't intend to wake them up.

"With such a pale face, are you not feeling well?" Shi Lei asked with concern when he saw Xi Le's expression was not looking well.

"It's nothing, maybe a little lack of sleep." Xi Le reached out and touched his face subconsciously. He knew that his face was not very good, but now he was in good spirits after getting enough sleep.

"Okay, then you go back to bed early tonight." Shi Lei said, he just noticed Xi Le's gaze fell on his mobile phone, and handed the phone to him with a smile, "Want to play a game? Lend you to play?"

Xi Le shook his head and said, "No, I don't know how to play games."

"Huh?" Shi Lei raised his eyebrows and asked very directly, "Is the coordination between the brain and fingers not good?"

Xi Le shook his head, and said with a blank face, "No, it's because of my poor IQ."

"Haha...haha..." Shi Lei couldn't help laughing, seeing a little smile on the face of the delicate-looking young man in front of him, the smile on the corner of his mouth stopped for a while, and he stared blankly at the front of him. teenager.

At this moment, Cui Huanyue, who was sleeping on his stomach, probably heard laughter, woke up, opened his eyes and saw Xi Le sitting next to him, and said, "Xi Le, you are here."

Then he asked strangely, "I heard laughter just now, what is so funny?"

Shi Lei didn't speak, but glanced at the boy in front of him, and when Cui Huanyue followed him to look at the boy, he turned his gaze away.

"Xi Le?" Cui Huanyue had a sinister smile on his lips, looking at Xi Le with an evil smile.

"Uh...well, you have gum in the corner of your eye." Xi Le pursed his lips and said this seriously.

"Ah?" Cui Huanyue reached out his hand subconsciously to touch the corner of his eye, and sure enough, he touched a lump of eye feces. After wiping it off, he saw the young man in front of him looking at him with smiling eyes, and his face suddenly turned red.

"Hahahaha..." Xi Le couldn't imagine how funny this devil-like brat was, so he couldn't help laughing for a moment.

At this moment, Shi Lei also smiled and threw a sentence, "Do you know why it's so funny? Haha...haha, it's really funny, I laughed to death..."

"Shitou, you dare to cheat me, and Xi Le, you two, cheat me together!" The second master urged the second master to explode in a moment, and rushed over to hug Xi Le in his arms, and stretched out another one His hand wanted to hit Shi Lei.

For a while, several people made a fuss, and it wasn't until the teacher came to class that everyone calmed down.

Other people may not have noticed Xi Le's changes this day, not even Cui Huanyue, a brat with thick nerves, but Shi Lei, who has been sitting next to Xi Le, feels some subtle changes in the young man beside him.

Seeing that he would joke a few words with them, and occasionally smile, instead of just sitting quietly watching them as before, at that time, Shi Lei always felt that even if this person was sitting among them, they would But far away from this person's world.

But now, I can't say what it feels like, good or bad, or why this boy has changed, but Shi Lei is very happy, this boy standing on the attic came down to play with them.

Shi Lei knew that in the days when they played together, this young man would only appear more and more, and his world began to open up to accept people like them.