reborn lover

The soul seemed to have left the body and returned to the depths of memory. Xi Le returned to the past, floating in the sky like a spectator, watching the man lying on the bed, whose clothes were being peeled off one by one .

Two men were playing with his body, and the camera in front of him recorded all the ugly things in front of him.

The man who was fed the medicine was red and hot all over, and the man who touched him let out a lewd smile, and another man hugged him, making the ugliest poses, and let the man in front of the camera take a picture of him.

"No..." Don't... let me go...

The tears in the corners of the eyes fell down like a broken thread, and the pitiful look only added to the sadism of others.

The man still had a bit of reason, so he still knew how to resist, but the weak voice in his mouth was heard in other people's ears, but it was like an aphrodisiac, making the eyes of the two men who were listening reddened.

"Don't take pictures..." He was trembling in fear, the man who grabbed his body kept breaking him away, made him face the camera, and told him to take pictures of his most lewd poses for everyone to watch, for people to see Look at his posture when he is fucked by a man.

The spotlight in front of me kept flashing, and someone was taking pictures with a camera.

Xi Le's eyes fixed on everything going on on the bed, which made him feel sick from the bottom of his heart, and the fear in his bones made him shiver uncontrollably. He watched the man on the bed crying all the time, using With the most shameless gestures, she made fun under the man's crotch.

Then the two men photographed couldn't bear the temptation and joined the ranks of raping that man.

There were cries and begging for mercy in the ears, and the comfortable sound of the man's body being happy. When Xi Le woke up, tears were dripping from the corners of his eyes, and the man's soft comforting voice was next to his ears, "Baby, What's the matter with you? Have you had a nightmare, don't be afraid, I'm with you, no one can hurt you..."

Su Qian pressed the bedside lamp and looked at the crying man who woke up in a nightmare not long after he fell asleep. His eyes were red, and the person in his arms opened their eyes and looked at him blankly. Their eyes were empty. Startled him.

He could only hold him tightly in his arms, stroked his back gently with his hands, and called out loudly, "Baby, don't be afraid, I'm here..."

The baby in his arms was as fragile as a glass doll, and his crying shoulders trembled to let people know his sadness. Hearing this silent cry at night, it moved people's hearts and made people follow him Fell into infinite solitude, to feel the sorrow deep in his soul.

Xi Le couldn't remember how those people let him go after the violence in his previous life. He woke up later and how he left the hotel. He thought that the disaster had passed, but something even more terrifying happened Waiting for him behind.

He had forgotten the feeling of the photo hitting his face. At that time, the man standing in front of him looked at him with only disgust and disgust in his eyes. His mouth trembled, trying to explain something. , a slap in the face knocked him dumbfounded.

"Why... why... ah ah ah..." The man kicked him with his fists and feet, asking him why, why?

Yeah, actually, even he himself doesn't know why...

Why did he behave like that? He was tolerant enough. He gave up his man to another woman. He knew everything but pretended not to know anything. Every day he pretended to live as if nothing had happened. When he came down, after returning to his side, he still pretended not to know anything and looked happy.

Yeah, he also wanted to ask why...

He could obviously graduate from college, find a good job, marry a good wife and have two children, and take care of his old parents, but all these things were out of his life many years ago. He chose that man and abandoned him. The ideal and wish at the beginning, all I can think of is to pursue his love and be with that man.

In fact, he kept asking why...

When the clothes on his body were torn off one by one by the man, he just let the man do violence to him without any reaction. At that time, he thought, this man he loves with his life, what he is doing now, What is the difference between him and those who raped him.

For two years after that, he didn't know how he survived, leaving the house after the man raped him that day.

When life reaches the bottom, you think it is already the bottom, but what follows is the abyss, pushing you to death step by step, if you were any one person, you would have cut your own pulse at that time , but he is still alive.

The woman slapped him in the face one by one, her eyes were fixed on him, the malicious light in her eyes wished him to die.

"Why are you still alive, huh? Why are you, Jun Qing, you are a man, but a cheap man wants to rob a woman for her husband. I even gave birth to him, and he doesn't even look at me."

"Do you know, he still calls your name in his dreams, Jun Qing, you know how much I hate you, and I want you to die."

The woman's nails dug into his face, wishing she could just strangle him to death, she smiled nervously, "That good show two years ago didn't make him completely abandon you, haha... you A slut with thousands of people riding on thousands of pillows, your body is so dirty, he still wants you, haha... Every time I think of him touching you and coming back, and touching me again, I feel sick and want to die you……"

"Haha...haha...do you know why I didn't kill you at the beginning? Junqing, do you know why I didn't kill you..."

"Hahahahahaha...then I'll tell you now, because I want you to live and lose everything, life is better than death..."

Before he died, he realized that all of this was thanks to someone, haha, how ridiculous it is to live, it is a joke to live.

That woman, who robbed who, obviously he and that man have been together for so many years, they have loved each other and hated each other, maybe that man doesn't belong to him, but he won't belong to you either.

"I pity you." He said this, and the woman slapped his face with a slap. When the nails ran across his face, he didn't feel any pain at all.

In fact, it is better to be dead. He should have died a long time ago, but he has survived for so many years. When he knew that all of this was done by this woman, he began to understand that if all of this was done without that man How could this be the case?

If that man could trust him a little bit and really love him a little bit more, how could the ending of the two of them be like that?

The oppression of reality is not as heavy as the shackles he puts on himself. He can do everything for that man, and that man has always had so many worries and wants to have the best of both worlds.

Before he died, he wanted to ask that man, "Have you ever regretted it?" Instead of, did you ever love me?

You have chosen like that, do you regret it?I gave you my all, but you still don't love me, have you ever regretted it?If I die, will you regret it?I will no longer participate in your days in the future, will you regret it?

I really want to leave your life, he was thinking before he died, he hoped that he would never meet you again in the next life.

Xi Le couldn't control his tears, they kept falling, as if he wanted to cry out all the grievances of his previous life, he couldn't control himself from thinking about those things, he couldn't figure out why he didn't just die like that, Why is he still alive!

He should have died a long time ago, why is he still alive!

If what happened tonight became a reality, would he still be living like in his last life?

What happened tonight was like a wire, turning out the memories buried in his previous life, and throwing them naked in front of him, making him have to face, those past real existence, no matter whether he is To forget, or really have forgotten, have existed.

Whether he wants to admit it or not, those are his past.

A pitiful and sad past, like a rat crossing the street, everyone hates it.

Holding the man in his arms tightly, he can only be thankful that he met this man, and the luck that he didn't have in his previous life has all fallen into this life, allowing him to escape from the clutches of the devil, it was this man who saved him again .

"Su Qian..." He called out to the man.

"En." The man responded, patted his back with his hands, and held him tightly in his arms.

Xi Le was thinking, if that man could hold him like this and comfort him at that time, would their days not hate each other so tragically in the future, and would not have such an ending.

However, there are no ifs in life, and there were no ifs between him and that man from the beginning to the end.

The hatred in his heart was not reconciled. He hated that man, hated himself, and hated those people and things that came because of that man, pushing him into the abyss of death.Until he lived another life, he couldn't get out of the shadow of the past.