reborn lover

Xi Le looked at his father with a pale face, turned his eyes blankly, and saw his mother standing there, his mind was blank, he didn't think too much when he came here beforehand, he came when he wanted to .

Saying that he was his father's student was the best way to get away with it. His father and mother had been teaching for so many years, and had so many students under them, they couldn't even remember which one was their own.

After a long time, Xi Le lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I lied to you."

For a while, he didn't dare to look at them, afraid of seeing their disappointed eyes on him, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't know what excuses to find to convince his parents that he would not have other doubts about him.

Afterwards, he thought about this scene many times, and the conversation between him and his parents was in his mind over and over again. He didn't know where he got the courage to choose the one that hurt his parents the most, and maybe he didn't. unacceptable identities and excuses.

Perhaps as soon as he said this, he would be kicked out, but at the time, he couldn't care about anything.

Then, he heard his own voice, he said, "I am a student of Teacher Jun, a student of Teacher Jun Qing."

Upon hearing the name, his mother let out an "ah", and if he looked back, he would see his mother's shocked and disbelieving expression.And the father in front of him was paralyzed to the chair all of a sudden.

The room was quiet for a while, no one spoke, it was quiet, there was no sound at all.

"You go, don't come to our house again." His father sat for a while, recovered, and said to him in a tired tone.

His mother stood there, already in tears.

Xi Le's head slowly turned to his mother, watching her standing there silently crying, his heart ached for a moment, the kind of pain from the bottom of his heart, which made him almost unbearable bent over.

He resisted the discomfort, approached his father step by step, and knelt down.

"Teacher... When he left, let me take care of you. He said sorry, let me come over and say sorry to you on his behalf. He is not filial and cannot serve you." When he said this, tears burst out uncontrollably down stream.

He couldn't control his tears, choked up and said, "The teacher has already left, please forgive him, he has used his own life to atone for his mistakes, please forgive him, when he dies I have been regretting it all the time, and there is no chance of redemption.

But...but he's gone.

Forgive him, let me take care of you, just treat me as your child, okay, mom and dad, let me take care of you, I will take care of you like your children, Teacher Jun is just like my father, Take care of me, love me. "

His mother ran over a few steps, hugged him and cried.

"I didn't mean to deceive you. I was just afraid that you would not accept it if you knew it. Mr. Jun Qing said that you would not forgive him, and asked me not to mention him in front of you. He said that he was a student of the teacher. Let me visit you and let me see you. I take care of you.

I beg you, give me a chance, let me be your child, I am willing to take care of you instead of the teacher, woo...don't drive me away, don't drive me away, I was wrong, but I didn't mean it. "

As Xi Le said, tears fell, and his emotions collapsed all of a sudden.

At the beginning, I made a wrong step, every step was wrong, and there was no chance to turn back. For so many years, even if I was wronged and worked hard, I had to bear it by myself, because I chose this way from the beginning.He has no chance of regret, no chance of looking back.

It wasn't until the moment of his death that he realized that life was so short, once he made a mistake, he would never have a chance to make up for it.

However, he came back to life again, he died and lived again, God gave him a chance, so he couldn't miss it no matter what, once he missed it, he would never have another chance.

I can't... no, I must not miss it...

"Don't say it, don't say it, don't mention it anymore, my child is sorry for me, if he can live, I won't care about anything, I just want him to live and live well.

How can a mother hate her own child? I love him. That is my son who was born in October. I have raised him like my lifeblood for so many years. He has done something wrong. Let him go. Wrong way, I hate myself for not educating him well, and then forced him to change, but he still refused to change, what can I do as a mother..."

"Ah... Tell me, what can I do... Ah, that's my child, the child I raised with one hand, he did something wrong, I beat him and scolded him, right? He still doesn't change, he It's good, in the end I didn't even go home, just left us two old guys... I was wrong too, I was wrong too, if I didn't treat him that way and leave him a way out, he wouldn't The road is getting dark...

Ah, my son, just leave like this, you know that the most painful thing in the world is white-haired people giving black-haired people, you die and it’s all over, what should we do, we still have to live to face whether The world you are in..."

His mother hugged him tightly and broke down crying all at once.

This mother who has no child, her heart is the most painful, no one can understand her, this child was born in October, she is such a precious son, she has worked hard to bring him up.

She also hopes that when the child grows up, he will marry a wife and have children, and provide them with retirement for the elderly.

These people have never sought wealth and honor in their lives, they only hope that the family will be healthy and be together happily.

Why did she come to this point? For so many years, she has never been willing to forgive her son. She still remembers that when her son came home on New Year's Eve, she beat him up with a broom and drove him out of the house.That night, with the door closed, the two old guys cried at home all night, but the next time her son came back, she still drove them away.

She can't accept two men together, especially his son is also gay, she can't accept it.

However, she was never selfish. If she hadn't been selfish and only cared about herself, her son would not have died.

People have a back road there, no matter what happens to them later, knowing that this is home, they will not die so tragically.

Xi Le didn't know that after his death, the man was afraid that his parents would face his charred body. After the forensic autopsy, the case was definitely settled, and the body was immediately incinerated. When his parents rushed over At that time, there was only a cold tombstone left, in which their children were buried.

The death notice was already in their hands, and they were unwilling to believe this fact, and had to accept it.

A good son, who went to study in a good university, then disappeared like this, all the way to the dark, and even his life was confessed here.

Poor parents in the world...

Xi Le hugged his mother, tears kept falling, listening to his mother's words, he only had endless regrets in his heart.

He raised his head and saw his father sitting there, already in tears.

"Dad..." He stretched out his hand and called out.

His father shook his body and looked up at him, "I don't have a son, he is dead."

"No...no, teacher, forgive him, forgive Teacher Junqing, let me take care of you, please, don't drive me away, let me stay and take care of you." Xi Le knelt and crawled over, grabbed his father's foot.

He raised his head and looked at his father, "He has already made a mistake, and he has no chance to make up for it. He is also dead. Let me take care of you, and I will take care of you on behalf of the teacher."

"Alas..." His father sighed, wiped away the tears on his face, and glanced at him.

When Xi Le and his father's eyes met, his body couldn't help shaking. He always felt that this glance had seen his heart and saw his soul. All his hidden things could not be hidden, and he had already been discovered. up.

But at this moment, even though he was crying, his mind became more and more clear. He must seize this opportunity and give himself a chance to take care of them.

"What do you take to take care of us? You are so young, you still have mom and dad, don't say these things, child, we know you well, this is my family business, it has nothing to do with you, you are still young , don't put such a big burden on yourself, although we are old, we can still take care of ourselves, don't worry about us.

Alas, you go back, go home, do what you should do, don't come to our house, we will take care of ourselves. "His father's calm words almost blocked all his retreats.

Xi Le looked up at him, his father was still the same as before, but it was different from before.

In his memory, his father was proud, knowledgeable, and gentle. He would play with him in his arms and educate him with good words. On the road of his life, his father has always been his guiding light.

His mother has always been by his side, educating him to love and care for him, and is the closest relative in his life.

However, these two people, he left them in the end.