reborn lover

Shi Lei warmed up the porridge and served it to him, he drank the porridge with his head down, Shi Lei sat beside him, a small table, just enough for three people, Xi Le thought this place should be a relatively private residence, Foreign guests are not welcome.

The rooms here are still decorations, and even the size of the house is only suitable for a single man.For him to come here, he felt a little strange in his heart.

Shi Xin's private residence, what a strange place this is, yet he is here.

It's just that he didn't have much appetite, so he ate more than half a bowl and didn't want to eat anymore.

"Then you go back and eat something when you're hungry. Don't be hungry." This boy with thick eyebrows and big eyes still looks good when he smiles. He doesn't force you, but just tells you to pay attention to your body.

When he was about to leave, Shi Lei didn't stop him, saying he called the driver to pick him up, but he refused, saying, "I'll go out and take a ride, it's also convenient to go out here."

This is a community next to the Central District. Once you go out, you will be on the main road. Just go out and take a taxi. Xi Le doesn't want to bother such an unfamiliar classmate. Besides, he really doesn't want to get along with anyone in that circle. people as friends.

I didn't want to before, and I don't want to in the future.

He didn't see that man Shi Xin until he left and got in the car, and he was somewhat relieved that he didn't need to see those people from the past again.But it's better not to come to this place next time, lest I really see him.

"Let's go, master, drive carefully." Shi Lei sent the man into the car, closed the door after he got into the car, stuffed the driver with two hundred yuan bills, and let the driver drive away, even asking Xi Le to refund him the time None.

So from a certain room door, this classmate is really generous in spending money, he will do what should be done, he never saves, and is very willing.

This person not only made a good impression on the students in the class, but also on the teacher. The students who had gotten along with him in private also thought that he was a very good person.So, there are only two possibilities for this person to be so comprehensive. This person is very good at pretending, or this person is really that good.

And the result is unknown.

Shi Lei's habitual behavior made Xi Le change a lot towards him at this moment, so that in the future, when he really didn't show that he wanted to be friends with Xi Le, Xi Le didn't care too much. Refuse to approach such a person too forcefully.

Shi Lei is really good at being a human being, and also knows how to treat people well.

It is not surprising that there is gain because of the effort.

"You are such a nice friend." The driver who drove the car got a lot of money, and the smile on his face was also kind.

Drivers have occupational diseases to some extent, and they like to talk to passengers. If it were normal, Xi Le would also like to chat with the driver during the ride, talking about the customs of some places, or it is not easy for these people to make a living in a big city , he likes them all.

But today, he was in no mood to talk.

Xi Le gave a "hmm" and said, "It's not bad."

As he said that, he closed his eyes and leaned against the seat. He didn't have much intention to talk to a strange driver, and he was really not in the mood now.

From preparing for the exam to finishing the exam, he devoted all his energy to studying, and then he finally finished the exam. For two consecutive days, he was dragged out by Cui Huanyue to deal with these people outside. He is not a good person, he was very familiar with him in his previous life, but now he sees him again.

With a different face and a brand new identity to face these people, it feels like I am still walking the same road as before, and met those people again.

He was watching a play, and he was in it, unable to escape.

He stretched out his hand and rubbed the center of his eyebrows. He was really tired these days, and he didn't rest for a moment.

The driver saw from the rearview mirror that the guest was sleeping with his eyes closed, so he stopped talking and concentrated on driving. He tapped his hands on the steering wheel occasionally, and drove along the traffic flow in the city center, gradually flowing out.

In this city, everyone has their own set of rules and ways of living. You just need to do your own basic things to make a living here. You don’t need to ask too much about other things. After all, it’s just someone else’s business .

Xi Le got a little motion sickness when riding a car, especially in the city center. There were traffic lights all the way out, and there were many cars on the road, so the speed of the car was not fast. He already had a headache, which made him feel even more uncomfortable.

He closed his eyes and wanted to rest for a while, but the imbalance in his mind became more and more serious, so he opened his eyes as a last resort.

Turning his head and looking out of the car window, a car drove past in front of him, and the tall buildings in front of him intertwined and passed by. The city was bustling and colorful, and his heart was indeed in a desert, empty.

He used to walk here too, then he walked out, and now he's back again.

The corners of his mouth curled up, showing a sarcastic smile, and after turning around, he got closer to the people he used to be.It's just a different identity, a different face, he knows them, they don't know him.

He used to care so much about those people and those things, but when people died, they were just a pile of loess, covering up the past and overturning his life.From then on, no one will remember you, remember that you have been here.

He suddenly had a feeling, if he didn't come back to life again, would he be just a pile of loess in the ground forever, unable to blow any waves anymore.

Alas, no matter how much, I still feel unwilling, so unwilling...

I hate it too much...

"Handsome guy, this is the place you mentioned, right? Where are you going to get off? Is the car going inside?" After a long time, the driver's car drove to the place the passenger said, and he didn't know where to stop, so he asked aloud road.

"Just stop here." Xi Le said aloud when he noticed that the car had arrived.

He had been looking outside just now, but in fact he didn't look again. His thoughts had already drifted far away, and it was someone else's words that brought him back to his senses.

When Xi Le got out of the car, he supported the door with his hands so as not to let himself fall to the ground the moment he got out of the car. His body was weakening, and he needed strength even to stand.

After closing the door, he nodded to the driver, "Go slowly."

The driver smiled and waved to him, the car turned around and drove away.

When Xi Le entered the door, he waved habitually to the uncle at the door. The uncle was familiar with him and greeted him with a smile.

The corners of his mouth moved habitually, and he didn't hear what others said clearly. He just nodded and walked slowly inside step by step.

It stands to reason that a man like him who only wants to live an ordinary life and has no ambitions in his life should have lived an ordinary life. He is also knowledgeable and capable, and he has the ability to support his family. He should live a good life. right.

Moreover, he is kind, courteous, and knows how to be a human being. Although he has high knowledge and education, he can get along with the upper class and have a friendly chat with the lower class. The neighbor relationship should be good, and he can make friends when he goes out. .

However, such a person had such a miserable life. Later, he hid away and did not dare to come out to meet people. In the end, he died at a young age. When he died, he had no relatives, no reason, and no worries.

When Xi Le got home, he went to the bathroom to take a shower, threw all the clothes that came in from outside into the trash can, and when he came out of the shower, he put on the clothes that he had washed a bit torn.

When he wanted to go to sleep, he still remembered opening the jar of sleeping pills on the bedside table, pouring out two sleeping pills, drinking water and swallowing them, then rolled up the quilt and fell asleep.

I was so tired, my spirit was exhausted to the limit, I fell asleep as soon as my head touched the bed.

During this period of time, Xi Le suffered from insomnia and frequent dreams. He often woke up in the middle of the night and kept his eyes open until dawn, so his spirit was not very good, even very poor.

The only good days were when he was with Su Qian, so he subconsciously didn't reject Su Qian's going to his bed. hot body temperature.

Of course, the man in his arms didn't just want to sleep with him.

But it was because he was too tired that he would occasionally fall asleep as soon as he closed his eyes.

This time, he didn't wake up until after twelve o'clock. He was in a trance, and his bones were hurting. The first thing he felt when he woke up was that he was hungry.

The quilt is very warm in winter, people are lazy, want to stay in bed and not get up, Xi Le rolls up the quilt and plays around on the bed, thinking that she can continue to sleep until tomorrow morning.

It's just that his stomach was rumbling happily all the time, so he smiled helplessly, "Get up and get something to eat, there should be some food in the refrigerator, it's not bad to cook noodles, lay down an egg and then go to sleep."

Cooking noodles is the most convenient, fastest, and most trouble-free, and he doesn't even have to think about it, he must be cooking noodles.

Xi Le didn't know why at the time, he suddenly thought of the TV that the man bought, and thought of the man looking forward to retreating and sitting in front of the sofa to watch TV, he actually missed that man a little.

Even he himself didn't realize that when he thought of that man, the smile on his face was the most sincere.

Holding a large bowl in his hand, which contained a bowl of noodles, he bit one end of the noodles and took a sip.

Sitting on the sofa and pressing the remote control of the TV, it happened to be the news rebroadcast.

He only looked up at the TV and wanted to change the channel, but suddenly the movements of his hands stopped.