[Football] If I love you

In the TV series, after the male and female protagonists quarreled fiercely, the heroine turned around angrily. One second before leaving, the male protagonist held her for a passionate kiss, and then the male and female protagonists miraculously reconciled.But this is just TV. If a kiss can end the quarrel and eliminate the conflict, then there is no need for such a quarrel to exist.Lin Muqing thought that she really had filmed too many movies and TV shows, so she chose to cover Neymar's mouth with a kiss at such a time.In fact, Neymar did not hug her as emotionally as the heroine in the TV series. The conflict between them still exists, and it may even be more serious than she originally imagined.

Neymar pulled her away from him and looked at her without any expectation or relief. He said, "I don't need your charity or your gratitude. Mu Qing, give me some dignity, you won't give it to me." Yes, I don't have to. But don't give me your feelings like you give to a beggar on the roadside!"

Lin Muqing squinted her eyes to look at him, and asked, "Do you think I'm giving you alms?" Her heart also turned cold. After getting along for so long, couldn't he feel his intentions for him?She is really working very hard to maintain a stable and warm relationship with him, trying very hard to play the role of his girlfriend well, doesn't he feel it at all?Just because of a photo, just because she met her ex-boyfriend and said a few words, he overturned all the warmth and sweetness of this period. Is this the result of her painstaking management for so long?

Neymar no longer looked at her, because he seemed to see grievance in her eyes. If he continued to look at her, he was afraid that he would lose control, and would not even want his self-esteem, and would lean on her side without dignity.He didn't want to do that anymore, and he didn't want to pester someone who had no feelings for him.

"Neymar, let me tell you, if it is charity, I have a lot of things to give, there is no need to give myself to you. And thank you, if I don't feel anything about you, I won't take myself as a thank you Gift to you. There are many ways for me, Lin Muqing, to thank others, or give alms to others. Also, there are many people who have helped me, or who are so poor that I need to give alms, but no one has got me except you. .You can underestimate yourself, but please don’t underestimate me! I, Lin Muqing, am not a person who can make fun of my feelings!"

Lin Muqing was full of grievances, she had already said what she wanted to tell him, and she did what she could do to show her kindness.But he still belittled himself and didn't believe that there was really love between them.How much failure did she have to make her boyfriend question herself like this.

"If you really don't want me anymore, then so be it, I've done everything I can, and there's nothing I can do now." Lin Muqing had no strength at all when she said this, she had never been so powerless about anything .What she wanted to do before, or what she wanted to prove, as long as she was willing to work hard, she would definitely do it.She has always believed that persistence is victory.But it turns out that not all persistence can reap victory in the end.She really had no choice but to leave.

Lin Muqing walked out of the bar with floating steps, wandering aimlessly in the street.Is it easy to come and easy to lose?At the beginning, she didn't pay, and just accepted his kindness to her blindly. God didn't want to give her such easy happiness, so she wanted to take it back, right?

The night in Brazil seems to be more enthusiastic than other places.There are passionate kissing men and women everywhere on the road. The girls here are not as shy and introverted as the oriental girls. They are passionate and will take the initiative to kiss and show love to their boyfriends.Brazilian boys also enjoy the initiative of their girlfriends and accept each other's love enthusiastically.

Lin Muqing thought, if she showed her love for each other unreservedly like the girls in Brazil, wouldn't he be disappointed in her?But she won't, she really won't.She has been studying and learning to treat him with enthusiasm, but it seems that she can't get it right, and she still can't express her heart.

Neymar, who stayed in the bar, is not much better. The relationship is hurting and sad.He has been in love so many times, loved so many women, and lost love so many times, this time is the most hurtful.At his age, few boys would think about marriage, but he did. He imagined the scene of proposing to Lin Muqing countless times in his mind.He must use the most romantic way to let her marry him, but no matter how romantic the idea is, if Lin Muqing refuses to nod at the end, then it is just a joke.

Rasmussen brought him a bottle of wine, and the bottles collided. There was not so much gentle comfort between men, and a bottle of wine was enough to express the brother's support and condolences.Neymar raised his head and drank the wine in the bottle. Now there seems to be no other way to vent besides drinking.Love is like alcohol, it will paralyze your nerves and make you see some illusory pictures that you have longed for in your heart.But the wine always wakes up, and after waking up, there will be endless disappointment and loneliness.In order not to let myself down, shouldn't I go after things that don't belong to me in the future?

"Brother, that woman is the woman I love the most in my life. I wish I could give her my heart. Do you know how good she is? She is so beautiful and has a very good temper. She is so gentle that she can turn me into a Water. When she kisses me, I really feel that I am the happiest person in the world. As long as I can have her, I don’t need anything. Ha ha, but what should I do? She is not something I can have. She is so good , so perfect, I knew it was a luxury to have her. But I thought I was entitled to her, I thought I had her. I was so stupid to have such an illusion? Brother, look, I Just a fool, quite a fool, isn't he?"

That night, Neymar took Rasmussen and kept telling him about Lin Muqing's good things.Rasmussen listened patiently to his narration, knowing that this brother was really hurt deeply this time.Growing up together, watching Neymar experience one girlfriend after another.Rasmussen has always had great confidence in Neymar, and he will definitely be able to escape unscathed in love.Only this time, not only Rasmussen, but also some friends they played with, said that Neymar was determined by that girl.He was originally dissatisfied with Lin Muqing. As Neymar's girlfriend, he never drank with Neymar's good brother. This is a very excessive thing.After seeing Neymar's sadness after being emotionally injured, he even blamed Lin Muqing for a while.But when I saw Lin Muqing just now, I felt that she was not what Neymar said. She actually cared about Neymar, but she didn't know what kind of misunderstanding there was between them.Perhaps, he should persuade Neymar to have a good talk with Lin Muqing.