[Restart of the Extreme Sea Tinglei] Greed for Huan

The trip to Leicheng cured all of Wu Xie's illnesses, but left him with a thorny problem.

Wu Xie was sitting in her guest bedroom, staring at Li Cu who was sitting on the bed.

Li Cu's leg injury recurred, and he was sent to the hospital directly after returning from Fujian.But this is an old injury after all, and there is no way to cure it. After seeing it, the doctor said that it can only be taken back and rested slowly, and pay attention to daily life.

Li Cu's father has been missing for several years, and his mother has completely cut off contact with the father and son after divorcing his father.Su Wan and Yang Hao had a good relationship with him, but they were both children, and they had little experience and patience in taking care of others.

After all the calculations, Li Cu had nowhere to go when he needed to be bedridden.

So Yu Changwan and Wu Xie proposed to take Li Cu home to take care of them for a period of time.Wu Xie originally had a headache getting along with him, and was hesitating, but when Yu Changwan said, "We can't watch him wandering on the street with a sick leg", he felt guilty.

He was ashamed of Li Cu.This child's fate has been completely changed by him because of his own will, and he has fallen to this point. At this time, he really can't let him go. That's not his character.

Yu Changwan pushed open the door of the guest bedroom and poked his head in: "I'm off to school, you two get along well at home."

There was silence in the room, she turned her head to look at Wu Xie again, her eyes crescented into a smile: "I put the soup on the dining table to cool down, later you remember to bring that big bowl to Yali, and the bowl of ginger I picked all the pieces."

After that, she closed the door of the room and left.Wu Xie turned her head to look at Li Cu expressionlessly.

It's that damn soup!Wanwan yesterday asked this kid if he had any dishes he wanted to eat, and he said bluntly that he wanted to eat bamboo shoots from the south.

So I got up at five o'clock every night today, just to cook pork ribs and fresh bamboo shoot soup for him.Because she has to stay in the laboratory all day today, she may not come back until very late, so she can only do it in the morning.

"Do you want some soup?" Wu Xie asked, got up and walked towards the door, suddenly thought of something, turned his head and said to Li Cuo, "Tell me what you want to eat in the future, don't tell her. She doesn't know how to cook very much , the injury on her hand is just right, you are torturing her like this."

When Yu Changwan returned home that night, it was already nine o'clock.

Li Cu tossed and turned on the bed for a while without feeling sleepy.He stared blankly at the ceiling above his head, and then heard a soft knock on the door.

It was Yu Changwan's voice.She asked softly, "Yali, are you asleep?"

Li Cu reached out and turned off the lamp on the bedside table, and turned over violently.

Yu Changwan smiled softly, pushed the door open and came in, leaned down to turn on the desk lamp again, and met the boy's shining, somewhat stubborn eyes.

Yu Changwan looked up at the air conditioner, and asked softly, "Can't you sleep? Is the bed too soft, or is the quilt not thick enough? The south doesn't have heating like the north. If you're cold, remember to turn on the air conditioner to sleep. If you don't like the humidity , I'll bring you the dehumidifier."

"Does it have something to do with these?" Li Cu asked, "If you were me, would you be able to sleep peacefully in such an environment with nothing on your mind?"

Yu Changwan looked at him for a while, and the young man looked away uncomfortably.She nodded, dragged the lazy sofa to sit down beside his bed: "I can't sleep anyway, would you like to talk to me?"

Li Cu turned over and covered his head with the quilt.If it wasn't at her house, he would have kicked her out.

Yu Changwan didn't care, she put a notebook on her lap, thought for a while, and said, "Let's start from here...Actually, from my experience, there are many contradictions in society today because It is caused by a fundamental mistake in cognition. We have been educated since we were young, and the facts seem to prove that the harder you work and the more you sacrifice, the better the result will be in the end, and people implement this cognition to Every aspect of life."

"It sounds reasonable, just like a mathematical axiom, so reasonable that there is no need to prove it. But in fact, have you ever thought about it? Well... You studied science in high school, so let me use physics knowledge as an example. In only In the presence of friction, other conditions being equal, the more force you apply to a small slider, the longer the force, the faster and farther it will go. There is no doubt about it.”

Li Cu rolled his eyes.Who wants to listen to your physics class, he thought.

"But what if there are countless forces acting on it at the same time besides the force you exert? It's as if in our society, there can never be only one factor that promotes and hinders something. In this context, Should we still hope that we can go farther and faster by exerting greater and longer force unilaterally?"

Yu Changwan continued to speak patiently: "So, in a society, the proposition 'the more you give, the more you should get' is absurd in itself, there is no causal relationship between the two before and after, not even a linear relationship. .Similarly, when we apply this proposition to the category of 'love', it is irrational to expect that all the love we give will be rewarded accordingly."

"Yali, what I want to tell you is that even as a parent, the giver of "love" in the traditional sense, there is no reason to ask children to repay their 'kindness', and should not ask children to be their appendages Or be inferior to them, which doesn't make sense logically."

Li Cu was stunned.

Yu Changwan looked at the young man who turned his head to look at her involuntarily: "As 'love', when you give, it should not be for the purpose of reward. The purpose of love should be for the object of your love. , may become better because of this love."

Li Cu flipped a bit to cover up his absence.He choked her subconsciously: "What do you say have anything to do with me?"

A soft hand touched the top of his head: "What your father and mother did to you is undoubtedly wrong. You don't owe them anything. You shouldn't torture yourself with this shackle on your back."

Li Cu seemed to have been poked in some sore spot: "You put it so simply!"

"Remember what I told you before? I hope you can grow up and mature enough to look at the world well. Yali, in fact, the world in a person's eyes depends on how he wants to look at it. Those bad things , although objectively impossible, you can throw them away subjectively."

"Is it interesting to lie to yourself? What happened is what happened. Can it be regarded as non-existent?" Li Cu turned over and sat up, put on a confrontational look, and sneered, "Isn't this idealism? Thanks to you, you are still a scientific researcher Those who actually believe in idealism. This set has been criticized as early as high school."

Looking at the naive look of the young man in front of him, Yu Changwan knew that he had already been persuaded, and he was just instinctively resisting the influence of others on his world. This is a set of protection he has explored over the years. own way.

So she said with a smile: "Materialism is of course necessary when doing scientific research. Materialism is a yardstick for everyone to look at the world. But for individuals, idealism is not bad."

"From birth to death, the world experienced by a person is the world in his eyes, not the objective world. In fact, how many people can fully understand the objective world in a lifetime What about it? All scientific researchers will not be able to achieve this goal even if they spend their entire lives.”

Li Tu was speechless.

Sure enough, Yu Changwan's thinking was very powerful.He thought that she has a complete set of thinking that is different from ordinary people to explain the world, and she can justify herself.This is very similar to Wu Xie.Although the thinking of the two of them can't be completely consistent, they both belong to people who look at the world extremely calmly and thoroughly, and they reach the same goal by different routes.

That's why she came together with Wu Xie. Even though she was so young, she didn't seem to have much in common with Wu Xie.

But Wu Xie will be very comfortable and fit to live with such a highly similar thinking person.

Li Cu felt that something so tangled in his heart was slowly loosening.The blood all over his body began to flow again.

"So?" he asked.

"So, look and believe in the better things in life and you won't suffer so much. I hope I can help you learn this skill as you grow up."

"Are you trying to exonerate Wu Xie?" Li Cuo suddenly noticed something, and said in his heart that sure enough, the way to see a beautiful woman is to see her purpose directly, "Having said so much, you just want to guide I, forget the unhappiness of the past, and forgive those who hurt me."

The young man in front of him was like a little beast covered in thorns, he was used to not trusting and hurting others to protect himself, he was suspicious of any approach.

His growing up experience was too painful.

"It's not what you said." Yu Changwan sighed, "To be honest, it's hard for me to determine whether Wu Xie is guilty."

Li Cu became excited and asked, "What did you say?!"

He laughed loudly, and took off his shirt, revealing the horrific intertwined scars on his back: "He hurt me to this point, and now you tell me that he may be innocent in your heart?"

"Have you heard of the strange case of the cave, or the trolley problem? Wu Xie hurt you and seventeen other innocent children in exchange for the peace of Jiumen and Zhang's family. It's hard for me to say, choosing to sacrifice a few people Guaranteed whether most people are right or wrong, even the most powerful experts in this field cannot reach a unified conclusion." Yu Changwan stood up, took out a book from the shelf, and put it on Li Cu's bedside, "If you are interested If so, read this book. How you determine whether he is guilty depends on how you define 'justice'."

She sat down beside Li Cu's bed, reached out and touched his head: "But, for you personally, his harm is beyond doubt."

"Yali, I'm sorry." A cool hand wiped away the tears on Li Cu's face, "Wu Xie is very guilty of hurting you. I'm sorry. The world has treated you badly."

Li Cu lay on his back on the bed, trying to calm down.

He finally heard the sentence sorry.Maybe all this time, he chased Wu Xie, what he wanted was this, that's all.

The past is already established and cannot be changed.Wu Xie is indeed not the cruel Wang family.In fact, he was the only person who thought about protecting Li Cu in the whole incident, and he was not evil in Li Cu's heart.

He just wanted to hear an apology, to ask for an explanation for the self whose fate was changed for no reason many years ago.

Li Tu looked down at Yu Changwan, whose eye circles turned red but did not shed tears, and a thought suddenly appeared in his mind that gave him a chill.

"The thing you said before that you want to teach me," Li Cu asked, "No, there will always be people in this world who love me and don't expect anything in return, let me look at everything for the better, and love this world too, right? "

Yu Changwan was shocked, with an expression of disbelief on his face: "Of course not, I'm teaching you to grow up, not making you a monk."

Li Cu curled his lips, and felt relieved: "Got it."

Yu Changwan arranged the pillow and quilt for him, and turned off the desk lamp.

Li Cu lay in the darkness, looking at her silhouette in the darkness, suddenly thought of her mother when she was a child, and then realized something.

There can be another extension of the "love" she mentioned.

If love really exists, the best he can imagine is that between her and Wu Xie, they are evenly matched and achieve each other, which is trust, cherish, protection and fulfillment.

She saved him many times before, but she never forcibly instilled any dogma and ideas into him like his parents did, but as he said, she wanted him to learn from her behavior slowly.

Because what she wants to teach him must be realized by himself.

What Yu Changwan has always wanted to tell him is, Yali, you have to love yourself.

No matter how bad the world is, you have to learn to love yourself, trust, cherish, protect and perfect yourself.

This is something his parents never told him, making him ignore the world he lives in, ignore his own life, and go to the current situation radically, torturing himself in endless pain.

Li Cu looked at Yu Changwan who was about to close the door of his room.Her long hair, which had just been washed and blow-dried, hung loosely on her shoulders, and she was wearing a set of home clothes with Wu Xie's couple outfit.He looked at the cup of warm milk she left on the bedside table, and he had the illusion of home and mother in a trance.

He stopped her suddenly with a "Hello", and said without thinking: "If there is a child in the future, with a mother like you, he will be very happy."

Yu Changwan froze, then smiled at him.

Li Cu had never seen such a beautiful smile from a girl, as if something was finally relieved in his heart, the kind of happiness that came from the heart.

Little Wu Yue didn't know that his birth a year later was actually thanks to Li Cu's whim.

The author has something to say: Wu Xie's subtext: Tell Dad what you want to eat, don't embarrass Mom.

I don't know if you like to read such a long chapter, but it is indeed the only way I can think of to reconcile Wu Xie and Li's conflicts and cure Wanwan's heart disease, so I have to write it.

This is stuffed buns, steamed in the next chapter.

感谢在2020-09-2618:40:14~2020-09-2711:05:11期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Liu Xiaofang, Brooklyn Little Prince 1;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Yaotaiyue; 1 bottle of Wang Dayan's small eyes;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!