It was three o'clock in the morning when Wu Xie woke up from sleep.

Dimly aware of something different, he subconsciously looked to the side.There was no one on the other side of the double bed, the quilt was lifted, and Yu Changwan was nowhere to be found.

The hands of the alarm clock on the bedside table were still moving forward, making a clear ticking sound in the quiet and dark night, just like the countless nights he had woken up in the middle of the night.

The sound of the pointer was like some kind of mysterious and terrifying spell, beating heavily on his heart.

Wu Xie's drowsiness disappeared in an instant.Fears that I hadn't experienced for a long time came to my heart again.

The people around him who died because of him over the years, the bloody methods of the Wang family, and her leaving without saying goodbye many years ago played out in his mind one after another, and his hands began to tremble uncontrollably.

The blood all over his body rushed to his brain, and Wu Xie's eyes turned black.He froze for a moment, and at that moment, his mind went blank.

He couldn't describe the blankness in his heart, and suddenly he didn't know what he should do.

Should I call my buddies and wake them all up from their sleep to find someone, or go straight to my second uncle for help?

Wu Xie walked out of the bedroom in a daze.There was a faint light in the direction of the kitchen, and there were rustling noises.He came back to his senses and called in that direction uncertainly: "Xiaoyu?"

Yu Changwan, who was sneaking through the refrigerator, was startled by the sudden hoarse voice, and quickly poked his head out of the refrigerator door, and said in shock, "Are you awake?"

"I just slept until midnight and suddenly woke up from hunger, so I got up to find something to eat." Yu Changwan reached out and touched the man who put his chin on her neck and held her tightly in his arms from behind, " What’s wrong with you?"

She touched Wu Xie's forehead, and the cold sweat in her hand soaked her fingertips completely.Coupled with his pale face, it made her even more confused.

Wu Xie didn't speak. He rubbed against her neck, kissed her neck, and said after a long while: "If you get hungry, wake me up and I'll make you something to eat. Don't just disappear without saying a word. "

"It's not necessary." Yu Changwan waved the green vegetables in his hand, "I found a bag of unfinished egg noodles and a bag of green vegetables. I can cook noodles for myself. I can do it."

Wu Xie rarely compromised with her.He kissed the top of her hair again: "Be obedient."

The thin sweater worn by the man behind her rubbed against the bare back and neck exposed by her nightgown.Yu Changwan flinched in Wu Xie's arms, feeling goosebumps all over his body: "Okay, okay."

For another week or so, Yu Changwan was busy working on projects with his mentor.During this period of crowded eating time, she has no energy to worry about this midnight episode with Wu Xie at all.

Anyway, she doesn't wake up hungry every night, she thought.

That night should be due to unexpected physical exertion before going to bed, and she just needs to pay attention to eating more dinner in the future just in case.

But the unilateral calm brought about by Yu Changwan's busyness was quickly broken.

It was already dark when the work in hand was finished, and after saying hello to his brothers and sisters in the same laboratory, Yu Changwan walked out of the laboratory door in a daze.

Wu Xie was waiting in front of the door of their laboratory building, wearing a light brown shirt, just standing there, the temperament of the whole body and the tall and thin figure, it is very tasteful from a distance, it is difficult to ignore.

Yu Changwan was a little surprised.Because she left early and returned late recently, and the time to go home is not fixed, so I made an appointment with Wu Xie not to come to school to pick her up again.

At this moment, according to the usual practice, he should prepare dinner at home.

She looked at the watch on her wrist, approached him quickly, and asked, "Why are you here today?"

When I approached Yu Changwan, I realized that Wu Xie's expression was not good-looking.There was no smile at the corners of his mouth or eyes, and his lips were pursed.

She thought he was angry.

Yu Changwan finally realized belatedly that something was wrong with Wu Xie these days.

Before she went up to hold his arm, Wu Xie stretched out his arm to embrace her whole body.He almost completed this action with a very domineering and hasty force.

Yu Changwan staggered as he was being led, subconsciously clenched the strap of his shoulder bag, and asked, "What's the matter with you recently?"

"We made an appointment to keep in touch at all times." Wu Xieyan said succinctly. When he said this, his eyes finally met hers, and the emotions contained in it and his expression made Yu Changwan even more sure. , Wu Xie was really angry.

She quickly took out her mobile phone from her bag, and it showed more than a dozen missed calls, from 04:30 in the afternoon to nearly six o'clock in the evening, all of which were from Wu Xie.

She immediately understood where Wu Xie's anger came from, and quickly explained: "I was busy with errands in the afternoon, and I haven't been at my work station, so I didn't hear the call."

Wu Xie stopped, and he looked at her seriously: "Do you know how worried I was when I couldn't get through the phone?"

Yu Changwan put his palms together in a begging gesture, and admitted his mistake: "I'm sorry, I was wrong. But, I'm already this old, and I won't lose it. Don't worry about me like this."

Wu Xie stared at her for a while, but finally she was still not willing to continue talking, exhaled, turned around and took her hand and continued to walk forward, but her pace was obviously slower than before.

Yu Changwan thought he had smoothed Wu puppy's hair, so he ran a few steps to follow him with a happy face, opened the car door and sat in: "I think you've been a little too nervous about me recently, but you really don't need to be like this. I promise you I won't lose myself."

Wu Xie turned to look at her, and blurted out without any thought, "I thought so too 12 years ago."

Finally said it.

These days, along with the ecstasy of lost and found, comes a growing unease that can no longer be ignored.

Her leaving without saying goodbye more than ten years ago lingered in his mind like a nightmare.Wu Xie did not forget how he turned from hopeless searching to despair.He became more and more anxious.

When he is alone, he will think of many things, the past, the future, and the unreal.He couldn't accept the news of losing her, even when she was within his sight, he could feel at ease.

He tried his best to suppress the faint emotions that were on the verge of collapse, but various uncomfortable feelings still leaked out of the emotional "pressure cooker".

The car was still driving on the familiar way home from Zhejiang University, but the atmosphere in the car was eerily quiet.

Yu Changwan was stunned for a while, the lights in Hangzhou cast moving mottled shadows on her face."I'm not her and I won't do that again," she said.

"I won't leave without saying goodbye. I'm different from Meng Yu, I understand how precious it is to be alive." She continued to explain, the car soon arrived at the door of the house, she got out of the car behind him, and walked into the place where the two lived corridor.

"Even if I encounter the same situation again, I will choose another way to deal with it."

As soon as she walked in the house, she stopped suppressing her anger because of the two principles of "don't fight outside" and "don't fight while driving."Yu Changwan looked up at Wu Xie, and the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually disappeared: "It turns out that you have been abnormal all this time because you have been treating me like her. But it is Yu Changwan who is with you now. , not Meng Yu, have you figured it out yet?"

Wu Xie's eyes that had softened her heart countless times just looked at her like that.

He also seemed to have noticed her sudden emotion, and chuckled lightly, trying to ease the atmosphere slightly: "For me, no matter what kind of you you are, it's always you."

Yu Changwan sneered, took a few steps back, and avoided his hand: "Aren't you surprised, why I have been refusing to tell you about this? Because I don't want you to accept me for a love that has become habitual. .The only thing that maintains our relationship is the joy of being together in the moment. And I, I want to be fully recognized and appreciated, and I want to be treated as an independent person."

Her expression was very calm when she spoke, but Wu Xie still read extreme anger from her eyes.

There was something wrong with the little girl's condition, and he was at a loss for what to do at first, and his heart softened, and he couldn't say any more serious words that were lingering in his heart before.

The alienation and anger in Wu Xie's eyes dissipated, and they turned into the gentle and radiant look in the past, even a little helpless and pitiful.He wanted to go forward to hug her, subconsciously said: "Xiaoyu..."

Finally irritated by this title, Yu Changwan's eyes were red, and he said every word: "And you, I have always liked that, there is nothing in life except you, Cuscuta."

Wu Xie's outstretched hand froze in mid-air.

It was as if the softest part of my heart was stung by something, and that place collapsed and kept falling.

Wu Xie withdrew his hands, nodded, blinked, and smiled again.He turned and pushed open the door: "Okay, then let's calm down with each other."

The door slammed shut in front of Yu Changwan.

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