[Restart of the Extreme Sea Tinglei] Greed for Huan

There were hysterical quarrels and the dull sound of items being swept to the ground from the second floor.

Yu Changwan sat alone at the dining table downstairs, calmly mixed the last bit of soup on the plate into the rice, stuffed it into his mouth, then put the bowls and chopsticks in the sink, and then bent down to pick up the stuffed rice. Books scattered all over the floor.

A few hours ago, they were lying on the coffee table unharmed, and then they became cheap and unbreakable items that were picked up in quarrels and used to vent emotions.

She squatted on the ground, smoothed out the folded pages in the book, hugged her in her arms, and went to pick up the next one.

Some of the books that were thrown out were her published works, the girdles were torn, the spines of the books were also broken, and some pages were loose.Apparently my mother didn't care whose book it was when she threw it out.

From upstairs, my mother was crying at the top of her throat, and my father was horribly hoarse and scolding.

Yu Changwan stroked the broken title page vigorously, on which were written the names of Yu Zhou and Guan Gen side by side.

She sighed softly.

20 years of constant bickering between parents.At first, when she was young, she would hug herself and hide in the corner and cry in fear, but when she grew up, she would run over and cry while trying to persuade her to fight.

So far she's just bored and tired.

Marriage has developed to such a point, why do they still have to maintain it?

She didn't understand it a few years ago, but now she understands that the essence of maintaining a marriage is far from love, but the relationship of common interests, interpersonal network, and living habits that some people are reluctant to give up because of inertia and laziness.

But when they pointed at Yu Changwan's nose and said, "If it wasn't for you, we would have divorced a long time ago", were they hoping that she would be grateful or grateful?

Who needs a marriage like this.

If possible, she hopes that no more children will be born in such a terrible environment.

So when Wu Xie grabbed Yu Changwan's arm and said, "Wanwan, let's get married", her mind exploded.

Countless terrifying memories flooded in like a tide, and her whole body couldn't help trembling slightly, and it was only with all the remaining rationality that she restrained herself from shaking off his hand.

She thought of her parents' decades of marriage, facing each other's aging and ugly face from youth, as well as the countless frictions and discord brought about by living together for many years, not only the passionate love in their hearts turned into boredom Even resentment, even without knowing when, even their own temperament has become vulgar and resentful.

She doesn't want to be like that.

She also doesn't want her relationship with Wu Xie to go to that point one day.

In Wu Xie's eyes, at that moment, Yu Changwan just knelt on the ground and froze, and there was a complicated look in his eyes.

Before he had time to understand what that look meant, he saw her kneeling down, stretching out her hand to pick up the apple that rolled under his hospital bed, then lowered her eyes, and said lightly: "Let's talk about it later. "

She stood up and patted the dirt on her body: "I'll go and wash this apple, and then I'll peel another one for you."

Wu Xie looked at the figure of Yu Changwan who gently closed the door and disappeared in the hospital corridor, and let himself fall back on the hospital bed helplessly.

Although he didn't want to admit it, he really couldn't figure out why she would react like this.

Wu Xie pulled one side of the quilt to cover her body, frowning, a little confused.

When he racked his brains to recall what went wrong, the door handle of the ward turned, and the fat man pushed the door and walked in.

Seeing Wu Xie staring blankly at the ceiling, seeing that he didn't respond when he came in, the fat man dangled a bag of canned food in front of his eyes, and smiled with one hand on his hip: "What's the matter? appearance."

Wu Xie came to his senses and glared at him: "Get out, I'm already like this, you still have the heart to tease me."

The fat man put the can aside, turned around and looked around: "Where's your little girlfriend?"

Wu Xie sighed inwardly, saying that she hid from my marriage proposal, so she changed the subject and asked, "This hospital is not big, why haven't I seen Poker Bottle?"

"He hasn't come out since we came out. He may be helping. But it's okay. I've inquired about it. Your second uncle and the others should come up in three days."

As he spoke, he unlocked the phone and handed it out: "Look, this is the mural at the back of the main tomb."

Yu Changwan put the dirty apple under the faucet and washed it, then leaned against the wall of the corridor outside the room and began to gnaw it.

She knew that the fat man had entered the ward to see Wu Xie, but she didn't want to go in yet.

She didn't know how to face him.She instinctively didn't want to explain to him why she had such an attitude. It would feel like exposing her flaws to someone she liked very much.

Even though she knew it wasn't her fault.

Today I must thank this apple, if not for it, she would not know how to escape from that ward.Thinking of this, Yu Changwan took a few more bites of the apple in his hand.

The hospital in Pingtan is very small, and the corridors are not long. The end of the corridor can be seen at a glance, and it is filled with the afterglow of the setting sun.Yu Changwan squatted against the wall in the corridor, staring at the ground in a daze with dull eyes.

When there was only one bare apple core left in his hand, Yu Changwan saw the fat man come out of the ward with the door closed, and walked straight towards her.

"I told him that his parents asked his second uncle to take back the shop." The fat man restrained his grinning expression and became a little serious, "but he is not reconciled. I think so, he is the kind of person who wants to He can stop thinking about it, but such a strong method will definitely not work."

"There are a lot of sea porcelain sellers around here, maybe there are a lot of good products from a large shipwreck. We are thinking about making some money, and we can get a start-up capital to reopen the naive shop."

The fat man asked her, "Do you agree?"

Yu Changwan stood up, put his hands between the wall and his back, leaned against the wall in a very cute posture, and nodded: "As long as it is for his own good, I agree... Wait, you said Did you talk to him?"

Before the fat man could react, Yu Changwan opened the door of the ward like a breeze and rushed in.

The canvas shoes on her feet slipped on the smooth tiles, so she had to make a big turn and pounce on Wu Xie's hospital bed to sit down.Sitting on the hospital bed, Wu Xie couldn't help reaching out to support her arm, and asked with a blank expression, "What's wrong with you?"

Yu Changwan didn't have time to catch his breath, so he quickly picked out the most important sentence and said it first: "I didn't disagree because your shop was taken back."

Wu Xie breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled softly: "I don't think so either."

Yu Changwan felt warm in her heart, and she also laughed. The awkward atmosphere between the two of them disappeared strangely, and she felt that words suddenly became much easier to say.

"No matter what you decide to do in the future, I will be with you. I am willing to fall in love with you for the rest of my life."

Wu Xie smiled again, stretched out his hand and scratched the little girl's nose, and asked tentatively, "Is there something you didn't tell me?"

He recalled that before the Spring Festival this year, she had subconsciously said that she wanted to spend the New Year with him, and she had asked his parents if they were in a good relationship.

"For example, what about your family?"

Yu Changwan suddenly fell silent.

She withdrew her hand and sat on the side of the hospital bed with her back to him, bowing her head in silence.

It was as if the most secret scar had been uncovered, and he actually understood somewhat why she didn't want to tell him if this was the case.

Wu Xie felt a little distressed, straightened up and wanted to hug the little girl who was made sad by him.She turned her head suddenly, bit her lower lip, and said courageously, "I can tell you, but I have one condition."

Wu Xie asked: "What conditions?"

"Hug me," Yu Changwan said, "I'm only willing to talk if you hug me."

I have hardly received affirmation from my parents, and the education I have received since I was a child is "You are not good enough, you can become better, and you have to work hard to become better in order to be loved by others."

If you can hug her, you can make her feel that she is loved and affirmed. The warmth from his body has such a great meaning, and it can give her the courage to uncover her scars.Moreover, if he accidentally cried, he wouldn't see it, so he wouldn't be ashamed.

In fact, she can choose to keep her mouth shut, and still rely on the already hard shell to continue to live independently and rationally in this world.

But maybe Yu Changwan didn't realize that when she chose to say these things, she was already willingly compromising to those things she was afraid of for Wu Xie.

Wu Xie opened her arms and hugged Yu Changwan into her arms, and his aura immediately surrounded her.He lowered his head and kissed her forehead and face: "Just let me hold it, it's okay not to say. I don't have to know."

If the price is to make her sad again.

Yu Changwan sniffed, put his arms around Wu Xie's neck, poked his head out from his neck, and rested his chin on his shoulder.

She brewed for a while, but she didn't even think that she would cry when she opened her mouth.

Those nightmares that she hugged and hid in a corner for more than ten years can one day be told after being hugged and kissed by her lover. This is already the greatest luck for her now.

"Love is actually not that complicated." Wu Xie touched the hair of the little girl in her arms, "You don't need to force yourself to have certain advantages in order to get the love of others. The most essential thing in love is to be with you I felt comfortable together and didn't want to leave, so we agreed to stay together forever—this is marriage as I understand it."

"It is true that marriage has been given a lot of extra meaning now. But I believe that you are so smart and can handle your affairs better than your parents, including marriage. At the same time, I also believe in myself."

"From now on, I will tell you little by little what your mother didn't tell you, how good you are."

The author has something to say: This is the best love in reality that I can think of, so I only get married late at night, and there are cubs.

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