Cinderella's Gypsophila

The second time I went to see a psychiatrist, the eldest sister smiled and asked: "How are you doing these days, are you still arguing?"

Cheng Cheng was stunned for a moment, a little embarrassed.

Actually, it's not noisy anymore.

Although the eldest sister is a big pumpkin all the time, every time he is unstable, her gentle and gentle words "be careful and control yourself" can appear inexplicably in his ears, which is also very strange.

Of course, there are occasional small frictions.

For example, there was another trivial fight just at noon, and he miraculously won the fight.

Qi Yan was unconvinced, and squinted his eyes with his cheeks on his hands: "Brother, I found out, you just 'don't like fighting', not 'not capable of fighting'."

"It's true, you are the reincarnation of the bamboo spirit."

"I can still cook the rice without changing my face. It's amazing, admirable, and evolved. Well, this is delicious."

"Do you want to think about it seriously, and apply for a law department in university?"

"..."

Cheng Cheng tried his best to maintain self-restraint, not to be as knowledgeable as children.

Aren't you famous for your sharp tongue and poisonous mouth!If you can't even quarrel with a taciturn and stupid person all the year round, doesn't it mean that you are unreasonable?

Who is the master of bamboo again, who is!

He also thought of Qi Yan who refused to change after repeated admonition.Just sent him here and teased him all the way, forcing him to get a new frame.

Why did the two of them quarrel at noon—was it because of Qi Yan's various behaviors of spending money indiscriminately!

It's not that Cheng Sheng is against luxury goods or expensive things, he's just rationally against things that are not cost-effective.

Because he saw Qi Yan working overtime and typing on the keyboard to earn money with his own eyes.

Even if you make a lot of money, you can't always buy whatever you want, and spend it without a plan at all?

For example, in this optical shop, Cheng Cheng really didn't understand what ghost glasses would dare to price a pair of 5000 yuan.

Is it a hundred times better than 50 yuan glasses?

In the end, Qi Yan couldn't help but insisted on buying it for him, insisting that this kind of lens had some kind of optical blessing and would not hurt the eyes.

He used 100 yuan glasses for ten years, and it didn't hurt his eyes!

"You are young, and you should protect it when you have the conditions. In fact, if you think about it carefully, it can be used for many years. In fact, it doesn't have much money in a day's conversion."

Cheng Cheng: "I really want to protect my eyes, watch less episodes of TV and stare at the computer for a few minutes..."

Qi Yan just laughed: "Look, you're arguing again. Brother Zhuzi."

Cheng Cheng: "..."

The new glasses are gold-rimmed.

"Look, isn't it suitable?" Qi Yan pushed back the hair on his forehead, revealing a clean forehead, sticking it very close, and smiling with evil little canine teeth.

"Actually, it's not bad to be a lawyer in the future with such a serious appearance of arguing with others?"

Cheng Cheng is going to die of anger, and you're just raising an argument in a serious manner!

……

The second time I saw a psychiatrist, my eldest sister was still a big pumpkin.

Cheng Cheng tried to tell her the story of the past.

Talk about his illness when he was a child, talk about his parents, talk about how bad fate he met the person he loves most in his life.

He stopped talking halfway through.

Countless memories, sweet, healing, distressed, sad.unbearable.

The big sister didn't force him.

Cheng Cheng adjusted his sour mood, decided to say something happy, and started talking about his little angel to the doctor's elder sister.

He said that when he saw Xiao Yan for the first time, he never expected him to grow taller and handsome when he grew up.

Can become so thrillingly handsome and excellent.

He just simply likes the little angel's bright black pupils, his warm and sweet smile, and his soft hug.

Even if he is short and has no money all his life, he still likes him very much and wants to support him for the rest of his life.

He said that now he looks at Xiao Yan with complicated emotions.

It's like I just wanted to take care of my own little plant, water it carefully and wait for it to germinate.He likes what it looks like after breaking the ground, and never expects him to bloom.

Suddenly, it became so beautiful.

With beautiful black pupils and fingertips that make people unable to move their eyes, and cat-like lips when they smile.There is no one else who can compare to him, even the long eyelashes look good when he is asleep.

It made him happy, confused, and flustered.

Just, Xiao Yan is really super good, good at everything.It would be better if it could be a little more common...

"How? Are you still used to it?"

It rained after the treatment that day, and Qi Yan drove to pick him up.

Cheng Cheng: "No discomfort..."

Although today is the same as last time, I don't quite understand where the money for the treatment went.

Qi Yan: "Hey, is that right? Then she is completely different from the doctor I met before. My doctor does a lot of tricks and can analyze and hypnotize."

He smiled: "If you don't like the style of this..."

Cheng Cheng: "No dislike."

The big sister doesn't talk much, but she can give people a very comfortable atmosphere.

Moreover, these two times he has been talking and talking, forcing himself to analyze and recall everything, but he has explained himself a little bit more clearly.

It seems so.

……

In the third treatment, Cheng Cheng finally tried to mention some things that were pressing down in his heart.

In theory, he has said goodbye to the "past".

With a new life and trying to move on every day, it's all over.

"I actually, really don't think about it anymore."

"But sometimes, I still feel useless... Both sides are sorry. I couldn't satisfy my mother's wish, and let her leave with regret and resentment. I hurt Xiao Yan again."

"..."

Sister Doctor: "But, even if you could do it all over again, you won't find a better choice, will you?"

"Doesn't that mean you've done your best?"

Cheng Cheng froze for a moment, then shook his head.

He doesn't feel like he's doing his best.If it is destined to be difficult to have both in the world, then it's fine to be on one side even if you are ruthless.

But what about him?When his mother died, he probably hated him to death, and Xiaoyan's side still makes him feel bad.

Sister doctor: "Since you mind so much, you have to find a chance to tell the person you like about this?"

Cheng Cheng: "You can't tell him."

"Because...he is really good. He has been very good to me. I can't continue to push forward and think that because of my mistake...he will come to comfort me again. "

really can't.

This is no longer a question of being honest or not.Xiao Yan has really endured enough, he can no longer...

Eldest sister: "But it's not overreaching, huh?"

"However, there is no rush, there is still a lot of time, so take your time."

……

The application time for overseas universities starts in mid-November and ends in the first half of the following year.

Therefore, since autumn, Cheng Sheng has been very busy.

Under the guidance of Qi Yan, he began to prepare university application materials and prepare for related English exams.

But at the same time, I don't want to delay the small hobby of making delicious food for Qi Yan every day and making bento to take to work.

I don't want to let go of playing with plants to keep the house in order, and I don't want to delay the matter of teaching a car with a private teacher.

So it can only be time management, n pronged.

Even exercising does not want to fall behind.He is now familiar with the treadmill at home. From ten minutes of slow walking, he gradually began to increase the speed and slope, and the time was also lengthened a little bit.

Qi Yan: "Hey, your high school grades are so good, you must have no problem applying."

"Don't be too nervous, pay attention to your body, don't get tired."

Cheng Cheng said "hmm", he didn't feel tired.

He is now very happy and fulfilled, waking up next to the boy he loves the most every day, which gives him enough motivation to live more seriously.

All the light is at hand.

As long as the application is successful, he can enroll in the spring at the earliest, and then he will be able to study in the same school as Xiao Yan.

……

Cheng Cheng and Qi Yan's clothes can now be worn with each other.

Qi Yan is a little taller and healthier than him now, but both of them have similar shoulder width and sleeve length.

It's just the same clothes, Cheng Cheng always feels that Qi Yan can look so chic when he is set off by his tall and straight figure, but he always seems almost meaningless when he wears them.

... That's why I said that I need to work hard to exercise my body.

In addition, Cheng Sheng is also working hard to learn how to match, how to iron those high-end shirts, and even learned how to play with perfume.

He also eats more now than before.

There are always a variety of fresh ingredients in the large refrigerator with two rows of doors at home.

Qi Yan doesn't eat candy puddings and chocolates himself, but he always likes to buy them for him.Of course, Cheng Cheng himself can't eat too much, he just tastes the taste every time.

But recently, I feel more and more that although I can only eat a little bit each time, sometimes this feeling is quite good.

Just a little bit of chocolate candy slowly melts in the mouth, a little bit of happiness in the bitterness and sweetness.

Like the life he was looking forward to now, it would always make his gray eyes light up with a small gleam.

Private car teaching is much faster than driving school, and Qi Yan will always take him to the suburbs for a test drive on weekends, Cheng Cheng learns very quickly.

When I went to take the driver's license test, I passed it once, and then I really started driving to "pick up" Qi Yan to get off work.

Sometimes when I go early, I will go upstairs to his office to have fun.

He is inexplicably very popular in Qi Yan's company, and every time he hears a lot of gossip——

In addition to the singer Wang Junlin, Xiao Qi is always in the entertainment circle of handsome men and beautiful women, and even interacts with some beautiful girls.

The female colleague also asked Cheng Cheng, hey, brother, which one do you prefer to be your younger sibling?

Cheng Cheng: "..."

Qi Yan: "This is really not there."

"It's just that I met some people during the recording of the program, and exchanged contact information politely. There is no follow-up contact. Don't believe me?"

Cheng Cheng originally wanted to say, I don't need to watch it.

But they gave them all... He took the phone and found those little girls directly and accurately.

Two years ago, when Qi Yan was the hottest on TV, he had been on the same show with a few singing girls, and Cheng Cheng knew about it.

He'd seen it on TV in the hospital.

Those girls were on the show, but they stared at Qi Yan unabashedly, and they also bluntly said that they were their ideal type during the interview.

Cheng Sheng doesn't even want to recall his feelings at that time.

The chat records were not deleted, Cheng Cheng clicked in.

The little girls were really active, and they asked Qi Yan to have dinner and sing after the show, and they were all very enthusiastic.

Mr. Xiao Qi did not say to ignore him.

Will reply politely, but the content of the reply will take the initiative to chat to death within a few words.Then gradually there is no more.

Cheng Cheng: "..."

The coquettish and cute little Tiantian of his family is so good at chatting outside.

Cheng Cheng doesn't mind the fact that he knows how to use a mobile phone and has a few girls.It's just that when I got tired of reading and went online occasionally, I saw them again.

I found that there are still many comments mocking.

"You're so ugly and you still go viral every day, and you're still crying and confessing your love on the show? Don't you want to see other talented young people take care of her?"

"That's right, if you don't deserve it, you don't deserve it. Get to know yourself early."

But there's really nothing wrong with it.

A few of them are very beautiful, even among the female stars, they are considered to be outstanding.And youthful and lively, can sing and dance, and earn a lot.

Cheng Cheng flipped through those comments puzzled.After reading it, I went to the so-called "crying confession" variety show. Many people scolded it as "show", but he felt that it was quite sincere.

A few little girls met an excellent boy of the same age, isn't it normal to have a crush on him...

They are actually quite good, but they are not as lucky as him.

To meet him at such an early age, to hold him, to take him for himself.

He was just lucky to show up early.

Cheng Cheng really felt that Qi Yan was just a little fool.

Obviously after meeting him, I also met many very good people.Obviously there are so many opportunities to start over with people who are much better than him, but he insists on coming back to him foolishly.

... There is no need to hang yourself from a tree.

He didn't believe that Qi Yan was so good, no one taught him such a simple truth.

He really didn't know why he was so lucky.

So, just try to get better.

He thought that since he had caught the little angel at a silly age, he would try his best to make him not regret the choice he made when he was 20 years old.

……

Qi Yan has been very skinny every day recently.

My brother's English test is about to be taken, so he lights up the lamp every night to review.

And Mr. Xiao Qi's pleasure after get off work every day is to check the English mock tests that his brother did today to see if he has done all the correct ones.

Cheng Cheng couldn't bear this kind of public execution every time: "Okay, you...give it back to me, and I can answer the question myself!"

Qi Yan: "If you don't pay it back, you won't pay it back~"

Relying on the fact that he is two centimeters taller than his elder brother, he raised the real questions above his head with all sorts of airs.

Cheng Cheng was so childish that he rolled his eyes at the sky.

He corrected the answers to the questions under the lamp, and Cheng Cheng went to cut the fruit for him for supper.

"Good job, only one question was wrong."

Qi Yan chewed the apple handed over by his brother, and suddenly remembered that when he was a child, Cheng Cheng used to habitually make a mistake in any paper for him when he was young.

He raised his eyes in a daze.

Cheng Cheng was still looking at himself, frowning and thinking about the reason for the wrong question.

Qi Yan stared at the profile of his profile under the light with dark pupils. For a moment, it seemed as if he was looking at the quiet boy when he was a child.

After a few days, Qi Yan suddenly bought a lot of shiny pens of various colors.

"For your notes."

Cheng Cheng was dumbfounded.

The bunch of colorful pens are not only bright in color, but also have glitter and sequins. You can paint and draw casually, and draw a real book like a magic fairy castle.

Qi Yan didn't say it was pretty.

It is said that Cheng Sheng's handwriting is neat, beautiful and artistic.Said that he likes that he writes the exercise sets colorfully, so that it is not boring for him to help with correction.

Cheng Cheng was very puzzled, he didn't know that Xiao Yan had this special hobby before?

It never occurred to me that this was just the beginning.

"what are you doing?"

He watched as Qi Yan scratched heavily on the writing desk. Their writing desk was made of wood, and there was a deep dent.

Qi Yan: "This is the [-]th parallel."

Cheng Cheng: "???"

"Thinking about it carefully, we actually sat at the same table when we were in elementary school, but I was so nice that I didn't draw a line with you. Let's draw together now to find out how we felt at that time?"

Cheng Cheng: "..."

He was so angry and funny that he almost turned the table: "You are simply wasting the table!"

Qi Yan: "Hahahahaha it's okay, this table is worthless."

Cheng Cheng: "It's not a question of whether it's worth money or not. Don't waste things casually! What did the writing desk do wrong with a good writing desk? Did the writing desk mess with you? Just give it a mark!"

Cheng Cheng really felt sorry for the table.

He once had a family with Xiaoyan.But then that house was sold by him, and he still can't forgive himself.But now that he finally has a new home, he cherishes every detail, every plant and every tree.

Even when he usually does problems on the desk, he will put a big mouse pad on it.I was afraid of accidentally leaving scratches, but it turned out that Xiaoyan was lucky!

Within a few days, his childish little Qi always got worse.

Cheng Cheng was doing the questions, and Mr. Xiao Qi was free to doodling on the table next to him.The painting was creaking, and he poked him after painting, "Hey, do you think the puppy I drew looks like?" It seems to be a typical example in elementary school that if you don't learn it yourself, you can't learn it from others. Poor Students!

He didn't let go of the draft paper that Cheng Cheng had finished writing.

Folded into a small plane, hey——

When the plane landed on Cheng Sheng's head, he took it off and poked it back at him blankly.

However, Qi Yan folded the waste paper into a bamboo dragonfly again, Cheng Cheng had never seen it this time.Wait until you stack houses, crabs, and pianos...

Even though Cheng Cheng is old, he still finds it miraculous when he takes it.

Qi Yan looked at him with black eyes: "Look at you, you really don't have a childhood, you don't know anything except a paper airplane."

"Then I guess you haven't played with bubble gum, photographed cards, or folded stars to make a wish."

"..."

"It's okay, I'll help you find what you missed in your childhood."

He said, stretching out his feet.

It's getting a little cold in autumn, and Cheng Cheng's feet are always cold in rabbit fleece slippers, so he stretches them in to help him warm.

Cheng Cheng didn't speak, and secretly looked at those colorful pens, [-] lines, and layered childish graffiti on the table.

My toes shrank, and my heart was sore and full.