Cinderella's Gypsophila

A few days later, discharge day.

Qi Yan called again early in the morning to confirm the ticket, and agreed with the driver when to pick him up.

After everything was settled, he raised his eyes to look at Cheng Cheng.

"Why, you still don't want to go with me?"

"..."

"That can't be done, it doesn't matter what you say now." The sun was bright outside the window, and his black-eyed smile was a bit wicked.

"Your ID card, account book, bank card, and graduation certificate are all in my hands now."

"You must come with me, otherwise, I won't pay you back."

Cheng Cheng: "..."

Feeding, combing his hair, asking about his health... All kinds of intimacy in the past few days, he was always hiding, stiff, and at a loss, but now he has finally learned to express his dissatisfaction.

Qi Yan was stared at by him, but smiled even more happily.

At noon, the saluting little uncle helped pack and went downstairs.

In the ward, Cheng Cheng changed into his pajamas, and Qi Yan handed him a shirt.

Big red, deja vu.

That kind of overly festive red is really not what normal men would choose.The weird color evoked many memories for a while, Cheng Cheng was stunned for a moment, pursed his lips, and refused to wear it desperately.

But the pajamas had already been taken off, so Qi Yan quickly took them away and put them away.

So suddenly it was as if the cowherd in the ancient legend hid the clothes of the weaver girl, and now he has nothing to wear except for that weird red shirt!

Cheng Cheng endured it, his fingers were shaking when he buttoned it.

Qi Yan: "Actually, brother, you really look good in this color."

Cheng Sheng ignored him.After finally finishing the button on the neck, the body suddenly lightened.

"..."

He finally couldn't hold back his emotions anymore, yelling at him to let go, his voice changed.

But Qi Yan ignored it.

Just carry him out the door and down the stairs.There were so many people coming and going in the corridor of the hospital, Cheng Sheng could only bury his face in the young man's shoulder desperately.

In the car, Qi Yan reflected, he seemed to have gone too far.

Cheng Cheng really didn't pay attention to him anymore, he turned his head and didn't even look at him.There was no trace of sweetness and shyness on her face, only forbearance and helplessness.

"elder brother……"

Qi Yan immediately felt distressed, a little remorseful, and softly coaxed him: "It was my fault, I'm sorry."

"Don't be mad, eh?"

There was not much space in the car, so he tentatively touched Cheng Cheng's fingertips with his fingertips.

Although there have been several days of feeding and trying to get close, it seems that Cheng Sheng still resists physical touch.

Qi Yan actually felt a little sour in his heart.

But he convinced himself to be patient, he was fine now, and he didn't evade a light touch with his fingertips.He rushed to make an inch, like a small crab, and held on tightly.

After arriving at the airport, the plane was slightly delayed.

Cheng Cheng is still relatively weak, and the chairs and air conditioner at the airport are also cold, so Qi Yan is not at ease after laying him several layers up and down.I was seriously thinking about the feasibility of going it alone this year and earning a lot of money as the boss to buy a private jet to pick up my brother.

The little uncle on the side: "..."

Cheng Sheng had never been on a plane before.Qi Yan led him all the way, taking care of him carefully.

"Thirsty, come on, lie down. I'll fasten your seat belt for you."

"It's only two hours, and it will be here in a while."

There was a bump when taking off, and he once again grabbed Cheng Cheng's slightly cold hand like a small crab.

"If you can't fall, it's fine."

"With me with you, don't be afraid."

The little uncle who heard it clearly: "..."

He should be under the plane, not in the plane!Alas, why hold it in the palm of your hand like this, I'm afraid that it will melt, I'm so angry, I'm so angry.

……

When the plane landed, the pick-up car was already waiting outside.

Qi Yan lives in the city center and is an hour away from the airport.

"Tired?"

Cheng Cheng shook his head, but Qi Yan could clearly see the tiredness of his hard work: "If you're tired, just lean against me and sleep for a while, don't push yourself."

Cheng Sheng didn't refute anymore.

He lay down, curled up, pillowed on Qi Yan's lap and closed his eyes, like a very obedient and quiet gray house cat.

When he was fast asleep, Qi Yan could finally reach out and touch him properly.Rubbing his soft hair with fingertips, gently smoothing the tangled brows in his sleep, his eyes traced the unfamiliar yet familiar outlines, and his heart became softer and more sour.

It wasn't until he entered the community that Qi Yan reluctantly woke him up.

It was dusk.

The room faces the sun, and the inside is fully connected.After opening the door, the floor-to-ceiling glass projects a large area of ​​endless warm and nostalgic colors in the living room.

The floor is warm yellow and the curtains are the same warm hue as their old home.

Lots of plants on the balcony.The south is humid and warm, and all kinds of flowers and grass are easy to live.Seen through the glass, it almost looks like a rainforest.

This home also has a bay window, crescent shaped.

There are also blankets and a lot of furry animals on it.Under the shoe cabinet in the entrance, there are pairs of cat and dog slippers.

Cheng Cheng was stunned.

Qi Yan has been watching him quietly.Of course, it was impossible for him to tell Cheng Cheng that in the past three years, 99% of the time in this house was bare, black, white and gray with nothing but walls.

Although he bought it, he never regarded it as "home".So much so that this place was not as popular as it should be except for a broken bed and a refrigerator.

And all the warmth and blooming flowers in front of him were all temporarily arranged by him in the past few days.

The professional team really deserves the reputation in the industry, and they did it so well.

His little broken bed was also replaced.It was replaced by a kingsize sea blue soft big round bed with blackout curtains, which looked like a very safe tent nest, and the quilt, pillows and blankets were also very comfortable.

Night falls.

When taking a shower, the water from the shower sprayed down scaldingly, and Cheng Cheng's heart was in a mess.

Look in the mirror after washing.Under the light is a man with tall bones, but his body is too emaciated.

Even with a hint of rosiness from the water vapor, the whole person still looks dry and depressed.

He lowered his eyes and wiped the water droplets off his body silently.When I went out, I saw Qi Yan was sitting by the bay window outside, leaning on it, he seemed to have fallen asleep by accident.

He closed his eyes, his long eyelashes fluttering slightly.

He has grown up, is more mature, taller, and much more handsome than when he was a child.Although the person is slightly thin in clothes, the white shirt outlines the shape of the abdominal muscles, and the whole person has a kind of youthful temptation between a boy and a man.

The night lights outside the window are flickering, and there is a bright moon.

Everything is so beautiful.Cheng Cheng was in a trance for a moment, his heart was complicated and sour.

Later Qi Yan woke up quickly and went to take a bath too.

Hearing the sound of splashing water in the bathroom, Cheng Cheng felt uneasy.He has searched secretly in this spacious room several times, but he has never found a sofa, nor has he found any place to lie down other than a bed.

In Qi Yan's current home, he has never seen such a completely private, free and exclusive space design.

It seems that this home is really just a "home", and there is no plan to entertain guests at all. The living room does not exist at all, and naturally there is no sofa.

He can't sleep on the bay window... It's too deliberate, Qi Yan can be pissed to death.

In the end, Cheng Cheng had no choice but to climb onto the big bed, grab the blanket and curl up in a corner as much as possible, closing his eyes tightly.

Soon, he heard Qi Yan coming out, the moisture from the boy's body and the sweetness of the body wash wafted in the air.After a while, the light was turned off, it was pitch black, and the bed beside me sank slightly.

Far away, the house was quiet.

The time is one minute and one second.

Qi Yan's fingers that were pinching the quilt slightly relaxed.

Finally, today is over.But tomorrow, the day after tomorrow...

He can't always be taken care of like this for nothing.

Suddenly, the person next to him turned around.

Originally so far away from him, the warm body in the dark caught off guard completely overturned - the young man was not wearing a shirt, his body was covered with a seductive fragrance, and the warm skin through the thin pajamas made people tremble hot .

Outside the window, a flash of lightning flashed across the sky, followed by muffled thunder.

Cheng Cheng shuddered deeply.

A deep and soft voice came from his ear, as if afraid of scaring him: "Brother, brother, don't be afraid."

"I'm not going to do anything," he said, "I just want to talk to you."

The rain fell with a splash.Hit the canopy, hit the glass.It seemed like only a few seconds, but it seemed like a long, long time.

Cheng Cheng finally struggled uncomfortably, trying to push away the person who was holding him tightly and pressing him down, making it hard for him to breathe.

But when he pushed it with his fingertips, a long, long scar suddenly appeared in the mess.

He trembled, his fingertips froze.

Because he has many scars left by surgery on his body, he is very familiar with the touch of that kind of thing.

But why is there a scar on Qi Yan's thigh?

It didn't exist.When did he add such a long and hideous strip that he didn't know?

The hands that held him loosened slightly, and Cheng Cheng turned around.

The heavy rain in the dark night, there is no moon, and the light of the street lamps is completely covered, but he seems to see the light in Qi Yan's eyes.

"It fell from a horse." Qi Yan said, "I was dragged for dozens of meters, but it's okay, and I haven't felt any more pain since I recovered."

He spoke easily, but his breathing was a little irregular.

Cheng Cheng's heart twitched.

"I don't really like riding horses. It's dangerous, dirty and difficult to control, but those rich people like it." He murmured.

"Those of us who work for others every day sound like directors and designers. In fact, in addition to making products well, we often have to cater to them, please some people, and attend some involuntary entertainment."

"Sometimes I'm tired, confused, and don't know what to do."

"Sometimes I work too much overtime, and my eyes often hurt."

As he said, he bent down and rubbed his head on Cheng Cheng's shoulder, like a small animal in his arms.

"My brother always said that honeysuckle tea is good for the eyes."

"I tried to find it. After searching for a long time, I finally found the honeysuckle herbal tea here, but it was so bad that I couldn't even take a sip."

"..."

"elder brother."

"Can you say something too?"

"Talk to me and talk to me, okay?"

"You used to be very good to me, and you never ignored me."

The endless sound of rain made people upset.The boy's embrace was hot and pious, and his voice was hoarse and nasal.

"Brother, I'm sorry." He said softly.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left without saying a word, leaving you alone in such a bad place."

"In the past three years, I have missed you very much, and I still like you as before. Can you forgive me?"

……

The rain keeps falling.

In fact, Qi Yan still has a lot to say.He wanted to tell the person in his arms, brother, do you know that even though I saw that little storm bottle, you kept silent and ignored me, and you still stabbed me in the heart.

Probably because it used to be too good and too sweet.

So even if there is a little less, I can't help clamoring for pain and suffering in my heart.

He also wanted to say, brother, I actually don’t understand.I still can't understand your forbearance and stubbornness.But I know you're tired, and I know you need time to heal and heal.

I will wait patiently.

I'm grown up now and have a lot of things.Just stay by my side obediently in the future, brother, I can give you anything.

It will give you happiness, more happiness than you can imagine.

……

Cheng Cheng actually didn't sleep all that night.

The next morning, in a daze, the doorbell rang, and he heard Qi Yan get out of bed and open the door.

"Oh! Tsk tsk tsk, look at the layout of this house, I almost don't recognize it!"

After the door opened, a black-skinned, loud and lively festive aunt unexpectedly came. She didn't regard herself as an outsider at all, picked up the mop and started to work and clean.

Qi Yan: "...This is Aunt Zhang, my housekeeper. I come here every Friday at [-] o'clock in the morning."

"Auntie, this is my brother."

Aunt Zhang: "Oh! Look! What a pair of little slackers, sleeping in the sun!"

Cheng Cheng: "..."

Auntie is too energetic, and in this atmosphere, there is really no way not to get up quickly.

Aunt Zhang: "Oh! My brother is also very energetic, not worse than you!"

Cheng Cheng: "..."

Only then did he know that this Auntie Zhang came over every week and made all the meals for the week and kept them in the refrigerator.

Qi Yan thawed one portion every day, and lived like this for three years.

On Saturday and Sunday, Qi Yan took Cheng Sheng to familiarize himself with the surrounding environment.

Supermarkets, hospitals, parks, bookstores, this is his first visit to the South, and everywhere he goes is lush.The tall trees were covered with bowl-sized flowers, and green mangoes were hanging, which Cheng Cheng saw for the first time.

On Monday, Qi Yan's ten-day vacation ended and he had to go back to work.

Their company has no reason to bring family members to work together.But he was really worried about Cheng Cheng being alone.

Asking over and over again: "Is it okay for you to be home alone?"

He was afraid that he would run away, so he continued to hide his ID card and refused to return it to him.I was afraid that he would not have enough money to spend, so I left some bank cards for him.

Cheng Cheng: "Go quickly, I won't go."

But Qi Yan was still worried, and telling him was like telling a three-year-old child.In the evening, I always come back from get off work early to accompany him, and buy him a bunch of new books that just arrived in the bookstore.

"Also, you really don't need to do laundry or work!"

"Your top priority right now is to take care of your body and gain some weight. You will have surgery in a few months."

"By the way, does brother like kittens or puppies?"

"I'll buy one to accompany you at home, okay?"

But Cheng Sheng didn't agree to keep a pet.

It is enough for him to play with a bunch of plants at home, not to mention the books are enough for him to read, the park downstairs and the sea not far away are more than enough for him to sit there and spend the whole afternoon in a daze.

After just two weeks, he managed to gain a pound or two.

There is a treadmill at home.Sometimes Qi Yan would set a very slow speed for him, forcing him to go up and walk for 10 minutes.Teach him some simple and non-tiring fitness movements, and let him practice at home when he has nothing to do.

I often cook for him with my own hands, lamenting that rabbits eat like this while cooking, secretly mixing minced meat in it.

People are also more and more fond of acting like a baby, and they will say that my brother gives me a hug.

When I am at work, I will suddenly send a message back and ask you what you are doing, saying brother, I miss you.

He would say, let’s go play next time brother is on vacation, where do you want to go to play?

When I am tired from working overtime, I will ask my brother if you want to come and accompany me.Then call a car for him, the office building smells of coffee in the dead of night, there are only two people.

I will say it over and over again, brother, you promised to be with me forever...

As Cheng Cheng thought about it, he suddenly felt heart palpitations.

Others were playing with flowers and plants on the balcony, but they couldn't stand still in an instant, the kettle was knocked over, and they were drenched in cold sweat.

The sun was too harsh, and he covered his eyes in pain.So sad.

Nothing makes sense at all, nothing makes sense at all.

Why?Qi Yan shouldn't be gentle with him anymore.

You shouldn't apologize to him, you shouldn't take him home, you shouldn't pamper him in every possible way.

Shouldn't look at him every day with flattering and longing eyes, obediently daring not to get too close, and waiting to be accepted.

It shouldn't be, so he doesn't understand, can't figure it out.

Qi Yan should hate him, should be condescending and coldly dismissive of him.

Then he found him, took a look at him from a distance and fulfilled his wish, and just went home and found a place where no one was there to die by himself.

That's the best ending, and it's good for everyone....

Cheng Cheng struggled to stand up.

Went to get some heart medicine.

He knew it was probably not a physical problem—his illness had been like this since he was a child.Organs sometimes break down on their own, but sometimes the organs themselves are fine, it’s just that I’m too sad to make my stomach hurt so much that I can’t help myself, and my heart is paralyzed.

The two diseases feel different, and he can tell the difference.

After taking the medicine, he lay down quietly.The heart rate is still as uncomfortable as a drum.

stop, stop.

Cheng Cheng, are you really out of your mind?He scolded himself.

What else do you want?It's clear that nothing has happened, the rain has passed and the sky has cleared up, but what are you doing here?

Xiao Yan has returned.

At the beginning, all thoughts were lost, thinking that letting go of his hand and choosing to fall into the endless eternal night was the final ending of the story.

The only light is gone, and will never come back, and will never forgive him.

But Qi Yan is back.

Instead of holding grudges, she stretched out her hands and hugged him tightly.

Now everything is so good again.

In a bright and spacious house, Xiao Yan said, brother, I like you. He smiled and acted like a baby, and carefully liked you. He said, brother, you should eat more, exercise well, and we will go to study together after getting better.

How good can it be?

He even had hope in the future.You can catch up with the little angel as soon as possible by studying hard and working hard in the future.

What else?

Cheng Sheng didn't know what else he wanted to do.He also thought he was ridiculous and ridiculous.

That weekend, Qi Yan was going to participate in a science and technology forum in other provinces, and he had to go for three days.

He was as worried as ever: "Brother, can you stay at home alone?"

Cheng Sheng nodded.

The first day passed and he was fine.The next day passed, and it was fine.Qi Yan often sends him messages and takes photos wherever he goes, and he often reads books and TV shows at home, and looks at the university subject list that Qi Yan gave him, which is not boring.

He is also eating well and occasionally exercising.The numbers on the scales also continued to rise sporadically.

It's just that the next night I had an inexplicable low-grade fever, which made me groggy and unable to wake up.

About noon, I woke up suddenly.

The heart beats abnormally fast.He went to the bedside to look for medicine, but the medicine was spilled by the touch, the sound of clattering was harsh and noisy, and for a while there was a kind of extreme fear like a conditioned reflex.

His gray pupils shrank, and at that moment, there was a clear consciousness of sudden death.

There was only one person in his mind.

"Xiao Yan, I..."

Struggling to dial the phone, but unable to speak.

The light in Cheng Cheng's gray eyes is gradually dimming, he wants you to look, look, sure enough, what do I look like.

It has always been like this, it can only be a burden, it can only bring pain.Why did you want to like someone as good as Xiaoyan without authorization?What can it bring him?From the beginning to the end, nothing but grievances is torture.

In the darkness, he seemed to have returned to that rainy night.Qi Yan hugged him and said that I still like my brother and asked if he could forgive me, but he didn't answer.

Because I really don't understand, I don't know how to answer.He doesn't deserve to talk about forgiveness at all, and he doesn't deserve such a good person at all.

But Xiao Yan was about to cry.How could he not say anything...

Xiaoyan will be so sad.

Cheng Cheng didn't hear the door lock slamming, and he didn't hear someone calling his name frantically.

Qi Yan was fucking lucky, he was downstairs when he received the call.Although the meeting was planned to be held for three days, the last afternoon was actually a routine trip to the mountains and rivers. He was not in the mood to play and wanted to see his brother earlier, so he secretly bought a ticket and came back.

The person was sent to the hospital, but was quickly out of danger.

After the doctor's examination and comparison, he suggested that he take someone to see a psychiatrist.

"The index is better than last time. It should not be an organic disease. It is mostly caused by mental problems such as anxiety. Sometimes such problems will also cause some somatic symptoms."

"It shouldn't be a day or two for him to be like this, it has probably been going on for a long time. Didn't the family members notice anything unusual?"

Not undiscovered.

Qi Yan closed his eyes.

Cheng Sheng's appearance of being in trouble day after day, damn it, he knows that there must be something wrong with him every time he does this!He knows it!

You know if you hold it back, you almost die, you know that?

Qi Yan's heart and every blood vessel are now distressed and irritable.

The author has something to say: It is impossible to hate Qi, and it seems that my brother is all his own fault.

I'm finally going to talk =w=. . .This, it feels like the ward might be torn apart?