Cinderella's Gypsophila

However, Cheng Cheng couldn't give a decent explanation at all.

"Xiao Yan, my mother is sick, and you know it."

"I have to... go back and take care of her."

The room was suddenly very quiet.

It was so quiet that the slow ticking, ticking of the clock could be heard.Step by step, second by second, like the shackles of fate, torturing people's hearts heavily and suffocating.

Cheng Cheng's throat became more and more thirsty, and he continued talking mechanically.

"Uncle Qi didn't really take care of you growing up, so you are different from me. But my mother... She took care of me and raised me hard for more than ten years. I must repay this kindness."

"She may not have a few years left. I have an obligation to take care of her, honor her, and provide her with retirement."

The time continued second by second, and there was still no sound.

Cheng Cheng couldn't move, he knew how cruel and unforgivable he was.

What he is doing at this moment is to take away the last straw of the drowning man, and trample the young man who has nothing left and has not recovered from serious injuries.

He thought, even if Qi Yan rushed forward to strangle him at this moment, it would be reasonable.

……

In the dark living room, there were no lights.

Qi Yan didn't answer for a while, and finally, his voice was hoarse: "Cheng Cheng, wake up."

"Really, wake up," he said.

"Don't listen to your mother's brainwashing. It's true that she raised you, but she never thought about your happiness at all. Her so-called filial piety is nothing but selfishness and kidnapping. Don't be fooled."

"Yes, she is ill. If she is ill, she will be treated."

"I can give her money. I can give her a lot of money for treatment. She can't earn that money in her life. You can't leave her alone with so much money."

"When she gets old in the future, we can hire her the most expensive nurse and the best nanny."

"She can live like Empress Dowager Cixi if she wants to, it's no worse than taking care of her with your own hands."

"..."

There is a warm touch on the back of the hand.

Cheng Cheng lowered his head and saw the young man's fingers grabbing his sleeve in a daze.

Qi Yan's breathing was already messy and disorganized, his hands trembled violently, and his knuckles were pale from pinching.

But she just twisted her clothes all the time, not willing to hurt him at all.

Until now, Qi Yan is still reasoning with him.

From the day I woke up to this day, even after my body and spirit have been completely hurt, and all thoughts are lost... I am still gentle.

I didn't blame him for half a sentence, trying to maintain reason.

Qi Yan has reached his limit.

It's really the limit, Cheng Cheng knows it clearly.The boy he loves is so good, he is still gentle in the abyss, how lucky he is to meet him in this life.

Cheng Cheng really wanted to touch him and hug him again.But he can't.

Really can't go on... endlessly.

Qi Yan suddenly stood up.

"Xiao Yan—!"

The balcony window of the apartment, everything happened too fast, when Cheng Cheng followed his gaze, Qi Yan had already stepped on the railing.

The blood in Cheng Cheng's body was coagulated, and his ears were buzzing.The nails were firmly pinched into his palm, and the taste of blood in his mouth was terrifyingly strong.

At that moment, there was only one thought, if Xiao Yan jumped down, he would jump down with him!

That's fine, it's done.

From then on, the flesh and blood are all fused together, even if they can't live together, they will never be separated after death.

The air above is cool and the nights are dark.

Qi Yan seemed to melt into the darkness, he looked down at the hazy street lights downstairs, the newly built red wall and the garden.

Everything is so far and so close.

In fact, if he could guarantee that he would not die, he wouldn't mind jumping down and lying down for a few more months, so he would lie down for Cheng Cheng to see if he would cry or regret it.

If only I could dance...

Now the whole chest seems to be empty.He used to think that even if everyone in this world left him, at least Cheng Cheng would not betray him.

As a result, he finally said that he wanted to take care of his mother.

They have gone through so many things together, but the result is still not worth the traditional morality, blood is thicker than water.Qi Yan smiled wryly, Meng Xinlan is also really good, he can cheat his father away, he can kidnap Cheng Cheng, and he is so majestic even after he has cancer, maybe he is the nemesis in his life?

But yes.He should have thought of it in the first place.

His older brother is kind, gentle and soft-hearted.To remember good but not to hold grudges is true for anyone.

He should have thought it would end up like this.

……

Qi Yan jumped, but obediently got down from the balcony.

It is enough to be impulsive and stupid once in a lifetime.He was lying in a pool of blood with all kinds of regrets and desperately trying to survive, and that feeling will never be forgotten.

So of course there will be no second time.

He didn't want to lose everything by slipping and falling, because he still had a lot of work to do.

Cheng Cheng staggered, barely stopped, his face still pale.

But even so, he still didn't say he would stay.

Qi Yan looked at him.

In fact, it's not that he has no way to rob Meng Xinlan.He is young and smart, if he really pretends to be pitiful, can't he be better than her?Is it impossible to find rationale and logic to counter brainwashing?

Or simply, just tie up Cheng Cheng and lock him up at home as he had planned before, and just don't let him go back no matter what.

He can do it all.

Just, what's the point?

Qi Yan finally let Cheng Cheng go.Let him go back and return to his dear mother, and his wish will be fulfilled, and his mother will be kind, filial, and harmonious.

The house belonging to two people fell silent.

Qi Yan wiped his face with cold water, and there were pairs of cute teeth-brushing cups in front of the mirror.Back on the bed, the sheets are Cheng Sheng's favorite warm color.Unable to sleep, he walked to the living room, a bunch of naive plush smiling at him, full of memories everywhere.

He sat down by the bay window with bare feet.

There is a hole in the heart that leaks air, and the whole person is almost shivering. The big and warm fluffy sea otter cannot be blocked there.

He curled up alone, feeling the irony.

Hahaha.It's ironic, he did so many tricks behind Cheng Cheng's back for fear that he would find out, and he also thought about how to coax him if he was found out.

As a result, all the plans, all the assumptions, and all the steps taken are wishful thinking in vain.

He wants to go back and take care of Meng Xinlan...

responsibility.obligation.Get ill.

As if he hadn't just come back from hell.As if he wasn't sick? !

Family affection has obligations, but love has no obligations, right?

But he was already dying, Cheng Cheng really couldn't see it at all?

The current him is simply lingering on his last breath. He has been lingering on his last breath for a long, long time.

Like a tree that has been hollowed out long ago, it is struggling to flourish with one breath.It's just because I still think about the rain, and it's just because I never gave up the future that I want to run together.

But maybe, he was wrong.

He thought he was the only person in the whole world who would not betray him, but now, he planned to give up.

The lake-like earnestness and piety in those gray eyes made him mistakenly think that such sincerity would never change.

But the easiest thing to change in the world is the human heart.

So fucking hopeless.

……

Qi Yan didn't know how he fell asleep that night.

But finally fell asleep.

Even if the radiating chest pain lingers, even if all kinds of negative emotions overwhelm people.But he was used to it anyway.

In this world, the people who love him and love him leave one by one, if he can survive once or twice, he will be able to survive countless times.

He still has a lot to do.

……

Qi Yan's five thousand a day is really worth spending.

That scumbag father of Cheng Cheng is really a hard-working, conscientious old hooligan.I also gamble every day when I can’t shake the money and take the money. If I gamble, I lose quickly, and after I lose, I have to work hard again, and the cycle repeats.

Today, the scumbag also looked for Qi Shengbin after looking for Meng Xinlan.

He once again went to the motorcade to make a fuss, found Qi Shengbin's leader, and said that your employees had wives and took over my wife, and became my son's cheap father.Now I want your unit to give me an explanation. If you don’t give me an explanation, I will write banners, pull up big-character posters, and report to the higher authorities!

Qi Shengbin's motorcade is actually a public property, so he has to take care of this kind of thing.

Although the leader had heard about Qi Shengbin's wife jumping off the building back then, at least no one came to the unit to make a fuss, so it was over after a word of warning.But right now, the concubine's husband is still so vicious when he comes to the house, so he can only investigate strictly.

After this investigation, Qi Shengbin proved that the problem was true, and he was forced to suspend his job because he was living with another man's wife illegally.

The family was already in debt, and Meng Xinlan had no income, but her son had to go to school for daily expenses, and the scumbag father and other gangsters kept harassing them every day knowing where they lived.

The two were naturally battered and conflicts surged.

Qi Yan recently took several big orders from Xun. Not only did he refresh his bank card balance, he even bought himself a low-key and easy-to-use car.

Hired a driver, and drove the car downstairs of the old house when nothing happened.

Anyway, the outside of the all-black glass can't see the inside.

Qi Shengbin's family lived on the second floor, and every time there was a quarrel downstairs, he could hear it clearly, and Qi Yan was overjoyed to hear those unbearable mutual accusations——

It was as if both men and women saw each other clearly for the first time.

Seeing clearly the other party's selfishness, laziness, calculation, and viciousness and inferiority in his bones, there are many kinds of regrets in the quarrel that admit that he was blind.

...So the selfish scumbag and slut who have stepped on other people's blood for so many years to come to today's epic and great love is so vulnerable in the end.

But they persisted for so long after all.Presumably there must be a lot of emotion when looking at each other's chicken feathers now?

Qi Yan was actually waiting for him out of selfishness.

The best thing is that one day when the situation is urgent, Qi Shengbin or Meng Xinlan kills this scum, or the scum accidentally kills Qi Shengbin or Meng Xinlan.

It's really dog ​​eat dog, clean and beautiful!How clean the white land is.

It's a pity that Meng Xinlan was right when they quarreled, Qi Shengbin is just a coward and a coward.

The young son who only dared to domestic violence did not dare to shake his fist at the old hooligans of his peers.

Qi Yan closed his eyes.

Thinking back to the day of the car accident, his grandma was gone, his younger sister was missing, and on the mountain road where he was worshiping the godmother in the rain, his father was still nagging, saying that when he married his mother, the godmother said that it would be bad luck for them to be incompatible, Sure enough, nothing good happened for the rest of my life.

He clearly remembered the astonishment and fear that flashed in Qi Shengbin's eyes when he took the steering wheel.

That fear made him very refreshing.

Either ending he can accept.It would be best if his father died. If his father didn't die and he died, then his family would be ruined anyway.

Meng Xinlan can't have a baby, his father can find someone else to have one at most, and then Meng Xinlan will definitely not be willing, the two of them can fight endlessly, hurt each other to the end of the world.

Then he was happy watching it as a ghost, dancing and dancing.

But looking back now, he was so stupid back then.Is there more than one way to watch them jump around and hurt each other forever?

Isn't it delicious now?

He's playing them to death right now.

……

Qi Yan sometimes thinks that life is really unpredictable.

Think about the days when Meng Xinlan first entered the house, he was squeezed by her and starved to eat leftovers, and he lived a very painful life.If it wasn't for Cheng Cheng's protection, he doesn't know if he would be able to survive.

Now the evildoers from back then have been revenged by him so much that they are powerless to fight back.

Those who protect him don't want him anymore.

Qi Yan is still trying to find reasons for Cheng Cheng these days.

Thinking how could his brother change suddenly, could it be that he just...felt that he couldn't just drag a crazy crazy mother to continue to harm him in this life, that's why he stayed away from him.

All because he loves him immensely and deeply.

Later Qi Yan felt that there was no need to torture himself so much.

Don't be mean, really!If he could secretly take away his things while he was still lying in the hospital, and if he could say on the first day he was discharged from the hospital that he was going back to take care of his mother, he was so fucking heartless!

But the character is a little fragile.

Without his iron-like tenacity, he would have given up all hope and jumped off the balcony long ago.

Cheng Cheng was able to stab his heart with a knife so hard that he was almost killed.Why is he still making excuses for him.

Are all these years not enough?

He has done his best.Meng Xinlan, who had forced herself to endure for so many years because of Cheng Cheng, even agreed against her will to take care of the old men and women.Mingming actually wished that the two of them would be struck to death by lightning when they went out tomorrow, and that the cancer would relapse and the car crash would kill them the next day.

It is basically the principle of self-esteem, everything is smashed.If his mother wakes up now, he doesn't even know how to explain it.

Qi Yan really despises himself now.

Of course, what he despises even more is that he has to repeatedly explain to that scum every time when the daily salary is paid. You can come here wherever you want, and if Cheng Cheng loses a hair, you don't want your money.

The scumbag father continued to find fault, and Cheng Cheng continued to protect Meng Xinlan.

Qi Yan felt more and more whether he was sick and fell in love with the son of the woman who ruined his family.

Really, I have been blind all these years, right?This world is so big that it is not good to like someone, and it is not good to cherish someone.

Fine.Then protect her, love her whatever you want, he doesn't care.

In case of being beaten to death by mistake, it happened that Meng Xinlan also lost hope of surviving!

It's all fucked up.

"Are you out of your mind?"

"The man she found herself, her own marital disputes! What's none of your business? You need to come forward!"

But in the end, he still couldn't hold back and dragged the person into the car in the chaotic arena.

The back of Cheng Cheng's hand was scratched by Meng Xinlan and his father's struggle, and there were several deep red marks.

"Cheng Cheng, what are you thinking about every day?!"

"Just because she is your mother? Even if she has done something utterly devoid of conscience, you still want to let him protect her for the rest of your life?"

"Oh... But, do you know why your health is so poor? Why are you congenitally deficient! Because she didn't pay attention when she was pregnant with you, and took hormone drugs that shouldn't be taken! It's her fault that you can't hear that you are in poor health!"

Cheng Cheng's eyes were red.

But after hearing these words, he stared at him with red eyes!At that moment, Qi Yan felt something snapped in his mind.

"You have been like this until now, and you are still facing her."

"Look at me, what about me?!"

"What about the things you promised me, the things you said you would work hard together?"

"I've fucking died once, and you're doing this to me now?!"

"I have... nothing, my relatives and my sister have nothing! But why haven't I complained a word until now? Who do you think I am for!"

"Do you think that I am very powerful... Do you think that I have everything now that I have money and a house, so others are miserable and I am complete? You have never considered that I am also a human being and have Feelings, there are times when the mother can't make it through?!"

"Cheng Cheng, think about it, how I treated you."

"Say it yourself, did I treat you badly?"

"Always, always, am I not good enough for you? Are you crazy? Are you like this now! Or are you playing me from the beginning?"

"Really, are you playing me with her from the very beginning? I owed you in my previous life, right? Since you don't plan to follow me to the end and don't plan to take responsibility, why did you provoke me in the first place?"

"Don't cry."

"Why are you crying? I should be the one crying."

"I used to have a family, but then I didn't. I was normal at first, but later you said you liked me, so I didn't want to let you down."

"But what about you?"

Cheng Sheng began to struggle.

Qi Yan held him down and smiled wryly.His mind is full of words that are ten times and a hundred times more vicious than what he said, and he is still reluctant.

He was reluctant, but Cheng Cheng was.

Willing to leave when he needs him most.She was willing to reach out and turn off the cochlear sound at this moment.

Qi Yan smiled, his eyes were full of mist.

This trick he used against his mother before, is now used against him.

He pressed himself down, closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

Familiar coconut fragrance.

Underneath are slender legs, struggling and messy clothes.Qi Yan knew that he liked this person not just because of the warmth he had when he was a child.

Cheng Cheng's sexual attraction is actually very fatal. He is handsome, but he has an inexplicable sense of fragility. That fusion of rigidity and softness has always made him want to be tempted to move.

He never really did anything to him.

Because I always want to live together until I am seventy and eighty, and I have to gain ten catties before I talk about it.Save it and use it well, pamper him and protect him.

It's better to fuck him to death sooner.

……

But Qi Yan didn't do anything in the end.

He continued to let the scumbag father and the gangsters make trouble, but he didn't care what kind of mess the family was.

Not to mention their loving mother and filial son.

Maybe great sadness can make people calm.With his arms full of scars, he spent a few days with Ji Nanqi and his little brothers, then went home and continued to make money by typing on the keyboard.

People have to live.

But Qi Yan thinks that he seems... to start preparing for leaving here.

He can't wait for college.Now that I have financial strength, why not take my mother and leave this small town as soon as possible?

Leave this home full of memories, leave this miserable place, and forget about Cheng Cheng.Never come back.

This is the last dignity he can regain.

The author has something to say: Ahhh, cry.

Anyway, not too much, let's summarize together at the end.