Cinderella's Gypsophila

That night, Cheng Cheng actually returned home at the end.

After two days and two nights, it is already the limit, and I can no longer rest. If I fall ill, ICU will not be able to accompany Xiaoyan for 10 minutes the next day.

He took a shower and fell into a deep sleep.

The next morning, the sun was shining on the sheets.

The bed still has the breath of its owner, as if it could hug the warm boy as soon as it reached out, everything suddenly seemed like a dream.

This home is so good.

Cheng Cheng woke up in a trance, there were still pairs of warm-colored towels hanging on the shelf in the bathroom, and there were pairs of cups and toothbrushes in front of the mirror.

The cup is in the shape of two cats, one black and one white, with their buttocks and tail hooked together.

He bent over to wash his face.The water droplets wet the slippers and landed on the face of the big-eyed gray bunny on the upper.It looks aggrieved with a red nose.

Pair of black bunny slippers.Alone in the hallway.

Cheng Cheng was silent for a moment, then quietly finished wiping his face, ignoring his tingling chest.

He opened the refrigerator.There is also whole wheat toast in the zero-degree refrigerator, and the applesauce is airlifted from Japan and has not yet been opened. Qi Yan said to try it together in two days.

Cheng toasted the toast and spread slightly sour applesauce.I ate a lot and drank half a bottle of milk.

Then cleaned the house.

In the middle of cleaning, I went to the bathroom and vomited once. After vomiting, I wiped away my physiological tears flatly, and drank the remaining milk after rinsing my mouth.

The four to ten minutes of ICU visits are very short, but sometimes they are extremely long.

Qi Yan's black hair hasn't been cut for more than a semester, and it's already long.

After Cheng Cheng helped him scrub, he sat on the edge of the bed blankly, gently rubbing his fingers against the edge of the broken hair, tangling it.

The boy lay quietly, without blood.

Drop by drop from the infusion tube, the hands that were originally warm were icy cold.

There were several deep wounds on his cheeks and the bridge of his nose, and he didn't know how painful it would be.There are only a few people he wants to protect in this world, and now they are all gone, let alone how painful it is.

Could it be because of the pain, he was wronged, disappointed, and unable to bear it anymore, so he fell asleep.

Maybe, never want to wake up again.

Cheng Cheng doesn't blame him, he knows all the hard work Qi Yan has put in for so long, and knows how tired he is.I couldn't bear him to continue to face the coldness and cruelty, and I couldn't bear to wake him up.

Visiting hours are over.

Cheng Sheng went to the front building again.It was time for Qi Yan's mother to continue paying her hospital bills. Fortunately, there was enough money in the bank card.

Cheng Sheng re-communicated with the nurse here on the treatment plan, and would come over every day to have a look.

Xiao Yan can't take care of his mother now, he wants to help him take care of her.

Qi Yan said that his mother likes flowers.Cheng Sheng brought her flowers the last time he came here.

Now that flower is in a bottle, it is still delicate and beautiful.

The sunlight through the window was very bright, and the sleeping woman was still pale and thin, as if she would continue to sleep like this until she slowly turned into a fragile piece of paper, and finally disappeared from this world without a sound.

"Aunt……"

Cheng Cheng called her shyly, but didn't know what to say.

Perhaps because Xiao Yan said that his mother was kind and gentle, he always felt that she could be some kind of guardian angel, who could protect Qi Yan and his younger sister's health and safety in the dark.

But that's probably impossible.

Even if Auntie was really an angel before, after so many things happened, it is impossible for her to be an angel again.

If she woke up now, knew what happened to her son and daughter, and stabbed him, the son of a bad woman, to death on the spot, Cheng Cheng would not be surprised at all.

……

A few days ago, Zhuo Ziwei secretly rejoiced that Cheng Cheng was stronger than he imagined.

Various admission procedures, payment, discussing treatment plans with doctors, learning nursing methods for critically ill patients... calm and powerful.

Zhuo Ziwei sincerely felt that if the roles were reversed, Qi Yan might not be as calm and self-possessed as him.Most of the ingenuity and high-spiritedness are all useless.

But it happened to be "fragile products". Under such a huge blow, not only did they not fall down, they didn't even complain or tear, and everything was handled in an orderly manner.

After a few days, Zhuo Ziwei gradually felt that something was wrong.

Cheng Sheng did a great job, everything was impeccable.

Too impeccable!As if withdrawn from his feelings, his eyes were always calm and without ripples.

Almost dead silence.

When Zhuo Zi was young, she read a fable called "The Man at the Bottom of the Well".A person unfortunately fell into a dark and abandoned well in a wild and uninhabited place.The bottom of the well is so deep, and there is no one outside.

All the cries and calls for help were meaningless, and I could only sit at the bottom of the well in a daze without saying a word.

A dead silent story without an end, more despair than despair.

But Zhuo Ziwei really felt that everything was far away to the point of despair.

The doctor said that although the patient did not wake up, his condition was still stable. Many people were admitted to the ICU every year, and half of them survived.Although Qi Yan was seriously injured, he did not suffer amputation, high paraplegia, or vegetative state, so he should be lucky.

It is not impossible to wake up one day, recover and continue to be alive and kicking in the future!

Zhuo Ziwei: "Also, I have recently started to study metaphysics."

"I didn't believe in this before, but after more research, it seems that it is not completely unreasonable."

"In the third year of high school, there is a senior who can count Tarot. I asked her to help Qi Yan draw three cards, all of which are good cards in the right position."

"So don't scare yourself, he'll be fine. Even the doctor said there's still hope."

Cheng Cheng gave a soft "hmm".

The sun was hitting his side face, he looked down at Qi Yan's medical records, still not talking much.

Zhuo Zi sighed slightly.

Even Miss Cen Xin, who I met at the summer camp, is so lively, she can't do anything about Cheng Cheng's boring nature: "I have always regarded him as my best friend in school, and I tell him all the secrets, but why does he always have a lot of love for me?" What about the secret? Tell me nothing, hum."

At that time, Zhuo Ziwei even defended Cheng Cheng a few words.

No wonder he didn't want to say it.What can Cheng Sheng say?Whether it is love or family, it is extremely complicated and difficult to talk about.How to say?

How can such a person open up to others.

But if you don't open up and bear it alone, something will happen one day.

Zhuo Ziwei, as a person who is also thoughtful and has experienced a total collapse, knows that going on like this will do a lot of harm but no benefit.

But how can he persuade?

No one can persuade Cheng Sheng.I'm afraid Qi Yan has to wake up quickly and give him a good hug to reassure him.

So, when is this bastard Qi Yan going to wake up?I can sleep well, how long are you going to lie down?Damn, they failed to kill the other party even if they all died together, so hurry up and cheat the corpse, or you will really kill your loved ones and hurt your enemies soon!

The little bastard is good at everything else, Sunshine is so smart, why is he so impulsive!

Zhuo Ziwei felt that when Qi Yan woke up, he really had to give him a whole set of ideological education.

What is fate?Even if life is boring, even if it is painful, even if you can't see the light, it is still very precious, and it must not be willing to give it away easily!

Zhuo Ziwei has cut herself off for so many years, and suppressed all kinds of negative emotions for so many years, but she knows it better than anyone else.

Being locked up in a mental hospital is so desperate, the window is right in front of you.He doesn't even want to dance!

Those who are pessimistic, passive, and suicidal tend to know how to rein in their horses and cherish their lives, but Qi Yan is fine!

There is no sign at all, one step in place is really fucking ruthless!

……

In the school, there are still people who are gloating.

Qi Yan didn't do well in the exams to lower his average score before, and the homeroom teacher always wanted to punish him with a dull face.I used to like to work with the leaders of the Political and Education Department, and I wanted to get the imperial decree "If you don't take the exam well, you will be repeated".

As a result, he was scolded by the leader.Among the last few in the class is the daughter of Director Qi of the Education Bureau.What's the matter, is it possible that you still want to repeat Miss Bureau Chief?

The head teacher was very deflated.

As a result, now that Qi Yan had an accident, he danced and danced, not caring about the lives of the students in his class, only happy that the average grade had stabilized this time.

If it wasn't for the fear of his parents making trouble again, Zhuo Ziwei would have wished that he would throw a duck egg on the head teacher's face this time.

Let him have a little light on his face.

Forget it, it's not worth it, the greasy vulgar man in his 30s with a mediocre future and an unpopular height of 1.6 meters is probably not doing well either.

And in this world where even one-to-one parents can't all love their children well, how can every teacher in a one-to-many school be so demanding that every teacher has enough human brilliance to care for students?

……

Every time Zhuo Ziwei saw through some despicable human nature, he felt that life was darker.

But this time, he was in a small haven of quiet lights amidst the black sky, tsunami, and wind and rain.

In the evening, I eat hot pot at Yu Qing's house. The small chandelier is dim and warm, and the pot is gurgling. Yu Qing's sister also likes Zhuo Ziwei, and she keeps making mutton rolls for the good-looking big brother.

Yu Qing's younger sister is the second child born on special approval after Yu Qing was hit by a car and determined to affect her intelligence.

But even though they had one more child, their parents were very fair to them. They didn't favor the younger sister just because the younger sister was smart, and didn't favor the son because the son was poor.

"Is it delicious, brother Ziwei?"

"Well, it's delicious."

The mutton was delicious, and the steam from the hot pot was very hot, Zhuo Ziwei was stunned suddenly.

"Hey, what's wrong?"

He looked dazed and dazed.The family thought he was burning, and they were in a hurry to get ice water and turn off the fire.

Zhuo Zi shook her head slightly.He just suddenly seemed to understand Cheng Cheng's silent despair these days.

Cheng Cheng went to the hospital to guard Qi Yan every day, Zhuo Ziwei had no doubt that he was the person in the whole world who was most looking forward to Qi Yan's early awakening.

But will it, he is waiting, but he is not waiting at the same time.

Because it doesn't matter whether Qi Yan wakes up or not.Everything will never be the same again.

……

During the days when Qi Yan lived in the ICU, visits were only allowed at four o'clock. No matter what the teacher said, Cheng Cheng would leave the school at 03:30 every day.

Now two weeks have passed and the condition is stable. Although I haven't woken up, I finally got out of the ICU and transferred to the general ward.

Cheng Sheng could finally spend more time with him.Every day after school, I rushed over to scrub and massage him.Doing homework in Qi Yan's ward, reading to him after finishing, always staying until late at night before going home.

Little sleep, but not very sleepy.

In the past, when Qi Yan took care of him, he didn't sleep very much. He always said that as long as he could look at his brother, he wouldn't be sleepy.

Cheng Cheng didn't believe it then, but now he does.

Facts have proved that the power of ideas sometimes seems to be stronger than imagined.

In the past, his stomach pains were often neurological, and when he encountered something uncomfortable, he would immediately show you the pain, and sometimes his heart would go on strike.

But now, he thought over and over again, don't get sick, Xiao Yan still has to rely on me.All bodily functions listen to me, support me, take good care of him so that he doesn't fall down!

As a result, they were really obedient.

Even after he repeatedly vomited and stuffed food many times in the dark, he has practiced to eat nothing now.

Cheng Sheng was out of shape after being discharged from the hospital in May, and has always been ugly.Qi Yan tried every means to raise him, and after a whole summer of careful raising, he didn't gain a few pounds.

Instead, I ate a lot these days, and the person in the mirror almost returned to the familiar outline before I got sick.

There is only one exception.

That night, while he was holding Qi Yan's fingertips in a daze, he suddenly felt severe pain radiating from his chest without warning, like a tearing heart.

The pain made him lie on the side of the hospital bed trembling and unable to speak. He tried his best to reach out and hold the sea lion doll tightly in his arms, press it against his chest and gritted his teeth to hold back.

He carried the little sea lion from the bay window of his home.He's used to the ward having it.

He held it, gritted his teeth and tossed about in cold sweat.

He comforted himself over and over again, he had tried similar severe pain once before, and if he could endure the first time, he would be able to endure the second time.

It's okay, it won't die.

……

In the end, he survived without any danger.

The days went on, but when Zhuo Ziwei came again, he pulled him away and said to him solemnly, Cheng Cheng, you can't always be like this.

"You really don't always think of the worst!"

"What do you think Qi Yan is really a clear-headed person? He does everything with his brain? He is very stupid, childish and impulsive!"

Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes and smiled wryly.Although Zhuo Ziwei has a high IQ, she is really not very good at lying.

Obviously they all know.

Qi Yan really didn't want to live for a moment.

I don't want anything anymore.At that moment, all the existing warmth and promised future that he and he managed together did not become a ray of bright fireworks that pulled him back on the edge of the cliff.

The beloved jumped into the abyss, and those who were left behind were hacked to death.

The dead silence after the doomsday was only because Cheng Cheng had been quietly waiting for the trial.

Grandma is gone, baby sister is gone.His little angel was so desperate that he didn't want to live anymore.

Won't want to wake up again.And if you wake up, it is absolutely impossible to forgive.

It's just that Cheng Sheng really couldn't bear it.

They have only lived together for half a year in the cozy little house, there are so many little plushs on the bay window, many of the sheets and quilt covers were picked out by them together, and they also bought electric blankets that have not been taken apart.

All the beautiful and nostalgic fireworks in the world, the days when he was cared and loved by Qi Yan's side, saw the sunshine from the bottom of the well for the first time.

But everything will be gone again.

There will be no more in the future.

The author has something to say: don't read the text together

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In fact, Qi Yan said, "If the car overturns, you will die", not the common belief that they all die together.But it's not a deliberate murder, it's just a spur-of-the-moment idea, but it's done beautifully.

If this happens.There is no surveillance on the dirt roads in the countryside. Even if his father drove the accident dog leash by himself, he is innocent.

It's a pity that it didn't work out. In Cheng Cheng's eyes, it was because he wanted to die, so he was extremely desperate.