Zhuo Ziwei had indeed been hiding it very well.

It was so good that his parents complained about not going home and communicating with the family all these years, but they never doubted that he might like a man.

If you don't go home, there are reasons why you don't go home.

It was just the weekend, he couldn't stand the begging from his parents on the phone, so he went back home again.

A big table of good food, family reunion.

The scrambled eggs with tomatoes were placed in front of him, still salty.

At this point, Zhuo Ziwei has given up resistance, let's eat salty ones, parents are also very busy, maybe it's not worth criticizing him for not being able to remember what he likes to eat.

But at the dinner table, his parents kept sighing: "Isn't what you said last time correct? That kind of family! Heh ~ there is almost no chance of raising a good child, as expected!"

They were talking about Qi Yan.

There was a parent-teacher meeting not long ago, and all the parents heard the teacher venting his resentment against the "black sheep" that dragged down the class average.

"Hey, let's forget about his own depravity. Last time he got you into the police station. You must never associate with that kind of person again!"

"That is, the ancients said that if you are close to vermilion, you will be red, and if you are close to ink, you will be black."

Zhuo Zi put down his chopsticks silently.

Not to mention, he believed that Qi Yan was just hit too hard and needed time to heal and recover.

Let’s just say that Qi Yan has really degenerated and turned bad. The former brother, when he was in a beautiful family, he treated guests to dinner, so why do you want to go to university together in the future, and cut off contact immediately when he sees that he is no longer good?

Does it need to be so realistic and efficient?

But thinking about it again, it seems that there are really only "reputable people of the same class" among the friends around his parents.

They say you will understand when you grow up.

Ok.

In fact, Zhuo Ziwei didn't need to grow up to understand.As long as the world is regarded as a large vanity fair, and all value orientations are determined by worldly utilitarianism, then there is nothing wrong with what his parents have been thinking and doing all along.

However, the pursuit of life really can only be vanity and prosperity, the opinions of others?

You can't just be yourself, be who you want to be.On a rainy day, without reading a book, nestled in the quilt, the peace and tranquility of holding a lovely thing.

At the end of the day, Zhuo Ziwei quarreled with his parents.

He knew how invincible this kind of eloquent mode of high-ranking intellectuals and couples combining two swords was, so even they said Qi Yan couldn't bear it.He couldn't remember the reason for the last quarrel, it was just a trivial matter anyway.

His parents were wronged and angry.

"What do you think me and your dad lack? Is our family short of money? Is it lack of social status? What is missing is nothing more than your caring for your parents!"

"It's reasonable for you to be so indifferent all day long! Parents don't want much. It's just that you go home more, and occasionally do small things to warm us up and let us know that you still have us in your heart. Is this asking too much?"

"We know that you have resentment against us because of the past. But isn't it all over? You are not grateful to your parents for raising you for so many years, but you never forget it. Yes, your father and I are not perfect parents, but we definitely More than enough than the best! See how your classmate Qi Yan's parents compare?"

...Who said that?Both parents and children are waiting for an apology from the other party, but there is a high probability that they will not be able to wait for a lifetime.

Zhuo Ziwei didn't want to mention their obvious fallacies and double standards.When comparing with other parents, he should "be more than the best and have more than the next", and when asking him to be the first in everything in the world.I don't want to argue about whether he only holds grudges and is ungrateful.

I'm so ungrateful, he's probably dead.

Does he feel sorry for someone who is old and homeless, so he endured to survive?

Too many contradictions, too many ailments.

In this family, there are too many things I want to say, too many things I can't say, and too many words that are useless.Hard to return.

His parents are strong, but he is not filial.Everyone thinks they are right.

……

Zhuo Ziwei fled back to school as if suffocating, only to run into the whole school handing out papers to test his mental health.

The teacher in charge continued to taunt Qi Yan's depravity like a chicken blood, "Leave my words here, you will never be normal!"

Qi Yan was shaking the chair, holding a piece of dogtail grass in his mouth, going in his left ear and out of his right ear.The head teacher was almost pissed off.

It turned out that Qi Yan's answer sheet was normal.

On the contrary, Zhuo Ziwei is full of manic depression, anxiety, depression tendencies, and self-destruct tendencies.

"There must be something wrong here."

"Yeah, it's so strange, I guess I accidentally chose the wrong one." In the consulting room, Zhuo Zi smiled harmlessly.

Class teacher: "Oh, I think you just filled in randomly! Really, how can you answer this kind of paper randomly, it's a good thing it's not included in the file..."

The psychological teacher next to him: "Uh, otherwise, let's talk."

The head teacher didn't think so: "How could he have psychological problems! He's our No.1!"

Zhuo Ziwei was released just like that, and the fact that he was "judged to be the biggest psycho in the school" soon became known to everyone.But everyone hahaha, no one took it seriously.

Until another week later.

Zhuo Ziwei and Ming Lian's school committee cleaned the windows together on duty.

Since the school belle withdrew from the battle, the school committee is bound to win him.But as he wiped the window, the face of the school committee suddenly changed.

She was obviously frightened, faltering, and the surprise, disbelief, and obvious fear in her eyes were impressive.

Only then did Zhuo Ziwei realize that he didn't pay attention for a while, and the wrist guard was rubbed off.

The self-mutilation scar also has a lot of hyperplasia, which is quite hideous.

……

The school committee turned around and told the teacher.

The little girl had always said that she liked him before, and Zhuo Ziwei was also convinced by just doing this backhand.

Their class teacher is even more convincing - this person has no heart, and is best at public humiliation.

The teacher's office is so big that there are teachers of all ages.

The head teacher held his head high, with a moral high ground: "Your parents are very disappointed with your test results! To put it bluntly, your problem is caused by eating enough, and you were sent to the countryside for two years of hard life. No more! Change it for me as soon as possible. No matter how good you are, if you have this kind of problem, no one will dare to find a wife like you in the future!"

This is exactly the same as his parents. His parents also said that "no one will ask you to take the civil service examination in the future" and so on.

Zhuo Ziwei was almost amused.

That's what "normal people" really think.

The teacher in another class couldn't see it and came over to persuade her. She said that you are still young, and you will know that there is no pain in this world that is worth hurting yourself.

She has good intentions, but people who have no experience will never understand.

In some specific cases, compared with the pain and helpless torture in the heart, the scars and ugliness on the flesh are not worth mentioning at all.

The scars are hideous and troublesome, but he has never regretted it.

……

That day Zhuo Zi came out of the office wearily, it was already after school at noon.

Someone has been squatting at the door waiting for him.

Seeing him come out, she quickly jumped up and followed behind him nervously and step by step.

Zhuo Ziwei: "...Don't follow me."

The teacher who advised him that "no pain is worth hurting yourself" is the little fool's head teacher.The little fool just came in to hand in his make-up homework, and after he went out, he waited for him at the door for about an hour.

But Zhuo Ziwei doesn't need the sympathy of a fool.

The little fool continued to follow him.His mood was too low, like a black hole that could swallow all light and heat, he was so tired that he couldn't even use the strength to shout.

It's been a long time since I walked a short distance.

The little fool was very obedient this time and didn't make any noise.The sun in early summer is very hot on the skin, and the road is quiet, only the humming of cicadas.

It wasn't until the downstairs of the dormitory that the little fool dragged him.

Zhuo Zi turned her head slightly.He didn't forget what he did, he drove people away with all kinds of rubbish behavior, and he had no regrets afterwards.

After not seeing her for a while, Yu Qing's brows and eyes in the sun were a little more handsome and lively, and he rubbed his hands a little nervously - only a fool can not hold grudges after crying, and can still smile at her.

in fact.

In fact, Yu Qing, a creature, has always been cute as a creature.

Just like cats and dogs, they only need to turn their eyes round and tilt their heads to soothe people's hearts.

Zhuo Ziwei is so tired now that almost any comfort can be offered.

The little fool fumbled in his pocket: "You reach out."

There is a touch of plastic candy wrapper between the fingers, a handful of shiny little candies.

Zhuo Zi was numb for a moment.

What kind of coaxing tricks are only played by young children...

A fool is a fool after all.But when he looked up at Yu Qing, he saw that the light in the boy's eyes was brighter than candy paper.

He just carried the light like that, continued to be nervous, his fingers turned into villains and crawled over the candy to Zhuo Ziwei's wrist.

The wrist guard was gone, and the hideous wound was exposed in broad daylight.

No one likes that wound, no one wants to touch it.Parents and teachers are disgusted, puzzled, questioned and disappointed.The school committee who has said that he likes him for several years is panic, fear, doubt and incomprehension.

But in front of those people, he hasn't really exposed his worst side.

He is ugly and selfish, he is conceited, he looks down on others, he is perverse, he is duplicity... No one knows better than Yu Qing.

"I do not want."

With a loosening of the palm, colorful candies fell to the ground like raindrops.

Zhuo Ziwei continued to be insensitive, he knew that the little fool would be sad if he threw the candy away, but he still did it.

Probably in his heart, there has always been a ghost who always wants sugar but can't get it.

In the 100th year, the ghost said, whoever gives me some sugar, a little bit is fine.I will be good friends with him, and I will especially like him.

In the 200th year, the ghost said, whoever gives me some sugar, just a little bit.I give him everything, I give him my life.

In the 300th year, the ghost said, go play with me, I don't want it anymore.Whoever dares to offer candy to me, I will be the first to kill him!

The little fool was too unlucky to bump into the gun.He has a dark mind and lives well now, even if he doesn’t eat it, puts it broken, or throws it in the trash, he doesn’t ask for sugar anymore.

Yu Qing knelt down to pick them up, one by one slowly.

Zhuo Ziwei even wanted to just leave, but the little fool was still pinching his wrist.The little fool also found that he wanted to leave, so he hurriedly picked up two.

He thought the little fool would cry again.

It didn't.Not only no, he didn't even have the slightest sad expression, he just peeled off a candy and put it in his mouth forcefully.

Zhuo Zi was stubborn, she pursed her lips and ignored it, the candy fell to the ground and shattered, making a desperate sound.

In the next second, it was the little fool's own lips that were soft.

The sun was soft, Zhuo Zi was slightly stunned.

The little fool doesn't have such an IQ, and he will never be able to comfort others with kisses.What's more, licking his lips, who would play this kind of fun with a normal fool?

He didn't believe it.

"...Because, because, my parents said, you should eat something sweet when you are sad."

done.Yu Qing's cheeks were reddish, his breathing was rapid, and he gave all kinds of explanations that didn't fit the words.

"Your mother let you eat sweets, and your mother let you secretly kiss me?"

Yu Qing was stunned, and quickly explained: "No, I didn't kiss you secretly! It's because, because I was a little sad just now, because you don't want my candy."

"But, but you got a little bit of sugar on your lips, so you are sweet. So I..."

"..."

Zhuo Ziwei himself thought it was ridiculous.

But at that moment, it was really teased.Very inexplicable!The fuck he got hooked by some idiot's messy logic? !

He even took half a second to figure out the logic.

There's nothing wrong with this logic.

I just can't laugh or cry.God damn has sugar on his mouth, god damn "you are sweet", why doesn't he know that the little fool is still a master of logic! ?

He gritted his teeth and tugged Yu Qing hard, pulling her into his arms, and the hunger and thirst that had been lacking in sugar for a long time was allayed in an instant.

"Drip-"

There was a car parked beside it, and it was Yu Qing's parents in the car.

Zhuo Ziwei: "..."

He was currently holding his arms around his son's waist, and he couldn't end it for a while.

The couple looked at each other, and Yu Qing's mother said, "Oh, look at what I said before? How bold are people, how productive is the land! If you have dates or not, let's talk about it first! Look, it's a deal! ? Give money give money!"

Yu Qing's father drew 200 yuan on the spot.

Zhuo Ziwei: "..."

He was once again taken to dinner by this wonderful pair of parents.

Yu Qing's mother: "Hahaha, he has liked little boys since he was a child! We have already found out."

"At first I thought he was stupid, and I was worried that it would not be easy to find a boyfriend in the future, but I didn't expect hahahaha..."

Yu Qing's parents were extremely proud.

The whole family knows that my son likes No.1, but the gap is too big.The silly letter has been written for several years, and the whole family thinks it's useless. I didn't expect that silly people have silly blessings, and they got here?

This can be soaked!It can be seen that the appearance of being stupid does not mean that it is really stupid!The first-class raw plate is smooth, smart and polite, and there is nothing wrong with it after looking at it for a long time!Perfect!

The only problem may be, cough, not high-sighted?A little blind?

Yu Qing's mother: "Oh, but, will your parents disagree? Just, your family is a university professor! But in fact, you can tell your parents that although our family is small, in the past few years I also saved a few facade houses on Golden Street, which will be the dowry of my son and daughter in the future..."

Of course, Zhuo Ziwei's parents couldn't agree.

Don't even mention it, otherwise it would be an electric shock now, and it would be a pig cage soaked in ancient times.

Yu Qing's parents: "Oh~~~"

"Then~ Uncle and Auntie are going to cover for you!"

……

One month later, Zhuo Ziwei went to Yu Qing's house for a lot of meals.

He also didn't know why this happened.

Maybe this is the legendary "catch the ducks to the shelves".People's parents have seen your relative's son with their own eyes, and they have to admit it.

But Zhuo Ziwei actually didn't admit it in his heart.

Even if he was teased in an instant, how could he like a fool.

If he really wanted someone to like, he always felt that his ideal type should be... Qi Yan?

Although he and Qi Yan are really pure friendship.But he has always felt that an excellent, smart, transparent, decisive and powerful person is the best teammate against this cruel world.

Qi Yan meets all the presuppositions.

But it turned out that he was eating roast duck at Yu Qing's family table.

It turns out that it is very pleasant to gossip at the dinner table of ordinary people.

All kinds of weird relatives, weird neighbors, weird colleagues, weird stars, weird history, weird international politics... everyone is squawking.

No one ends up quoting scriptures and sublimating everything into an intellectual battle and a moral lesson at the end of the discussion.No one asks to be silent while eating, and no one cares that it is inelegant to rest your elbows on the table.

In such a home, eating is the most ordinary, happiest, and most lively daily routine.

If there is something delicious, we have to grab it, each according to his ability, simple and rude.

……

It was also at Yu Qing's house that Zhuo Ziwei knew that Yu Qing's pocket candy all the time was actually his family's little trick to prevent trafficking.

Once a human trafficker wanted to trick Yu Qing away with a piece of candy, but he directly took out a large handful of candy: "I have more than you, why don't you come with me, my family has more!"

"It's not far from my house, just cross the road from the police station around the corner."

Trafficker: "..."

He thought he had encountered an unfathomable child, so he ran away.Yu Qing was left with a face covered in circles.

Recently, the more Zhuo Ziwei stayed at Yu Qing's house, the more he felt an inexplicable familiarity with this house - the house was not big, without the exquisite decoration and huge collection of books of his house, but he really felt happy here.

As if he belonged here from the beginning.

He also often plays with Yu Qing's dog.Yu Qing's parents always said that their buttercream had a high IQ and was very defensive and picky, so it's really rare that they are willing to take the initiative to rub Zhuo Ziwei every day.

Until one day, Zhuo Zi slightly turned over the dog's stomach, and suddenly found that there was an earlier scar on the pad of the dog's hind paw.

He was stunned, the back foot of the little one was hurt by the glass, almost in the same position.

Yu Qing's father said that the dog was bought from a dog dealer he knew, and it was very cheap, only ten yuan.It is said to be a stray dog ​​that was rescued, but the native dog was suspected by others, and was sent around and changed hands several times. Anyway, its fate was very ill-fated.

Zhuo Ziwei: "..."

"Little one? Is it really you?"

Dog: "Ow!"

Dogs can't talk, so they can't prove whether they are right or not.But its white hair, its scars, its cleverness in licking its fingers...

The little one has grown into a big one.

Because she often went to Yu Qing's house, Zhuo Ziwei had a hard time ignoring the little fool at school.But it was eye-catching for the two of them to walk together, and there were more rumors and gossips.

Suddenly, from a certain day, Yu Qing's face began to be colored.

"Who bullied you?"

Zhuo Ziwei took him out to drink sugar water, feeling annoyed for no reason.In the end, the little fool was fine, and what did he say stupidly, "It's okay, I won't fight back if they don't go too far"? !

Obviously you were beaten yourself!

After all, Zhuo Ziwei had eaten so much food from his family, so he had to protect his son to some extent.I went down to inquire about it in private, and I was even more angry.

"Ah? Don't you know? Now the whole school is rumoring that he has a crush on you, so the gangsters in their class laugh at him every day, and read the letter he wrote to you in class. A fool who doesn't know how to resist, is bullied so much It's terrible!"

grass.Zhuo Zi suffocated slightly.

It's all like this, the little fool still said it's okay, he smirked at him!

He ran to the little fool's classroom, just as the group of people were bullying him again.They laughed one by one, snatched Yu Qing's letter, tore it up and smashed it on their faces.

The little fool was embarrassed, his eyes were slightly red.

Zhuo Ziwei: "..."

He has always been rational in his life, but he was so angry that his blood surged immediately at this scene.He even forgot about the reasoning, just grabbed the bench and rushed up, giving the gangster a hard K.

It's bad enough for a little fool to be bullied by him alone, how dare others?Who gave you the courage!

But after all, there were many people on the other side, and he was besieged by gangsters at first, and then.

Yu Qing kicked the table away.

It only took him 1 minute to kick everyone down.Zhuo Ziwei was stunned. Didn't the so-called black belt in karate be blown? !

The gangster was more confused than him, leaning against the blackboard and staring at stars.He suddenly remembered that he had heard people say that a student from their No. [-] Middle School represented the city and won a prize in the national karate competition, and he had also heard that the little fool seemed to practice some kind of martial arts.

But he never connected those two things!

"Ooooh, don't step on it, don't step on it! It hurts!"

Yu Qing: "Apologize to him."

"Sorry sorry I was wrong!"

Yu Qing: "Will you dare in the future?"

"Don't dare, don't dare, you will be my big brother in the future!"

After he begged for mercy, Yu Qing stepped on his feet again.I was about to cry, but who would have thought that she could fight like this while looking silly! ?And you are so powerful, but why have you acted cowardly for so long? ? ?

He remembered the days when he bullied Yu Qing in the past.He and his brothers are actually in danger every day, but they don't know it!

……

Zhuo Zi was slightly injured, so he went back to the dormitory and dealt with it casually.

Alcohol scorched the wound sorely.

Seeing his pale face, Yu Qing peeled another candy for him.This time he ate.

Coke-flavored sugar.

Also full of bubbles.Zhuo Ziwei thought it was funny, it was so weird, why didn't you just buy Coke when buying this kind of candy...

Suddenly, he froze.

Touched a memory.He looked up, Yu Qing's face was against the light in the setting sun, he couldn't see clearly.

"I've seen you before..."

Yu Qing: "Well, you finally remembered?"

Zhuo Ziwei always remembered that day. At that time, he was still living at home but not on campus. That day was just a very ordinary one among countless days when he was about to be driven crazy.

It was a sunny day, but his vision was blurred and he couldn't see the road clearly. He tripped over a stone and was so angry that he dropped his car in the alley.

Then a person curled up in a corner, buried his head in his knees, and cried for an unknown amount of time.

A boy poked him.

The man wiped his face with a scarf, and held his face to coax him: "Don't cry. Come, hug me and stop crying."

He still remembers the warmth in his arms.

After the boy left, he opened his palm, and there were a few shiny candies inside.

Coke tastes weird but not bad.

"At that time, it was you?" Zhuo Zi's voice was astringent, "Then why didn't you say anything?"

Yu Qing: "I said so."

Zhuo Ziwei: "What did you say?!"

yes.Yu Qing said that since the first meeting, he said that he had met him before.

But Zhuo Ziwei never connected the two things together!He thought it was just because he always passed by the vegetable market in front of their elementary school on his bicycle, and he was good-looking, so Yu Qing remembered him!

But it is not.

Yu Qing: "Actually, I often saw you on the road later, but you weren't crying anymore, so I didn't talk to you."

"However, I study karate so seriously, I just want to protect you. You see, I will protect you today."

Damn it, Zhuo Ziwei is going crazy.

He is really convinced by the fool's way of thinking!He has been thinking about that boy all the time, always wondering if he will be able to meet him again in this life!result!

Yu Qing: "Hey..."

He didn't understand, he didn't understand why Zhuo Ziwei looked at him fiercely.

He had a bad intuition and didn't want to stay in this dormitory any longer, but was stopped when he wanted to run.

He doesn't really like kissing him.

No one in the family will drool.Only Zhuo Ziwei didn't know what was wrong, he stuck out his tongue as soon as he kissed...

He was kissed to the point of lack of oxygen, and was pressed on the bed and rubbed in various ways.

It's even more contradictory. I remember my family taught him not to be touched by others casually. Anyone who touches him is a bad person!But!

The body is weird, comfortable and uncomfortable.

In fact, Zhuo Ziwei didn't feel much better. He was also very jerky, and he worked hard to observe Yu Qing's reaction.

He didn't ask for it, just served him.

It was raining outside the window, and the little fool fell asleep after being tormented by him.Qi Yan pushed the door open and entered.

"........."

Qi Yan: "Although he is a silly boy, he is very simple."

"Don't play tricks on others."

Zhuo Ziwei: "What kind of person do you think I look like?"

Qi Yan: "Like."

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