Cinderella's Gypsophila

On the bed that night, Cheng Cheng asked Qi Yan: "Xiao Yan, what did you say to Uncle Qi and my mother during the day?"

Of course, Qi Yan couldn't learn from his brother those bad words during the day.Fortunately, no matter what he said, Cheng Sheng believed it unconditionally.

Qi Yan hugged him tightly: "I just had some philosophical discussions with them. Discussed their true mentality in giving birth to us and raising us."

Cheng Cheng: "..."

During this time, he and Qi Yan were together every night and read a lot of books in Zhuo Ziwei's family.

Mostly, but there are also works on psychology and ethics.There are some contents in the book that are really shocking.

Happy families are always alike, full of love, equality and respect.There are many kinds of unfortunate families, but if you study the core carefully, you can always find some similarities——

At least Qi Yan believed that Qi Shengbin and Meng Xinlan had similar, typical, and most common reasons for giving birth to him and Cheng Sheng.

Raising children, raising children for old age, simple and rude.

At first glance, it seems that there is no problem, that is, the traditional thinking since ancient times.But if you look carefully, the rights and obligations have already been written between the lines-'I support you so that you will support me in the future'.

This is clearly an investment.

It is the same idea as buying endowment insurance, but it is much more cost-effective than endowment insurance.Maybe if you are lucky, you can rely on the success of your children to change your poor and incompetent fate.

Of course, the value of raising children to guard against old age is universal, and Qi Yan also understands it.Human nature is self-interested, and it seems understandable to be a "guarantee" for one's life after old age.

But investing is investing.

Why must it be packaged with love, filial piety, and various noble coats?It is obvious that each other's tacit understanding is false, so who should they be?

In many cases, it is obvious that the "investor" has achieved nothing and is stuck in the mud. He can only hope that he will give birth to a golden phoenix and soar into the sky, changing his destiny from then on.

But he refused to admit it, put on the face of "for your own good", tried his best to persecute, control, kidnap, and finally took the squeezed achievements as his own, showing off.

I don't even think about it, if I really have this ability, why don't I work hard to rise up?

What's even more ridiculous is that there is another type of people who are only willing to give their children the minimum guarantee of survival, but try to water towering trees with just a few drops of mineral water.

For example, Qi Shengbin and Meng Xinlan, such people can still stand in the center of the world and call for love in the name of "sacrifice and dedication", and even seriously move themselves.

"Yes, your mother did bring you up, and my father also spent some money for me."

"It's really impossible not to invest a penny, otherwise we would have starved to death. I have never denied this."

"But I think, since I originally had an 'investment' mentality. To put it bluntly, if you want to invest in opening a store to make money, you must first spend money on decoration, and if you want to invest in buying stocks, you must first invest in principal! Investing in this thing in the early stage, Isn't it justified?"

"Then how do you know each and every one of them clearly when you invest in business, and the logic of investing in large living people is not straightforward? Does it become a great kindness?"

"Besides, in this world, there is no business that is guaranteed to be profitable, right?"

"There are more people who fail in investment and business than in raising children, right? It's normal to lose all your money, and who doesn't admit to being unlucky? Is it useful to cry and complain about unfilial stock prices? Or mobilize relatives and friends to condemn the public opinion Are money-losing shops useful?"

"Then why, when their children become investment products, do they have the face to ask for a return of capital, for the investment product to be obedient, and everything goes well? If things don't go well at all, they still act like heaven and earth, and hang themselves?"

"I really think that as a 'pension insurance', we wait for them to give them some money when they are old, and make sure they don't starve to death, which is considered as benevolent. If it is fair, those beatings, scolding and insults will have to be recalculated."

"As for wanting respect, companionship, and caring?"

"I'm sorry, these are all about each other. Only when you respect others can you respect you. After doing all the damage, you want everything in return. Who wouldn't dream?"

The person in his arms was slightly stiff.

Qi Yan hugged him helplessly.These words are not in line with mainstream values, they sound cruel, cold and unfilial, and he knows it.

But there is no way, he is just like this.

Unlike Cheng Sheng, who has a kind and soft heart.I'm afraid most of them still believe that Meng Xinlan is qualified as a mother, right?

Even if her "love" for him has been mixed with countless obvious hurts, disgust, complaints, and harshness over the years, even if he has personally heard her complain that he has dragged down her entire life, that he is a bottomless pit and a vampire, if he could have done it earlier in the past... die……

These words, replaced by Qi Yan, will definitely be remembered for a lifetime.

It is absolutely impossible to forgive, and it is absolutely impossible to overturn old scores.

But who told Cheng Cheng that his requirements and expectations for this world have always been extremely low?

There is no need to be gentle with him at all, and there is no need to love him.As long as the minimum is not to leave, it is enough for him to be grateful.

He doesn't even think about it...

The worst, worst thing a parent can do is abandon.There are not many people who unfortunately give birth to unhealthy offspring. Even if they blame it, they mostly blame themselves. They will try their best to take care of them and find ways to treat them. They are normal human beings.

Meng Xinlan was indeed better than his father who ran away irresponsibly, but could anyone be worse than that father?

Cheng Sheng was originally such a person with excellent qualifications and a brilliant background.

Being suppressed by her for more than ten years, she has formed such a submissive character who dare not ask for anything.Anyone who has been "loved" by others cannot be so humble!

The more Qi Yan thought about it, the more distressed he became.

But the more distressed I was, the more I couldn't bear to puncture it.Cheng Cheng has suffered so much since he was a child, maybe he can only survive if he believes that his mother is really just "a sharp mouth with a bean curd heart".

fuck...

He must love him better.

What kind of life has he lived in the past ten years?No one loves him and protects him!He must let him know what it's like to be pampered.

Of course, Qi Yan also thought about it, because Cheng Cheng is kind and doesn't hold grudges, it will be very painful to be caught between him and Meng Xinlan in the future.

But still the same.

If the plan can't keep up with the changes, who knows what will happen?

Don't worry too much about things that haven't happened, just take one step at a time.

……

Ever since Meng Xinlan was beaten by Qi Yan, she has never been able to sleep peacefully.

After discovering that Qi Yan is now rich and has a younger brother, he suffers from insomnia every day.

She was so angry that she shed many tears of grievance secretly, and the pillow towel was soaked several times.She felt that she was too wronged. She had paid too much for her son in this life, and her son might not pay it back in one or two lifetimes!

Not much?She is a weak woman, she didn't run away like Cheng Cheng's father, she didn't throw her child into an orphanage, and she was brought up by herself, how great can she be?

Back then, the little boss hinted to her that as long as you send away the sick children, we will get married and have a few more children, and you will have nothing to worry about for the rest of your life.

But for the sake of her son, she gave up the easy life of throwing her hands away and being the proprietress!There should be rewards, but what did she get?

The son is not only a sick and bottomless pit, but also mentally abnormal, and he likes men!

Or the son of the woman she hated the most.

Without that woman, she and Qi Shengbin would have lived a poor but stable life.The life that should belong to her, what's wrong with her snatching it back?Why should I blame her for jumping off a building with a weak heart?Could it be that she was forced to jump with a gun?

Now the little tuoyouping came to snatch her son and deceive her son again.She's so vicious at such a young age, she's full of bad things, do you have to make her lose everything?

But, she didn't dare to share this matter with Qi Shengbin yet.

She knew all too well what men thought, and what it was like to be a parent.Regarding Qi Yan and Cheng Cheng's matter, Qi Shengbin's chauvinism, from the beginning to the end, he believed that she was talking nonsense.

But after all, Qi Yan is the seed of his old Qi family, and he will inherit the incense in the future. One day he will know the truth and find out that the fundamental conflict of interests that threatens the continuity of his old Qi family's blood actually exists. , which side will Qi Shengbin stand on?

Don't look at him as if he loves her very much and obeys her.

The essence of a man is to love himself!She has been unsuccessful in giving him another one.If the conflict really intensifies, will he choose his only biological son or her?

What's more, who would believe that his son took the initiative to engage in homosexuality?They were all corrupted by others!

At that time, Qi Shengbin will still think that his son was spoiled by her family Xiaosheng!Then how can their mother and son gain a foothold?Cheng Sheng hasn't finished high school yet and is in poor health. Who will take care of them in the future?

Thinking of this, Meng Xinlan felt more and more hopeless in life, as if her heart was being weighed down by a heavy stone, she suddenly couldn't breathe.

Blood pressure rises, forehead twitches.Darkness in front of my eyes.

Meng Xinlan entered the hospital.

It's just a hypoxic syncope caused by emotional agitation in middle-aged people.But now that the investigation was done, a full-body inspection was inevitable for all the ailments on the body, so a new blow came——

Doctor: "With your physical condition, it's really impossible to have another baby! Your age depends on that, and you didn't take care of it during your last pregnancy. In short..."

Anyway, Qi Shengbin didn't want to ask for it anymore, so he completely gave up now, and it's not considered a blow.

But for Meng Xinlan, it was undoubtedly another blow from the blue!

Her last hope was also blocked.

In her life, Cheng Cheng was really the only one she could rely on.But Cheng Cheng was tightly held in Qi Yan's hands, what should we do?Qi Yan is so bad, can he allow him to be filial to her in the future?I am afraid that the son who has been raised so hard will never look back, and he will never be caught again!

But she gave everything for him!

Qi Shengbin: "Hey, hey, where did people go...?"

Meng Xinlan wiped her tears and rushed to the door of her son's ward. She had to let him rein in the precipice, and tied him home today!But before she reached the door of the ward, she was in despair.

A group of Qi Yan's younger brothers, no less than one, were sitting in a row.

I am happily eating a hamburger while online.There were so many people, it was impossible for her to force her way through.

"Auntie," Qi Yan appeared behind her in a daze, "Why did you promise me before? Did you come to the hospital?"

……

Regarding the essence of "investment", Qi Yan only discussed it with Cheng Cheng.

Only those who understand can talk to those who understand, and he doesn't even bother to show the naked truth on Qi Shengbin and Meng Xinlan's utilitarian and selfish face.

Telling them this is simply a blow to dimensionality reduction.

Their dimensions are too low, and they may die without realizing their low-end narrowness.Moreover, people who are used to brain damage are unable to receive useful information, so why not use all kinds of fallacies that she can understand, and it's over!

Meng Xinlan: "Don't drag me! Let go! You are proud now, well, tell me, what are you going to do to our mother and son! Don't pretend, you just want to separate our mother and son on purpose, you It's all a lie to Xiaosheng!"

"You abduct him now, and you don't know what to do with him in the future! You don't really like him at all! He's stupid but I'm not stupid. I'm going to tell Xiaosheng all your schemes! Tell your dad! Tell everyone , Let them all know your true face!"

Qi Yan: "Yes. Go, you go and sue."

"But Auntie, did you make a mistake... It was your son who liked me unilaterally."

"Are you really ignorant or fake? No way, no way, you won't know until today, right?"

"I just kissed casually that day. I'm normal, but I didn't intend to accept your son. Or, Auntie, do you actually want me to accept it earlier? It's not good to be so anxious to marry your son. "

Meng Xinlan: "You! You! You—"

Qi Shengbin finally found her, her face turned red and then pale, and she began to be out of breath again.

Qi Yan: "Dad, look at her. I made an appointment with me to pay her for surgery before, but then she made a fuss again. What do you mean?"

"It's really annoying, I'm leaving! Can you let her think about it, who will pay for the operation after I leave? Who will help cook and massage every day like a professional nurse? If you don't take good care of me before the operation , I will not be responsible for the sequelae caused by problems at that time!"

Qi Shengbin: "I know, I know, oh, Xiao Meng, stop making trouble, let's go back first..."

Meng Xinlan: "Qi Yan! Don't be complacent! Don't think that I really can't do anything to you!"

"It's a big deal, let's die together! Don't forget, your mother also lives in this hospital. If you have the ability to find someone to guard Xiaosheng's gate every day, if you have the ability, send someone to watch her there 24 hours a day! You can You have to watch it, or else..."

She thought it was the most ruthless threat in the world.Unexpectedly, Qi Yan laughed.

He looked at her like a fool: "so, what do you want to do?"

"Want to pull out my mother's tube? Go ahead, welcome anytime!"

"Anyway, the doctor has already said that the chances of her waking up are very slim. To put it bluntly, she is suffering if she is lying there now. I wish Auntie could pull out the tube as soon as possible, so that my mother is relieved and you go in too. We both win."

Meng Xinlan: "Ah—"

"You're not human! I've never seen you, you bastard! Shengbin, listen to him, listen to him! What did he say?!"

Qi Yan hahaha: "There are still many times when I am not human, and when I am facing your son, I can be even less human. Don't force me."

Meng Xinlan: "Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah!"

……

Good and evil will be rewarded in the end, if you don't believe me, look up.

The effect of the imported medicine is indeed very good. Recently, Cheng Cheng has rarely had stomach pains anymore, and his spirit has improved a lot.

Surgery was scheduled for the next year.

Qi Yan wanted to stay with Cheng Cheng all the time, but he couldn't help but go back to see grandma and Xiaoyue after a year.

His father has been ashamed to go back to his hometown for many years. Grandma has no son, sister or father. If he doesn't go to accompany them, they will be too pitiful, right?

But he was really worried about Cheng Cheng, so he only arranged for the past day.

I went to stay for one night in the afternoon of New Year's Eve and came back the next afternoon.

Years ago, Qi Yan asked his younger brothers to help him buy a lot of new year goods and gifts.They were piled up in Cheng Cheng's room, and Qi Shengbin was envious when he saw them secretly.

He bought a bunch of bird's nest, white fungus, and Chinese medicine supplements, such as high-quality ginseng and Panax notoginseng. He was discouraged when he saw the price in the mall.The daughter's clothes and shoes are high-end at first glance, and there are a lot of cigarettes and alcohol for the villagers and neighbors!

It was more expensive than what he usually smoked and drank, but he didn't have his share!

Qi Shengbin was embarrassing, and wanted to lick his face and ask if he was there, but when he thought that he couldn't even do filial piety to his mother and had to rely on his son, he really didn't have the face to ask.

Qi Yanda couldn't accompany Cheng Cheng, so he allowed his father and Meng Xinlan to accompany him.

No matter how nervous Meng Xinlan was, she was also Cheng Cheng's own mother, and now she was determined to rob him of her son, so it was impossible not to take the opportunity to take care of her son in a fancy way to please her son, and she also lost her temper at will and made strange remarks, right?

What's more, it's Chinese New Year again.

Now, Meng Xinlan is indeed much more considerate and gentle than usual.

He collected a bunch of vegetables to bring, bought new clothes for Cheng Cheng, and took a mouthful of "precious son", but he was full of tears as if he had endured many grievances.

Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes and ate the food.

The fireworks were set off outside, Qi Shengbin went out to watch, and the sound of the party on TV was also noisy.

"Xiaosheng, Xiaosheng... did you hear what mother said?"

"Well, I heard it."

Cheng Sheng nodded.He heard his mother say, Xiao Sheng, you were really deceived by that Qi Yan.Mom is not trying to sow discord, she has to persuade you for your sake, do you know that he actually has two faces?You know what he said about you behind his back?

"Yeah. I know, I really do." Cheng Sheng nodded.

"I actually heard it all. Mom, I'm sorry, what he said is correct. I want to like him unilaterally."

"..."

"..."

The rumbling sound outside the window was endless, as if the whole world was boiling.

Cheng Cheng didn't dare to look up at Meng Xinlan's expression, and smiled wryly in his heart. In fact, what's the difference between looking at it and not looking at it?

To feel guilty or not to feel guilty is irrelevant.Admit it or not, it doesn't really matter.

His mother and he are actually the same as each other.Not bad for this finishing touch.

He just stated the facts, so as to save her from doing everything possible to beat around the bush in the future.

I didn't want to justify, nor did I want to ask for forgiveness.Anyway, he couldn't be normal anymore, and he couldn't control himself.Knowing that his mother would not allow it, didn't he still do everything that should be done?So what do you say?

"you you you……"

Meng Xinlan's voice was trembling, she screamed in a low voice: "Hush your voice! Let Uncle Qi hear you, what will we mother and son do!"

"Cheng Cheng, let me tell you, you put your mind to rest as soon as possible, do you hear me? If you let others hear it, it will be over. From now on, you will be crazy, you will be abnormal, and everyone will yell and beat you when you walk on the street!"

"Did you have a fever? Did you feel unwell? Did he force you? Tell your mother, did he force you to say this?"

Cheng Cheng shook his head slowly.

"He must have forced you. Tell the truth! Tell mother the truth!"

Cheng Cheng continued to remain silent, saying nothing more.

On such a noisy and festive night, he just felt lonely and cold.Fingers could not help wrapping their shoulders quietly.

Meng Xinlan was still excited: "Impossible! Don't you feel disgusted! Both are men, what will others think of you in the future? That's a disease, Xiao Sheng, it's a mental illness, and it needs to be cured!"

"You have read so many books, how can you not understand? Since ancient times, it has been the combination of yin and yang, and the combination of men and women! You are now in violation of the laws of nature and social ethics! You will be eliminated by nature and human relations!"

"Can two men have children? If everyone was like you, the human race would have perished long ago!"

"Also, have you considered 01:30 for me?"

"How will I face Uncle Qi then? How will others laugh at me? I have worked so hard for so many years, and finally raised an abnormal child. I will become the laughing stock of everyone! Who can accept this? Are you Want to force your mother to go crazy and die early? Cheng Cheng, how can you have no heart, how can you not think about me at all!?"

Another burst of fireworks passed, and it was snowing outside.

Qi Shengbin is also back.

Meng Xinlan was silent for a while, and the three of them ate a silent New Year's Eve dinner with their own thoughts.

When they got home, Cheng Cheng was lying on his back in the dark and quiet ward.

It feels like a heavy burden is relieved, but it is also full of shackles.

He still...couldn't regard the relationship between him and his mother as investing and being invested like Xiao Yan.

He knew that she did pay a lot for him.

Although, there are many sad things.But he always remembers that once when he was sick and weak, he bought a porridge overturned and was ridiculed by the boss. It was his mother who scolded the boss for half an hour, and finally forced the boss to bow his head and apologize to him.

Another time, he was seriously ill and she didn't come to the hospital for three or four days. All the doctors and nurses thought she didn't want him, but she came back at last, and he cried for a long time that day.

She was not very gentle with him, but she did not give up on him after all.

It's a pity that he didn't grow into the kind of son she had imagined, and he was really sorry for her.

The phone rang, it was Qi Yan.

It is air, sunlight, color and temperature.

"Baby, Happy New Year, I miss you so much!" There were firecrackers in the background.

"Baby, do you miss me? I'll go back tomorrow, wait for me obediently. By the way, grandma even wrapped up New Year's money for you, and asked if you have anything to eat? She's ready, and I'll bring it back for you! "

Cheng Cheng tried his best to suppress his nasal voice.

"I want... want grandma's pickled radish and spicy dish."

Grandma's radish and spicy dishes are excellent, but Cheng Cheng actually can't eat pickled food at all.Qi Yan also knew: "Uh, ok, ok, but, I can only eat one or two! Just try it and pass!"

"Ah."

"What else do you want? You should be able to eat the dragon beard crisp candy made by Uncle Wang next door. Let me get you a few packs."

Actually, no, no need.

There is no need for spicy radish dishes or long beard halva.He doesn't need to bring him anything, as long as the person comes back, it's enough to give him a hug if he feels like it.A hug was enough to soothe his confusion and bring him to a complete peace of mind.

You should, you really like me, not lying to me.

Cheng Cheng didn't hear those words on purpose.

Qi Yan chose a very remote place to talk to his mother, but he happened to be passing there just to draw blood.Those should all be just angry words, every sentence is extremely heart-wrenching.

But even if it was just to annoy people on purpose... I really heard it, and I was still very sad.

On the other end of the phone, the sound of firecrackers in the countryside covered everything.Qi Yan: "Then baby, let's talk about it when we go back tomorrow?"

"Xiao Yan!" He called to stop him.

"Ok?"

"You say, say you..."

"What? What, Xiao Sheng, speak louder, I can't hear you clearly."

"Say you love me." His voice was very weak.

There was a moment of silence.

Cheng Cheng's heart also seemed to be dead for a moment, and then he heard hearty laughter: "You miss me that much?"

"Okay, baby Xiaosheng, I love you. I love you the most! I'll go back to accompany you tomorrow, okay?"

The snow was still falling outside the window, but the snow in Cheng Cheng's heart stopped.

The stiff body finally stretched out, as if every time he was near death, he could bring him back to life.

"Then, see you tomorrow."

Qi Yan was in a hurry: "Hey, wait a minute! No! What about 'I love you too'?"

"...You come back first and talk about it later."

"Bring my dragon beard candy and spicy radish."

The author has something to say: Re-strike: Meng Xinlan talked to Qi Shengbin first, first love, grandma objected to breaking up.After the breakup, Meng Xian married, and Qi Shengbin met Qi Yan's mother on a blind date to get married. Qi Yan's mother didn't know her existence for ten years.

Meng came first, but she was really three.

As for the different attitudes of Qi Yan and Cheng Cheng towards their parents, some are indifferent and heartless after being hurt, while others seek sweets from the thorns to comfort themselves. They just have different personalities, and it is impossible to say which one is better and which one is not. .