Cinderella's Gypsophila

That day, the scenery outside the hospital ward was magical.

At least in the doctor's opinion, it's really uncommon——

The middle-aged couple flinched, their faces pale.On the opposite side, a row of colorful punks sat in a loose row on the benches.

But the hospital has been working for a long time, and the scene is not a big one.The doctor walked over and asked the couple about the follow-up medication with a blank expression: "The imported ones are more effective, but they cannot be reimbursed. The domestic ones may have side effects, but they can basically be reported. Which one should I use?"

After Meng Xinlan asked the price, she remained silent.

The little gangster: "Auntie, please be nice to your own son, of course import medicine! What is there to be reluctant about?"

Meng Xinlan's face turned red and then pale.She always has to consider practical factors!

The debts owed by the family have not been paid off. If the operation is really needed later, the operation fee will not be paid. Who will come to use such expensive medicine?This group of bastard children who have never been beaten by the society and who don't know the heights of the sky and the earth are tantamount to killing people. How do they know the difficulties of adults?

"Doctor, what are the side effects of the medicine?"

"Oh, there may be adverse reactions such as dizziness, nausea, and pain after eating. The patient is more uncomfortable, and imported ones will not."

"Then, if the effect of the medicine is the same, I will still use it..."

Qi Yan: "Use imported medicine, I will pay for it."

Meng Xinlan and Qi Shengbin were both stunned.The handsome boy's black pupils turned to them, his entire face was clearly full of sarcasm and meanness.

"Dad, you also know," he wrote lightly, "My brother was nice to me when I was at home, so I can't really ignore him when he is sick. As for the medicine money, I will help pay for it first."

"But after the two of you fill out the form, hurry up and raise the money for the surgery, right? You won't have to pay for the surgery? Be kind. After all, it's your son, not mine, right?"

The little gangster next to him chimed in: "Yeah, uncle and aunt ~ go home early and raise money? Do business!"

"That's right, what's the use of the pestle? Try to raise money, but you can't get it together. It's okay to beg our brother Yan sincerely? Oh, oh, it hurts! Fatty, why are you shooting me!"

The fat man withdrew his big hand: "Didn't you see that the hospital is an important place where smoking is banned? You little bitch dare to take out a cigarette!"

"Hey brother! Isn't it a habit of me? Fat brother, can you be gentler, your dick's ass is almost split into three petals by you!"

"What's wrong with the three petals? I'll break it into five petals for you, and make it into a blooming chrysanthemum chicken!"

A few gangsters fought back and forth, speaking vulgarly and unbearably, and showing various tattoos on their arms.Meng Xinlan choked for a while!

So shameless, so mean.When she thinks that her sick son is now in the hands of Xiao Tuyoupin and this group of dubious people, she hates and is anxious!

But what can be done?

She never expected that the little oil bottle actually had so much money in his hand.

And in the current situation, although the gangsters in front of them are not very old, they are all tall, strong and fierce.Not to mention fighting, a circle can kill them both.No matter how powerful Qi Shengbin is, he can barely deal with one or two, seven or eight?If you really do it, you will definitely suffer.

But Meng Xinlan couldn't be more angry.

After leaving the hospital, she was so angry that she cried and screamed and rushed to the police station to call the police to catch those gangsters.

Qi Shengbin: "Okay! How can I call the police? What are you talking about! A few children are standing in the corridor of the hospital in scantily dressed clothes. Are they still breaking the law?"

Meng Xinlan: "I told the police that your son beat me and that they are kidnappers! They won't let me see my son!"

Qi Shengbin: "Okay! Still kidnapping, don't rely on you to report to the false police and detain you! It's better to get down to business and raise money! Sigh, I have borrowed money from relatives and friends in the past few years. Open your mouth. Is there anyone on your side who can borrow money?"

Meng Xinlan's popularity is not good, how can there be anyone, and she started crying again.

Qi Shengbin: "How can this be done... well, but then again, where did Xiao Yan get so much money?"

Qi Shengbin really puzzled over this matter for a long time.

He always thought that his son had been doing odd jobs for the past few years, so he paid the tuition and accommodation fees himself.He never expected that his son was much richer than he imagined!Both of them saw it with their own eyes today, those imported medicines cost nearly 30 for [-] days, and Qi Yan paid it off in one click, without blinking an eye!

At first, Meng Xinlan took it for granted that Qi Shengbin secretly gave Qi Yan the money, but now he looked confused: "It's not you, it must be your mother!"

Qi Shengbin: "You can do it! Where does a poor old lady in the countryside get her money?"

Meng Xinlan: "It must be her! Look at your son's condescending and smug look just now! How confident he is! I think he still has a lot of cards in his card! It wasn't given by your mother, he was a student. Where did you get so much money?"

Qi Shengbin was annoyed by her yelling: "Stop arguing! Every day your son and my son. Isn't it good that he has money? Didn't he at least pay for the medicine, and it was a lot, so you can be content!"

Meng Xinlan: "What do you mean? How dare you yell at me!"

She quarreled with Qi Shengbin all the way.In the middle, all kinds of phone calls to borrow money, all kinds of rejections, wiped tears, cursed and blamed relatives for not being affectionate.

She cursed and cursed, and suddenly remembered what the fortune teller said before, saying that the child's fortune will be good in this life, and he will never be short of money at any time...

She froze.But how is this possible?

How can there be such a thing!A 15-year-old child, no matter how lucky he is, must have a reason to get the money, right?

……

in the hospital.

The annoying couple finally left, Qi Yan: "Thank you."

Punks: "No thanks, brother Yan! We play in the chess and card room on the side street these days when we have nothing to do, call us anytime you need something!"

"Ah."

Before returning to the ward, Qi Yan went to wash his face.

The face in the mirror was handsome and gloomy, like him but not like him.

In fact, if his brother hadn't suddenly fallen ill, he would not have thought that he would be forced to perform so many operations in one day.

The result was surprisingly interesting.

Now that Meng Xinlan and Qi Shengbin are falling apart, it's really nice to look like they can no longer be embarrassed in front of him, aggrieved and powerless.He regretted not taking a camera to take pictures of the two of them and make a long documentary.

Qi Yan wiped his face, trying to calm himself down.

He thought, maybe in him, he also inherited some of his father's simple, rude, low-end and brainless blood.I don't want to admit it, but the vulgar aftertaste of violence and mental crushing really made him happy physically and mentally.

But he can't go to see Cheng Cheng like this.

He is a little angel, his brother's nanny and cutie.

Back in the ward, Cheng Cheng was still curled up in a ball and fell asleep.His face was pale, his lips were bitten, and he sweated too much all day and night, and he looked thinner a lot.

Qi Yan borrowed some medicine to apply to his wound, then sat by the bed for a long time, watching over him quietly.

……

Cheng Cheng woke up early the next morning, and the tearing pain in his stomach finally turned into a dull pain.

But still tired and unable to speak, Qi Yan helped him to have a gastroscopy, and he saw his current appearance in the corridor mirror.

Not only the inside of his mouth was bitten, but his forehead was also smashed, and there were still purpura and blood on his eyes.very ugly.

Gastroscopy family members can accompany.

Qi Yan: "Xiao Sheng, just hold my hand. Don't be afraid, if it hurts, just pinch me."

Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes and shook his head.

Qi Yan coaxed him, and his voice became very gentle: "What's the matter, why don't I stay with you?"

"Not good. You... go out, don't look."

Qi Yan: "Fool, it's just a 10-minute gastroscopy. You have seen me stripped naked and howling like ghosts and wolves during appendicitis surgery. Did I say anything?"

"No. Not the same."

Sometimes Cheng Cheng is really stubborn.No matter how much Qi Yan tried to fight, he refused to die.

When Qi Yan was pushed out of the consulting room, he was innocent and pitiful.Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes and resisted ignoring him.He himself has lived in the hospital for so many years, of course he knows that the hospital is a place to treat patients and save lives, not a place to talk about privacy and hypocrisy.

But he really... didn't want him to see it.

After a whole day of fasting, the whole person is weak and tired.The gastroscope is a tube more than one meter long, which is as thick as a thumb and stuffed deep into the stomach, causing the world to turn upside down.In just 10 minutes, Cheng Cheng felt that he was no longer a human being, but a dying fish writhing on a cutting board.

He vomited after the gastroscopy.

There was no food in my stomach, only bile, and I still vomited out of shape.Throat burning, dizziness and tinnitus, he wiped his physical tears against his throbbing upper abdomen, the reflection in the mirror was so pale that he was neither human nor ghost.

However, these are not his worst looks.

He had been in a much more miserable, embarrassed, and helpless state many times before.

And in the future, what about the future?

There will probably be no less in the future.

……

Xiaoyan is so good.

The "baby" that Xiao Yan held in his palm couldn't be in such a bad shape.

Cheng Cheng regretted it.

He thought he really shouldn't have provoked Xiao Yan in the first place.You shouldn't have expectations, you shouldn't kiss him selfishly, and you shouldn't force him to be with you.

In fact, he has always been clear in his heart that he is not worthy of Xiao Yan at all, no matter where he is.

Want a sweet love... unless he can have a healthy body and a family like Zhuo Ziwei's scholarly family, and the whole family must be sensible and reasonable, and have no enmity with Qi Yan.

If he wanted to pursue Xiao Yan like that, maybe he would have the confidence to be upright and upright.At least I don't feel wronged.

But now?

Now, he is like a poor herb picker who saw a beautiful flower on the top of the mountain, and broke it because of lack of greed.I also don't think that the flower should have been enshrined in the beautiful royal garden and touched carefully by the most noble fingers.I don't even think about whether I will desecrate the flower because I am filthy in the mud.

Yes, I like it.He really likes him.

But who would not like such a beautiful person?Anyone who likes this can say it, but partiality is the most useless thing.

Not being able to eat or spend as money, not only can't make the boy he loves better and happier, but it is dragging him into the abyss and quagmire.

In this world, there are so many men and women who are healthy, innocent, and cheerful.

Each one is better than him.

When Qi Yan is with any of them, he doesn't need to be involved, hurt, or consider any emotional and ethical contradictions and paradoxes.Most of the others will spoil him super.

Give him money, don't let him do any work, take him all over the world, and give him everything he wants.

Because Xiaoyan is worth it.

He is so good-looking, so lively, so talented, and everyone is not blind, who would not spoil him?

……

Gastroscopy results are not optimistic, follow-up surgery is basically confirmed.

Qi Yan fed Cheng Cheng something, the most digestible porridge, but he still vomited a lot after eating.Then he started to suffer from stomach pains again, and Qi Yan hugged him and rubbed him for a long time before he fell asleep with exhaustion.

Cheng Sheng woke up once in the middle, but Qi Yan was not by his side.

The little nurse came to say, don't worry, your younger brother, he went to join the expert account of a well-known old Chinese medicine doctor in this hospital, and went to learn from him the massage techniques for stomach pain relief!

Your brother is so kind to you, you should get well soon for his sake!

Cheng Cheng nodded, he was very tired and slept for a long time.

When he woke up again, Qi Yan had already returned to his bedside.

"Are you awake? Is it still hurting?" The teenager kept typing on a laptop, and when he saw him wake up, he immediately closed the machine.The smile is full of distressed petting, and the bloodshot eyes are distinct.

Cheng Cheng secretly glanced at the wall clock, it was two o'clock in the morning.

At two o'clock Xiaoyan was still up.From the time he fell ill to the present, Xiao Yan has not rested for more than forty hours.

"...Okay, I get it, don't worry, I'll sleep and I'll sleep!"

Qi Yan couldn't resist him, dragged the small bed that accompanied the bed, and finally lay down with all his clothes on.

He was afraid of crushing Cheng Cheng's stomach, so he didn't dare to squeeze with him again, but he still stretched out his hand from under the quilt, covering Cheng Cheng's lower abdomen with his warm palm.

Cheng Cheng closed his eyes.

He was very tired and tired, and fell asleep quickly, but his sleep was not solid.Early in the morning, his stomach began to feel uncomfortable again, and he went to the bathroom alone to vomit bile.

Qi Yan was too tired to wake up, and he couldn't bear to wake him up.

On the way back, it was a thin and cold morning at four or five o'clock in the morning, and a broken woman in the corridor was calling her girlfriend on the other side of the ocean and crying softly.

She lives in a nearby ward. It is said that her husband has a long-term chronic illness. It seems that they once wanted to face it together with passion, but now they are arguing all day long and becoming a mess.

She cried and complained to her best friend about the difficulties in life.Without money, being trapped in the hospital all day long to serve and take care of patients, the wasted years of life, it is so bitter not to be understood.The previous relationship has been worn down and faded, and the husband has a bad temper and lack of self-discipline after illness.The married life has long since disappeared, and she is still a widow at a young age. She doesn't know when such days will end.

Step by step, Cheng Cheng walked back to the ward with support.

He remembered that Qi Yan had touched him once when he was in good health.He was still angry and wronged and ignored him.But now Qi Yan hardly dared to touch him, for fear of accidentally hurting him.

If only I had known...

At that time, he should let Xiao Yan do whatever he wanted, and he should give himself to him.At least, no regrets.

The lights in the ward were turned on, and the snow was a bit dazzling.

Cheng Cheng was dizzy by the window for a few seconds, and accidentally kicked to the corner of the bed.Qi Yan woke up startled: "Why did you wake up and why didn't you call me?"

Cheng Cheng looked at him quietly.

"Xiao Yan, sit down."

Qi Yan got up and sat down obediently, while Heitong waited for him gently.Cheng Cheng's lips trembled, and he didn't know how to organize his words.He became more and more flustered, and his throat was burning unbearably.

"Xiao Yan, you, you listen to me..."

"..."

Qi Yan's face gradually turned cold.

After Cheng Cheng finished speaking, he pretended to be calm to cover up the pain and bitterness in his heart.Qi Yan's lack of response made him flustered, so he called him.

"Xiaoyan..."

There was still no sound, and time seemed to freeze.He embarrassingly wanted to poke Qi Yan's fingertips, but they were opened gently.

Qi Yan's black pupils were like knives.

Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes and put down his hands, and didn't touch him again.

"Xiao Yan, really...you are only 15 years old now, and your future is still very long. In the future, you will be admitted to a university, go to a big city, and go back to many, many...better places. In the future, you will definitely meet many Extraordinarily good people you can’t imagine. They’re all better than me, and you’ll know when the time comes.”

His voice became hoarse.

At two o'clock in the morning, the incandescent lights of the hospital were silent.

"Xiao Yan, you...you can't imagine how much my situation will drag people down. You will not be able to bear it after a long time, and you will be very tired."

"I will understand... no matter who you choose to be with, it must be much easier than choosing me."

will regret.

Qi Yan finally moved.

His eyes were cold and sharp, but in Cheng Cheng's eyes, they were nothing more than cruelty and grievance.

Cheng Cheng didn't regret what he said, but he couldn't help feeling distressed.Subconsciously raised his hand, trying to wipe the end of his eyes.

Xiao Yan should understand that he is so smart.

Those words are harsh and explicit, but each sentence is really a reality.

No matter how you like it, there are always trade-offs and trade-offs.No matter how much you like it, you have to be willing to let go.What can he bring her?Nothing but trouble is torture.

The moment his fingertips touched, Qi Yan suddenly stood up.

His voice trembled ferociously: "So, what are you trying to express by saying this? Do you want to separate from me? From now on, I will leave the relationship and I will find someone better. You come to bless me?"

"..."

"Okay, okay, you decide! We want to separate, right?"

"Then give me back all my things!"

As he spoke, he tore his gray scarf from the hanger suddenly and viciously.Yuhuashi's keychain was at the bedside, and he also snatched it.Cheng Cheng was stunned on the spot by the yelling, and Qi Yan, the little sea otter on the bedside, also wanted to take him away!

"do not want!"

He finally reacted.He rushed over like crazy, and he didn't care about the pain or his weakness, just dragging the fluffy sea otter desperately.

But Qi Yan is much stronger than him, he can't beat him at all!

"no no no!"

"No, don't take it away...give it back to me, please give it back to me!"

The world fell apart in an instant.The little sea otter escaped from between his fingers, and Cheng Cheng couldn't cry out, nor could he cry, he could only make a hoarse short sound from his throat.

No, give it back to him.He was wrong, give it back.

The world was pitch black. In the endless night, he could not see, hear, or even feel his own breathing and heartbeat. There was nothing but pure, quiet blackness.

can not breath.It turns out that pure darkness... can drown people alive.

Are you willing?I can't bear it, I can't bear it at all.Then why bother to disagree.

He felt like he was going to die when someone hugged him.

The arms are warm.He heard the man's intermittent panting and the sound of gritting his teeth.

"...Do you still dare to say that you want to break up?"

Cheng Cheng trembled all over.He didn't dare, this time he really didn't dare.All the tactile sensations slowly returned to the body, and the heart and blood vessels were so painful that they couldn't make a sound.

But even so, he still knew how to hug Qi Yan's waist tightly with his hands, like a drowning driftwood.

"..."

"You said that I was young, that I didn't understand, that I would definitely find someone better in the future."

Qi Yan's voice was muffled, with a wry smile.

"Let me ask you, how do you know that 'finding someone' is so easy to find?"

"In the world... so many superstars with stunning beauties, so many top business tycoons, do they lack 'better people' around them? But are they all happy?!"

Countless people who died alone, countless people who went bankrupt and turned against each other, and countless people who were cheated of money and sex and died in poverty.

In people's simple logic, it seems that as long as someone is good enough and outstanding enough, someone will cherish them.

The fact is that it is not necessarily true.Most of them are confidants who are unlucky and sincerely make mistakes.Perfect but not perfect.

Qi Yan knew that what he said right now was the most pleasing to the ear.

He should hug his brother and say softly to him, Xiao Sheng, you are the best, you are irreplaceable, no one else can do it.

But it didn't work!

He knows that his brother is sometimes too horny!He is not fooled!He pinched Cheng Cheng's waist, gritted his teeth and asked him, "You told me to find someone else. Are you responsible for others who treat me badly and don't cherish me?"

"Others lied to me and hurt me, are you responsible?!"

"Even my own father doesn't want me. Who can guarantee that the people I meet in the future will not betray me? I always believe... At least you, at least you will never leave me, and you want to run away?!"

Cheng Cheng: "No..."

He raised his head, the boy's eyes were sharp and red, he gritted his teeth, angry and sad.

At that moment, he really knew that he was wrong.

He thought about Xiao Yan's future self-righteously, but in the end it hurt him deeply.He made his precious little angel so restless, angry, and miserable.How wrong.

"Xiao Yan, I... I'm sorry, I..."

His heart ached to death, and he took the initiative to hug Qi Yan's waist tightly, trying to make him stop being so angry.

Qi Yan ignored him.

He became anxious, and tried to kiss him again, but Qi Yan refused to kiss him with a cold face, but pinched his chin.

"Is there any difference?"

Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes and shook his head.

"Do you still dare to talk nonsense in the future, or do you want me to find someone else?"

"..."

"You still hesitate?!"

Cheng Cheng's eye sockets were painful and uncomfortable, and he shook his head desperately.Qi Yan was really going to be pissed off by him, but he still had to be gentle and careful when hugging him tightly.

It's really a disaster, I'm going to die of anger and I can't bear to scold him!Damn, my brother is poisonous!

"..."

"Cheng Cheng, listen to me." He hugged the person in his arms and remained silent for a while before saying.

"No one is absolutely smooth sailing in a person's life. Eating whole grains will not prevent you from getting sick, and even if you don't get sick, you won't have other ups and downs!"

"So what if he's been healthy all the time? Even if he's the proud son of heaven who has never made mistakes, he can't say that he will be hit by a car tomorrow when he goes out, and he might die of a sudden illness one day. Who can say for sure?"

"When you're with me, you should already know how difficult things you'll face in the future. Did you lure me into the bait without being mentally prepared?"

"I just wanted to run away with a little illness. To be honest, I'm very angry with you now!"

Cheng Cheng trembled, he felt very guilty.Like a gray rabbit whose ears have been scolded by its master, it is aggrieved and obediently leans on his shoulder to reflect.

Qi Yan clicked his tongue and kissed him.

Feeling too weak, he gritted his teeth again.