Cinderella's Gypsophila

Meng Xinlan has been in a bad mood recently.

She felt really miserable.Whether it's her husband or her son, the men around her are all the same, why no one knows how to love her!

In the past few years, she has been working hard to drink Chinese medicine to regulate her body.After drinking a lot of bad things, one day when he complained, Qi Shengbin said it easily: "If it tastes bad, don't drink it?"

Meng Xinlan: "What do you mean! Who am I taking the medicine for? Isn't it to give birth to your son?"

She always thought that Qi Shengbin wanted a son more than her, so what does it mean now?

Qi Shengbin was vague and helpless.

He had indeed considered having another child with Meng Xinlan.But today is different from the past, as people get older, people's thinking will also change.

In the past two years, his energy has not been as strong as before. I remember that when he was young, he could work three or five night shifts in a row without taking a nap, but now he was so sleepy after getting off the night train. The last time he drove two night shifts in a row, he almost missed the mountain road. Going into the ditch is scary even thinking about it.

In addition, the colleagues in the team usually like to chat, and they often talk about whose son is getting married, buying a house, buying a car, and so on.

In fact, his son will reach the age of marriage in a few years, and he does not have a house or a car. Now people are very realistic. Without these, who will marry you?If you don't get married, how can you continue the incense?

However, at the beginning of the year, Meng Xinlan's son owed debts for surgery, which has not been fully repaid up to now, and it is nowhere in sight to save money.

To sum up, in such a situation of insufficient physical and financial resources, how to raise another one?Milk powder money cradle money falling from the sky?Really tired of thinking about it.

In fact, he already has a son and a daughter, and having another one is really not a necessity.

Not to mention the risks—everything would be fine with another one.In case he is as disobedient as his son, or as sick as Meng Xinlan's family, will this day pass?

The more Qi Shengbin thought about it, the more he felt that this was not a good idea.

Meng Xinlan resented: "If you don't have a baby, you don't have a baby! Who is tired of having a baby? You think I want to suffer that? But remember, you don't want to have a baby. If you get sick and have an accident in the future , don’t regret not asking for another one!”

Qi Shengbin: "What are you talking about! Can you speak?"

Meng Xinlan: "Hmph."

She spoke fiercely, but secretly planned in her heart.After all, she and Qi Shengbin didn't have a certificate, and they didn't have a child to bond with each other, so it was too insecure.

To put it bluntly, if Qi Shengbin dies suddenly one day, everything in this house is a waste of money, and she and her son have nothing at all!

This is not possible, at least she has to get this house for her son.

Although it is small, dark and shabby, it is at least a shelter!Maybe it will be demolished later?

So she has been arguing with Qi Shengbin recently, she is dissatisfied with the grievances there, and she just wants to make Qi Shengbin lose his temper and transfer the house to her name according to her.

Meng Xinlan felt that she worked so hard to calculate everything for her son, but he didn't seem to understand her at all!

Recently, Meng Xinlan has become more and more aware that there is always a layer between her son and her.

That feeling is obvious, but she can't blame the specific things - her son helps with housework at home, doesn't watch TV much, doesn't play, never wants this or that, and doesn't have to worry about studying.

The impeccable "other people's children".

But under the excellent appearance, she has no way of knowing what those deep gray eyes are thinking day by day.

Several times, Meng Xinlan felt secretly annoyed when he saw the little fool who kept a dog downstairs holding hands with his parents in a sweet and coquettish manner.Of course, she wouldn't be envious of a mentally handicapped person, but even a mentally handicapped person knows how to kiss her parents!

Why doesn't her son kiss her?

She has worked so hard for so many years, is it all in vain?Is it because she cares about him?Because she didn't allow him to associate with the little oil bottle, so she hated her in her heart?But is she doing it wrong!

Obviously thanks to her timely discovery and immediate action, she brought her son back to the right path!Her contribution is so great, and her son is not grateful to Dade, but he is divorced from her?Does this still make sense!

"Cheng Cheng, you have to figure it out, only your mother is the only person in the world who will treat you well without asking for anything in return. Do you understand?"

"Ah."

"Who else would expect you to be good? Who would treat you sincerely like me? You have to be clearer! This world is very realistic!"

"Ah."

The boy's gray eyes are always calm and silent.Meng Xinlan was angry and anxious, and threw down the cooked porridge with a "bang".

"Stop talking, eat!"

"Eat more! I worked so hard to make it for you, how can I eat so little, serve it yourself! Do you have to ask your mother to serve it for you? Am I a maid?"

"Mom, I..."

"Come on, don't talk nonsense, your body can't do without food. Alas, you are expected to take care of me when I am old. Maybe I will be a cow and a horse to serve you for the rest of my life! If you don't eat the food in front of you, what am I going to do? What did you raise, did you owe it to you in your previous life, why is it so worrying?"

"..."

Cheng Cheng stopped talking, put his fingers in his pockets and squeezed tightly.

The heart was beating completely irregularly, suddenly and suddenly.He took a few deep breaths, gently stroked the smooth Yuhua stone under the key, and finally recovered a bit.

Xiaoyan is the antidote to all emotions.

As long as you think of him, everything will be fine.

……

Qi Yan bought him so many clothes, it was impossible to hide them.

Cheng Cheng didn't hide at all.

He doesn't buy a piece of clothing all year round, and it's not unreasonable to buy some occasionally.Telling Meng Xinlan that it only cost a few hundred yuan, Meng Xinlan didn't doubt it.

Putting on the handsome new clothes, he looked somewhat different from before.

Coupled with his inexplicable trance and youthfulness these days, even if he tries hard to cover up and pretend nothing happened at home, the mother can still be keenly aware of the difference in her son.

Meng Xinlan secretly followed her son not once or twice this year, and made sure that her son and Xiao Tuyoupin were indeed out of contact.

But the son began to behave abnormally again.

She could only secretly follow to school again.

Cheng Cheng stood at the gate of the school, looking like he was waiting for someone, and Meng Xinlan secretly had a bad feeling in his heart. The words "little oil bottle" and "little oil bottle" kept coming to mind. Li Shan, extremely irritable.

Just at the moment of anxiety, a girl walked out of the school gate and patted her son.

The girl is pretty, talking and laughing with him.And her son seemed extremely nervous, pursed his lips stiffly, and occasionally looked around.

"..." Meng Xinlan's hanging heart eased slightly.

No wonder my son suddenly dressed up, it turns out he has a good female classmate.

It's just... this girl is too tall, right?

In the winter, she also wears a pink leather skirt. She loves to dress up at such a young age, so she may not be a quiet woman.At first glance, it's the kind of people who don't study. If her son can be admitted to a good university in the future, he will definitely find a better one!

Just thinking about it, the girl looked back and saw her.

Looking at each other, the girl poked Cheng Sheng: "There is someone over there who has been watching you."

……

Cheng Cheng turned his head and saw Meng Xinlan, who greeted him with a smile on his face.

"My dear son, Mom is here to bring you food! This is your classmate, hello!"

But obviously, each other tacitly.

Everything is fake, all excuses.His mother had never brought him food, and he knew that he had already brought food, and he couldn't eat the oily meatloaf his mother handed him.

After Meng Xinlan left, Cheng Cheng walked back to the campus in a daze, and sat down in a random corner of the flower bed.

His hands buried his cheeks, his heart constricted a little uncomfortable.

It's already very late, Xiao Yan probably won't come.

Fortunately, he didn't come, otherwise...

He thought of Meng Xinlan's eyes that were obviously full of prying and scrutiny just now—how could he have forgotten.After he transferred to another school, his mother never gave up her strict defense and stared at him, so why was he so defenseless.

The past few days have been too happy, and the happiness is too careless.

Fortunately, he was not found when he met Xiao Yan. If he was found out, then after he and Xiao Yan...

"elder brother."

Cheng Cheng was taken aback for a moment, and raised his gray eyes.Xiaoyan!

He thought he wouldn't come!

The handsome and lovely boy was standing in front of him. Of course, joy flooded into the bottom of his heart for a moment, but after a moment of surprise, he was left with confusion.

He didn't know what to do.

From the corner of the eye, he sneaked a few glances to the side.His mother had already left, but his heart was still beating up and down, and he was terribly frightened.

Qi Yan stared at him with dark eyes.

"Why are you sitting here, brother? I've been looking for you at the door for a long time. What delicious food did you bring me today? Ah, I like this!"

He smiled, and reached for the bag that lures the meatloaf.

Cheng Cheng was taken aback for a moment, his pale joints subconsciously ticked off, and grabbed him.

Qi Yan: "What's the matter, isn't this for me?"

Cheng Cheng shook his head, but didn't know what to say.He knew that Xiao Yan would never be willing to eat what his mother brought, so he didn't want to lie to him.

But how to explain it?

The relationship between them was repaired with great difficulty, and he just had... a mere day or two of happiness.

Not enough, not far enough.

Although it is also clear that the problem between them has not been resolved at all.However, even for a few days...

Qi Yan: "Why, why don't you give me food?"

He snatched the bag away again.

She pursed her lips, feigning anger jokingly, but the black pupils were inexplicably calm and genuinely cold.

Cheng Cheng is a person who is naturally sensitive to emotions, and his heart was suddenly pricked by the slightest bit of cold.

Outside the school, it was already dark again, and the snack street was just lit up, with the same yelling and noise as yesterday.Cheng Cheng didn't know what that coldness was, so he could only keep looking for words:

"Xiao Yan, you... are you thirsty, do you want to buy some milk?"

"Xiao Yan, there's a new one opened over there..."

Qi Yan didn't turn his head, but kept walking forward.

Cheng Cheng was at a loss, so he could only quickly catch up.He still remembered that at the same time yesterday, Xiao Yan walked very slowly, bought him hot milk, kept talking to him, and looked at him with a gentle smile.

After only one day, why did he have such an attitude... He wondered again if his voice was too low.Xiao Yan is so nice, it is impossible to deliberately ignore him.

……

In the small park at night, the fountain at the entrance is a little dim.

Qi Yan sat down by the fountain, stretching his long legs.

Cheng Cheng sat down beside him, fiddling with the insulated box uneasily: "Xiao Yan, do you want to eat here? Will it be a little cold?"

Qi Yan continued to say nothing, but a little wild dog smelled the scent and poked its head far away. It was the little stray dog ​​that was common in No. [-] Middle School. It liked to wander between the school and the park every day.

Qi Yan greeted Gouzi: "Come, come here."

The puppy Wen obediently came over, Qi Yan broke the oily meatloaf and fed it to the dog.

The pale street lamp shone on the boy's side face.

"..." Cheng Cheng suddenly understood everything, Xiao Yan saw everything.

My heart was confused for a moment, and I didn't know what to say for a while.Soon, the meat pie puppy ate more than half of it, and Qi Yan broke off the remaining minced meat and threw it into the koi in the pond.

The little meat balls fell into the pond, one after another.

The wind in winter is a bit cold, and it hurts my chest like condensation, and my heart is paralyzed.

After feeding the fish, Qi Yan stood up: "I'm leaving first, I have something to do tonight. I'm busy tomorrow, so I won't come to see you."

Cheng Cheng: "...um."

He lowered his eyes and handed the insulated box in his hand to the boy: "You remember to eat this."

The boy accepted it.

The two returned to the school gate without a word.Cheng Cheng quietly watched the boy's back disappear, and smiled wryly to himself.

If you don't come tomorrow, what about the day after tomorrow?But he has already asked for a semester's evening self-study leave in advance...

……

back home.

Cheng Sheng was not feeling well.Dizziness, nausea, discomfort.

Qi Shengbin was slumped on the sofa watching TV, the sound of the TV made his ears ring.Meng Xinlan was in the kitchen complaining about Qi Shengbin not doing housework, seeing him back, her voice was also piercingly shrill:

"I remembered! The girl who was with you today, her father is from the cigarette factory!"

Tobacco factories are the economic backbone of their city, and wages are known to be high and stable.

"It seems that the children of the tobacco factory can be arranged to work directly after graduation! The object can also be arranged! This is really good, so close to our home, and it is easy and stable!"

She suddenly didn't dislike the short skirts of other girls, and her eyes lit up:

"You have to get along well with them! Tsk, the only fly in the ointment is that she is too beautiful and easy to attract bees and butterflies. It's still the monitor in your original class, the one from the Director of Education's house. That's better than this!"

"Hei is a bit black, and his temper is boring, but it's safe. No matter how rich the cigarette factory is, it can't compare with the future of the Education Bureau. Her father may be promoted in a few years..."

Cheng Cheng's headache was so unbearable: "Mom, stop talking."

Meng Xinlan: "What's your attitude? I worked so hard to raise you, what's wrong with some gossip?"

nothing happened.

He just felt a little uncomfortable in his heart and had a headache.

Moreover, this statement is really too ridiculous - every neighbor can understand that he is disabled and in poor health, and normally no girl would dare to jump into the fire pit.His mother is still in the emperor's selection of concubines, picking her nose and eyes at others without authorization.

Don't even think about it, Cen Xin, Qi Xiaoyue, who is he worthy of?

What's more, no matter how good a little girl is, she can run away in anger when she encounters this kind of mother-in-law who is difficult to deal with and seeks trouble.This was said by a neighbor, and he couldn't even stand up to defend his own mother when he heard these words.

Whoever told them to say it is completely true.

Fortunately, it is impossible for him to harm any little girl in his life.

Just, what about Xiaoyan.

In fact, the person he least wants and shouldn't harm is Xiao Yan.

And today's incident, is it actually God warning him to rein in the precipice?If his mother finds out, he will hurt his favorite little angel again...

My chest hurts and I can't breathe.

Cheng Cheng was in a daze, his ears were ringing badly, and he didn't hear Meng Xinlan's loud yelling that he had already started going online.

Meng Xinlan was also very wronged. She cared about her son, but he didn't give her any face.

"What's the matter, you hate everything I say at home? You were sick for so many years, and your mother opened my eyes every day from buying vegetables and cooking to raising money, going out early and returning late, every day... "

"Have you seen what I have done behind my back? You two ask yourself, how much do you know about my suffering?"

"It's better that I don't care about you from now on. What you look like has nothing to do with me from now on...Xiao Sheng? Xiao Sheng! Cheng Cheng, what's wrong with you?"

"Xiao Sheng, you hurt there, don't scare mom! Breathe, Xiao Sheng! Sheng Bin, come and help!"

……

Qi Shengbin was speechless.

Meng Xinlan's son was nothing more than a rag doll.The last time it was perforation caused by gastric ulcer, the last time it was respiratory failure caused by emphysema, this time it was severe angina pectoris caused by premature heart beats, it seems that every time it is serious, it can kill people directly, but it can't die if it is treated in time various problems.

I don't know how to give birth to such a broken body.

How does he look like his son?He has a strong physique, and has never even taken medicine for a cold except for occasional falls and beatings since he was a child!

Qi Shengbin was so bored, he dragged his shoes and sat on the stool, feeling sleepy and annoyed.He managed to persuade the weeping Meng Xinlan to go back, and now he was worried about money.

It will cost Cheng Cheng a lot of money to be hospitalized this time... A bottomless pit, this is it!

Worried, a stack of banknotes was handed to him.

Qi Shengbin rubbed his eyes, almost suspecting that he was dazzled.Looking up again, it was his son Qi Yan who came to the hospital in the middle of the night!standing in front of him.

Qi Shengbin roughly counted the money, almost 1 yuan.

"You, where did you get so much money?"

Qi Yan: "Where is my brother?"

Although Meng Xinlan was not there, Qi Shengbin also knew that she didn't like the two children having any further contact, so he was a little hesitant.

Qi Yan sneered: "Don't you think that she is simply mentally ill?"

I think, actually I really do!

Qi Shengbin couldn't help nodding, they were both boys, his son was handsome and healthy, and Xiao Sheng was also very good-looking and handsome, which of the two children felt a little sissy?How could there be such a problem when they get along together?

That's why Meng Xinlan was babbling about with a "fox spirit" on the left and a "seductress" on the right all day long, and she was limped by a fortune teller!

Qi Yan: "Go and open a room, rest and come back tomorrow morning, and I will guard at night."

Qi Shengbin immediately agreed.

He is too old to stay here overnight.He thinks it's good, rebellion is rebellion, as expected, he is still his own son who knows how to love his father!

Qi Yan didn't bother to talk to him at all.

He walked into the ward, and the evening primrose on the window sill was limp.The elder brother who was illuminated by the incandescent lamp already had a tired and haggard sleeping face.

Qi Yan's chest was pulled up.

He recalled that they were in the drink shop in the night market, under the lights of the shopping mall, this man was smiling happily, brightly and shyly.

After only one day, my brother was not so bright, but became so obedient, so fragile, pale and pitiful.

Is it his fault?

It was him, it was him who made him so sad again.

Qi Yan sat down next to him, lowering his eyes to help him warm his hands.My brother's hands are beautiful, slender and skinny, but the water is hanging on them and they are very cold.

His heart became more astringent, and he pressed his cheeks together.

...really he shouldn't.

A mere Meng Xinlan disturbed his mood immediately.Then he angered his elder brother, knowing that it was not his fault at all.

The fingertips on his cheeks moved slightly.

"you're awake."

Cheng Cheng opened his eyes, there was a thin layer of mist in his gray eyes, and it started to rain outside the window.

Some things are destined to be unavoidable.

Not mentioning both does not mean that you can deceive yourself and others.

"Xiao Yan, I want to...see Auntie."

The air was quiet for a moment.

Qi Yan said: "Hey, you should have a good rest first. Sleep for a while, I will accompany you, and we will talk after you sleep well."

Cheng Cheng shook his head.

……

They are all central hospitals, but Qi Yan's mother lives in a new building, and there is no connection with the old inpatient department here.

It's only a few minutes' walk, but the road is being repaired, and it's a bit bumpy.

This was the first time Cheng Sheng saw Qi Yan's mother.

It was a much smaller woman than he had imagined.Thin, very pale, lying quietly.Her face was unusually young, as if time had been frozen on her body, revealing some almost transparent fragility and beauty, like a princess in a fairy tale sleeping, waiting for someone to wake her up.

But in reality there are no princes, let alone fairy tales.

In fact, he should have come to see her long ago.

But he dared not.

Always, always, always dare not.

Sure enough, when all the culpability was finally presented so concretely and clearly before the eyes, the feeling of suffocation and despair could overwhelm people almost instantly.

Qi Yan beside him is no better than him.

He endured it for a while, walked out the door, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit one, and stuffed the cigarette into his mouth with trembling hands.

He can't smoke, but he doesn't know how to calm down.

Neither of them spoke, nor did they know what to say.

The heavy rain continued to pour outside.

During the short journey back, Cheng Cheng remembered when they were very young.There was also a heavy rain, when both of them were young, Qi Yan wrapped him tightly in his arms, and he felt so warm.

Time can never go back to that time.

And, even if you go back, it's still wrong.Everything was wrong from the moment they met.

So, what to do.

what to do.Happiness is an unattainable luxury, but he is still dreaming, in fact, he doesn't even think about it.

Cheng Cheng suddenly stopped in his tracks.

The whole person fell into the rain all over the sky in an instant.The winter rain was very cold, Qi Yan hurriedly folded the big black umbrella, but in just a few seconds, he was completely soaked.

"Cheng Cheng, what are you doing!"

He saw sullenness in the little angel's black pupils.

He shouldn't be crazy.He knew that it was absurd to be sick and add to the chaos.

It's just that he really hates rainy nights.

Why are the most desperate emotions always on rainy nights.

Rainwater slid into his neck along his wet hair, and Qi Yan dragged him to the corner of the corridor under the eaves.He struggled, water got into his cochlea, and if he continued like this for a while, he would be deaf again, and all of this was done by himself.

But it's really not hypocrisy.He knew it was useless, he just didn't know how to make it work.

All the resentment and long-term fate, what can be done?

If there is any miracle in this world that can allow him to put all the love, enthusiasm, cherishment and warmth in his heart on his little angel, and then he disappears by himself...

If he obliterates his own existence, it can be exchanged for blooming flowers.He could exchange his precious little angel for a safe and smooth life from now on.

But no.

He tried his best to save money for him, but Xiaoyan didn't need his money at all now.He tried his best to cook food for him, but Qi Yan didn't need food either.

His existence cannot give Xiao Yan any comfort.

What's even more sad is that even if he disappears, he can't get back what Xiaoyan lost.

His existence is nothing but trouble for him.Want to let go, but separation is so painful.It's as if there is some huge force in the dark that is pulling the heart, and I can't be willing to die.

Maybe he is too selfish.

Really.

No matter how much you like it, what's the use of being full of tenderness?The world believes in something more realistic and powerful, but he has only one heart.

"Cough, cough, cough..."

The lungs were burning, and the heart began to fluctuate slightly again.Cheng Cheng desperately held back his sadness for an instant.

He can't fall down, and can't cause Xiao Yan any more trouble.

He struggled to breathe, and heard Qi Yan muttering in his ears.

"Brother, brother, brother. Are you okay? How are you? Are you cold?"

"Let's go back quickly, shall we go?"

"I beg you to come with me, it's raining so much, I can't hold an umbrella if I hug you. What on earth...what do you want me to do?"

What to do, Cheng Sheng also wanted to know.

It's just a few days of sweetness, and it's enough to be delusional and crazy to fall in love with the bookstore, travel together after graduation, and go abroad to see forests and castles and the world together hand in hand.

Or, it doesn't matter if you don't go.

Just an ordinary small house, even if it is small, dark, cramped, lacking this or that, even if it is poor and hopeless for a lifetime.

He turned a blind eye to the ever-changing and luxurious world outside.Just stay with one person and live an ordinary life.

But even that is a luxury.

Cheng Cheng raised his eyes.

He suddenly, caught off guard, stretched out his hand and hugged Qi Yan's neck fiercely.

Cold rain, hot rough kisses.Perhaps Qi Yan was frightened by him, and even forgot to resist.

"Now, push me away." His voice was hoarse, hoarse.

"Now... push away! Push me away!"

The rain was so loud that the sound was drowned out.But the touch is all real, this time.No alcohol, no intoxication, everything is so sober.

He gritted his teeth, grabbed Qi Yan's collar, and tore off the boy's heavy winter coat.The boy's inner shirt was also half soaked by the rain, sticking to his body, outlining his youthful and beautiful lines.

Cheng Cheng's eyes were blood red.

He thought he should be ugly at this moment.

The high-end shirt was not very strong either. He pulled it hard, and half of the boy's chest was clearly visible.He held him down, regardless of the cold, rainy ground, and knelt down in front of him with his legs spread apart and passed out.

He panted, pressing down on the boy he liked, wantonly touching the hot throat and chest with his cold fingertips.

The world is messy and twisted.There is a sense of the end coming.

Cheng Cheng smiled wryly, but this was his dirty desire and madness, and there was nowhere to hide.

The boy I like has clear texture, and the body drenched in the rain is extremely sexy.The thin muscles have been wanting to be touched for a long time - he has wanted to touch him since many years ago, and has been trying to hold back, but not reaching out doesn't mean he doesn't want to.

Seriously, huh.

Who the fuck is serious?

The dirtiest is him.They always said he was shy and restrained, that he was abstinent, but they didn't know that his mind was full of the most obscene things!

He thought, this is also good.With him showing his true colors like this, Xiao Yan should completely hate him.

Then he won't bear and struggle anymore, Xiao Yan's initial choice to make a clean break was the right one.He didn't give up on himself, it was just true, and he didn't know what else to do.

Letting go is easier said than done.Letting go of your obsessions is easy to say.I understand the truth, and it's written clearly in black and white, so it's useless at all.

He had to be abandoned, thrown away.Be bored and trampled on, otherwise I'm afraid I'll never know how to be good.

Another gust of cold wind mixed with sporadic rain.

He flinched, thinking it was over.

The skin felt warm.Qi Yan's fingers lightly rubbed against his wet temples.

"Xiao Sheng."

"Don't do this, get up. It's not good for your health, don't do this."

He called him softly, his voice was nasal, as if he didn't know what to do.

Immediately afterwards, the boy's body fell down, his skin still hot under the winter rain.

He wrapped his arms around his waist, touched the back of his neck, and hugged him tightly. , as gentle as stroking a kitten.

"Xiao Sheng, don't cry, don't cry." He hugged him tightly, gritted his teeth, and said several times intermittently.

Cheng Cheng's ears were rustling, he shook his head, trying to say that he wasn't crying at all.

He was very uncomfortable, desperate and crazy, and the wet feeling was drowning in his heart, but he really didn't cry.

Qi Yan almost didn't even know how to hug him.

With trembling fingers, they reached into his back and patted gently, muttering something softly.

Cheng Cheng listened carefully several times before he heard him say: "Xiao Sheng, you are fine. Be good, don't make trouble, okay, I'll give you everything. Baby."

"Baby, give me some time."

"I'll figure it out, sweetie, huh?"

There was a rumbling thunder.The fishy smell of rainwater splashing on the ground is occasionally as bright as daytime.

Cheng Cheng's tense nerves suddenly broke.

He stretched out his hand, like a robot, hugging Qi Yan's waist mechanically, not enough, but there was no way, his fingers were stiff.

On another rainy night, Qi Yan's eyes were full of resentment, and he tried his best to reach out, but he couldn't touch him no matter what.

That night has always been his nightmare. He can't see his face now, but he can feel his chest pressing against him, warm and agitating.

He leaned over and was hugged tightly.

But the rainy night seemed not so scary anymore.

The author has something to say: Lin Qingxuan: The ups and downs in the world are actually the same as fruit trees. Sometimes we face the chills of winter, but we have to cut off the branches, and even leave the juice in our hearts.With those timid ones, he couldn't wait until spring.Only those who always maintain the mood of spring and wait for germination can survive the winter bravely, and can still flourish after bleeding, and then bear better fruit than before pruning.

——Orange, does anyone say?

——Just, ahem, my little heart was pounding out of my heart, so I excerpted a famous quote from a famous master to block the knife.