Cinderella's Gypsophila

When Cheng Cheng went home that night, he met Yu Qing, a little idiot walking his dog downstairs.

The little fool tilted his head to look at him, showing sympathy, took out his pocket and gave him a candy.

Cheng Cheng: "..."

"Thank you."

What kind of shameful and miserable state must he have to make the little fool pity him and give him candy?

When I opened the door and entered the house, the house was dark and no one was there.

Cheng Cheng looked at the redness in the corners of his eyes in the mirror, and finally understood why even the little fool had a sympathetic face.

Fortunately, Meng Xinlan is still out of town, otherwise how would he get away with it under his mother's nose?

He smiled wryly and decided to take a bath to relax.

He took off his clothes and turned on the shower.When the warm water fell on his body, he squatted down and hugged his knees, and the emotions he had put away slowly collapsed again.

everything.

It's like an unimaginable dream.Xiao Yan looks fierce, but in fact, relatives come to peck and peck, itchy and gentle.On the noisy dining table, the fish and shrimps he picked up for him with a straight face were all extremely soft and sweet.

He was so flattered that he is still in the fog.

On the neck, elbows, and ears, the residual temperature remains.Looking at it now, he wished he could bite on it again and leave marks for a lifetime.

I have known for a long time that his Xiao Yan has always been a very gentle little angel.

The best little angel in the world.

Best of all.

It's his fault, it's his fault.From the first day his mother took his hand and stepped into this house, everything was wrong.

Little Angel originally had the happiest family, with both parents and a cute younger sister, but was hurt, abused, and wronged again and again.

From a cute little girl with black eyes, she was forced to learn how to resist, curse, and endure humiliation.Now he has a slender figure and firm muscles, dyed his hair into the golden color of a delinquent boy, often sneers, and his eyes are even more sharp and cold.

He has changed a lot, stained with hatred and obscurity.

He thought he would never speak to him again.

He thought he must be humiliating himself by going to him.

However, after experiencing such a desperate rainy night, the little angel is still willing to treat him with the utmost tenderness.

So, what more could you ask for?

No matter how many times the water has passed, the hickey remains warm.

In fact, Cheng Cheng didn't want to think at all, what was the meaning of skin-to-skin contact and lips-to-teeth kissing all day and night.

Even rather, the little angel is just drunk, but lacks someone to hug, but feels that he is still warm when he is lonely and uncomfortable.It was just because I was worried that I said I would come to him again on Monday.

that's enough.

A little bit of nostalgia, can't get to the bottom of it.

Going deeper, it was still Qi Shengbin, Meng Xinlan, the younger sister who lived in the country, and the mother who was lying in the hospital.It's still absurd, and it's still impossible to find the little wolf and lamb in the Emerald Forest. The more you try to get closer, the less good the result will be.

Between the two of them, there was darkness and an unknown number of deep ravines.

Whenever something pops up, it can instantly crush the sporadic little hopes and sweet and sour into powder.

……

Cheng Cheng didn't sleep well that night, and even woke up suddenly in the middle of the night.

He woke up in pain.The heart and mouth felt like tingling and burning radially, and the brain became fuzzy due to lack of oxygen.It hurt so much that he rolled out of bed.Although he was sickly, he had never been in such pain before.

At that moment, I was very scared, thinking that I was going to die.

Ridiculous.Before falling asleep, he thought that maybe he had experienced the happiest time in his life like a dream, and he would not regret it even if he died immediately.But at this moment...

I can't bear it, I can't bear it at all.

He almost died so many times since he was a child, and suffered countless pains, but it was all worth it.Xiaoyan is too sweet.He also wanted to see him again on Monday, and wondered if he could get a hug or two in the future.

Even if it is destined to have no good results, I admit it and am willing to admit defeat.

Cheng Cheng curled up like a shrimp on the ground, convulsed, and sweated profusely.After a few minutes, the pain gradually subsides.Everything has passed, and the heart is no longer twisted. If the shirt hadn't been wrinkled and deformed by fingers, Cheng Cheng would have wondered if everything just now was his own illusion.

He wiped away his physical tears.

Useless.

The most useless thing in the world, he didn't cry after so many operations when he was a child.Why don't you think of something useful, you can see Xiao Yan again on Monday night, he has to think about what he can bring him.

He prepared the money, but there should be something else... He should always find something to give him.

I owed him so much, no matter how much I could compensate him or spoil her, it would not be enough.As long as Xiao Yan is willing to ask, he is willing to give anything.

Just a person who has nothing, what can he give him?

Cheng Sheng tried his best not to be negative.

He got out of bed, and in the middle of the night, like a psycho, he started searching for food in the refrigerator.There was no food at home, so he could only force himself to take a nap, and then went downstairs early in the morning to buy.

Xiao Yan must be tired of the cafeteria where he has eaten for so long, he wants to make him his favorite home-cooked dishes and take them there.

There is a public microwave in the school cafeteria, which can be heated once.

The newly moved upstairs and his mother have recently had a fierce dispute with the neighbors. When Cheng Cheng came back from buying vegetables, the neighbor was chatting with someone downstairs: "Oh, look, I bought so many vegetables! It's a pity, he is a very hardworking young man." , looks very talented. His mother looks like that, which little girl would dare to marry him in the future?"

"And I still can't hear, so it's considered a disability, and I don't know if it's hereditary or not? I have many diseases and disasters, and whoever gets married will definitely suffer..."

Cheng Cheng went home and picked up the kitchen knife.Chop vegetables carefully.

Worry blindly.

There will be no little girls marrying him in the future, so there is no need to worry about heredity.

Any cat or dog can dislike him.His Xiao Yan is so good, but he has never... never thought he was deaf, never thought he was in poor health!

……

"Cheng Zhiyuan, Cheng~zhi~far~!"

During the class break on Monday, Cen Xin called him: "I'm talking to you! Accompany me to buy Wang Junlin's new album during the big break? You go and brush your face, maybe the clerk will give me a poster hehehe!"

Cheng Cheng: "Sorry, I have an appointment."

"Who?"

"My brother."

"Your younger brother in the experimental class of No. [-] Middle School with excellent grades?"

"Ah."

Cen Xin is a little confused, it's not very reasonable for my brother to come to you.so what are you nervous about?The eraser in my hand is almost crushed in half!

All afternoon, Cheng Cheng felt uneasy.

But at [-]:[-], get out of class was finally over, and the teacher told him to collect his homework.

Cen Xin: "..."

Cen Xin: "Okay, I'll take it for you, you hurry up! Look at you, you've lost your soul!"

Cheng Cheng left in a hurry.The person who is always cautious and polite, actually forgot to say "thank you" this time.Zao Zao stood at the gate of the school with a bento in his arms.All kinds of stalls and hawkers yelled, but turned a deaf ear.

...Is it true, he thought silently.

Xiao Yan, he will really come, it's not a lie to him.

How uncomfortable it would be if I didn't come.No, you can't be so negative. If you don't come, you can go to No. [-] Middle School to find him.

Cheng Cheng stood for a while, and the more he stood, the more awkward he became.Many people who leave school like to look back at him a few times, does he look strange?

"Hey, look, look, the one at the door is so handsome!"

"I know. It seems to be the younger brother of the third year of junior high school. He has good grades and is quite famous."

"Isn't it? You're only in the third grade? So young? Oh, I've sinned, I've sinned."

"Fortunately, I heard that she was late for school because of illness, so she should be in the second year of high school just like us."

"This way~~~"

"It's your dish, do you want to get to know it! Ah, sorry!"

"fine."

The blond boy who was hit not only supported the little sister, but also caught the bag that almost fell to the ground for her.

The young man was tall and long-legged, with handsome features and a pair of beautiful obsidian-like eyes. The young lady stared blankly at him on the spot.

"This, what kind of beauty is this?"

"Which school is it... that face is absolutely amazing!"

Qi Yan no longer has a young lady in his eyes, because he couldn't help but start laughing when he saw his brother standing stupidly at the school gate.

Cheng Sheng wore the school uniform of No. [-] Middle School today.

The school uniform of the No. [-] Middle School is the most common sportswear, but the color scheme is a bit strange - black and white with distinct panda colors, even if the person wearing it has long hands and long feet, it is still weird.However, Cheng Sheng was still holding a lunch box in his hand, so he was even more naive.

Qi Yan couldn't wait to touch it to see if it had grown panda ears.

Cheng Cheng was flustered by his bright smile.

He didn't even want to wear a school uniform.But after pawing at home for a long time, I didn't find any decent coats.He was hospitalized last winter, and he didn't buy new clothes, and his family is not well-off recently...

The two went to a nearby drink shop together.

Qi Yan ordered hot sweet milk for Cheng Sheng, and asked the boss to heat up the fruit plate.Cheng Cheng took out a full bento box, and Qi Yan's clear and bright eyes were immediately stained with a bright smile.

"Ah, it smells so good! I like it all!"

Cheng Cheng pursed his lips.

After being separated for such a long time, he was not sure whether he would be able to see the innocent smile of the young man again in the future.Now I just wish I could take pictures with my brain and seal them up forever.

The legs under the table sank, Qi Yan ate while his slender legs hooked his feet, shaking and shaking.

"Xiao Sheng is the best, you can remember what I like to eat, um, your roasted chestnut chicken is delicious!"

He ate so much that his cheeks were full, and these few words were originally slurred.Cheng Cheng used the cochlea again, so he couldn't hear what others said clearly.

I'm so anxious, it's hard to ask.

What exactly did Xiao Yan say...why did he sound like he was being coquettish with him?Did you hear me wrong?If this is true, it's too cute.

His back was hot, and he watched Qi Yan eat the lunch box cleanly, without any waste: "I'm full! It's delicious!"

Cheng Cheng whispered: "Then next time..."

"Ok?"

"Next time...tomorrow, I'll bring you another meal, okay?"

He tried his best to hide his anticipation, and if it didn't work it wouldn't be a big deal.

"it is good."

"..."

So, see you tomorrow.

I jumped up like fireworks in my heart.

Cheng Sheng tried his best not to look too obvious, but it was hard to hide the joy from the bottom of his heart. After leaving the drink shop, he took Qi Yan to stroll around No. [-] Middle School.

What's interesting here, what's delicious there, I talked a lot accidentally.

Qi Yan looked at him and silently narrowed his eyes.

My brother has only been in No. [-] Middle School for less than a year, but he is much more familiar with the surrounding terrain than No. [-] Middle School.

"It seems that you often go shopping?"

"Actually, if you have time, can you introduce me? Your good friend in No. [-] Middle School is called Cen Xin, right? Xiao Mingchao has played it several times. He is very beautiful and tall, and he is also a part-time model, right?"

Cheng Cheng was holding a half bottle of hot milk, dazed.

Xiaoyan came to him on purpose, could it be... In fact, he wanted to know her?

In the past year, many boys have actually come to him to get close, all wanting to get to know Cen Xin through him.

Xiaoyan probably won't.

His heart seemed to be empty suddenly, he looked at Qi Yan, and Qi Yan looked at him with dark eyes.He was a little embarrassed to be stared at, and first looked away.

Suddenly I remembered a post I saw on the Internet a long time ago - the same sex you like happens to also like you, how small, how slim and lucky the probability is, it is almost impossible.

...In fact, Xiaoyan only hugged him when he was drunk, and kissed him twice in a daze.

Cen Xin shared a gossip two days ago.

A female classmate in their class has been a "good friend" for many years with a boy in the next class.The two went shopping and eating together, sang and watched movies, had couple clothes, the boy kissed her on the cheek, and put her hand in his pocket in winter.

Suddenly one day, the boy happily said to her, "I've got a girlfriend!"

The girl was stunned, completely unable to understand how it would develop like this.

What is even more sad is that after the boy has a girlfriend, he still invites the girl to and from school together, teases her like before, and says a few irrelevant love words at any time.

There are many things in life, sometimes it just doesn't make sense.

Qi Yan: "Why don't you talk? Are you still reluctant to introduce me?"

Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes: "...next time."

Qi Yan raised his face: "Tomorrow?"

Cheng Cheng couldn't breathe.Any normal person would probably find it hard to bear being tortured by such a huge gap between hope at times and joy at times.

He is not afraid of torture, but he is not completely invincible.

In the end, I tried my best to hold back and restrain my mind.Xiao Yan finally came to see him, he can't ask for too much, he is already very happy to be able to walk together, eat and chat.

People are normal boys.Just treat him as a younger brother, and don't add drama to yourself.

……

Qi Yan was not happy and walked ahead alone.

The dusk in winter is dark and early, and the lights are already on before six o'clock.The snack street is full of street vendors' own lights, which is a bit dark, and the small park in front is even darker.

"Xiaoyan..."

There were many trees at the entrance of the park, and Cheng Cheng was worried about getting lost, so the boy dragged him over and pressed him against the tree.

"Did you just cook for me alone?"

Cheng Cheng shook his head, but after thinking about what Xiao Yan asked, he nodded again.

Qi Yan: "Your model friend, I haven't eaten your bento before."

"Why not? It's because she wants to maintain her figure, so she is picky about her diet. She can't eat this or that, right?"

Cheng Cheng didn't understand what Xiao Yan was saying for a while, and froze.

"From now on, you can only make it for me to eat alone!"

"........."

"..."

The meaning of this sentence, can it be as he understands it...

The small park is very dark.

Xiao Yan's breathing was so close that Cheng Cheng couldn't see his current expression clearly.But I always feel that it is so dark and there is no one breathing heavily, as if everything is a bit... ambiguous.

However, the annoying class bell came from afar.

Qi Yan let him go: "You, go back to class."

Cheng Cheng: "..."

Perhaps because there was no light around him, even he didn't look like himself.

His knuckles were pale, and he grabbed Qi Yan: "Xiao Yan."

"W-Would you like to stay a little longer?"

His voice changed due to nervousness.

Qi Yan: "...um."

Both of them are weird.But for the first time in Cheng Sheng's life as a good student, he decided to skip class!