Cinderella's Gypsophila

After another week and a half, school started.

In the new semester, Zhuo Ziwei found out that Qi Yan had changed, so he dragged him to find Cheng Cheng when he had nothing to do.

Especially in the evening between classes.

The learning atmosphere of the experimental class was perverted as always, only Zhuo Ziwei and Qi Yan went out every day.Last semester, the two of them visited the playground, the nearby Internet cafe, the snack street and the stationery store, but they never took Cheng Sheng with them.

Now, Qi Yan likes to drag his brother wherever he goes.

Zhuo Ziwei: "I remember that you didn't take the initiative to talk to your brother last semester, except for your birthday?"

Qi Yan: "..."

"It's different now. I just had appendectomy and he said he would supervise me."

"Oh," Zhuo Zi narrowed his eyes slightly, "you're still so self-conscious, rushing to be supervised by others?"

Qi Yan turned his head away.

He doesn't care, he just wants to find Cheng Cheng every day.

Last semester, he left that house with great difficulty, just wanting to put all bad memories behind him, including Cheng Cheng.Now that I think about it, he is so bad, I don't know how sad Cheng Sheng was at that time.

I will not do it again.

Every day when he has nothing to do, he likes to take Cheng Cheng to walk around together.

However, the snack street ordered fried skewers, but Cheng Sheng couldn't eat them.Cheng Sheng couldn't eat the cream cake he bought.Not to mention all kinds of other oil cakes and sodas.

All kinds of dirty and cheap snacks next to the school are poisonous to Cheng Cheng.

Qi Yan thought to himself, I don't believe there is no way.

In the end, it really made him think of an idea - to buy fresh fruit and feed it to Cheng Cheng, the quantity is small and the quality is high.

When it was cold in spring, he took the fruit he bought to the cafeteria.

Take a large bowl of boiling water, soak it warm and then cut it and feed it.

Never expected that this feeding would become addictive.

Qi Yan wanted to raise small animals since he was a child, but unfortunately he never developed it. He didn't know that besides masturbating, the other great joy of raising small animals is feeding.

Every day, I saw Cheng Cheng's various resistances, and then he was so worn down that he reluctantly ate it with his pale lips, and then looked at him with gray eyes in protest.

Qi Yan's sense of accomplishment was overwhelming.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Oranges today and apples tomorrow, it seems like Cheng Sheng can be fed a thousand or ten thousand times.

Zhuo Ziwei: "..."

Yes, you feed py as if no one else is there and enjoy it every day.What am I watching?

I'm blind, okay?

He is not the only one watching this beautiful landscape.

Many girls in the school now know that in a remote location in the school cafeteria half an hour after the big break every day, the school grass Zhuo Ziwei + a few handsome boys from their class will get together to eat there, which is very eye-catching.

Sure enough, the friends of excellent boys are also excellent boys.

Back to the bedroom.

Zhuo Ziwei really couldn't hold back: "Qi Yan, you care about your brother... Heh, you care more about his girlfriend than Xiao Mingchao."

Xiao Mingchao: "???"

"I broke up for the winter vacation, why do you still bring me?"

Zhuo Ziwei: "If you treat your girlfriend half as much as Qi Yan treats his brother, it won't be a second."

Xiao Mingchao didn't take it seriously: "Then if I can find someone like Cheng Zhiyuan who is good at learning, good-looking, and not noisy, then I will definitely care about it!"

He was shaky, and suddenly turned his head and smiled at Qi Yan: "Otherwise, Qi Yan, you marry your brother to me?"

Qi Yan: "..."

Zhuo Ziwei: "..."

Of course the follow-up was to be slapped on the face by Qi Yan's bear, and the pillow was smashed afterward.And being ridiculed mercilessly by Zhuo Ziwei, the toad wanted to eat swan meat.

Xiao Mingchao: "What? I'm handsome and rich. If he inherits millions in the future, he won't be worthy of your brother?"

Han Fei, the fourth child in the dormitory who has never had a sense of presence, has been doing the questions honestly from beginning to end.

The slapstick topic above his head was so weird that he couldn't understand it.What are they talking about?

Forget it, study.

I buried my head in one more question, then looked up with a little doubt.

Qi Yan was typing on the computer quickly, and Zhuo Ziwei was watching leisurely.

Forget about Xiao Mingchao, how can these two roommates keep such good grades with their study attitude of fishing for three days and posting on the net for two days?

don't know.Forget it, study!

……

In the new semester, Cheng Sheng didn't have any special expectations.

But on the first day of school, Qi Yan rushed to find him after class.

At first he thought the little angel was here to borrow textbooks.

Or he was short of money, encountered some trouble, and the result was nothing.

Qi Yan: "What? I can't just come to play with you, you are very busy studying?"

Cheng Cheng panicked and shook his head quickly.

Then, just so inexplicably, he began to live a life of expecting the little angel to come over every day after class, and obediently waiting for him to come to find him during the big break.

Go to the snack street together, go to the Internet cafe together, learn to play billiards, various activities...

Xiao Yan can always come up with new ideas, Zhuo Ziwei is also a good joker, and the two of them have a tacit understanding and tell jokes at every turn, laughing loudly together regardless of their image.

Cheng Cheng was secretly jealous of Zhuo Ziwei at first.

Later, I got used to it, and started to treat Zhuo Ziwei as a friend, and laughed along with him.

Of course he didn't dare to cry.

He wears cochlea, and his voice is already weird enough, he doesn't dare to crow every day like them.

But really happy.

Being with Xiao Yan is always so happy.

It's a pity that life doesn't seem willing to let him go so easily.

Everything is fine at school, but the opposite is true at home.

Originally, the doctor had said from the very beginning that Meng Xinlan's pregnancy indicators were not good this time, and there was a high probability that the child would be lost, but she didn't believe it.All kinds of methods are against the sky and strong protection, but in the end it is futile.

After two consecutive miscarriages, Meng Xinlan lost a lot of weight, and was so angry that she cried every day.

"They're all liars! Liars! How can I have children? I've read so many sutras, who will bless me? Why is my life so hard, and why can't I have a single thing that goes my way! "

She cries every day, and Cheng Cheng's heart aches.

Every day after school, I obediently put down my schoolbag and go to the kitchen to cook all kinds of delicious food for my mother to nourish my body.

Chicken soup and fish soup come in rotation, all kinds of nutritious side dishes, Qi Shengbin couldn't help sighing: "Xiao Meng, your son is really good, look at him, and look at the homeless and heartless one I raised, the big one gap!"

Meng Xinlan: "Hmph, it's not right for my son to take care of me! Does he not accompany me every day like you?"

Qi Shengbin said embarrassingly: "Then I still have to pay for the car to make money..."

Meng Xinlan: "Then you didn't earn much back? Who knows what you did?"

Cheng Cheng remained silent and went back to cook.

Chopped scallions, mushrooms, and zi la la are poured into the pot.The aroma is tangy.

He closed his eyes, feeling as if the world had been cut apart.

There are so many beauties and little angels, but at the same time, there are a lot of troubles that cannot be ignored.

... His mother has always had to suffer with her as long as she is not feeling well.

Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes, but he has no right to complain.

His mother has taken care of him for so many years, and he has to repay him, so he can only coax him.

Cheng Sheng was doing laundry and cooking at home, while Meng Xinlan was picking and choosing and babbling.

Cooking too much, she said he wasted money.If you don't do much, you complain that your Uncle Qi also wants to eat you, why are you so careless?

Most of the time, I burst into tears, blaming this and that, "It's all because you went to take care of the little oil bottle and didn't take care of me at that time, and I was angry at you, that's why I became like this!"

Cheng Cheng was also sad.

Just follow her and try to comfort her.

It was so easy for Meng Xinlan to finish her confinement. In the new monthly exam, Cheng Sheng didn't do well in the exam.

In fact, it's not bad, but it fell out of the top ten in the grade.The head teacher had always expected a lot from him, so he called the parents.

Meng Xinlan exploded after answering the phone: "Qi Shengbin! Go tell your son not to pester my son in the future! Their teacher said that maybe Qi Yan took him out to play every day, and Xiao Sheng's grades dropped!"

Cheng Cheng: "Mom, no, Xiao Yan didn't."

Meng Xinlan: "What's not? You're just stupid. When you meet him, you get dizzy. You don't understand how he pours you every day? I think that child is your evil star, nemesis! Our family's nemesis !"

Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes and thought, he really isn't.

no.Xiao Yan, he is the reason I have been able to breathe.

No matter how sad it is, thinking that I can see his smiling face when I go to school tomorrow, everything can be endured.

Meng Xinlan kept nagging, and Qi Shengbin couldn't help but come to make peace: "Oh, this really can't be blamed on Xiao Yan, the child's grades fluctuate normally. Besides, Xiao Yan got second in the exam this time, and his grades didn't drop?"

Meng Xinlan: "Okay, you guys are working together to deal with me, right?"

So he started to shift the firepower and argue with Qi Shengbin, the noise was loud.

Cheng Cheng closed the door, but Meng Xinlan could still hear it through the door. In the end, Meng Xinlan even blamed Qi Yan's unlucky incident of playing a bowl during the Chinese New Year last year as the reason why they had a bad year and not having children.

Cheng Cheng leaned against the door, amused, and his eyes were slightly sour.

His only family, his only mother, is so unreasonable.

There is no reason at all.

That Saturday, Cheng Sheng went to Qi Yan's dormitory again.

He lied to his mother that the school was going to conduct Olympiad training, and his mother believed it.Because he never lied since he was a child.

She didn't know that he looked honest, but he could actually lie.

Qi Yan asked Cheng Cheng to come, but Cheng Cheng didn't know what happened.

On the way, I bought another small cake.When he entered the door, he saw that the rabbit hydrogen balloon he had given him last time had deflated after a winter vacation, floating in the room like a ghost.

"This, you haven't lost it yet..."

Qi Yan: "Throw it away? Why do you want to throw it away? Tutu is the mascot of our dormitory now, and his status is higher than Xiao Mingchao. What do you mean, Ziwei?"

Zhuo Zi lay slightly on the bed, took off the earphones, raised her eyebrows and nodded.

Qi Yan blinked and held Cheng Cheng's hand. His voice hadn't changed yet, it was still that clear and sweet voice:

"Xiao Sheng, come here."

His eyes are always so beautiful, like deep black pools under the stars and moon.

Cheng Cheng felt his heart speed up slightly, sore and weak, and there was nothing he could do.Sure enough, the world is much better, it's good to be alive.

In the next second, the world spun.

Qi Yan pinned him on the bed.

After lying down for a moment, Cheng Cheng was stunned.He panicked, struggled, wanted to say Xiao Yan, what do you want to do, wanted to say that Zhuo Ziwei was still there...

In the end, Qi Yan called him to catch up on sleep.

"Sleep well."

Cheng Cheng: "I..."

"Okay, stop talking. Look at your dark circles are so heavy, and you don't gain any flesh after feeding you fruit for so many days. You have to take care of your mother recently, are you very tired?"

The little angel also climbed onto the bed as he spoke, wrapping his arms around him.

"Sleep well, I will accompany you."

Cheng Cheng felt so warm.

He leaned into the arms of the little angel, slowly closed his eyes, and the warm current slowly flowed into his chest from the place where he was held.

Until many years later, when the act of "recharging" with someone he likes became popular, Cheng Sheng would always silently think that he would do the same thing many years ago.

The bedroom was quiet.

The light is not turned on, and the half-drawn bed curtain is bright and soft.Drowsy, he could hear the soft heartbeat of the child he liked.

"..."

"Look, I fell asleep so quickly."

"Must be exhausted."

Qi Yan rubbed Cheng Cheng's sleeping face, the boy closed his eyes, showing no sign of waking up.

He is obviously a very gentle person, but his facial features are that kind of cold and handsome, even with a bit of sharp youthful air.

is good looking.No wonder, girls say he is handsome.

For such an excellent and gentle boy, it is too late for most people to love him well. Who can bear to torture him so tiredly?

"But damn, they are not ordinary people after all."

"I can think of how she will make trouble at home these days and how she will bully him."

"Cheng Cheng just has a soft heart. If it were me, I would have let her fall in love long ago."

Zhuo Ziwei: "..."

"What you said reminds me that when my family was in Shanghai, there was an uncle next door who was single in his 40s."

"He was brought up by his widowed mother. When he was the right age, he also had a girl he liked, and the conditions were also suitable, and they were already engaged, but his mother just didn't like people, crying, making noises and hanging herself. The girl is gone."

"Later, the girl married another man, and this uncle has been single until today. His mother became anxious later, but no matter how much she tried to introduce someone to him, he refused to see her. He was so desperate that he just dragged on."

"The older sister who lived upstairs said that the man himself is an idiot. An adult is stupid and filial, and he can't even keep the person he likes."

Zhuo Zi lowered her eyes slightly: "But in fact, she is happy in her own family, so it's easy to say."

"He was brought up by his widowed mother, so he can't really watch his mother hang herself."

"..."

"So this is almost unsolvable."

"My neighbor and his mother are very unhappy now, but they will probably live together torturing each other until one of them dies."

Qi Yan wished he had never heard of this story.

Simply suffocating.

"Is there no way!" He asked Zhuo Ziwei, "Is this the only way?"

Zhuo Ziwei: "There are ways—either the parents change, or they have to make up their minds to go away. But, will the parents change? How many people can I leave?"

Zhuo Ziwei said, laughing at himself: "Don't say that such a kind and soft-hearted person like your brother can't leave, I can't leave my mother, and I understand all the reasons, no, I can't leave."

"I always think that they raised me anyway."

"Always thinking, they almost didn't kill me, but they weren't terribly evil, and they weren't entirely intentional."

"Besides, if I really don't look back and leave, they probably won't be able to live for the rest of their lives."

"What to do, I want to know what to do too."

"..."

"Qi Yan, among us, only you can go."

"You must go and never come back."

Really suffocating.

When Qi Yan heard Zhuo Ziwei say that he could walk, he was not happy at all.

too heavy.

Although almost all the things I encountered in the past two years were not heavy, it was still intuitively difficult to deal with such complicated and difficult things.

Zhuo Ziwei: "Okay. In fact, it's not necessarily true. Things will change. Maybe just live and everything will be fine."

"Maybe in two years, your brother and that mother will die, who knows?"

"Even if it's not like that, Qi Yan, don't be affected by it. Don't take my words too seriously. I am a bit pessimistic in nature, but you are different. You are the kind of personality who won't accept fate in your bones, and the sun will always shine on you." on you."

……

When Cheng Cheng woke up, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening.

Zhuo Ziwei: "Don't be afraid, I've called your family. I told your dad about the Osega class, and your dad didn't have any doubts at all. Don't worry, Qi Yan made dinner for you, eat before leaving. "

Cheng Cheng: "..."

Really have dinner.

Small dormitory, unexpectedly complete with electrical appliances.Zhuo Ziwei's steamer and cooking pot, and Xiao Mingchao's juicer are all available.

"Here, ah - mixed vegetable puree, mashed potato and egg white, steamed, sprinkled with a little salt, the taste is not bad."

Qi Yansai gave him a spoonful.

"There are too few things you can eat, so I smashed all the indigestible ones for you, and I also made you a few egg whites. After eating, you must supplement more protein to be healthy."

"Eat more lean meat and rest more when you go home. Huh?"

Zhuo Ziwei: "Don't worry, the egg yolk was not wasted, it was all taken away by the puppies."

Qi Yan kicked him: "Who got it? It's not like you didn't eat one! Are you a dog too?"

Cheng Cheng was amused.

After returning home, he helped Qi Yan secretly pack the clothes he was going to wear to school in spring and summer, and Meng Xinlan and Qi Shengbin were arguing again by the next wall.

He tried to persuade him, but it was useless, so he simply closed his cochlea.

The world is quiet.

In other classes, I heard that there are orphans whose parents died at a young age.At least he still has a home, so he doesn't have to worry about food and clothing.

At least, he was in good health for the time being.

At least, he was pampered by the person he liked and had dinner fed by him.

Those black pupils are full of concern, what more can you ask for?

Life in this world is all about finding joy in suffering, and you can't want everything.He has had enough.

The clothes folded in his hands were cool, but when he thought of Qi Yan's body temperature was always scorching hot.

Qi Yan is his little angel and also his little sun.

Brilliant and moving, positive and lovely.

He never complains, he wants to learn from him, learn from his courage, temperature, that kind of strength born from the sun.

He thought he wouldn't wait for Qi Yan to come to him after class tomorrow.

He went to find Qi Yan by himself.