Cinderella's Gypsophila

Cheng Cheng got caught in the rain and had a little fever that night.

Drowsy and dazed.In the dream, I went back to the year when I was eight years old.

Years of drugs, a withered body, mother's tears, and operations with unknown results tortured her body and mind all day long.

He was lying alone on the hospital bed, alone.

Until that day, it should have been a very normal, gray day.

A small fleshy hand held him tightly, and his black and bright eyes blinked and blinked.

The sudden appearance of little angels lit up the whole world.

He looked at him in surprise, while the little angel tilted his head, looking eagerly at the gift cake on his bedside, with a look of wanting to eat it but being embarrassed to say so.

Cheng Cheng tried his best to get up, panting, and handed him the cake.

God knows he can't even move, how could he be so energetic.

The little angel looked very cute eating the cake, and he was fascinated by it.

Reaching out to help him wipe off the debris from the corner of his mouth, the little angel's skin is soft, and the smell on it is fragrant.

The little angel is in the period of changing teeth. When she laughed, she lost two front teeth.

Much cuter.

After Cheng Cheng got better, he always liked to feed stray cats and dogs passing by.The appearance of kittens and puppies eating snacks reminded him of that little angel.

For many years, I can't forget him.

I secretly made a wish in my heart, hoping to see him again.

Who knew that his wish would come true later on.

Qi Yan is even better and cuter than he imagined.So even later, when he finally knew that there were many bitter and helpless truths between them, when he was by his side, he still felt like he was living in a dream.

This is a very pure and beautiful feeling.

Cheng Cheng never felt that there was anything wrong with this kind of thinking.

He thought that no matter who it is, anyone who has such pure longing and throbbing for a person will definitely not feel that there is anything wrong with it.

Although, recently...

Everything gradually became, not quite right.

In November, under Meng Xinlan's fuss, a landline phone was finally installed at home.

Cheng Sheng's family number spread like wildfire in the school.

Girls I know and don't know often call home and "ask Cheng Zhiyuan for advice".

In school, Cheng Sheng always looked very cold, and no one dared to approach him.

But across the phone, the girls became much more lively and mischievous. In addition to questions, they often asked a few more questions, such as what do you like to eat, what hobbies do you have, and do you lack friends.

Cheng Cheng was a little flustered, not knowing how to respond.

He had no choice but to answer questions seriously and solemnly.

Soon, Meng Xinlan began to inquire: "What do those girls who call you often do at home?"

Cheng Cheng: "I don't know."

Meng Xinlan: "How can you not know?"

After the midterm exam is the parent meeting.Meng Xinlan went to school and soon found out.

"Tsk, the girl in your class is just a civil servant, so forget about the rest, they're all messed up families, don't waste time with them."

"Xiao Sheng, your grades are so good, you will definitely take the exam in Beijing and Shanghai in the future, when the time comes ~ find a girl from an official family among your classmates, and you will never have to worry about it for the rest of your life!"

Cheng Cheng: "..."

He looked at Meng Xinlan with beaming eyebrows, and felt a little bit of bitterness in his heart.

"Mom, what are you thinking about?"

Meng Xinlan: "Why am I thinking wildly? I went to the parent-teacher meeting this time, and all the parents in your class envied my son for being so good! Seriously, Xiao Sheng, you have to know your own strengths, and then don't look for someone with a burden. If you want to find a family that can help you, try to save 20 years of struggle!"

"Mom, I'm going to recite the scriptures a few more times and pray for you."

"In the future, I will find a rich and powerful family, my son will definitely do it!"

She walked away, Cheng Cheng lowered his eyes.

In the future, get married...

……

He probably won't be able to get married in his life.

After living in the hospital for so many years, the environment is always mixed. There are all kinds of people and stories about the uncles and aunts in the next bed, and the folks in the village.

Cheng Sheng also knew the word "homosexuality" a long time ago, and knew that in the eyes of ordinary people, it was very abnormal and disgusting.

yes.He thought of his dream, his washed underwear, and felt sick too.

But Cheng Sheng never felt that he was "gay".

He doesn't like boys.The only thing in this world he is hopelessly addicted to is his little angel.Except for Xiao Yan, everyone is eclipsed in his eyes.

This has nothing to do with whether Xiao Yan is a boy or a girl.

During recess the next day, Qi Yan came to look for him.

A pair of black pupils are still bright, the person seems to have grown a little taller, and the facial features are more distinct.

Cheng Cheng couldn't take his eyes off it.

He just sees that Xiao Yan is good at everything.

Qi Yan: "Cheng Cheng, why did you go back yesterday without an umbrella, did you get caught in the rain?"

Cheng Cheng: "No."

"That's good!" Qi Yan smiled brightly, and asked him again, "Hey, are you free this Saturday? Can you come to my dormitory again?"

Cheng Cheng: "Yes, good."

When Cheng Cheng returned to class, the girls made a little commotion.Several girls are chasing the same little girl: "Why are you sitting still, why don't you go out and have a look? Qi Yan from the experimental class, don't you blush every time you see him?"

Girl: "No, don't talk nonsense."

Cheng Cheng pretended not to hear, but was dragged away.

"Cheng Zhiyuan Zhiyuan, your brother doesn't have a girlfriend yet, right? What do you think of Xiaoyun?"

"Haha, anyway, there are no beauties in the experimental class, why don't you come to our class to look for them, Xiaoyun is pretty good, let me introduce you to your brother?"

The girl's face was flushed red: "Really not!"

Cheng Sheng returned to his seat.

The wind in November was a bit cold, the teacher came and talked hard on the podium.

But he has been in a daze, involuntarily looking at the back of the girl just now.She has thin shoulders, reddish ears, and looks very quiet and lovely.

Qi Xiaoyue, Xia Lili, all kinds of cute little girls like Xiaoyan.

There will be many more to come.

This is normal.

Xiao Yan is so good, there should be many people like him.

"Cheng Zhiyuan? Cheng Zhiyuan?" The teacher called him several times, "Cheng Zhiyuan, don't be in a daze, even if you have good grades, you still have to pay attention to the class?"

The class laughed.

The math teacher has always been strict, but fortunately he has good grades.If it were someone else, he would definitely be asked to go out and stand as a punishment.

But Cheng Cheng actually wanted to be invited out to have a blast.

He wanted to stand more, maybe he could be more sober——

In the past, Xiao Yan always said that he wanted to grow up quickly.Every time he heard him say that, he always thought that he was the same, and he wanted to grow up with Xiao Yan quickly.

Xiao Yan wants to escape from this house.

He hoped that Xiao Yan would be happy and that he could get his wish soon.

But ah.

But what about those left behind?

Cheng Cheng suddenly discovered that he had been paying too much attention to everything about Xiao Yan, so much so that he even forgot to think about his own future——

When he grows up, is it possible for him to leave with Xiao Yan?

No, not at all.He can only watch Xiao Yan go further and further away, but he can't go anywhere. He has a responsibility, and it is impossible to leave his mother who has taken care of him for so many years and walk away selfishly.

However, even if he stayed, he would never be able to live up to Meng Xinlan's expectations.

His mother paid so much, but he couldn't achieve what she wanted, a healthy and normal son.There is no way to get married and have children, and live a life of conformity.

He is doomed to disappoint everyone.

……

That Saturday was actually Cheng Sheng's birthday.

Qi Yan obtained the consent of his roommate, and since Wednesday, he has been frantically busy in the dormitory.

Seeing that he was busy, Xiao Mingchao and Han Fei reached out to help in various ways.

Hang lanterns on the windows and glue balloons on the walls.

The rabbit balloon that Cheng Sheng sent before was made of hydrogen.At present, I am still full of energy. I am happily jumping around in the dormitory full of balloon lights all day long. Anyone who passes by will take a picture of it.

Xiao Mingchao: "Ah~~~It's great to have a brother! I'm so spoiled, I even bought raging bears and rabbits~ I also want my brother to buy me balloons."

Qi Yan: "Your sneakers are one thousand and two, and you can't run out of pocket money. If you want balloons, don't you just buy them?"

Xiao Mingchao: "It's different! This is just cold money, not warm love!"

Within two days, seeing the colorful dormitory getting more and more beautiful, he couldn't help sighing: "Ah~~ It's not bad to have a younger brother, and he is so considerate to celebrate his birthday! It makes me want a younger brother, otherwise, Shall I urge my parents to have one?"

Qi Yan smiled and didn't bother to talk to him.

Xiao Mingchao: "To be honest! Even if I have a girlfriend, I don't have the time to give her such a birthday surprise. Qi Yan, you really love your brother~"

Qi Yan: "He used to be in poor health and rarely had the opportunity to celebrate his birthday."

What's more, with his fucking personality, he probably wouldn't be in the mood to celebrate him.

He wanted to celebrate Cheng Sheng's birthday.

It's been a long time since I teased him.

Once a year, trying to make him happy.

I also want to see if the gift I choose suits his wishes, and see if there will be a different expression on his face that is always full of desires and desires.

On Friday night, Xiao Mingchao and Han Fei went home for the weekend.

Zhuo Ziwei helped Qi Yan connect the small lanterns, turned on the switches, and they all lit up.

Colorful and shiny.

Zhuo Ziwei: "But, as popular as your brother, isn't there no little girl queuing up to make an appointment on his birthday?"

Qi Yan was stunned: "He promised to come to my side."

Zhuo Ziwei: "Are you a potential lover who disturbs others?"

"..."

"Okay, just kidding, don't be unhappy. By the way, did a girl in an ordinary class write to you a few days ago?"

Qi Yan: "Yes."

"Why, you didn't agree? Rejected?"

"Ah."

"Too ugly? Or do you already have someone you like?"

Qi Yan: "No, I just don't want to talk about it."

Zhuo Ziwei: "It can be seen that it is not beautiful enough."

Qi Yan: "Come on, the most beautiful girl in the whole school is after you, isn't it impossible for you to talk about it? You still have the nerve to talk about me here."

The little colored lights continued to flash.

The two were lying on the bed, tacit understanding with each other.

They are really alike.

From all aspects, we can smell bad familiarity from each other.

Recently, the school beauty is indeed chasing after Zhuo Ziwei, and she is also fighting with another outstanding girl.That girl is the study committee member of their class, she is pretty and has excellent grades, and she is also versatile.

School flower: "What do you mean by 'study hard and don't want to fall in love'? It's all an excuse, Zhuo Ziwei, just wait, I will definitely catch up with you!"

Academic Committee: "Want to study hard? I happen to be good at studying, so we can study together."

Faced with the offensive of these two beauties, Xiao Mingchao, who shared the same bed, was simply envious and jealous.

"Zhuo Ziwei! Don't talk about this? Don't talk about this? So what else do you want? Don't give it to me! I can do both!"

Zhuo Zi smiled and said nothing.

Xiao Mingchao is carefree and happy, of course he will never understand.

No matter how smart the school committee is and how beautiful the school belle is, it's useless.

People like them suffocate themselves alive.

How can I spare the strength to cherish and love others?

At least Qi Yan himself had no intention of falling in love until he went to college and was able to support himself independently.

He is the whole person, even if he devotes all his attention to pampering his mother, his sister and grandma are not enough, even if the best little fairy comes over, it is impossible to impress him.

Zhuo Ziwei: "Well, but don't say anything dead."

"That feeling is really coming, and you can't stop it, and everything I said at that time will not count."

Qi Yan: "No."

Zhuo Ziwei: "It's not necessarily true. For example, your brother... Let me use an analogy. If your brother is a girl, I don't think you can stop it."

Qi Yan: "What do you mean?"

"That is to say, if Cheng Zhiyuan was a girl—think about it, if he were a girl, he must be first-class beautiful, smart, gentle, and good in grades."

It is directly equal to the collection of school beauty + school committee.

"You have no blood relationship with him, and you live together again, can you bear it?"

Qi Yan: "Yes."

"Zhuo Ziwei, listen carefully..."

In the dark night, he looked at the colorful lights above his head, and his voice was a little cold.

"If Cheng Cheng were a girl, no matter how good-looking she was and how good-natured she was, even if the world were destroyed and he was the only girl left, I would never be with him."

Zhuo Ziwei: "...Look at you."

Zhuo Ziwei: "Then why don't you treat him well now, what's the point?"

Qi Yan: "Yes, then you don't need to play those computer games?"

"Anyway, every ending is either a dead male lead or a dead female lead, none of them are satisfactory."

Zhuo Ziwei: "..."

Qi Yan: "You think I want to contradict."

"You think I will?"

"I don't want to either. Cheng Cheng is really nice."

"I've always been thinking, if only it wasn't that woman. If only we could meet in a different way."

"If he and I can just be ordinary classmates and roommates, we can be good friends for a lifetime."

……

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

On Saturday evening, Cheng Sheng went to Qi Yan's dormitory as promised.

He greeted his family, of course he said that the school made up lessons and he could stay until night.

He brought food and books to Qi Yan.

Thought it was just another normal day.

Until stepping into a room full of small lanterns, Qi Yan and Zhuo Ziwei's ribbons made a "chuckle" and sprinkled gold powder all over her body.

The air was filled with the faint scent of candles and cream, and he saw many balloons on the wall, as well as happy birthday and dates posted in English letters.

Qi Yan: "Brother, happy birthday."

Cheng Cheng was stunned, his chest heaved slightly, he didn't remember that it was his birthday at all.

He lowered his head, Qi Yan was a little flustered.

He ran over to hold his face, smiled again, and his eyes were full of distress: "What's wrong? Cheng Cheng, are you okay, did you get gold powder in your eyes?"

Zhuo Ziwei: "..."

Um.Very good, this means that if all the women in the world are dead, he will not marry him.