Qi Yan remembered that once when he was young, he accompanied his sister to watch a very dark paper-cut animation.

It seems to be from abroad, and the style of painting is strange.

Talk about a circus.

I can't remember the details, but I remember the vicious owner with the whip and the crying girl in the cage.

He feeds her, drives her to perform, and locks her up to make money.

In the end justice triumphed over evil.

But when the owner was brought into the police car, he turned his face to the girl and was still aloof:

"I raised you, I raised you to be a big star in the circus. Without me, you would have starved to death!"

"I did nothing wrong, everything I did was for your own good! You are ungrateful!"

The owner in memory has no face.

Only empty, blood-red eyes, and white fangs.

My sister was so scared that she cried.

……

Outside the door, Meng Xinlan was still trying to drag Cheng Sheng home.

But she couldn't pull it, and in the end she was also angry, and she simply yelled in a high-pitched voice: "What the hell do you want! Are you out of your mind? Do you really want to be outside, don't you want to make your family ugly?!"

"Okay, okay, then today I'm not afraid of my neighbors watching jokes."

"Listen to me now!"

She suddenly raised her voice, screaming straight into the sky: "Qi Shengbin was my man! I knew him ten or twenty years ago! We broke up because of the fucking little oil bottle! The fuck is the third party!"

"You're talking nonsense—!"

Qi Yan slammed the door, shaking the whole building.

He rushed over, Meng Xinlan screamed in fright, Qi Shengbin just went home and went upstairs, when he heard the scream, he rushed up and kicked Qi Yan away, Meng Xinlan immediately jumped up and cried aggrieved.

"Husband, husband, help!"

"Oh, I'm pregnant with us... there can't be any troubles!"

That kick was so heavy that Qi Yan hit the back of his head directly against the wall and let out a muffled grunt.

It was painful, excruciating pain, and I couldn't breathe.

Throat is like burning.

He coughed twice in pain, and actually spit out a mouthful of blood.

"..."

It turned out that blood is so sweet and so astringent.

He always thought that this kind of thing could only happen on TV, and it was impossible to happen in reality.

It wasn't even a sad moment.

I don't feel sad, just cold and black humor.

It was also the first time Qi Shengbin saw a real person vomit blood.

It was still his son, who was still beaten by him, and his face turned ugly: "No, are you all right?"

Qi Yan ignored him.

He tried his best to take a few breaths, swallowed the blood that was about to come out, and gritted his teeth to get up.

His dark eyes were cold and bright, like a cold blade, staring at Qi Shengbin firmly.

"You said."

"Just stand here and say it, let the neighbors listen. Who is the third party, her mother or me???"

"talk!"

"Why, do you have the guts to do it but don't you have the guts to say it? Okay, if you don't tell me, I will tell you for you. Grandma told me everything-you two separated after talking! She got married first and gave birth to a child, and then you married What's wrong with my mother? Your old lover is married, so why don't you want her to wear sackcloth and filial piety for the rest of her life, and keep a chastity memorial archway?"

"No! No!" Meng Xinlan screamed frantically, "It's not like this, if she hadn't intervened, we would have been together long ago! Isn't it! Sheng Bin, speak! Sheng Bin, speak!"

"My mother intervened?" Qi Yan wanted to die of laughter, "How did my mother intervene? Excuse me?!"

"My mother didn't even know who you were until two years ago! How did you intervene? Besides, Aunt Meng, I'm afraid you forgot. Are you divorced? Is my father divorced? You guys are so above board, and now you're biting back. Do you want to show your face?!"

He roared, hoarse.

If the neighbors are at home, they should be able to hear clearly.

Neighbors for more than ten years should know what kind of person his mother is, and should also know what kind of people Qi Shengbin and Meng Xinlan are!

He gasped for breath, and had a lot to say.

However, the voice has reached its limit.

It hurt like tearing the throat, Qi Yan gritted his teeth hard, another burst of blood choked out from his throat.

With severe pain in his chest, Qi Yan bowed down.

Cold fingers held his back.

A familiar voice was in my ear, dumb as hell: "Xiao Yan, stop talking, stop talking, blood..."

Do not talk?

Qi Yan suddenly turned around.

His eyes were as dark as night and as cold as thorns, and his voice couldn't help trembling: "Don't tell me that even you think I'm a liar?"

"Do you think I lied? Do you believe her more?! If I lied to you, let me get hit by a car tomorrow when I go out, okay?!"

"Obviously it was her! It was she who forced my mother to jump off the building, she destroyed my home, sent my sister away, and now she wants to slander me crazy mother! You are still helping her, yes, you brought her Yes, of course you helped her in the end!"

He's gone crazy, he can't choose what to say.

My head was roaring, my voice was hoarse, and my throat was full of blood.

He saw Cheng Sheng's face pale.

He saw that he was about to lose his footing.

but.

He hates it so much.

My head hurts and my chest hurts too.Grinding teeth in anger, dizzying.

Then, it was pitch black.

……

When Qi Yan woke up, he was in the hospital.

Doctor: "How can there be irresponsible parents like you! Teach children to be reasonable. Is there such a thing as beating? Or are they real parents?"

After a few seconds of embarrassment, Qi Shengbin said, "Unexpectedly, unexpectedly, thank you doctor, I will definitely not do it next time."

Meng Xinlan: "I told you everything, it's not a big deal at all! I have to come and see!"

Qi Yan lost his strength and closed his eyes again.

Half-awake and half-awake, after a lot of tossing, I don't remember how I got back to the room.

The door was closed.

In the dark, he moved his fingers lightly.

There was still a cool temperature on the fingertips. In the hospital and on the car back, my brother held his hand all the time, warm panting and hot water drops.

It's just the heart, as if frozen.

He never looked at his brother again.

……

……

In the living room, the clock on the wall pointed to ten o'clock in the evening.

Under the pale fluorescent lamp, Cheng Cheng silently curled up in the corner of the sofa, extremely tired.

Meng Xinlan: "Okay! How long are you going to sit in silence? Go back to sleep!"

Cheng Sheng didn't speak.

In the palm, the heavy Yuhua stone key pendant was secretly rubbed over and over again.

Meng Xinlan: "You!"

Qi Shengbin: "Hey, Xiao Meng, don't be angry. Xiao Sheng, cough, things for adults are very complicated. You are a child, so you won't understand now."

"In short, you have to understand your mother."

Meng Xinlan: "Cheng Cheng, are you deaf? You are going to die! Are you trying to make me angry? Let me tell you, I am in good health now, and I won't care if you get sick again this time. is you!"

Qi Shengbin: "Xiao Meng, it's all right~"

Meng Xinlan: "What's so good! It's obvious that everything is a trick of good fortune, and it's not my fault at all. How many times have I said it, but he still doesn't understand?"

Meng Xinlan was really anxious and angry.

Back then, she and Qi Shengbin knew each other when they were fifteen or sixteen years old, and they were always together.

Qi Shengbin is tall and handsome, and he was handsome when he was young. The only thing holding him back is his lack of education.

It just so happened that at that time someone introduced her to someone who was a junior college student. In Meng Xinlan's opinion, he was highly educated, and his qualifications were no worse than Qi Shengbin's in every respect.

She just thought about it, or she would just take a look, anyway, it wouldn't be a big deal.

just go.

But who knew, he fell into the trap of the old witch!

This man was introduced to her by Qi Shengbin's mother.As soon as she went to meet her, the old hag told Qi Shengbin about it, and the two had a big fight.

Qi Shengbin got angry and went on a blind date too.

The blind date is Qi Yan's mother.

When Qi Shengbin came back, he bragged about how gentle and virtuous the girl was, and how suitable for life, which was the opposite of Meng Xinlan, and the two had a few more fights.

In the end, both sides fainted with anger.

Meng Xinlan thought about it, anyway, the conditions of the blind date man were no worse than Qi Shengbin's in all aspects, so he simply got a certificate with his new partner.

But after receiving the certificate, I regretted it.

She thinks that her new husband is not good at coaxing others, quarreling all day long and having a rough time.And Qi Shengbin's freshness towards his new girlfriend has also passed, and he thinks she is dull and has no common language.

The two met again, hugging each other and crying.

Meng Xinlan was thinking of getting a divorce and forgetting about it. Even if all difficulties were overcome, the two of them would be together.

But at this time, it was found out that she was pregnant.

The two could only cry bitterly again, agreed to live a good life, and separated like that.

Meng Xinlan accepted her fate and gave birth to Cheng Sheng.

Who would have thought that a newborn with a congenital deficiency would need a lot of money.The husband ran away immediately, and she was devastated by herself, and the sky collapsed for a while.

"However, even so, your mother never asked your Uncle Qi for help at that time!"

"For so many years, your mother has survived alone!"

Even, when Cheng Cheng was seven or eight years old, Qi Shengbin led his son, and Meng Xinlan was on the way to the hospital to deliver meals to Cheng Sheng.

The two met again.

During the exchange of pleasantries, Qi Shengbin took his son to the hospital to see Cheng Sheng.

"Even at that time, I told your Uncle Qi that you were hospitalized for a minor illness!"

"He wanted to give me money, but I didn't want it either!"

until three years ago.

Cheng Cheng was really too sick, and he would die if he didn't have surgery, and the surgery cost about 10,000+ yuan.

Relatives and friends, no one is willing to lend her money anymore.

Meng Xinlan wanted to break her head, the only thing she could think of was Qi Shengbin, whom she hadn't seen for many years.

She thought, maybe he can read the old love and be more or less willing to borrow a little.

Who would have thought that after so many years, when Qi Shengbin saw her, his eyes were filled with tears, telling how he never forgot about her all these years.

So the two got together again that night.

However, what Meng Xinlan didn't say, and won't say, is that after more than ten years, she is no longer the girl she was back then.

She didn't have as much tenderness as Qi Shengbin, all she wanted was money, and she had had enough of the poor and hard life, and she never wanted to.She is very realistic now, if you give money, you will love her, if you don't give money, then goodbye!

"Cheng Cheng, tell me, tell me now, what did mother do wrong?"

"Isn't it just for you?"

"Am I wrong? Everything I did was because of you!"

"What's more, I didn't even want to rob that woman for her husband. She couldn't think about jumping off the building. Is it my fault? I didn't ask her to jump, and I still feel wronged!"

"And to be honest, I look down on her. If I can't make it through, I just need a divorce. Such a trivial matter is going to die or live?"

"Then if she was my life, with a missing husband, a seriously ill son, and unpaid debts, then she would have danced a hundred or a thousand times?"

Meng Xinlan felt that she had finished explaining.

She felt that her explanation was reasonable, and she felt that her son should be considerate of her.

……

She never expected that her son curled up on the sofa.

She hugged her knees and wept silently.

Meng Xinlan: "Cheng Cheng! Why don't you eat oil and salt?"

"Are you still crying? I haven't cried for so many years, what is there for you to cry!"

"Aren't you crying for your mother? You are crying for that little oil bottle! You are really as heartless as your father, I have paid so much for you, how about you? You only learned to eat inside and outside!"

Cheng Sheng was almost dying.

He had a splitting headache, and he clenched his teeth and pinched himself desperately.

At that moment, it was all the most desperate thoughts - let's just go deaf, let's just die of heart failure.

Leave here, go to a place where no one knows him, and fend for himself.

But the reality is that you don't die when you deserve to die.

There is nowhere for him to hide.

My chest hurts...

He swallowed his tears silently, he deserved all these pains.

Who told him that he was born with such poor health, which dragged down Meng Xinlan and dragged down Xiao Yan.

He made everyone unhappy.

……

Qi Yan was actually not asleep.

He was drowsy, and heard Meng Xinlan's nonsensical chatter sporadically.

Then, Cheng Sheng walked very tiredly.

I stood at the door for a long time, there was no sound, and I didn't come in.

When at last he came in, the room was pitch black.

Qi Yan silently pretended to be asleep.

He heard the rustling of his brother undressing, and felt the sinking of the bed.

For a long time, in the darkness, there was a very low and hoarse voice.

Muttering: "Xiao Yan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

……

In the middle of the night, Qi Yan got up.

The boy next to him was curled up, his eyes were closed, and there were still tears on his face.

Qi Yan thought back to his childhood.

Occasionally, when he was wronged and fell asleep crying, he would be woken up by the cool Yu Meijing in the middle of the night.

My mother would say, don't cry, come and rub some incense, or your skin will be chapped tomorrow.

He looked at Cheng Sheng.

The dim light reflected the light in his black pupils.

He could even imagine him rubbing incense on his brother's face, his brother's dazed and gentle eyes.

However, this is no longer possible.

Qi Yan lowered his eyes.

When he looked at him, he could clearly feel that a certain part of his heart was cold, as if he could no longer feel any warm existence.

Although he knew it wasn't his brother's fault.

Not his fault.

just.

It's just that all along, he thought they were just tacit understanding.

He thought that his brother knew everything, and the kindness and warmth to him were all out of pity and guilt.

But he secretly hated and disdained such alms, but he had no choice but to grasp it.

He never told his brother.

He said they were grasshoppers on a rope, he said they depended on each other.

He hugged him tightly, he protected him.

He is sincere.

But also lied to him.

He is no longer so naive.

After experiencing a series of changes, I dare not believe in anything easily.Deep down, he always knew that he was Aunt Meng's son after all.

One day they will grow up.

It will gradually drift away, and eventually reach a stranger.

And before that, all the simple, friendly, and beautiful things.

He will cherish and seal it up.

He will remember his brother's gentleness, even if he turns against each other one day.Even on that day, he will not let anyone get their hands on the little temperature that once belonged to them.

Available today.

He suddenly found out very sadly.

Those goodies, those hugs, those little nights under his quilt.All those things that he was extremely repulsed from the beginning to gradually feel warm.

Just an ordinary brother trying to be nice to him.

It was originally a story of wolves and sheep.

Who knows, one of them has always sincerely regarded the other as the same kind.

One side has never felt that this is a relationship that is walking on thin ice and can burst the bubble with a poke.He just reached out his hand very simply and sincerely.

Qi Yan smiled wryly.

He thought that his brother probably didn't know how to face him anymore.

Actually, so did he.

So does he.

……

The next day, when Qi Yan woke up, Cheng Cheng's bed was empty, and his schoolbag was gone.

It should be going to school. If you are walking, you really have to be half an hour earlier.

No one is ashamed of what happened yesterday.

Meng Xinlan closed the door directly.

Qi Shengbin then handed him 50 yuan: "My lord is busy with work, from now on you...you can buy your own breakfast."

Qi Yan sneered, wishing for nothing.

He goes downstairs.

When I got on the bike, I remembered that we only made an agreement yesterday, and we depended on each other for life.

It was just agreed yesterday.

Forget it.

At least he once really, sincerely, felt that he was so warm.

He will always be the only good thing that has happened to him this year.

……

Qi Yan's car stopped halfway.

He doesn't want to go to school.

Because in class, he didn't know what to say to his brother.

While he was in a daze, he was suddenly photographed.

Ji Nanqi, the bully, and several other lively "poor students" in the class.

"Squad leader, you're going to be late, why don't you hurry?"

Qi Yan: "...where are you going?"

"Hahaha, there is no math teacher's class this morning, let's go to the Internet cafe, will the monitor go?"

"Internet cafe?"

"That's right, that's right, it's newly opened, with a lot of computers. Have you ever played computer games, "Legend of Sword and Fairy" and "Legend of Moon Shadow", which are different from Street Fighter in the game arcade. There are strange things and plots! It was fun!"

Qi Yan is not very interested in computer games, he just wants to escape.

Simply followed to the Internet cafe.

It was fun to watch Ji Nanqi use the computer to spawn monsters, but after watching it for an hour, Qi Yan felt a little bored.

"You are too slow."

Ji Nanqi: "Uh, the monitor, do you have a way to hurry up?"

Qi Yan: "You turn on a machine for me."

"I'll do some research to see if I can get you to full level directly."

The author has something to say: The darkest plot, it is really sad, I am also sad!

Hard work, insist on being bright =a=. . .

About why Qi Yan’s family can have a second child, because the mother is a minority (set Korean, yes, it’s that detailed, but it’s not used in the main text of the egg)

And, how easy is it to "resist"!It’s very lucky to be able to say resistance=bsp; Bean sprouts grow quickly, only when they grow up can they have the strength to resist~

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