Jinnian

"Go back and be obedient."

"Brother, as I said, if you are not standing where I can see, then I will look for you. Now that I know where you are, why don't you let me guard you?"

Lu Chuxiu's eyes were warm, as if they were tears. He hadn't cried for a long time, but when he heard the child's elegant and watery voice on the phone, he couldn't help but want to cry.He knelt down in a daze, letting his heart burn like a small stove, a bright and bright warmth was burning, that was his child, his lover!

It was the first time that Lu Qingwen saw his son smiling so gently and beautifully. Yes, that smile was really beautiful.It was the purity and satisfaction that he had never seen in Lu Chuxiu for more than 20 years.The smile with tears, faint and cool, but it seems to be happiness from the bottom of my heart, as if I own the whole world.

He looked at the man kneeling on the ground, his figure was resolute but stubborn. That was his son, the heir he had single-handedly raised. He had his father's pride and comfort, but also his father's worries and responsibilities. His son took the lead at the beginning of the new year. Enter a man, say that you want to marry him, and bring him into the Lu family.From the old man to the juniors, everyone looked at each other in blank dismay.New Year's Day is a day for family reunion. At this time of the year, all of them will go back to his father for a family reunion. Except for good relatives and friends, they will not bring outsiders back. However, today his son is in front of everyone. Leading a man to appear, Lu Qingwen was beyond shock and beyond belief!

He may not care about Lu Chuxiu playing with men, but when his marriage partner becomes a man, and a man who affects his work progress and has a complicated background, Lu Qingwen feels indescribably angry!When he saw how much Lu Chuxiu valued this person and how resolute and decisive he was, he was shocked!The son in his impression was not like this, not such a reckless and reckless person, not an infatuated man who would say "I can only love him once in my life".

Therefore, when seeing Lu Chuxiu on the other side, Lu Qingwen thought it incredible at first, but at the same time, he knew his son very well. If such a mature and calm person hadn't confessed his heart early, he would never openly treat him bring home.However, his family would never accept such a person!

Lu Qingwen gave his only answer: "Ah Chu, I have never asked about your private life, but your family does not allow you to be so hasty about your marriage. As for how to deal with your relationship with him, I believe you have two choices." There is no safe way, but if you insist on your own opinion and make things get out of hand, then you need to bear the consequences yourself."

Lu Chuxiu lowered his head and smiled faintly. He looked into his father's eyes and said calmly, "Dad, this is the tenth year we have known each other and the eighth year we have been together. You should be very clear about whether I made a hasty decision. "

Lu Qingwen looked at his child with clear eyes: "I hope you have a steady and reliable wife, Ah Chu, you don't like marriage, we don't have to. The Lu family is not yet to rely on foreign relatives to grow, but, If you protect him like this, if your weakness is exposed too thoroughly, it means that you will start to lose something. Besides, a man's love is different from a woman's after all. Red roses and white roses, when you have enough restraint, you can have either. Not a problem."

A hint of sarcasm flashed in Lu Chuxiu's eyes, this was the tragedy of their family.His parents are in a family marriage. His father's lover has never stopped these years. This is common in their circle. His mother has dealt with many women and illegitimate children since he was a child. In recent years Part of it was handled by him, so since he was young, Lu Chuxiu didn't like to force others, and he even disliked pure money relationships. Gu Chen was something he met with great difficulty, and he almost spent all his luck in this life, so, he He is working desperately, trying to make the Lu family better, trying to make himself stronger. He knows very well that his happiness in this family is equal to the resources in his hands. When he chooses to give up these resources It is necessary to make the weight in one's own hand enough to have weight. This kind of balance can be regarded as a good deal in the eyes of others, and only then can it have its existence value.

So obviously, their conversation collapsed. Lu Chuxiu has always been able to hold his breath. He is no longer the little boy who had to beg when he was negotiating with his father eight years ago. His resoluteness also gave Mr. Lu a hint: he has speaking capital.Of course, in the deepest part of his heart, he hopes that his father can fulfill his happiness, bless and accept his marriage.However, this idea has been reduced to ashes in Lu Qingwen's suppressed anger.

Lu Chuxiu knelt quietly in the empty study room, and the conversation ended without a problem.But he is ready for a long fight.He never thought of breaking up with his family because of this, this is too stupid, fierce conflict is of no benefit except for a moment of quick tongue, everything that the Lu family gave him was luck brought out from the womb, He can't be ungrateful and give up these for his own happiness. Of course, he also believes that his parents will not move Gu Chen until there is no better way. This is the rule of the game.

At the beginning of the new year, a heavy snow without warning darkened the night. The man in the snow, with black hair in green clothes and rich bones, stood with his head held high in the snow. His eyes were bright and his face was peaceful. However, he stood quietly, looking at a bright window in the southeast.The figure is lonely, but there is a touch of satisfaction in the corner of the mouth.There, hid his lover.

"Are you standing here to be a snowman?" A clear female voice sounded, with a little laziness.

Gu Chen turned his head, it was Li Hua, the girl stretched out a cup of hot coffee to him, Gu Chen picked it up, and smiled: "Thank you."

Li Hua did not make jokes as usual, but looked at him with a complicated expression, and suddenly said: "It's okay if you sit inside and wait, the Lu family's way of hospitality is still there."

Gu Chen looked up at the bright window and said softly: "I want to stand where I can see him

That lamp is like the only star in the dark night sky that can illuminate him. Even though the light is dim, it is enough to give him firm courage, because there is his love, his concern, and his belief.

The girl stood side by side with him. She looked at the splendidly lit and gorgeous villa in front of her. After a long silence, she suddenly said: "There are so many windows here, and behind each of them there is an unspeakable secret. Gu Chen, you should prepare yourself for it." Are you going to go into this house?"

A flake of snow fell on Gu Chen's eyelashes, and it instantly turned into water droplets and seeped into his eyes. It was cool but clean.He turned his head to look at Li Hua, the girl's voice was cold and her expression was cold, the wind blew her coat, Gu Chen looked at her slightly swollen belly in surprise.

"Li Hua, when did you... get pregnant?" He asked in surprise.

"You are a doctor and you can't see it for a few months?"

Gu Chen didn't know what to say, it looked like she was about three months pregnant, but as far as he knew, Li Hua wasn't engaged and didn't have a boyfriend, and he didn't see her appear at today's family gathering, so it's not funny The clever Li Hua was quite different from usual, Gu Chen always felt that there seemed to be something deposited on her body, which was quite different from the past and even from the girls he knew well, so he looked at her puzzled.

Li Hua's expression was as usual, but her friend Gu Chen for many years could still see the desolation and self-mockery behind that expression. She squinted her eyes to look at the kaleidoscope-like lights and floors, and said in a desolate voice, "Gu Chen, when you When you stand at the door and look in, all the stories in this house are colorful and colorful, but only when you walk in, you will find that the background of the story is black and white, and it is an unfinished work with no ending .” She turned to look at him: “How much can you pay for this?”

Gu Chen's black and white eyes looked at the girl's clear expression, which was the sadness and emptiness he had never seen before, and he said: "Li Hua, you have watched us come over these years with your own eyes, can I let go, You know best, tell me, what happened to you? The Li Hua I know is not like this. She never loses confidence in me."

The girl smiled slightly, and a few snowflakes fell on her pale face, which were crystal clear, making the person even more lonely and cold. She looked at him with clear eyes: "Gu Chen, I once believed firmly like you, but , I'm not you, I don't have such good luck. One day you will know that more important than love is yourself, freedom, and life."

Tears ran down her cheeks, the wind ruffled her hair, Gu Chen looked at the girl's back getting further and further away, feeling sore in his heart, he never thought that one day he would understand so deeply the desperateness in her words .The snow fell more and more heavily, and it flew across the entire starry sky. He stood quietly until a crisp call came from behind him.

Turning around, the man in the snow is tall and tall, with straight eyebrows and warm eyes, walking towards him slowly, facing the wind and snow, piercing the darkness, walking towards him step by step, just like the snow many years ago At night, Gu Chen's eyes were warm, he looked at him and smiled.

At that moment, the picture freezes, and that scene is burned in the memory forever.And no matter how bleak and lonely his life was after that, he never complained.

Lu Chuxiu looked at the child's nose and lips that were red from the cold, with a hint of distress in his eyes. He put his hands on his neck to keep warm, and couldn't help but use his lips to draw those delicate eyebrows and eyes. In the end, he killed the child Holding her in her arms, she murmured in a low voice: "Baby, I love you."

Gu Chen smiled, leaning close to this man, with tenderness in his heart and eyes.

The flying snow all over the sky is messing up the dust. They are two stars that rely on each other for warmth in the vast night sky, relying on each other's faint light to walk alone in this vast world.

In Gu Chen's perception, since Lu Chuxiu's parents objected to their being together, they should do something to him according to common sense, such as buying him with money, or suppressing him by force... But no matter what they do, it shouldn't be like this There is no movement!Sometimes he asked Qiu Luo very puzzled: "Is our coming out of the closet considered a success? You said that uncles and aunts disapprove of us, but it seems that they haven't taken any measures to oppose us for so long. What do they mean?"

Qiu Luo thought for a while, and said: "Maybe they are afraid of your brother's ability. Such parents will generally consider the overall situation, and they may agree to it after a few years."

Looking at Qiu Luo's calm face, Gu Chen really felt that that head was too transparent!One sentence is on the point. In fact, he has always had such a fluke mentality, hoping that time will bring them good luck. However, the cruel reality eventually made him suffer a crushing defeat.