Jinnian

The next morning, Gu Chen saw Qiu Luo in the office, greeted her and began to change clothes.When he first started to be on duty, Gu Chen often had to stay up late to analyze medical records and wait for instructions from the attending doctor. The interns had to be on call, so Qiu Luo gave him the key to his office. Chen took great pains to go to the duty room to squeeze with others, and occasionally took a nap.It's been almost two years since we got along, Gu Chen has always had a good impression of his young master and respects him very much.

It's just that when the two were changing clothes, Qiu Luo gave him a slightly surprised look, and then said lightly: "Gu Chen, put on a Band-Aid, I have to go to the ward later."

Gu Chen was stunned for a moment, tilted his head, and smiled awkwardly. In fact, the tooth marks are not in the conspicuous place. You can only see them when you take off your clothes with a little movement. But Qiu Luo has always been meticulous and cautious, and it is natural to treat apprentices like this, so Gu Chen said in a low voice : "Sorry, I'll pay attention next time." Then I hurried to get the Band-Aid.

Qiu Luo looked at his back and smiled slightly, and said: "What is there to apologize for, they even joked about introducing you to a girlfriend at the department party next year, they acted very quickly!"

Gu Chen turned his back to him, and suddenly remembered the scene last night in his mind. He didn't know what kind of state of mind he was at that time, he suddenly turned his head and said to Qiu Luo: "If I say I am a boyfriend, what do you think?"

Looking at each other, Gu Chen knew that his mind was definitely squeezed by the door.

Because Qiu Luo didn't have any expression on her face, she said indifferently: "Radish and green vegetables, everyone has their own love, this is your business."

Gu Chen smiled sheepishly and didn't make any answer.

In the following days, Qiu Luo didn't take the initiative to bring up this matter with him, as if what she said that day was just an unintentional joke between the two of them, but when a colleague made a joke about Gu Chen again, Qiu Luo would no longer jokingly agree , his alienation was straightforward and decent, and Gu Chen regretted it a little.

Later, he thought that without that night, he and Qiu Luo would be just good teachers and helpful friends, and they would never become the rare and irreversible friends in life.Fate is probably so wonderful, you approached, then met, participated in each other's small space, and in the life like a long river, we can't predict whether every step we have been close to is enough to make each other's life become Complete, thankfully, you have been here.

It was the last day of May, the night was dark, the fragrance of lily of the valley wafted in the room, the cool moon was cold and thin, the room was dark with the lights off, Gu Chen saw a person who should not have appeared the moment he opened the door. figure.

There were a few empty wine bottles scattered on the ground, Qiu Luo sat blankly while her coat was thrown messily on the sofa, he seemed to be drunk, but Gu Chen thought he was sober, because the moment he saw him, Qiu Luo asked aloud: "Shouldn't it be time to go home?"

Indeed, it is already past ten o'clock in the evening, he shouldn't be in the hospital, but it just so happens that Lu Chuxiu's plane tonight is going abroad to deal with some things, after he left the airport, he didn't want to go back, so he just came to the hospital Li read the medical records, but did not expect to meet Qiu Luo.

After turning on the light, he didn't answer Qiu Luo's question. He glanced at the empty bottles on the ground, and suddenly said in a reproachful voice: "Drinking so much wine, you're going to kill yourself? Can your heart take it?" ?" He helped Qiu Luo to the sofa, and immediately said, "I'll measure your blood pressure."

He knew that Qiu Luo had hereditary heart disease, and his father died because of it. We had been together for two years, and it seemed that Qiu Luo's life experience was not a secret in the hospital. He was born in a medical family in the south of the Yangtze River. Because she was weak when she was young, and the heart disease gene she carried didn't know when it would break out, Qiu Luo was entrusted to his grandparents to raise her since she was a child, so she has an extraordinary talent for medicine, plus the dean of the hospital and him Her grandfather is a close friend of the same family, so Qiu Luo received a lot of attention in the hospital, not only from his ability, but also from his body. In the hospital, he was not allowed to go on stage for any surgery that lasted more than seven hours. It was the dean who clearly stipulated that Qiu Luo was a treasure in his heart!It is to be cultivated into a living signboard of the hospital!

But Qiuluo is often "slightly injured and can't go to the front line of fire". He can always find a reasonable excuse for what he insists on. Chen is different, he is the closest to him, and he knows that Qiu Luo's physical foundation is not that good at all.

When he was about to get up, he suddenly heard the people around him say: "It's okay, I'm sure, today... I'm very happy." After speaking, he heard him laugh a few times.

The lily of the valley by the window was swaying in various shapes and forms by the wind, bringing a quiet fragrance. Gu Chen quietly looked at Qiuluo on the sofa, his eyebrows and eyes were stretched, and the corners of his mouth were raised, looking really happy, sweeping away the past. Lonely and tired, so relaxed and at ease.

But for some reason, he felt distressed for no reason.

Gu Chen helped him up, and said softly: "Did you eat? Drink so much wine on an empty stomach, I'll take you home."

Qiu Luo meekly let him pull her, until she got into the car, she still had a faint smile on her face, she didn't talk drunk or cry, she was as quiet as a sleeping child, but his eyes were obviously open.Finally, when the taxi driver asked where he was going, Gu Chen looked at him, and he gave his name as if his soul had returned.

Gu Chen frowned, it was a bar, he looked at Qiu Luo, the latter closed his eyes quietly, the various neon lights outside the window swept across his face, he couldn't see it clearly.

The two got out of the car, and Gu Chen followed Qiu Luo into the bar step by step. He really wanted to stop him but didn't know what to say. If Qiu Luo was an ordinary friend who didn't know how to measure, then he would have no hesitation in going to the bar. He sent him to the hotel, but he wasn't, and he wasn't even someone you could deal with with ordinary means.

The atmosphere of the bar at night is very lively, the figures flicker on the dance floor, and the lights are blurred. Gu Chen watches Qiu Luo lonely and silently walk past one after another ghostly swaying body. The scene is like the confusing Hong Kong image in a Wong Kar Wai movie , a sluggish and sexy background voice, a messy but lonely protagonist, for a moment, his eyes were a little dry, and when he looked closely, there seemed to be only a vague outline left of Qiu Luo's back.

Gu Chen hurriedly pushed away the crowd and rushed towards the corner where Qiu Luo disappeared. Fortunately, he saw the man leaning on the sofa obediently with his eyes closed in the corner at a glance.

He walked over, sat in front of him, and accompanied him to drink silently. There was something to say in this atmosphere, but Gu Chen didn't know what he wanted to say.

"Is it okay if you don't return all night?" Qiu Luo opened her eyes and looked at him.His eyes are clear and his tone is leisurely.

Gu Chen put down his wine glass: "He is on a business trip, and there is no one at home."

"Gu Chen, are you gay?"

"No," Gu Chen reflexively said, paused and said, "I only like him as a man."

Qiu Luo drank all the wine in his hand, and said with a smile, "Want to hear a story? I might tell a good story while I'm drunk!"

Gu Chen couldn't keep up with his jumping thinking, so he could only smile slightly and nod his head: "Okay."

The music that night was extremely loud, and the crowd that night was boiling abnormally. He listened to Qiu Luo tell the story in an inappropriate atmosphere. Such a story should not have happened to this clear and lonely man.

He heard him say: "Gu Chen, do you know that the first time I slept with someone was drugged, or fucked by a man..."

Qiu Luo's expression was dazed and lonely, she didn't know whether she was laughing at herself or the past that had ended.

This story is less passionate than the music of that night, and it may be as much a drumbeat as everyone on the dance floor as a drumbeat of the disjointed society.Qiu Luo said lightly, he listened quietly, there was no deliberately created ups and downs, no excessive lingering, not even the so-called grievances, just the simplest emotional disputes, the most straightforward courtship gestures, plain and simple Like the instant love that can be seen everywhere in this society.

However, in Qiu Luo's quiet eyes, he saw something different, which is called depression, ridiculousness, sadness, helpless frustration, involuntary anger, and even a mixture similar to despair, all in one mind Melt into Qiu Luo's detached and introverted eyes.

The rain was cool and the memories were like twilight. In the gorgeous lights, he quietly heard the beating of the hearts of the two people, tick-tock, stumbling like deep-sea fish talking to each other, approaching, and breathing.