Jinnian

After wearing the ring that day, Gu Chen felt happy for several days. After all, he was engaged. Although no one else knew, he still bought many small gifts and candies for his colleagues the next day, and the ring was silently He took it off and wore it around his neck. This was probably a bit of helplessness in the joy. He couldn't introduce his lover openly, nor could he tell everyone about his engagement.But when I'm alone, I'm still very happy.

Later, after discussing with Lu Chuxiu, they still wanted to put the ring on their hands in two or three years, and it was not convenient for them to wear it for many practical operations.Lu Chuxiu has been wearing it all the time. He already has the habit of wearing rings on his hands, but now he just added an elegant type. There is also a ring with gemstones on his finger. Usually when he goes out, he wears two rings, one reserved and the other expensive, which can show off Master's taste, no one will ask if it is a wedding ring, except for acquaintances who usually know their relationship.

The days are also going on in an orderly manner, like thousands of lovers, they are busy with their careers and dreams, but with the ring, the two seem to be more dependent and tolerant of each other than before, and Gu Chen occasionally Chachagang, or take the initiative to explain some of the peach blossoms around you as an after-dinner fun, as if each other has a responsibility in their hearts and a little more peace of mind.Maybe that paper marriage contract is still effective. After all, after all the couples actually register and get the certificate, they act more confidently. It is a promise to the family and a constraint on them by the society.

For comrades, what is probably lacking is such an acknowledgment that all their actions can only be carried out by self-guarantee and restraint, but the world is so big and there are so many temptations, but very few of them really make it to the end.So Lu Chuxiu was very grateful for the decision he made, the wedding ring was a precious promise and guarantee for them.

Life in the hospital is actually not as easy as Gu Chen imagined. Every profession has its own characteristics, and being a doctor is probably a fighter in a special profession!The important assessment of knowledge and operational skills makes every intern tremble under the constant spittle of the attending doctor and the real knife on the operating table!So after everyone got off the duty room, they started to gnaw on their professional textbooks every day!No one wants to be kicked out of the competition circle in the end!The employment pressure in the metropolis is not covered, especially in a big hospital like Bowen!Countless elites join in every day. If they are not famous schools, have the face of mentors and better internship experience than others, they will not be able to enter such a threshold with only a bachelor's degree!

Gu Chen was no exception. Apart from his solid theoretical knowledge and more practical experience than others, he really had nothing special in particular, so he didn't dare to slack off in the first year.And the friendship with Qiu Luo was probably cultivated during that year!

In the early spring of 05, Gu Chen's rotation ended and he finally fell out of his heart, and the doctor who took him was Qiu Luo.

Compared with other doctors, Qiuluo has a much gentler temper. She will neither yell violently nor throw a pile of cases on you in a hurry, even after you make a mistake in front of him, he will I won't reprimand you loudly, and won't let you hold your head up in front of patients.But none of the new nurses in my heart is not afraid of Qiu Luo, he can make a group of young people do their jobs obediently without talking aloud.

One of the most immediate reasons is the sound.Qiu Luo's voice is highly recognizable, the tone is cold, with an indescribable detachment and calmness, very similar to his gaze when looking at people, as if it can penetrate your entire brain at once.In a special place like a hospital, his voice is too easy to surprise others. On the operating table, such a quiet voice can make people calm and orderly, but in ordinary doctor-patient communication, it always gives people a sense of life and death. An indifference to human suffering.

Every time Gu Chen met his gaze, he could not help but calm down in his heart, as if something was slowly falling down. This is why many people are afraid of Qiu Luo. He glanced at you and said something to you In other words, it was a kind of alienation and indifference that permeated the bones, and it was unbearable for anyone.

But Qiu Luo is not an outsider who doesn't eat fireworks. When you get used to his voice, you will find that he is a very reliable and attractive person.Therefore, although everyone is afraid of him, it is only at work.In private, he has a good relationship with the people in the department, and the communication with the patients is also very smooth. When he smiles, it makes people feel refreshed, like the way he walks, serious and awe-inspiring breath.Everyone says that surgeons are professional hooligan jokers, but here at Qiuluo, although you won’t be able to break the limit with you all day long, occasionally there will be one or two cold jokes, and the internal jokes can always catch people off guard for a day, so the department The people here don't always keep a distance from him. Everyone is serious when they are working, but they have a good relationship after they come down, especially a group of little girls who always like to run behind him.

Maybe this is his personal charm. Among all the doctors outside the heart, Qiu Luo is the youngest. He is only five years older than Gu Chen and three years older than ordinary people, but he is already well-known in the hospital. Qiu Luo was born in medicine. In addition to his strong university reputation, he has also drank foreign ink outside, so Qiu Luo is far superior to people at the same stage in terms of ability and education.Otherwise, it would be impossible for the hospital to let him lead students at his current age, and it would be impossible for so many people to be convinced by him.

Gu Chen thought, maybe a genius is this type!

But the reason why the two became best friends was because of something else.

Gu Chen and Qiu Luo have been together for too long, unknowingly he found that this person may not be as calm and stable as others see, because he can often see the faint loneliness and exhaustion between Qiu Luo's brows, You can even see some small wounds on his arms.

It was a complicated feeling. He was such an outstanding and high-profile young man, but he was so free and easy that didn't match his own setting. He couldn't tell whether it was envy or regret. Gu Chen only knew that it was so clean and pure. His smile is the most important strength that keeps him going in a world full of suffering and grief.

At that time, I was not familiar with each other, or even knew each other, but I was able to repay his few smiles with enthusiasm and persistence, but now I know his past and future, but I find that time is cold, bullying me when I was young, and fate turns It's like a joke to them.

At the end of the new year in 05, Gu Chen used all his savings to rent a shop.Lu Chuxiu was surprised: "Baby, you are going to go to sea, you don't want to be a doctor anymore? Why don't you come and be my assistant, the salary is enough to buy your two shops!"

Gu Chen glared at him, and carefully calculated the savings: "What kind of business do I do? This is for my dad. He retired from the newspaper within a few years. He is not a public servant and has no pension, and his current job is actually It doesn’t matter too much, and it’s still hard every day. I want him to change his environment so that he can save some money for himself after he can relax. I think Dad will definitely not want to ask me for money after he retires. Now every time I give him He said that he would save my salary for my marriage. I used to save money for college, but now I am getting married. I am afraid that he will never have a chance to think about it for himself."

Gu Chen took out all the money and calculated it carefully. He basically didn't touch the money given by Yu Min when he went to college, and the annual scholarship was enough to pay the tuition fee. After being with Lu Chuxiu, his living expenses were almost all his life expenses. It was arranged, so looking at it this way, I really saved a lot of money.He looked at the scattered amounts on the paper, and suddenly smiled wryly: "Brother, the money I have saved in the past six or seven years is not enough for you to wear all your clothes.

From top to bottom, Lu Chuxiu, including some of the accessories he carries with him, are all custom-made by himself. The equivalent of cash is also an amount that ordinary people cannot earn in a lifetime. The cost is arranged, even if you feel shocked at first, you will get used to it after a long time.But looking at it now, Gu Chen thought, if he told Yu Min all this, how would he define the relationship between the two of them?

A noble son from a rich family, and an ordinary graduate student.

The difference in family status cannot be explained clearly by just a few words of true love.Those realistic pressures and gaps are real.

"What are you in a daze for again? You don't know how much I earn every day." Lu Chuxiu leaned back against the table and looked down at him, his tone was gentle but undeniable.

Day and night have been facing each other for such a long time, and he can tell the expression on his face at a glance.

Gu Chen looked up, his eyes met for a long time, he sighed slightly, lowered his head to put away his things, and asked: "Now the scattered money in the card is about 9 yuan, Boss Lu, give me a suggestion?" ? How big a store should I rent and what are they selling? Or choose the location next to my home?"

Lu Chuxiu raised his eyebrows, bowed his head and kissed Gu Chen, pulled the child up, and the two of them faced each other and said, "The rent for a shop near your house is enough for three or four months, but it's not beneficial. Most of the area over there It has already been classified as a demolition area, and after a few years, some roads will be repaired and some real estate will be built. Now choosing to open a store will not be very effective, and it will not last for a long time." He saw that Gu Chen's brows were tightly furrowed, his face was full of careful thinking, and he didn't even notice the corners of his mouth. It puffed up, and suddenly felt it was funny, pinched Gu Chen's cheek with his hand, and said, "Honey, how about opening it near your hospital? No rent, I bought the store."

In fact, he had thought of this early in the morning. He would open a few shops for Yu Min near the hospital, and buy a house nearby after the relationship between the two of them was made public. Take care of these grandparents.

But Gu Chen looked at him, frowned, paused and said: "Brother, I know this is easy for you, but this matter is not good, that is my father, I have to fulfill the responsibility of the son of man, besides, now I've also made money, you can't help me with everything."

Lu Chuxiu pinched his ear, and said affectionately: "Isn't that also my father? I know you have a heart, but as far as the money in hand is concerned, if the shop is rented, at least you must have a business license and register various documents It also takes a lot of time, and after paying the rent for the first half of the year, you have to do the preliminary decoration, throw away the messy material costs, and you have to hire shop assistants and cleaning staff. I won’t talk about these. You have to think about what to do when the shop is closed. Right? You have to have inventory, and you have to make a marketing strategy in advance. These bits and pieces add up to keep the cost down to a minimum. Your 9 yuan is only a fraction of it. If you want a loan, why bother? I’ll buy you a store here I have enough money." Although what he said was simple and direct, it was also reasonable.

Gu Chen was silent for a long time, never really involved in the business circle, but after hearing his analysis, he must know that this matter is not as simple as he thought at first. In fact, the biggest obstacle in the final analysis is the problem of funds, no matter the store decoration, personnel recruitment or inventory protection , as long as the funds are in place, it can actually work, but now, as Lu Chuxiu said, his 9 yuan is really worthless in a place where the land is so precious in S City, and it can't be heard when thrown into the water.

Both of them were silent, Gu Chen smiled wryly: "Brother, am I overthinking my abilities? It seems that I can't do anything after leaving you." If there is no such man, then he will be with this man after college, graduation, marriage and childbirth in the future. Most men in the city are just as busy and insignificant. He may also have to think about the house and the car, and like Yu Min, he must save every penny of his salary carefully for future life, old age, sickness, death, and even the next generation. Guaranteed, it is impossible for him to travel around as he likes at such a young age, and to learn all the things he is interested in in his spare time.But now all of this can be easily obtained, just because of one person, the appearance of a man has changed all the trajectory of his life.So, after leaving him?Maybe he won't accomplish everything, but he certainly doesn't have the elegant and fragrant Luo Qi's nobleness and ease like he is now.But why should he?

When he was still in school, he never seemed to pay much attention to these things, but now, he doesn't know what it feels like, is it because he is also making money?Or is it because of the increasingly inseparable relationship between the two?

Lu Chuxiu didn't give him room to continue thinking, he said, "Baby, sometimes I wish you were such a person, you can't do anything without me, you can't do anything, but you are not. You have worked so hard, if in the eyes of ordinary people you are a child loved by so many parents, you are much better than others, there are too many things I like in you, baby, you are worth everything I give, if you put it in the first place When you asked me why, then I would say that I like you, but it is different now, now you are a part of my life, a part of my body, who would mind spending money on his body?"

Gu Chen looked at Lu Chuxiu, the dark ink-like pupils were strangely bright, as if passing through water, it was really intoxicating, he couldn't help whispering: "I really don't know what is so good about me... worth it You're like this..." From the beginning to the end, he didn't think about it, what else does he have besides love?

Lu Chuxiu lifted his chin and forced him to look directly at himself: "Then what do you like about me? I am a man, or a man who forcefully pulls you to my side. I can't make our relationship public, and I can't give it to you. You are a normal family, so why are you with me? Except for love?"

Gu Chen stared at him blankly for a long while without saying a word, yes, why?At first it was because of love, then what happened later?Besides love, what is he to him?

A friend, a brother, a guide, a harbor, a backing, a reliance, a...

So many irreplaceable roles in life have been unknowingly finalized during these six years.There was a strong shock in Gu Chen's heart.

Lu Chuxiu looked at the child's heavy gaze, and stretched out his hand to pull him into the cloakroom of the two of them. Gu Chen was puzzled, watching Lu Chuxiu lead him into a place that he was familiar with but not familiar anymore, pointing to a row of accessories and said: "These rings , earrings, cufflinks, watches, and half of the tie are all chosen by you, no matter in terms of style, taste, or price, baby, are you sure that you can still be like ordinary people now? You can do whatever you want Bringing out one thing is the wages that ordinary people may not earn for decades, just like you are sitting with Jiang Tongxucheng and the others to chat and eat and talk about things, no one will think that you are out of group. Be more realistic, baby, All the real estate under your name is enough for ordinary people to struggle for several lifetimes, so, do you still feel like ordinary people?"

After a pause, he added: "Of course I gave you these things, but they also prove that you are worth it, don't they?" He will not be greedy, or even ask him about the amount of property he gave him. Lu Chuxiu's environment allows him to see too many examples of fighting for interests, betrayal, and dividing labor from slaves, but Gu Chen's gentleness and tranquility all the time surprised him. .People are full of desires, and at the very beginning, he also had reservations. Love is not everything. He is willing to give, but Gu Chen may not be able to bear it. A person may not be able to face wealth dozens of times more than himself. Tempted, but what about a hundred times?What about a thousand times?Hundreds of millions?

He admits that simply judging a person by money is too powerful, but from his standpoint, this is the most direct and effective way.

Fortunately, what he got was a beloved man, no matter how much he showed step by step in these six years, Gu Chen had nothing else except a brief surprise, no enthusiasm, no calculation, no greed.

Lu Chuxiu thanked God for his blessing and gave him an impossible love and an impossible person. In Gu Chen, Lu Chuxiu saw too many clean things without impurities.

Every time they go out for fun, Gu Chen is always reluctant to let him buy him valuables, but when he sees fun things that suit him, he can spend extra money to buy them. No matter where they go, they will bring small gifts to their friends when they come back. Every New Year When he can't take him back to the Lord's house, he will still prepare gifts for his parents and grandpa in advance... The two have lived for so long, and he has never seen him say a word of foul language, even when he saw him and his friends go on the road in college When buying from a side stall, he would say "thank you" to the seller, and if there was a girl traveling with him, he would let the other party walk in the road first. When he was studying abroad, except for the time of SARS, Gu Chen firmly forbade him to skip class casually and go home.

Some love will gradually fade with the understanding of the partner, but there are also some loves that will become more mellow with time like fine wine.

The Gu Chen cherished by Lu Chuxiu is far more perfect than Gu Chen himself thought.If he had to define his baby, Lu Chuxiu could only think of one word: gentleman.

Gu Chen has some good qualities that are passing away in today's society, such as being reserved without fighting, group without party, week without comparison, neither humble nor overbearing, elegant and indifferent.He has a set of principles in his heart, he will not give sympathy casually, but he is not indifferent and rude. The two have been together so far, if Gu Chen is the same as his former lover, then apart from the initial passion , they might not really go very far.

Human emotions are overturned like waves, and desire is always the most difficult thing to guess.Lu Chuxiu would not tell Gu Chen these words, it would be unfair to him, but he had to think about it this way, he had too many things and was destined to not get some.Many people say that rich men are dissolute and ruthless, but it is not true. After staying in the romantic place for a long time, they have rights and capital that are easier to obtain than ordinary people, so the consideration of people's hearts is bound to be deeper and crueler than ordinary people. There are too many things attached to them and they often don't get reciprocal returns.After a long time of experience, my heart will harden and I will no longer love.But Lu Chuxiu was too lucky.

He looked into Gu Chen's blank eyes and whispered softly: "Baby, if you were born into a wealthy family, or like me, then from the beginning, we would not have any intersection, and even if we did, we could only be friends, ten thousand refund Bu said, even if we fall in love, we can’t be together in the end.”

He reached out and pulled him into his arms, and said in a low voice: "So, baby, I'm glad you chose me, we've been integrated for a long time, haven't we?"

He seldom heard him talk so much at length, Lu Chuxiu was really not a talkative person.In fact, Gu Chen has always been very clear in his heart.

Although he didn't personally know the assets he gave him, he knew it was a lot of money. He never shied away from talking about the struggles in his family in front of him. He introduced him into his circle and solemnly introduced him in front of familiar people. I am his boyfriend... He has to admit that after so many years, he is no longer the original Gu Chen.

He didn't know if all this was worth it, but he was very clear that he couldn't do without Lu Chuxiu.

It's just that Gu Chen didn't understand the love that he believed in all those years until the end. The only thing he had was Lu Chuxiu's blessing and protection. But he never thought that if one day he lost the power to love him, if he became the target of public criticism... , if he is no longer qualified to love him, then can all this still belong to him completely?