Jinnian

It was only at this time that Gu Chen came back to his senses. He stood there for a long time in a daze until the nurse came to call for someone.

The tense and hectic work did not give him time to think. When the illness came, all the nurses in the hospital ran away, and sometimes they, as doctors and nurses, had to take care of the patient's food convenience.So his brief sadness was immediately replaced by various rescue needs. Compared with those waiting for rescue, they don't need too much emotional indulgence, because there are countless expectant eyes looking at them.

When Lu Chuxiu was on the plane, his mind was in chaos. The feeling of panic, bewilderment, worry and uneasiness made him seem to have returned to the youthful years when he was pursuing Gu Chen.Before he even had time to go back to their residence, he asked the driver to drive the car to Gu Chen Hospital.

The moment Gu Chen received the call, he was still infusing a child and watching cartoons with him to soothe his emotions. When he heard that person's voice, his hand holding the comic book trembled and rushed to the hospital like crazy. On the window, facing the unknown tree outside the window, shaking his arm vigorously, he shouted on the phone: "Brother, I'm here, brother, I miss you so much!"

Lu Chuxiu swore that it was a scene he would never forget in his life. His child stood in front of a small window. Only the upper half of his body was exposed at the corner of the second floor, but it was covered in whiteness from the beginning to the end. 5 layers of protective clothing, 3 layers of masks, big eye masks... If it weren't for the voice, he would hardly have recognized that this was the person he was thinking about day and night, and Gu Chen was waving at him clumsily.

Moss spread under the window, and the leaves outside the window were so green that they could hurt people's eyes.

He didn't know how to describe the feeling at that moment in words. He heard the child crying on the phone and said, "Brother, I miss you so much; Brother, do you know that people are dying here every day; Brother, I found that I’m so useless; brother, the child I’m taking care of doesn’t know what kind of illness he has and smiles at me every day... Brother, I don’t know why it’s really hard..." He The bewilderment, worry, and uneasiness all turned into love at the moment she saw Gu Chen.

They were like two idiots, one standing outside the iron fence, the other standing inside the window, holding the phone but silently staring at each other, Lu Chuxiu shed tears uncontrollably, because he saw Gu Chen frantically picking off the The mask smiled at him and waved to him. He saw him crying and said on the phone in a panic: "Brother, don't worry about me. I will return to you in good health. I don't want to leave you. Brother, you must take care of me." How about being yourself?"

That smile was so bright that it could burn his eyes, and the tears could hardly be suppressed. He pulled out a smile stiffly, and said softly and angrily: "Okay, put on the mask quickly and listen clearly, Gu Chen, you must not have any thing."

I can not lose you.

Many years later, Lu Chuxiu still remembers this scene vividly. The two boys were smiling and weeping at each other far away from the railing and trees.For the first time in my life, I felt that there are so many powerlessness and irresistibility in life.

The moment he got back into the car, Lu Chuxiu drove the driver out, holding the steering wheel and crying uncontrollably.The kind of emptiness that hit his chest and had no sustenance made him unable to resist the fear and fear in his heart.

He stayed at the hospital gate every day for a week after returning to China, but they never saw him once.Only then did Gu Chen realize how much disturbance his impulsive phone call had caused Lu Chuxiu.He could only use repeated refusals to let him study outside with peace of mind. In fact, even if they could meet, Gu Chen wouldn't dare. He had been in the hospital for more than half a month. Before the disaster passed, no one would dare Take it lightly.

During the days when Lu Chuxiu was waiting in the hospital, he often saw a high-end private car parked at the entrance of the hospital from time to time, but he never saw the people inside come out. Like him, even Fubi Shi Chong could do nothing in the face of an unstoppable disaster.At critical times, we can only pin all our hopes on those angels in white who rush to the front line like his children.

Lu Chuxiu couldn't tell whether he was lucky or unlucky. He is a selfish person. If he hadn't been abroad, he would never have allowed Gu Chen to participate in this crisis. But standing at this point, he really watched the people being sent to the hospital every day. The sent patients, looking at the busy medical staff, felt a strange sadness in his heart.

A week later, Lu Chuxiu went abroad after all, but he asked Gu Chen to report his safety every day. God knows how he survived in those days when the catastrophe spread.I dare not read the news, let alone miss any message on my phone.It is no exaggeration to say that he is only a little less psychologically stressed than those patients who are confirmed to be infected with the virus.

Fortunately, man prevails. At the end of the summer vacation, the plague finally passed. The moment a group of medical staff took off their protective clothing, everyone had a long-lost smile on their faces. The joy of the rest of the life after the catastrophe.It was also the first time for Gu Chen to see Qiu Luo without a mask and eyepatch. He had handsome features, a tall but thin figure, but the most attractive thing was his eyes.

What is different from the people around him is that his eyes are too calm and even detached, and the temperament of his whole body is also the same. He is a steady and handsome man rarely seen in men, but there is a faint elegance and frailty in that handsomeness.There is an air of romance around him that is beyond ordinary.After graduating in the second year, he realized that Qiu Luo was not a student, but a doctor in this hospital.

The moment Gu Chen walked out of the hospital, looking at the lush tree in the yard, his eyes felt inexplicably warm.

He didn't go back to Lu Chuxiu's house, but went back to Uncle Min's.When I walked into the yard, there was silence around me.Those former tenants have already moved out, and in recent years, many surrounding streets and alleys have been demolished one after another.But the place where he grew up still maintains its original appearance.Gu Chen stood at the entrance of the yard for a while, and suddenly his thoughts were full of thoughts. He raised his hand and pinched his cheek, smiled to himself, and shouted loudly while walking, "Uncle Min, I'm back."

In an instant, Yu Min came out from the inside with her head wet, her eyes full of surprises, she didn't care to wipe her hair, and anxiously took the schoolbag in Gu Chen's hand and said, "Didn't you say you want to stay in school for an experiment? When is the holiday? Are you coming back?" Don't make a phone call? Have you eaten yet?"

Gu Chen felt sad for a moment. He didn't dare to reveal his situation every time he called Yu Min during those days in the hospital, but he still missed him so much. In a short period of time, he saw so many scenes of life and death. For a moment, I look at my dearest and familiar

The figure and words, tears fell down unconsciously.

The luckiest thing in this world is that relatives and lovers are by your side. No matter when and where, there is always a home in this vast world that you can care about and come back to.

When Gu Chen was eating, he watched Yu Min's words and deeds with greedy eyes. Hearing him rambling about the impact of the recent disease, his heart surged for a moment, and he couldn't help shouting: "Dad!"

As soon as the words came out, he couldn't help being stunned, and Yu Min was also stunned on the spot.

Gu Chen found that he was not as unfamiliar with this word as he had imagined, maybe he had already regarded Uncle Min as his father in his heart!So he took Yu Min's hand and shouted again.

Unexpectedly and as expected, Yu Min burst into tears and didn't speak, but when Gu Chen saw two lines of clear tears slowly appearing on his aging face, he also cried uncontrollably, and said softly : "Dad, over the years, you have always been the best father in my heart."

Yu Min got up and took a bottle of wine, wiped away tears behind Gu Chen's back, and said with a smile: "Xiao Chen has grown up, he is a good son of Dad!"

The past followed the wind, they laughed, drank and ate, Gu Chen thought it was a little late to call him, how many times he wanted to call Yu Min like this, but he dared not say it.

There is always such an opportunity in life to strip away your guilt, reluctance, and memories of the past, and then look directly at the future freely and with a smile on your face.