Jinnian

Gu Chen wondered for a moment whether his hearing was malfunctioning, but when he looked at Lu Chuxiu, the boy's eyes were no longer filled with tenderness and doting, but a sharp stare that seemed familiar, with a bit of arrogance , and a bit indifferent.

He felt his body cooling down quickly, and slightly pulled out a relaxed expression that didn't look like a smile: "That man has nothing to do with me, where should I go back?" Even with all his strength, he couldn't hide it. That pain and grievance.

Lu Chuxiu smiled and softened his expression instantly. He stood up and walked to him, pulled him into his arms, and said slowly: "He has nothing to do with you, and naturally he won't have anything to do with me. What I want is you This person is not one of those other unrelated affiliations."

Gu Chen didn't make a sound, and after a while, he muffled in his arms and asked softly, "Won't you mind? I'm the same as Li Hua, we... are the ones... who will be ridiculed by others Kind of people."

Lu Chuxiu sneered, and said, "Be ridiculed by others? Hmph, that son of the second uncle's family, my so-called cousin who is young but puts on airs outside to tease cats and dogs. I don't know how much he has, and now he is addicted to gambling with people." , sooner or later one day his father's family property will be wiped out. But Lihua is different, she can survive as a girl in our big family of brothers and sisters and be appreciated by grandpa, baby, you know here Is it worth it? Their lives can be said to be different in the future, illegitimate daughter? When he takes the position of second uncle and becomes Lu's reliance, who will call her an illegitimate daughter?"

He looked down at the boy, Gu Chen's eyes were pure, and he looked up like an angel, he kissed him lightly on the forehead and said, "Baby, the value of a person is not determined by his identity, but by his status." It's his ability. You don't have to be afraid of people's ridicule, there are many more disgusting things in this world than this, you are a young man who talks about five things and four beauties, and you grow up so clean, what is there to be afraid of?"

Gu Chen was silent, for a while he smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

The tears flowed silently, not unbearably, but... I was understood and comforted so easily. The inferiority complex, fear, embarrassment, helplessness and sadness for so many years have never been so indifferent to others. I said it frankly without any scruples, let alone getting such an explanation and relief.After he learned about his life experience and mother's choice from his mother, he never showed any excessive fragility in front of his mother. Even the closest people can be alienated because of love.

But when facing this person, my heart suddenly settled down inexplicably, as if something that was lost finally returned to its original place, with a sense of peace of mind.Let him finally find a harbor where he can let go of all his defenses and grudges and cry unscrupulously.

Lu Chuxiu gently patted the child's back, silently comforting him.Although Gu Chen's temperament is soft and gentle, he understands the calmness and perseverance behind this child. Fortunately, his mother is a woman with courage and high EQ. Such a child can be raised to such a level from an early age. Lu Chuxiu can't help it. Dare to imagine what kind of charm such a woman would have!

And it seemed reasonable for that man to be so obsessed with it.

Kissing is a matter of course. A very lingering kiss makes people feel like they are in the clouds, without a trace of sex. In fact, Lu Chuxiu knows very well that it is not a pleasant thing for Gu Chen to go to bed with boys. Up to now, every time he had close contact with him, he felt Gu Chen's stiffness and discomfort more or less. Too sensitive and delicate, and very shy to talk about such things, Lu Chuxiu can only keep getting acquainted, probing and caressing.

For a straight man, it’s not a big problem to like a boy. Humans are not machines, and it’s normal to like attractive people. But as far as this matter is concerned, men’s physical structure is different from women’s, and their psychological cognition is also different. Traditional factors exist, so unless it is congenital, it is difficult for the day after tomorrow to accept this sex method in a short period of time.

One thing that comforts Gu Chen is that from the time they had a relationship, including the years they lived together in the future, Lu Chuxiu was far more nervous about his body than himself. Lu Chuxiu would take care of every joy, frequency, strength, emotion, medication and even other things that made Gu Chen feel embarrassed. At first, he might not be able to fully accept him either from the heart or the body, but later on. This person has become a part of his flesh and blood, so the moment he left was like tearing a piece of flesh from his body, that's why he left so unwillingly and desperately.

Every time they tell each other their hearts, the two people will understand each other better, and their love will become more mellow in every run-in, understanding, and mutual care for thousands of days and nights.And everything Lu Chuxiu provided for Gu Chen was nothing but the enjoyment of the upper class. Sometimes people would say that money cannot buy love, but to a certain extent money can prove love.He loves him so he is willing to present him all the beauty of society, and he wants to give him everything he should have.

His baby, so talented, so clean, should be respected and looked up to.He deserves everything better.

Facts have proved that Lu Chuxiu was right. He took his boy to experience the glitz and glamour of the world, let him see the true form of wealth transformed into a real reference, and let him understand what extravagance is, but his baby still retains a child. heart of.From the beginning to the end, this person is what he first saw, soft, simple, rational, upright, calm, and resolute.He will not change with the external world, let alone lose faith because of his changes.

He watched him grow up, mature, and become more attractive, and saw him finally be able to stand side by side with him, and let others see that they were similar partners at a glance when he was in the crowd. Lu Chuxiu felt that feeling It's very strange, in this world, there is really someone who can fuse into his body like flesh and blood, and this person must be Gu Chen.

He has always understood that the human heart is the most vulnerable to trials and temptations. Lu Chuxiu's family background destined him to learn to weigh the pros and cons and learn to be ruthless from birth. Then he doesn't have to think about people's hearts like this, but all ifs in the world are stupid delusions.Therefore, he is very grateful for Gu Chen's protection. The two of them have been together for so many years, leaving behind the initial romance and passion, one day they will face each other's most simple and unpretentious side. The long stream of life can wear away love and change it even more By nature, Lu Chuxiu was actually afraid, afraid that Gu Chen would have resistance and disgust for some of his actions, afraid that he would feel helpless and troubled by his family, and even more afraid that he would not be able to keep him safe for the rest of his life.

But Gu Chen is much more mature than he imagined, at least he can understand many of his actions, and he can stand in his position and not be a moral saint.Although sometimes the two of them quarreled unavoidably, but judging from the final outcome, he finally decided on this person, no matter what he became or what he did, this person would still love him.

In fact, for Gu Chen, being faithful to the end is the most ideal way for him to be emotional, but in fact, after falling in love with Lu Chuxiu, it is difficult for him to be tempted by others.

The one time Gu Chen was very impressed, it seems that when he was in his junior year, a girl chased her. Of course, from freshman to graduation, many girls really liked him very much. He will stalk and stalk, and Lu Chuxiu has already dealt with the latter properly before he is ready to solve it. Sometimes he is very curious. Lu Chuxiu was very busy when he was in college, so busy that he almost often came back drunk, so Gu Chen was the best at that time. One of my favorite things is to make hangover soup and porridge.But in the midst of his busy schedule, Gu Chen was really surprised that this person was able to deal with his "love debts" incidentally.

"I didn't say anything, how do you know that I'm 'flirtatious', besides, how can I be flirtatious?" During a meal, Gu Chen said to

Lu Chuxiu curled his lips in extreme dissatisfaction with the final decision.

A certain person drank a spoonful of soup, raised his eyes and said leisurely: "That girl is in a big class with you, and she has already harbored evil intentions when she rubbed against you a few times? Every day, I rush to block people, and I bumped into you several times when I was looking for you." , you are still close to me, and you don't care about yourself!"

"If you have a boyfriend, don't think too much about it." The child glared at him.

Lu Chuxiu sneered: "Then it's time to show some color, eating what's in the bowl and worrying about what's in the pot, what!"

"Hey, can you stop eating this kind of messy vinegar? I'm not a sweet potato, but everyone wants it?" Gu Chen said helplessly.

Lu Chuxiu stretched out his hand, raised his eyebrows and said, "No matter how valuable something is in my eyes, it can't compare to your steamed bun. I just like it."

Gu Chen jittered, blushing slightly, lowered his head and smiled, and said, "Hurry up and eat, the honeypot is out of your mouth."

Seeing the child's reddish face, Lu Chuxiu's heart felt a little hot. When he was young, he didn't know what priceless treasures were, but after meeting this person, he realized what priceless treasures are.

But not long after, that girl confessed to Gu Chen. What was very frustrating was that the place where she confessed was at a gathering between Gu Chen and his friends. Gu Chen was a little confused at the time, but most of the people present knew that he had a girl. The friend is from a foreign school, so there was a lot of discussion for a while. What's more, the girl took advantage of Gu Chen's embarrassment and leaned over to kiss him. The moment her lips were touched, Gu Chen broke out in a cold sweat and felt extremely... ··nausea.