Jinnian

When he went back for the holidays during the winter vacation, Lu Chuxiu took him to meet Xu Cheng, and Lin Zijin was also present at the same time.By the way, Gu Chen was not surprised that Xu Cheng and Lin Zijin went to the same university.The four of them were talking and laughing during a meal, even if there was something in the past, needless to say, they were all children raised by wealthy families, after all, the friendship between classmates still exists in the past.

During the dinner, Lu Chuxiu brought food to Gu Chen as if they were just the two of them. Apart from Lin Zijin's slight stagnation at first, the meal was very enjoyable, and Gu Chen didn't feel embarrassed at all. After all, Lu Chuxiu is now It was his boyfriend, and he couldn't admit it at school, but he didn't want to hide it when facing these two people who were closest to them.

After dinner, Lu Chuxiu and Xu Cheng played billiards downstairs in the clubhouse, while Gu Chen and Lin Zijin drank and chatted upstairs, the atmosphere was a bit dull.Gu Chen always knew that he owed Lin Zijin an explanation, this is a good girl, but they met at the wrong time and place.

"Are you and Lu Chuxiu... together?" Lin Zijin bit the spoon, her voice trembling, she lowered her head, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, reflected in the coffee cup like a lonely fallen leaf, crumbling .

Gu Chen looked at her, paused and said bluntly: "I'm with him, I'm sorry, I should have told you earlier."

"We broke up, is it because of this?" The girl looked up at him, mechanically stirring the thick liquid in the cup, her voice had become hoarse.

Gu Chen frowned slightly, and said in a low voice: "I didn't realize it at the time, but... I was very confused at that time, but I never thought of hurting you, Zijin, in my heart, I have always been very sorry for that time It ended with you so abruptly." He felt uncomfortable in his heart, the truth is more devastating than a lie.

Lin Zijin finally focused his gaze on him, and said with a smile: "Gu Chen, you are always like that, stabbing people's hearts with a soft knife, obviously using such a sincere tone, but you said such cruel words."

This is the first time I know that people's tears will really fall down one by one like broken beads, and they can't stop, but he can't hear her cry, he can only see the tears flowing continuously , that kind of sadness hits directly to the bottom of my heart, as if it gathered into a sea and flooded him at once.Gu Chen suddenly let go of all his confidence. He had never seen a girl cry like this before. She was so sad that her voice was silent, and even her eyes were stained with despair.

He got up and hugged her into his arms, and patted her on the back lightly. Facing the overwhelming complaints, he could only helplessly say, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Lin Zijin complained: "I like you so much, Gu Chen, tell me, what's wrong with you? How can Lu Chuxiu do it? He's a boy..."

The intermittent crying and unwillingness were like a cotton needle piercing Gu Chen's chest from left to right, and went straight into the atrium.It is dense pain.He thought to himself, how lucky he is, how can he afford such an outstanding girl to do this for him?

When he waited for Lin Zijin's crying to calm down, he whispered to her: "I don't know when I fell in love with him, but Zijin, I'm sorry, I really can't leave him now."

Lin Zijin broke free suddenly, and just stared at him blankly. After a while, she smiled wryly: "Gu Chen, you can be with him for three years, five years, ten years, what about a lifetime? Two men can live a lifetime Is it?" Her eyes were very bright, and the pupils soaked by tears were even darker and clearer, she just looked at him in a daze, and asked, "Can two men live a lifetime?"

Gu Chen was silent.

A lifetime, I thought at that time, was too far away.

But in fact, it turned out to be so short.

When returning home at night, Gu Chen didn't want Lu Chuxiu to see him off, so he walked back alone, the wind was very bitter, and he walked slowly.

Lu Chuxiu walked behind him, looking at the thin and tall figure in front of him, there was faint worry in his quiet eyes.This is his cherished treasure. In front of Lin Zijin, he couldn't wait to declare his sovereignty. Whether he was guilty or afraid, he didn't want others to move his mind, but when he heard the sentence "I'm really There is no way to leave him", his heart was so soft that he never expected Gu Chen to have such determination.

"How long are you going to follow?" Gu Chen turned around suddenly when he walked under the streetlight.The tone is as usual.

When Lu Chuxiu looked over, his figure was drawn very long by the light, vaguely like a swaying silhouette on a screen, erratic and hazy.He walked straight over, hugged him, and put his head on his chest. After a moment of peace of mind, he suddenly lost his mind and thought that his baby seemed to have grown taller again.

"Why don't you always call me?" Gu Chen said sullenly in his arms.

Every time, this person always likes to walk behind him, no matter how long, waiting for him to turn back as a guardian.

He couldn't stand his silent posture.

Lu Chuxiu lowered his head and kissed his hairline, the breath he exhaled was cold, he said with a smile, "Didn't you say you would come to me?"

Gu Chen's heart hurts a lot, this kind of pain is different from the pain he felt for Lin Zijin, when facing Lu Chuxiu, he always seems to feel the same, and can feel all his unspoken forbearance and discomfort.So, Gu Chen raised his head: "Lu Chuxiu, I fell in love with you, do you know? I don't know if this love can last forever, but I thought about staying with you forever, just like other boys and girls, falling in love in college Graduation will get married and have children. We may not be like that, but in the past six months, I have thought that we will still be together after graduation. I will see you every day in the future, work together, and eat together. I don’t want to be with you separate."

Lu Chuxiu didn't speak for a moment, his heart beating faster than normal, he suddenly let go of his voice and laughed, looking at Gu Chen's pure black and white eyes, he laughed so hard that he almost wanted to cry, he hugged him tightly , speaking incoherently: "I know, Xiaochen, I know... I will never let you go alone again, I will stop you, no matter how far you go, baby, I love you, since very early In the beginning, baby, I never left that year, I always looked at you...we will always be together...I will not let you go, I love you..."

Lu Chuxiu's heart seemed to be buried with countless fireworks, constantly blooming, and one after another gorgeous patterns exploded in his heart, a heart seemed to be soaked in a frying pan, and it was so crispy that he didn't know what to do with it.

Gu Chen laughed softly when he heard his illogical confession, he looked up at him and said sincerely: "I know you have a lot of worries in your heart, since we were together until now, you have thought about it a lot, right? Lu Chuxiu, since I'm with you, it means that I'm ready to face many colored eyes, don't worry about me liking others, and don't worry about me leaving one day, okay?"

So he knew it all!It turned out that he had already thought of it!It turned out that he had made up his mind!

Lu Chuxiu's body seemed to flow into a warm current, warm and warm like a glass of wine in winter, warm and intoxicated.His baby turned out to be so big.

For the first time in my life, I am so fortunate that the person I love is such a beloved person!

Under the fierce cold wind, the two stood on the empty street and smiled at each other. The touch and understanding revealed from the heart seemed to melt all the coldness around them. The world is already so cold, what can I use to Resist the indifference and loneliness of those crowded people?Fortunately, there is you, my love.

They walked forward hand in hand, firm like a ray of light in the dark.

Gu Chen never thought about how many people would think that it is against common sense for them to be together. Their appearance challenged the conventional cognition of human beings for many years. Standing together as lovers will not make others feel beautiful, let alone will be blessed.But so what?There are too many various things in this world. Is there a proof for the existence and development of anything?

Life seems to be an illusion, and it will eventually return to nothing.The fame behind you is like floating smoke to me.

Whether it is in front of you or behind you, since it has already existed, you can no longer think about what happened when it did not appear. Today, it is not Lin Zijin's words that make Gu Chen worry, but his gradual realization that in the countless long days to come Here, many people will ask the same question: "Can you be together for a lifetime?"

He has experienced the death of his close relatives. Compared with the destruction of life, being loved by someone is a very happy thing. He wants to tell Lu Chuxiu that he is not afraid, and that he is willing to face all the difficulties and ups and downs in the future with him. He does not want him Always stand in the position of a guardian, one person bears all the wind and rain, but stands behind him and builds a warm shelter for him at any time, Gu Chen doesn't want it, he wants to be by his side, with him like a man Grow and move forward together!