Jinnian

The guest came from afar and left me a note.

The first word is long lovesickness, and the second word is long parting.

A long time later, during the days when Lu Chuxiu lost Gu Chen, he always thought, how passionate was his love back then?Why would he be so desperate?If he was willing to take a step back at that time, if he was not so paranoid and self-willed, not so indifferent and stubborn, wouldn't his Xiaochen have a happy life?Don't you have to suffer for nothing?Wouldn't these heartbreaking things happen later?

Lu Chuxiu didn't know, he only knew that the love at that time seemed to go deep into the bone marrow and heart, and there was never a moment more convinced than that time that he also had the right to love!And that person must be Gu Chen, the fate seems to have been destined as early as in the previous life, and the red silk thread has been faintly involved for several years.If he does not get this person, he will never be free for the rest of his life.

When we were young, we always believed in the person who must be him, but when we matured, we have already forgotten it in a certain gap in the years. It's not that we no longer believe in it, but that he is too far away.But for Gu Chen, Lu Chuxiu persisted for half his life, from the time he learned to love someone until the end of his life, he still chose him. There may have been twists and turns, persecution, separation and running-in, but in the end they still walked hand in hand.Isn't that what life is like?They walked together ups and downs for 11 years, ups and downs, joys and sorrows, they experienced one by one, except for death, it seems that there is no way to separate them.

Looking back after many years, even Gu Chen didn't know whether what Lu Chuxiu did to him was right or wrong. He wanted to blame him, but suddenly found that once his life changed to a track without this person, all the scenery and characters on the journey seemed to be gone. meaning.It didn't matter what was right and wrong at the beginning, what really mattered was that he really fell in love with him.

As expected, Xu Cheng's confession failed, and Lin Zijin said that she could only treat him as her best friend and her most familiar brother, because she already had someone she liked.Simple but straightforward rejection is extremely lethal when young. Even a child like Xu Cheng who has always been unhappy, although he is precocious and knows how to restrain himself, he still feels a lot of unspeakable heaviness and discomfort after all.

But since the day he came back from the rooftop, Lu Chuxiu seemed to be a different person, doing the questions every day with great interest, going to school with light steps, and staring at Xu Cheng in a daze!Since Lu Chuxiu came back that day, he never went to see Gu Chen. Obviously, Gu Chen was really frightened. He could recall what he saw on the rooftop when he saw Lu Chuxiu for a few days in a row. Turn your head, and don't come to this seat issue again, let alone talk to him.

Although China in that era had gradually opened up, it was far from being able to popularize homosexual knowledge. Before that, Gu Chen really didn't know that two boys could kiss or touch each other.The scene on the rooftop that day was too abrupt and impressive.

The boy leaning against the wall had charming eyes, a ruddy face, slightly parted vermilion lips, and a cheerful voice wafting around, extremely charming.Gu Chen has never seen this type of boy since he was a child. He has to admit that when he was attracted at first sight, he never thought of running away, and then the moment when the tall boy who was pressing him turned his head. , he never thought that it would be Lu Chuxiu, that noble and indifferent, calm and indifferent boy on weekdays was staring at him with burning eyes, and his hand was still holding another person's cock!Gu Chen's mind exploded in an instant!It is almost impossible to restrain and want to escape.

He just knew that when Xucheng asked Lin Zijin to go out, he thought of what Lu Chuxiu said the day before and felt uncomfortable. He came there because he wanted to relax. He swore that only Lin Zijin had brought him here once before. There will be others!And this incident caused Gu Chen to stay out of his mind for the next few days, and what made him even more uneasy was that Lu Chuxiu didn't explain anything, which made him feel confused for no reason.

Because the 29th and 30th high school mock entrance exams occupied the classroom, so the first and second year of senior high school on the 27th and 28th, that is, Saturday and Sunday, made up the next Monday and Tuesday classes in advance, and then it was the New Year's Day holiday.Xiyang has always had a tradition of holding a New Year's Eve party, so this time the party was brought forward to Sunday night because of the entrance exam.All teachers and students gathered in the school auditorium to spend this warm New Year together.

Gu Chen was still a little excited when he was sitting in his seat. This was the first time he had come to such a big and beautiful auditorium. The stage lighting was as beautiful as what he saw on TV. He sat quietly waiting for the show to start.When the lights in the audience were dimmed, the stunning hosts slowly appeared in colorful clothes. They kept their word and made peace like serious show hosts, and every once in a while the audience chatted There was thunderous applause.

Gu Chen's eyes were shining with joy all the time, he was almost stunned when he saw someone's figure appearing on the stage, Lin Zijin played the flute like a beautiful woman in the city, beautiful and elegant, graceful and swaying, unknowingly It makes people look crazy.And the boy playing the piano next to him was dressed in a black evening dress, his hands were dancing freely like clouds and flowing water, and he was also of extraordinary appearance. Gu Chen didn't know what song they were playing, but those notes seemed to be beating in his heart, which was intoxicating heartbeat.

"Gu Chen, Teacher Hu is looking for you!" A loud male voice suddenly interrupted his thoughts and startled him.

Gu Chen turned his head to look for the source of the sound and saw a classmate on the side of the row waving at him.He reluctantly glanced at the stage and walked out.

"The teacher told you to go to the classroom. It seems that there is something urgent. Go!" The boy said anxiously and ran away.

Gu Chen didn't understand, so he stood for a while, so he had no choice but to walk towards the teaching building. While walking, he asked in confusion: Shouldn't he be going to the office?Why are you in the classroom..." After thinking about it, I came to the teaching building, the whole building was pitch black, and Gu Chen was still trembling when he went up the stairs, but luckily when he walked to the corridor, he saw someone shooting from the classroom. Only then did the lights relax a little.

Although the classroom was brightly lit, there was no one there. He stood there for a while and couldn't help being speechless: Another prank by Cheng Kai!Then I thought that this guy hadn't teased him for a long time, so I must be impatiently waiting to see a good show! "So Gu Chen shouted out of boredom: "Cheng Kai, where are you?"Come out!Can you stop being so boring? "

"Are you familiar with him?" Suddenly a cold voice sounded at the door.

Gu Chen was taken aback, and when he looked back, the familiar figure was standing at the back door looking at him, with the same expressionless face as when he first met.

After a short period of surprise, Gu Chen became flustered, and he didn't know what he was anxious about, but he always felt uncomfortable.

"Are you familiar with each other?" The voice suddenly came very close, and as soon as Gu Chen raised his head, Lu Chuxiu's tall figure stood in front of him.He took a slight breath and said, "It's okay, well, why don't you go to the party?" He took a step back quietly, pretending to be very relaxed.

"I'm waiting for you." Lu Chuxiu said indifferently, it's not that he didn't see Gu Chen's small movements, but he didn't move forward either.

No matter how stupid Gu Chen is now, he still knows that he probably asked someone to trick him here. He really couldn't escape what happened that day, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and ask, "You...what do you want from me?"

"I want to date you." Lu Chuxiu said flatly, looking at his bewildered eyes.